Tfou

Holding someone close it the most amazing feeling ever

ON CLOSENESS 

Sally Rooney, Normal People / Edvard Munch / Leo Tolstoy, Anna Karenina / Holly Warburton / Jenny Slate, Little Weirds / Salman Toor

Gone Girl (2014) dir. David Fincher

Spoilers! I flipping love this show

Downton Abbey is wild because the stakes are always either SUPER low or crazy high. It’s like, one episode is, “Who will win the gardening contest at the fair? Is the countess cheating?” And another episode is, “The eldest daughter’s fiancé died in the Titanic, then she hooked up with a Turkish diplomat, her first ever sexual experience, and he DIED IN HER BED DURING THE CONJUGAL ACT, and now she has to move his corpse back to his bed without being of suspected of murder, BECAUSE IT COULD START A WAR, and also if people find out she’s ‘damaged goods’ and she can’t find an advantageous match, her family will LOSE THEIR ANCESTRAL HOME!” Then the show’s like, “A maid wants to become a secretary! Will she beat the odds?”

I just want to run and run and run

and run and run

r u n

'blossom' - daniel gerhartz

I don’t know where to go...

F. Scott Fitzgerald // Charles Bukowski

Margaret Atwood, Morning in the Burned House; from ‘Half-Hanged Mary’

I suppose I still have some hope left, it’s not east to push yourself and ignore what’s you’re feeling. It’s not easy to smile and say that everything is ok when in fact everything is falling apart.

Sometimes you just have to push those feelings down in a glass bottle that buried deep in your soul and forget about them

But let them out slowly

Because the glass bottle can crack or shatter or over flow with these feelings

And it can take a toll on you

☕️

It’s hard when no matter what you do it’s never enough...

That you’re never good enough

And they make sure you know it...

And it eats away at your soul slowly...

I’m trying my best

But they make it seem like it’s all nothing

........honestly,

I just want to be appreciated