I’m Alive!!! Work Sort Of Took Over My Life For The Last Few Months (and So Did A Star Wars Obsession

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Something about runaan saying “I am alive” to Ethari and how much that means

More sketch book etharis! Ngl I totally forgot how his actual face looks, I’ve been doing a completely different interpretation for the last like five years 😔

Also he’s 100% daydreaming about runaan in the first doodle

ETHARI CHANGED HIS MOONSHADOW MARKINGS ON HIS ARMS???? FROM THE CIRCLES TO A SWIRL????

A) So does that mean they’re painted on?

B) if they are painted, does he change them because runaan isn’t there anymore to help him paint them??? Because like, an even circle is real difficult to draw on your shoulder without help.

C) in terms of character design, I will be interpreting this as him losing stability. His old design was perfectly symmetrical, whereas now he’s a little off kilter, literally spiraling with grief. To me, there’s a lot of meaning in his markings specifically, especially the ones under his eyes that look like permanent tear tracks 🫶

D) goddamn it now I have to relearn how to draw his markings

A lil kiss for the new year

So very excited to share the comic i made for @ferdibertauzine !! I got to combine two of my favourite things ever— ferdibert and pacific rim (and had a lot of fun figuring out how to draw the drift!). Leftovers are open now so you can grab a copy now if you’re interested, so many talented people worked on this zine so be sure to check it out!

ok I’m going to draw something for the happy bit of the reunion later but OH MY GOD. THE ANGST??? ETHARI BEGGING RUNAAN TO STOP HAUNTING HIM????? WE USED TO PRAY FOR THE REUNION TO BE THIS GOOD. I AM THRIVING. MY CHEST HURTS. I CRIED WHILE DRAWING THIS. IM ON CLOUD NINE.

One thing abt this ship and the moon fam that absolutely kills me is how Ethari always knew what he was getting himself into. He knew when he married runaan that he might send off his husband for the last time. He probably knew when they started dating. And that never stops him from loving Runaan with reckless abandon.

Personal Art Blog!

Hi y'all! I don't normally do stuff like this, but I'm starting a second blog to post more of my personal art, and to document making a short original comic! It's been a long term goal of mine to make one, and after making this ruthari comic in just 12 hours, I realized I needed to sit down and try.

My goal is to make just a five page comic from the ground up and document it all here. I invite anyone else with a creative goal to join me, let's make 2025 a year to be proud of!

On a less optimistic note, my life is about to get a lot more hectic, so I probably wont be able to post daily ruthari fanart like I have been. I have school and a job, and sadly I have to prioritize real-life over my interests. I will post whenever I can though! Ruthari and Ferdibert are still some of my greatest muses, so I will be drawing them more in the future for sure lol

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