Troubled mind, beautiful soul, pretty face.
Blow and hello kitty are my only sources of happiness these days
I want to be totally dominated and controlled but still loved and cared for so gently and patiently. I desire to be someone’s entire world. I want to shut up when I’m told then be rewarded and praised for my good behavior. I want to be manhandled then cuddled up. Will this love ever find me sigh
I know there’s more to life than all these wasted days
Darling, only you are the life among the dead
I wish I was better at letting go of things, people, memories. I want to learn how. I keep hurting myself by falling in love with the idea of people and not their true character. I’m tired of being a stupid naive girl. I just have so much empathy for everyone and everybody deserves a fresh start, trust and a chance. Ugh. I’m too sweet and gentle for this place we call Earth or at least the Earth I have experienced.
I can’t wait to die and all this pain is over