used the shower to relieve the sick
from the intrusive thoughts i get
washed the dirt off of my skin
it’s soiled from what lies within
i ripped hair straight from the follicle
and thought of going to the hospital
during sex i squeeze my eyes shut
and pray my mind keeps itself put
not even safe with my own touch
the things i think are a little too much
it’s hard to interact with others
when i’m thinking of harming another
how do i explain to someone else
that what i’m scared of most is myself?
- @homvlily (2024)
working while ovulating should be considered a form of torture. there’s no way yall have me going through this shift feeling feral as fuck. imagination going wild and it’s impossible to focus, yet i’m supposed to just interact with people casually??
My sons, Balding and Bleeding
Curious bc I was going to wear a skirt to an event and got told the old men were not used to the culture without corsets so they would stare at my legs. Also an old man was checking me out recently when I was wearing a skirt and a tank top (keep in mind that I am sixteen years old + look young for my age). I fucking hate men (not all of them, but a good portion of them) and by God if the world was all-female, I would dress a whole lot sluttier than the baggy T-shirts and jeans I usually wear. Btw “slutty” is a stupid word in my opinion, by standards of certain ppl I am slutty or a whore, and in others I’m a prude, so I use it bc it’s just so comical in my head lmao. Also SA rates do not increase in Summer when people show more skin, when I saw SA’d I was wearing Winter SCHOOL UNIFORM.
I hate needing to see new doctors because I never know what could make them dismiss me.
I am to vague: obviously don't have an issue.
To spesific: hypochondriac.
Too knowledgeable about my own conditions: Has a suspicious extent of knowledge about spesific condition possible faker
Haven't heard of somthing like what they describe before: not real and if it is then it's clearly not important
Over explain to try and avoid the above: obsessed with being sick and looking for validation that they are. let them know you see through their evil gaslighting
Me when I talk about my trichotillomania in therapy and my therapist looks down at my knees and goes “ah yes” 😭💅🏻💋
some hoodies don’t hoodie the way other hoodies hoodie
1. Valerie - Addison Grace
2. God’s Game - Dove Cameron
3. Love is embarrassing - Olivia Rodrigo
4. Could this be love? - Saturn 17
5. She Likes A Boy - Nxdia
6. We fell in love in October - Girl in red
7. NYMPHOLOGY - Melanie Martinez
8. Guess - Charli xcx, Billie Eilish
9. Lie - Nessa Barrett
10. Bang bang bang bang - Sohodolls
Rules: put your on repeat playlist on shuffle and share the first 10 songs, then tag 10 ppl.
thanks for the tag @volturiwolf
Takavoltti - Käärijä
Bananas - Käärijä
Kaistaa - Bess, Käärijä
Bye Boy - Bambie Thug
Sex = Money - Käärijä
Gravity - Lacuna Coil
Fanático - Lali
The In-Between - In This Moment
I Wish You Were Dead - Lacuna Coil
Smut - Jutes
technically this is my top 10 because deezer doesn't have an on repeat playlist 😔
no pressure tag @nembzz @i-wanna-cry @carpblu @anxious-witch @leparasite 💖💖
Fucking her through the night and making her breakfast in the morning.
I think if she pulled me into a bathroom, pressed me against the wall and started kissing me it’d fix all my problems actually
Gay femme girl obsessed with pink, astrology, music and anything sapphic 🦀♋️🏳️🌈🩷🍒🩸Men and anyone not 14-19 dni❗️
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