Merry Christmas And Happy Holidays To Y'all! I Don't Have An Actual Post For Today (I Have Been Busy)

Kayama Nemuri

Hey if anything like art or random posts slow down in the coming days: I'm going back to college for this new semester!

If y'all send/sent me asks I'll get to them when I can, I'm currently trying to situate myself where I can actually do more this semester since it is the last one before my senior year. I'm also not doing too great regarding uhh all the shit happening in the world and especially in my own country (partially talked about it in November, I don't want to talk about it again) so I'll try to again post and respond when I can!

I do have plans for at least Valentine's Day so I hope to get that out if I can. Anyway, I hope I'll be better at posting and also be able to still post a lot when it comes to what the semester lets me do!

"You look beautiful Shou"

Eri wanted to pick flowers with her dads

Ramadan in Gaza 2025

I'll also be adding a bit of bonus to some of these rambles because the word limit cant stop my ass. I refuse to shut up

I am so sorry in advance to anyone who potentially has notifs on for me if any of yall do I'm about to spam the shit outta you.

i rewatched mha for the first time since literally middle school and YEAH ok sure ive been making a lot of anime fanart recently BUT in my defense your honor he is my son and i love him. speedpaint under the cut cause i actually bothered to export the recording this time

Edit 10/03/2024:

The blog @amethystartchive is my art archive blog for my own art! Sometimes I reblog from there for bigger pieces and it varies sometimes there. Just as a head's up because I don't really use it often. I mostly post doodles over here because it's easier than big pieces.

Don't expect to see doodles over there, expect finished artwork that's like fully rendered and "pristine" to my standards.

Um, I've been on here for not a long while but a bit (I'm lurking sometimes my bad). I'm trying to write out a full welcome post but for now, Hi there!

A little bit of stuff I'll talk about:

I'm an artist, traditional and digital but leaning more digital. I actually am studying to be an animator, currently figuring out some animatic stuff and exercises for my animation skills because by God do I need it. Oh I also sometimes write although you probably won't see it, emphasis on the probably.

I'm very much stuck in TOH brainrot still even though it ended in May. That being said, I am a multifandom and OC artist, at the moment leaning more on the fandom aspect. I don't talk very much on social media to the point I have a Twitter but I don't use it very often.

Anyway, I'll see y'all when either I post that massive intro post or when I post my art/thoughts. Thanks!

Spoilers for the Vigilantes Manga specifically the School Days Arc because that's what I have to talk about with Hizashi mostly.

Alright here we go. Starting off with the screenshots from my Twitter (a portion is cut out of one because the response was from the OG just talking about how Hizashi was just a boy/kid when they lost Oboro)

(link to the og thread I qrted for this discussion below ⬇️)

Okay let's talk about this. I didn't say a lot in regard to my actual thought process but I have got to talk about it.

First of all: The way in which Hizashi is completely fucking shattered. He's partially mask off in terms of like his entire mental state being shifted into hell. He literally looks about ready to bawl his goddamn eyes out, like he's going to entirely lose himself.

He does technically lose himself, he loses more Hizashi Yamada, the loud "happy" teen with a voice quirk. It's his persona he has aside from Present Mic which I want to say at this point does in some way exist. Maybe not as we know it in the main manga but pretty damn close.

When I say he forced himself to glue the pieces of himself back together and "cope", I mean like he's literally gluing himself back together as he's putting back on his smile. He physically is forcing himself to be happy just for a moment. He goes into the mentality of "I need to be strong for others (Shōta), everything will be okay" when it isn't okay.

It isn't okay here and it isn't okay fifteen years later when that façade entirely crumbles again. I always bring up when I in some way write about Hizashi in general pre-timeskip, post-war that he wears a cracked mask with pieces falling off of it. He really does and this mask probably started earlier in time but ended up becoming worse once Oboro literally was dead in front of him.

He puts up the front when his world view is crumbled, shattered to pieces in front of him that he's still happy-go-lucky in a sense. It's jarring because many people in this situation would've outwardly shown how devastated they are. He starts off that way too and as everything progresses, he doesn't give himself the time of day to process what's going on and for the next fifteen years, he still doesn't give himself that.

The shock and horror we see here? Yeah he gives the same when he's faced with the horrible reality that he's losing his "friend" (Kurogiri/Oboro) again and watching it happen in real time.

Like I have so many thoughts on this y'all got no idea. This ain't even the half of it-

Forgot to put my linktree for my socials outside of Tumblr my bad y'all.

Linktree

AmethystChan’s Socials | Twitter, Instagram | Linktree

AmethystChan's socials. (Hive social redirects you here til a new link is here)

Um, I've been on here for not a long while but a bit (I'm lurking sometimes my bad). I'm trying to write out a full welcome post but for now, Hi there!

A little bit of stuff I'll talk about:

I'm an artist, traditional and digital but leaning more digital. I actually am studying to be an animator, currently figuring out some animatic stuff and exercises for my animation skills because by God do I need it. Oh I also sometimes write although you probably won't see it, emphasis on the probably.

I'm very much stuck in TOH brainrot still even though it ended in May. That being said, I am a multifandom and OC artist, at the moment leaning more on the fandom aspect. I don't talk very much on social media to the point I have a Twitter but I don't use it very often.

Anyway, I'll see y'all when either I post that massive intro post or when I post my art/thoughts. Thanks!

It will be back to normal when the season ends but for now y'all get to deal with my spooky season pfp

Making myself a halloween pfp for October like I usually do. Dunno what the costume is gonna be rn but I do know my persona (the one that's in my pfp now) is gonna rock it regardless.