I’m Sorry My Pain Is Hard For You.

need to

there’s an artery right thereeee come onnnn hit ittttt

i go from "i didn't deserve the things that happened to me" to "there is no suffering that I do not deserve" in like 3 seconds

i go from "i didn't deserve the things that happened to me" to "there is no suffering that I do not deserve" in like 3 seconds

i go from "i didn't deserve the things that happened to me" to "there is no suffering that I do not deserve" in like 3 seconds

on tumblr

guess who got another day !!!

cutting myself is not enough i need to abuse prescription drugs and drink hard liquor

Scalls you should be allowed to do things you enjoy YOURE A KID FOR GODS SAKE your parents should let you have hobbies and do the things you want because they should make the EFFORT to be there for you in every way

Okay maybe I will drop out of the arts programs if it pisses him off so much. He didn't have to come. I didn't want him to come. And now my mom's actually complaining about it too. What the fuck. I thought she was happy I was doing this shit. I love doing it but they seem to fucking hate it. They didn't have to give me money for food, they didn't have to stay for the concert, they could've told me I wasn't able to go because they didn't want to drive me. They could fucking ban me from theatre and shit. They're the ones who're allowing me to do these things why let me if it just makes you hate me???

I love you too and I can help out with parenting if you want !!

turning my life around for dad because I’m not gonna hurt him anymore if I can help it

I deleted @starry-lived (list all guys I talked to on there)

I blocked any guys on my main DMs

drinking water

eating full meals

not planning on relapsing and burying my blades

I hate that half if not more of the things that come up when I want a drawing ref for a fat person is just memes

I am not your spectacle to laugh at. I am so done.

I wanna but I suck at drawing I hate this I used to be way better

Have always related to being a fallen angel, who wants to see me make a fallen angel sona??? :3