Obsessive Compulsive

obsessive compulsive

used the shower to relieve the sick

from the intrusive thoughts i get

washed the dirt off of my skin

it’s soiled from what lies within

i ripped hair straight from the follicle

and thought of going to the hospital

during sex i squeeze my eyes shut

and pray my mind keeps itself put

not even safe with my own touch

the things i think are a little too much

it’s hard to interact with others

when i’m thinking of harming another

how do i explain to someone else

that what i’m scared of most is myself?

- @homvlily (2024)

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1 month ago

working while ovulating should be considered a form of torture. there’s no way yall have me going through this shift feeling feral as fuck. imagination going wild and it’s impossible to focus, yet i’m supposed to just interact with people casually??

1 month ago

My sons, Balding and Bleeding

My Sons, Balding And Bleeding
1 month ago

Curious bc I was going to wear a skirt to an event and got told the old men were not used to the culture without corsets so they would stare at my legs. Also an old man was checking me out recently when I was wearing a skirt and a tank top (keep in mind that I am sixteen years old + look young for my age). I fucking hate men (not all of them, but a good portion of them) and by God if the world was all-female, I would dress a whole lot sluttier than the baggy T-shirts and jeans I usually wear. Btw “slutty” is a stupid word in my opinion, by standards of certain ppl I am slutty or a whore, and in others I’m a prude, so I use it bc it’s just so comical in my head lmao. Also SA rates do not increase in Summer when people show more skin, when I saw SA’d I was wearing Winter SCHOOL UNIFORM.


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1 month ago

I hate needing to see new doctors because I never know what could make them dismiss me.

I am to vague: obviously don't have an issue.

To spesific: hypochondriac.

Too knowledgeable about my own conditions: Has a suspicious extent of knowledge about spesific condition possible faker

Haven't heard of somthing like what they describe before: not real and if it is then it's clearly not important

Over explain to try and avoid the above: obsessed with being sick and looking for validation that they are. let them know you see through their evil gaslighting

1 month ago
Me When I Talk About My Trichotillomania In Therapy And My Therapist Looks Down At My Knees And Goes

Me when I talk about my trichotillomania in therapy and my therapist looks down at my knees and goes “ah yes” 😭💅🏻💋


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1 month ago

some hoodies don’t hoodie the way other hoodies hoodie

1 month ago

1. Valerie - Addison Grace

2. God’s Game - Dove Cameron

3. Love is embarrassing - Olivia Rodrigo

4. Could this be love? - Saturn 17

5. She Likes A Boy - Nxdia

6. We fell in love in October - Girl in red

7. NYMPHOLOGY - Melanie Martinez

8. Guess - Charli xcx, Billie Eilish

9. Lie - Nessa Barrett

10. Bang bang bang bang - Sohodolls

Music Shuffle Tag Game

Rules: put your on repeat playlist on shuffle and share the first 10 songs, then tag 10 ppl.

thanks for the tag @volturiwolf

Takavoltti - Käärijä

Bananas - Käärijä

Kaistaa - Bess, Käärijä

Bye Boy - Bambie Thug

Sex = Money - Käärijä

Gravity - Lacuna Coil

Fanático - Lali

The In-Between - In This Moment

I Wish You Were Dead - Lacuna Coil

Smut - Jutes

technically this is my top 10 because deezer doesn't have an on repeat playlist 😔

no pressure tag @nembzz @i-wanna-cry @carpblu @anxious-witch @leparasite 💖💖

1 month ago

Fucking her through the night and making her breakfast in the morning.

1 month ago

I think if she pulled me into a bathroom, pressed me against the wall and started kissing me it’d fix all my problems actually

2 months ago
This Made Me Laugh Sm

This made me laugh sm


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