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lowkey think i just unawarely shifted to have more battery in my phone?? went from 8 to 21 percent. I took the plug out when i reached 8 because i said to myself when it hits 1 or 2 i’ll get up and wash my face. didnt put it back in or anything either. howww did I go to 21 wtaf do i really subconciously not want to get up & wash my face that much that i shifted for more time 😭

my personal motivation of the day:

fucking interlinked bro, listening to party 4 u — charli xcx and a few repeats in i realized she says birthday cake in august but you were born 19th of june, my birthday is in august and osamu’s birthday is literally 19th of june.

the rest of the song captures the vibe of our relationship when we first met again after a while, which was why i was looping it before i even fully listened to the lyrics and realized. genuinely insane. so many specific lyrics that encapsulate specific things that happened in my life revolving the both of us. he’s half of who i am now, really. the identity i have in my personal thoughts is weaved with his, even though i no longer talk to my friends about him/shifting.

other parts of the song that resonate (in vague terms, some of it is kind of private, in a way that i just don’t feel like sharing it with everyone, but i’ll know & remember what it means) : • Called your friends from out of town ; Oda. • And I'm waiting for you by the window, yeah ; the thick glass square windows in the old doctor’s building we’d sit at. • Called your digits, but the phone kept ringin'. Wish I knew what you were thinking ; the night that ended (started) it all. • Yeah, if you saw my tears, would you touch me? Kiss me on the mouth, say you love me? Leave a message, tell me you're sorry? ; jail lmao • Why you treating me like someone that you never loved? ; the awkwardness on coming back.

i love you for this song charli, but make sure to count your days because omg??

My Bungo Stray Dogs Reality Relationship Chart ݁ᛪ༙

NOTE: i think i still have the base in one of my dms but i got a new phone in between then and now, so the original file is deleted off of my phone. just dm me if you’d like this base and i’ll try to see if i can find it!

ARCHIVED; this tiktok i posted on 2024 - 2 - 25

DMSE | Documenting My Shifting Experiences Masterpost

day one - wbtb + object method

day two - soon

shifting teaching me what patience means cause i have to wait nine-ish years in one of my realities just to meet sam again. but its okay because itll be so gratifying & i’m lowk a prude anyway i’d wait forever for him LMFAO

“don’t call me odasaku”

DMSE = documenting my shifting experiences/journey day one

DISCLAIMER: my experiences are mine alone and what works for me may not work for you. however, i hope you can achieve insight from my choices and journey! starting this series over on tumblr (where to be fair, i did stop on tiktok cause it got annoying having to format it in photos). the same thing as when i did it on tiktok! just writing down my attempts, experiences and progress as logs. i don’t think i’ll format them as that would cause me to not want to write them down.

2025 - 1 - 20

PRE-ATTEMPT MINDSET

so to pre-face this, i’ve fortunately (unfortunately?) have been able to set my own sleep schedule for literally whenever wherever and for however long i’d like. this means i’ll sleep for like, ten hours straight and then be in a state of half awake half asleep where i’m still dreaming but i can tell i’m in a dream. i’ve been trying to practice remembering to shift via lucid dreaming or in the wbtb state! and by practicing, whenever i remember/realize i’m dreaming/half awake i just begin an unprompted shifting attempt or affirmations.

TODAYS EXPERIENCE

after church i went home and went straight to bed!!! for several hours. three times in between i woke up-ish, in the sense that my eyes were still closed but i became aware that i was fading to awakeness from my dreams but decided to stay and fall back asleep. each time i thought about shifting. in one of my last dreams, i had a ‘dream wake-up’ where you wake up inside your dream but you’re still dreaming. for some reason, i was attempting one of my out of body experiences. if you’re not familiar with me or my tiktok, i have a LOT of OBE experiences. you can call them OBE’s or astral projections, but i have them semi-frequently. i’ve been in a bit of an OBE slump, but i do have them.

anyways! i was using my desk chair on my bed to sit up on my bed comfortably?? but after adjusting them, i began meditating with my eyes closed IN MY DREAM. and then i tried to lift my arms with my spirit instead of my flesh. didn’t work, obviously, as it was still in my dream. however, i did recently move to the state of half awake and half asleep after that, so shifting was on my mind as i transitioned to a half aware state.

there was a method i watched recently where the basis was to just picture/manifest one item in your hand and affirm that it’ll shift you to your reality. i changed my targetted reality to a sort of waiting room like place. in this reality, i can watch as many tv shows as i want. the item i chose to manifest and affirm with was the tv remote in that reality which happened to be the same one in this one. without moving or opening my eyes, i just visualized and really made myself feel the remote in my hand.

this went on for a few minutes but i didn’t give up or move because i was really determined. and after a while, i felt my thoughts once again slightly drifting, but i made them steer back to the remote. and somehow, i started to actually feel it! i could feel the smooth plastic, the buttons, i could picture the ‘amazon prime’ and ‘netflix’ buttons printed on it, how it would feel to click the silicone pieces. i even very slowly twitched my fingers into the remote shape and could feel it.

i tried using that connection to expand my senses to the rest of my waiting room reality, but then my family decided i had slept for too long without nourishing my body so they woke me up. </3 i mean i appreciate it because taking care of your body in any reality is imperative but ahhh i wish i could’ve continued. it’s fine though, because everything i do gets me closer to a controlled shift and a firm grasp on my own journey. i’m so excited to try that again!!

METHOD USED

this is the method i used. i only took what i wanted to use from it though (the one holdable object)

WHAT I LEARNED

my take-aways include

-> i want to continue using this method! i think being able to build upon one object can bring me closer to being more self confident, and with the remote existing in my current life already, it’s easy for me to visualize and feel the object in my hand!

-> i should stop giving up after a few minutes when i do my wbtb methods.

-> keep practicing remembering to shift!

TLDR; i used a wbtb and manifest an object from your dr method. i could feel the object physically and i plan to continue using this method as i found great success from it.

one reason i love my man is cause he dgaf that i like and write fanfic and lets me read it outloud to him sometimes LMFAO

Hey, hey guys, Yosano's ability heals wounds but doesn't get rid of poison/medication, just saying 👀