I’m Kinda Upset At My Dad

Tw: sh

relapsed last night and WOWIE FEELS GREAT

haven’t had an outlet in a while

cut over some really bad scars and they BLEED

i go from "i didn't deserve the things that happened to me" to "there is no suffering that I do not deserve" in like 3 seconds

NO WAYYY HES GONNA HELP ME STAY ON SCHEDULE WITH MEALS AND PURGING RAHHHHHHH

UNTRUE UNTRUE UNTRUE

NUHUH

I LOVE YOU SO MUCH KSHAISBWKS

im sorry I don’t interact more

I'm so unloveable

the way I just screamed because this NEAR adult is so fucking stupid GSAIGSAIVSJWBSU DO YOU HAVE ANY COMPREHENSION SKILLS? ARE YOU FUCKING BRAINDEAD YOU HAIRY BALLSACK BITCH

Hi pop! I'm so so sorry I wasn't on earlier but I'm glad you're feeling better and alive now <333

I love you so much and I'm glad I didn't have to say goodbye

you’re all good not your fault

I love you too scalls

:)

On the question of ASPD and NPD I honestly wish the debate would be less about "you can have Bad Person Disorder without being a Bad Person actually" (true) and more so "why is there a Bad Person Disorder and what political purpose does it serve". Like the fact that we are literally and officially diagnosing people as Inherently Bad™️, usually due to trauma reactions, and treating them accordingly should elicit a lot more criticism than it does

I love you too dad <333

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Put the attention in the bag, (plsplsplaplasplspls)

I wish I had the strength to just end it already.