what abled ppl think is a massive problem for disabled folks: 13 year old on the internet faking something
what is actually a massive problem for disabled folks: "well you don't LOOK disabled, are you sure you're not faking? I'm not giving you accommodations until you PROVE you're not faking. Please give me, a stranger, your medical info and explain your condition to me in detail so I know you're not faking and only then will I respect or take you seriously"
hate J K Rowling button. love asexuals button.
Rings of Power meme dump part 11!!
Edit: Oops meant to schedule this one. I guess there's two today lol. Also I can't count.
That's awesome đ It really is so perfect!
Rings of Power meme dump part 2!
Most of my tags here are pretty self-explanatory, but for all my fellow apothis and aspecs who are simply not in the mood: any shipping related content on this blog will be pretty mild, but you can filter the tag #allo nonsense to not see it here.
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Made this a little while ago, I'll be doing more when I have the spoons for it lol.
The Silmarillion as Vines
Character Thoughts - Elwing
I donât think that Elwing throwing herself into the ocean had anything to do with possessiveness about the Silmaril. For me, it recalls two other scenes in Tolkienâs work.
One is Frodoâs defiance at the Ford of Bruinen: âBy Elbereth and LĂșthien the Fair, you shall have neither the Ring nor me!â A desperate defiance against evil when youâre at the end of your rope and the end of your strength (and retreat to water, and unexpected rescue).
And the other, even more strongly, is the Fall of Fingolfin. Sheâs just lost a desperate battle; she sees everything she knows and loves and has built falling into ruin and fire; she canât stop any of it. But she can fight the people who did this to her, and she can hurt them, even if it kills her. She canât outright duel Maedhros (heâs been probably the greatest swordsman in Beleriand for ten times longer than sheâs been alive; that would quite possibly be a more unequal fight than the Duel of Fingolfin and Morgoth), but she still has a way to hurt him. You donât get the Silmaril, and you donât get to kill me. You donât get to win.
The central thought underlying it is not âmineâ; it is âfuck youâ.
It is not about her keeping the Silmaril; it is about the Fëanorians not getting it.
I donât think she knows just how well sheâs succeeding at hurting them - everything in her life tells her the FĂ«anorians are monsters as bad as or worse than anything from Angband, not beings capable of remorse - but she knows sheâs denying them the one thing they want. And Maedhros and Maglor are left knowing that the worst thing theyâve ever done was, as far as their goals are concerned, completely pointless.
Sheâs not âabandoning her childrenâ. Sheâs already lost her children. She has no way to save them. She has no reason to believe they would be spared, whatever she did. The twins are of no use to the FĂ«anorians. The FĂ«anorians have already shown themselves willing to murder children, her brothers, that actually did have value as hostages. If Elwing handed over the Silmaril thereâs no reason for her to believe they wouldnât just kill her and her children for spite.
It canât be emphasized enough that the FĂ«anorians are the monsters of Elwingâs life. Angband is a distant name and a threat. The murderers of Elwingâs father, her mother, her brothers, the twice-destroyers of her home, are the FĂ«anorians. They are her Morgoth.
You would think with certain revelations during these past few years, people would stop trying to vilify a native queen whose family (including twin brothers) and peoples were mass-murdered thrice over by invaders who steal her twin sons to keep as hostages against the surviving native populationâŠ
And yet, here we are. In 2021. Trying to browse Elwingâs tag and get a whole bunch of âshitty suicidal neglectful momâ-takes alongside âthe genocidal mass-murdering kidnappers hostage takers that forced her to jump or be killed by them were their ~*REAL*~ parents uwu!â.
No. Elrond and Elros didnât have any parents because the mass-murdering kidnappers killed their entire family! The closest thing they got were those few years before their real parents (and grandparents, and uncles, and great-grandparents and so on all the way back to OlwĂ«âs people at the First Kinslaying, since OlwĂ« was their great-great-granduncle) were killed by the mass-murderers you claim were better than their victims!
Maglor and Maedhros DID NOT create a found family FFS! Any rapport established between them and the twins were the twins trying desperately to survive being their hostages! It was not ~*uwu*~ sweet and lovely ~*uwu*~ it was likely fucking traumatic and Elrond and Elros were likely unable to deal with that trauma until their kidnappers disappeared and they felt safe again! Read up on Fawn in Fight, Flight, Freeze and Fawn reactions. Or any other related psychology!
Also, if Maglor and Maedhros actually took pity on orphaned elflings and not just valuable hostages, they would have adopted ALL the orphaned elflings; they had just burned a city and slaughtered lots of elves! Surely, unless they only slaughtered elflings, that means that thereâs lots of orphans to go around! (This is why I say that the Silm is basically Noldorin propaganda; itâs not pity which moves Maglor, or there would have been a lot more adoptive brothers and sisters of the twins, but saying that it is pity makes Maglor and Maedhros look like better people than they actually are.)
do you ever just think about how Elrond and Celebrian likely represent Tolkien's fear of being left alive, alone, without his wife, Edith... and then that very thing comes to pass... and then just start crying.... everyday i think of letter 340 and slowly feel my heart breaking more and more
Rings of Power meme dump part 6!
The first has the correct vibes but actually my pet peeve this season was the elves' seeming incredibly lax views on forge safety (as someone who's done a bit of metal working). Like okay, Annatar is excused. But Eru Mirdania, pull your damn hair back girl. (Mini rant over)
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