I miss you too, baby girl! In so many ways! It makes my heart ache for you! My body burn with desire for you! It makes my head spin thinking about all the ways I want you, sweet and soft, hard and rough!
How do you miss me? How do you want me? I wonder which daddy do you want to be with? The one that cuddles and kisses you? The one that plays games and colors with you? Or is it the one that claims you and fucks you raw? The one that shows you what a perfect little slut you can be? The one that pins you down and takes you and shows you that you are all mine in every way? You know they are one and the same don’t you? That you can have them both? And that I am all yours?
Do you want to know what I miss? What I want? It is simple really, yet so very complicated. I want you! All of you! The real you! The unbridled and raw you! No limits, no reservations, no worries about being judged or preconceived ideals. That’s what I miss! What I want!
I want the little you! All sweet and small. Aching to color and play. Carrying around your stuffies and stickers. The little you that wants to cuddle and curl up in a little comfy ball in daddy’s lap! The little you that wants to suck on daddy’s thumb and fall asleep with your head on my chest without a care in the world. The one that needs to be protected and kept safe by daddy. That wants that release. That safe space to be yourself.
I want the big you! All naughty and horny and hungry for daddy’s attention and affection. The big girl that wants to feel daddy claim you and pin you to the wall! The big girl that wants daddy to tease and edge and torture you until you are beside yourself with need and desire and a begging, pleading mess! The one that wants to be bound and helpless and at daddy’s mercy. That wants to give daddy the gift of her submission and let me take control! I want the big girl that needs to be taken and claimed and violated by daddy. Every inch of you, every yummy hole! All given freely to daddy to do with as I please!
And I want the you that has insecurities and fears and needs daddy’s reassurances. The one that wants to talk about everything under the sun for countless hours as we lay tangled in each other’s arms. The one that gets scared, gets worried, gets stressed out. The one that needs daddy’s protection and support and confidence in her to help her be the best she can be. The funny girl that makes me laugh and smile. The sarcastic girl that is ready to save the world and burn everyone else to the ground to do it.
I want the you that thinks she is full of faults and imperfect and not worthy. And I want to show her how perfect she really is! How incredible and capable and amazing! I want to fill her full of love and make her feel her worth deep in her heart and her bones and make her understand what an amazing woman she is!
That’s what I miss! What I want! Can I have her, baby girl? Will you let me in and share her with me? In all her faults and all her glories? And let me show her how much I fucking miss and need her!!
What should I do if my boyfriend isn’t really that kinky but I am?
Hi there! That’s a good question! It can be really tricky introducing your kinks to your significant other depending on just what they are! Some are pretty easy and some a bit harder like lifestyle kinks such as Dd/lg or D/s. Without knowing what those kinks are I can give you some general advice, at least from my perspective and experience.
Start easy and build up! When you and your bf are being intimate try suggesting one of your simpler kinks to him! Just ask him for it, or tell him you would love it if he tried xxx. If he’s really into you and into pleasing you he will probably jump at it eagerly! He should want to please you just as much as you want to please him! If that goes well then slowly add stuff to the equation. Hopefully he will start opening up and telling you some of his kinks too! Ideally you want a relationship where you can both share your desires and fantasies openly without any worry of being judged or rejected. If your boyfriend isn’t receptive to those suggestions, doesn’t seem interested in returning those pleasures or learning about what excites you then that’s not a good sign for long terms satisfaction! You don’t want a selfish or inattentive lover! I imagine you are a pretty giving soul and you need to find someone that wants to give to you just as much! I can’t even begin to stress how important that is!
If you are talking about more lifestyle kinks not just in bed there are some things you can do there too. Hopefully you know already if your boyfriend is inclined towards your kinks. For example if it’s dd/lg does he like to take care of you and spoil you? Is he always checking on you and making sure you’re ok? If he’s shown he’s already a caregiver then it’s just a matter of introducing him to what your needs are and slowly introducing the terminology. Ask him to watch Disney movies with you while you cuddle. Ask him to play board games or to sit and color with you! Have him go shopping with you for stuffies or cute blankies. Hopefully that will lead to more open discussions about your little needs and how he can support you! If he isn’t into that or doesn’t like the whole caregiver thing then that’s another sign that maybe this isn’t the right relationship for you!
I know it can be so hard to find someone in real life when you can’t share your links or interests openly. This is especially true for Dd/lg and D/s. There are so many misconceptions about it and what it means to be in one of those relationships. Most people don’t understand that at its core it isn’t a sexual thing but an emotional thing, a caregiving and support thing! Be patient and keep trying! Introduce them slowly and be honest about your needs! Don’t sacrifice yourself and your needs to be what you think your significant other wants or needs! Be true to yourself and don’t accept anything less than you want and deserve!
There’s no right or wrong way to be a little! Being little is what you need it to be! It is special to each and every individual! Don’t let anyone tell you otherwise! You are a perfect little just as you are!
Mouth
How I would love to be using that sweet mouth of yours, baby girl! Your hungry little mouth mine to abuse and destroy! Feeling you lick and suck and struggle to swallow me, gagging as I push deeper into your throat! Pulling out to hear your gasps for air, to see the drool dripping from your beautiful face! Then to feel your hungry mouth and tongue opening, reaching for more! Plunging my cock in again and again! Fucking that beautiful little mouth as you give yourself to me!
My hands reaching down to feel your wetness! Your cunt already swollen with desire and dripping with your excitement! I stroke and tease and fuck your hungry little cunt with my fingers just as I fuck and thrust into your mouth! Feeling the muscles of your cunt contracting around my fingers each time I push my cock deeper into your mouth! Pulling my fingers away to spank your dripping cunt! Making you jump and moan! Wet smacking sounds as my hand strikes! Feeling you moan around my cock! Then sinking my fingers deep inside of you as I push my cock down your throat! Feeling you swallow, open up to me! Seeing the tip of my cock swelling your throat as I push deeper!
I hold my cock there! Feeling it throb and pulse as you gag and convulse reflexively! Moaning at the exquisite feel of you submitting to me! Then pulling out to let you gasp as I rub my cock over your beautiful face! Your tongue flicking out to lick as you gasp and kiss my shaft! I push back into your mouth! Fucking you with long strokes! Using your pretty mouth just like I use your sweet cunt! Fucking it for my pleasure! Knowing how much pleasure it gives you! My fingers sinking into your cunt as my cock fucks your mouth! Thrusting, stroking, rocking back and forth! Then rubbing and circling your pulsing clit as I pump in and out of your mouth! Shallow strokes with my cock as I circle your clit with my fingers! Then a long deep thrust as I rub your clit hard and fast!
That’s it baby girl. I can feel it building up! Your orgasm growing inside of you, the waves of pleasure beginning to crest is your cunt as daddy fucks your hungry little mouth! My fingers stroking and thrusting in time with my cock! I’m going to take that orgasm! I’m going to draw it out and make you fucking cum for me right here as I fuck your mouth! I’m going to push you until you break and you cum and you gush for me! Then just as you peak, just as your orgasm washes over your whole body! Then I’m going to push my cock deeper than you’ve ever taken it before! I’m going to thrust down your throat and pump my cum straight into your belly as you gag and choke and cum for me!
That’s what I want to fucking feel baby girl! That’s what I fucking need! Your cum, your exquisite, body shaking orgasm as I pin your beautiful head to the bed with my cock and pump you full of my seed! That’s how I want to fucking use you tonight baby girl! That’s what I fucking crave! To feel your desperation as you gag on my cock aching for breathe, as you moan around it, as your whole body contracts and quivers and spasms with your orgasm, never wanting it to end!
I love how my words touch you, caress your imagination with sweet and sultry thoughts. Using them to stroke and feed your desire before my lips and fingers ever touch you. Do you feel them baby girl? As my words whisper in your ear how I need you and crave you. As my words describe in detail all the delicious and naughty ways I want to make love with you. Do they set you on fire and make you crave more, crave me? Can you feel my need for you fueling them as they slip through your thoughts fueling your fantasies. Do you feel them as you lay there caressing yourself? How my words slip along the curve of your neck as my kisses and tongue would. When I tell you how I want to swirl my tongue gently around your nipple as I feel it crinkle and harden, then sucking it gently into my mouth, letting my teeth brush against the delicate flesh, does it make you moan? Does it make you want to caress them yourself, to feel them, imagining it’s my fingertips brushing over them. When I tell you how I want to run my fingers over every luscious inch of your body, over every curve, can you feel them caressing your? Do you feel how they explore and claim your soft flesh. Do the goosebumps rise on your skin at the thought? Do you feel that heat building between your legs as I tell you how I want to slip my rough hand down along your belly, pushing your legs apart as my fingers slip between your soft folds feeling how wet just the thought of it makes you? Let my words caress and stroke you. Not only your luscious body but your deepest desires. I want your mind swimming in those thoughts and images. Lost in the pleasures and fantasies that flow through you. I want words so visceral that you quiver with need from reading them. Yes my sweet girl, I love how my words caress you and I will use them to do so every moment I can until I have you back in my arms.
His words were like caresses between my legs 🖤
Let me show you the ways I want to ruin you, baby girl! Let me spoil and tease and tempt you until your precious little body is quivering uncontrollably with desire. I want to use my lips, my tongue, my fingers to make you gasp and moan, your exquisite body trembling with need and wanting as I explore every inch. I want to see the hunger in your eyes, pleading for me to take you, aching to be taken and used by daddy. I want you so desperate with need that you give yourself to me completely. Willingly submitting to daddy’s every desire just so he will take you and satiate your burning need. Knowing you are always safe in daddy’s arms even as he pushes your limits and tests you. I will devour you until you scream with pleasure. I will tease and edge you until you’re a whimpering pleading little mess. I will take your sweet mouth until you’re a drooling mess. I will fill and stretch your dripping little cunt letting you feel how hard you make me as I throb and pulse inside of you. Taking you with all my need and desire until I’m groaning and growling and your gushing all over my cock, giving me every last drop of your sweet cum. I will pull you on top of me and set you free. Letting you grind and bounce and ride me to your hearts content. Reveling in the sight of your unbridled pleasure as you lose yourself in your need. Feeling you contract around me, your cum dripping down my shaft and soaking us. Letting you push me closer and closer to my own edge until I take you and pin you down, gripping your throat, your hair, clutching your luscious body as I thrust into you with all my need. Can you feel me swelling inside of you, baby girl? Can you hear it in my growls and moans and curses? I know you can because I feel you contracting around me, your cunt milking and stroking me with each thrust, pushing me over the edge as you cum for me. Can you feel the energy and lust coursing through daddy’s body as I release it all inside of you, cumming with you, hard and deep, filling your sweet cunt until it drips with my seed and our mixed cum. This is how I will ruin you baby girl. Until you are spent, drained, collapsed in my arms gasping, your mind swirling in pleasure as you clutch at daddy, curling up in my arms, whimpering, sobbing with the total release. My precious girl! Are you ready?
Ruin me ❤️
Tumblr in its infinite wisdom decided to flag and hide some of my favorite posts and stories I have written. Grrrr!!!!
So in an effort to keep them here I created the posts again and posted them as new ones. I hope you can enjoy them the second time around. I’m working on new ones as well and you can see those mixed in.
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