Old Gods Are Waking

i need to read more academic articles to make my yaoi more insane

this is me on the regular as a 30 or 40 year old man to be honest

"this piece of media is actually really critical of the military/police" and then the underlying repeated message is "individual soldiers/cops know more than civilian government and should be allowed to make decisions autonomously"

it's so wild to me that you absolutely cannot force a hyperfixation to happen. like you'll watch the most perfectly tailor-made-for-you content that everyone says you'll love and feel absolutely nothing, and then the thing you watch on a whim to fill time will reach through the screen and put its damn fingers in your brain and start rearranging the neurons right in front of you and every single time you're like THIS??? THIS??????? and this happens like every 6-12 months forever

i want to [remembers suicide jokes are bad for your mental health] be in the middle of a gunfight, in the center of a restaurant

i want what david cronenberg has

the queer joy of striding around in an Outfit and experiencing Gender

I think the best most human thing in the world is strangers doing a silly thing together