(n.) A homesickness for a home to which you cannot return, a home which maybe never was; the nostalgia, the yearning, the grief for the lost places of your past.
Fic Type: Oneshot
Fandom: Attack on Titan
Pairing: Mike x Reader
Prompt: N/A
Word Count: 852
You sat outside alone. With your mud-ridden boots close to your chest, as you held them against you for some sort of comfort. The green cloak which was supposed to bring you comfort, instead make you shiver due to being soaked by the ongoing thunderstorm. You hardly could believe it. Your best friend was gone and you felt alone. Silently wishing that no one could dare to come outside, you started listening to the thunder rumbling the ground. It was sort of a soothing feelings that kept you grounded. Glancing at the woven bracelet that you and Petra made together, a sad smile made it’s way to your face remembering that you’ve never took it off since you two were training cadets. Although you were in separate squads, you missed her terribly. Even more now than every. She was like a sister you never had. ‘It was too soon.’ You whispered to yourself and let your head rest against your knees.
Unbeknownst to you, your squad leader Mike, was keeping an eye on you. He was aware of your close friendship with Petra. During his time observing you, a heavy feeling was strong in his chest. “She’s going to catch a cold...” The other members glanced up at their leader suddenly breaking the silence and then exiting outside.
The front door of your temporary cabin opening was enough to make you try to make yourself smaller by pressing your legs closer to you. However it’s physically impossible to, since you were already as close as you can be. Footsteps in the sludge moved closer to your location before stopping. Not wanting to raise your head to look at who it was, you closed your eyes. Instead of speaking, the person draped a jacket over you, to shield you from the rain. It was warm and larger in size compared to your teammates. You felt your stomach sink realizing that the probability of Mike being next to you was certain. He took a seat next to you, looking out to the horizon. “How are you holding up?” He questioned. You stayed silent, but you sat up. Tears trailed down your face. It was usually to hide anything from him. He knew regardless. At first his ability was terrifying, but you got used to it after awhile. He stood up and placed his hand on your head. The gesture made you look up at him. “C’mon on.” He took your hands and helped you onto your feet. “The path ahead will be rough.” He started, running his thumbs over your knuckles. “But we’re here for you. I’m here for you.” You gave him a small smile and he embraced you.
You returned inside with Mike by yourself. “I should probably shower.” Excusing yourself from the group, you retreat to your short-term dorm to grab your civilian clothes from your rug-sack. Continuing to the bathroom, you closed the door behind you and undressed. Proceeding to the shower stall, you set the temperature to warm. Not too hot or cold. Everything seemed bleak to you. Everything but Mike’s jacket. It made you feel some sort of way. As well as his embrace did. You shook the thought out of your head. ‘No...I’m just grieving.’ You convinced yourself that your feelings towards Mike were appreciative of him being there, not anything else. Once finished, you skipped dinner and decided to sleep early.
Promptly sitting up, you tore the covers off of you. You weren’t certain how long you were asleep for or what time it was, just that it was late. You let out a sigh and plop back down onto your bed. You outstretched your arm in-front of you, as you were in your dream. Trying to reach for her. You forced down the lump in your throat and sat up. Maybe a drink will help you settle down. Opening your door and stepping you, you bumped into a figure. “I’m sorry (Y/N).” You gazed up and was met with Mike’s gray eyes. “No, I’m sorry. I wasn’t paying attention.” You replied. “I was actually coming to check up on you.” His response took you off guard. “Oh...thank you.” The two of you stood in silence for a few more minutes. He looked like he was debating on saying something or not. “Do...you need company?” Your face slightly heated up at his words. It felt weird accepting but it wasn’t like you two were going to sleep together. And you weren’t in the best of mind to be alone right now. “I’d like that.” You gave him bittersweet smile.
Forgetting about the drink, you led Mike into your room, sitting on the bed. The night passed on with you and Mike occasionally exchanging small talk, until you fell asleep. He glanced up to see you sleeping soundly. However, your features still seemed somber. He reached up and grabbed a hold of your hand, repeating his motion from either. It appeared to soothe you, as you looked more peaceful. He fell asleep not too long afterwards, sitting on the floor against your bed frame, holding your hand.
Oo can i request headcanons for Mista and/or Ghiaccio with an s/o that often stays up all night playing games and is exhausted all the time? Mainly just whether or not they'd worry, what they'd do to make sure s/o atleast gets a few hours of sleep, etc :0
Of course you can! Thank you for requesting ❤️
After a long mission, he returns home to find you playing games, keep in mind he came back at 4am exact
“Have you slept at all (Y/N)?” Despite your claims that you have, he can tell just based on your appearance that you indeed haven’t
From that point on, he would time your nightly gaming sessions and have it shut off by the time it’s extremely late, made sure you ate and practiced good hygiene, then you were tucked in bed fast asleep
Soon you got your glow back and it made him elated to see you doing well once more instead of lagging due to no sleep!
Although, your schedule ended up relapsing to having no sleep when he had to leave on long missions once more
It pained him to come back and see you so tired, face glued to a screen, and your hair in a greasy and disheveled state, so you two would repeat your timed schedules until he had to leave once more!
Although Ghiaccio wouldn’t be as direct as Mista, he would still carefully implant some events in your day to reduce your gaming time to make sure you got some rest
A perfect example would be, he would sit with you on the couch and hog the tv for hours, watching the most dull show to make sure when he looked over at you, you were fast asleep against the armrest. From there, he would carry you to your shared bedroom so he could sleep with you once again
Another event would be him using his stand to slightly lower the temperature in the room so you would grow sleepy, then once you passed out, he turned off the tv and let you rest on the couch while he worked on whatever mission details was coming up
When he had to leave for assignments, he would call you around the time the wanted you off and resting, and he would make sure to send someone to swing by your shared apartment to check up on you if you really were sleeping or not.
i usually go to sleep super early but lately my sleep schedule is just fucked up😭 also omg crushes oof hope you handle them better than me -💓anon
Omg poor anon I hope you can fix it soon!!
I think I so handle them decently (avoid facing my feelings LMAOO) but my friends are all like nah it’s super obvious that you like them still
Aya! 18+, ISTJ My Hero Academia Blog! Requests Closed! Updated: 4/14/2025
Attack On Titan
𝖤𝗋𝖾𝗇 𝖸𝖾𝖺𝗀𝖾𝗋
𝖱𝖾𝗂𝗇𝖾𝗋 𝖡𝗋𝖺𝗎𝗇
𝖤𝗋𝗐𝗂𝗇 𝖲𝗆𝗂𝗍𝗁
𝖫𝖾𝗏𝗂 𝖠𝖼𝗄𝖾𝗋𝗆𝖺𝗇
𝖬𝗂𝗄𝖾 𝖹𝖺𝖼𝗁𝖺𝗋𝗂𝖺𝗌
𝖡𝖾𝗋𝗍𝗈𝗅𝗍 𝖧𝗈𝗈𝗏𝖾𝗋
𝓙𝓸𝓳𝓸'𝓼 𝓑𝓲𝔃𝓪𝓻𝓻𝓮 𝓐𝓭𝓿𝓮𝓷𝓽𝓾𝓻𝓮𝓼
ℕ𝕒𝕣𝕒𝕟𝕔𝕚𝕒 𝔾𝕙𝕚𝕣𝕘𝕒
𝔾𝕦𝕚𝕕𝕠 𝕄𝕚𝕤𝕥𝕒
𝕁𝕠𝕥𝕒𝕣𝕠 𝕂𝕦𝕛𝕠
𝔾𝕙𝕚𝕒𝕔𝕔𝕚𝕠
𝔹𝕣𝕦𝕟𝕠 𝔹𝕦𝕔𝕔𝕚𝕒𝕣𝕒𝕥𝕚
𝔾𝕚𝕠𝕣𝕟𝕠 𝔾𝕚𝕠𝕧𝕒𝕟𝕟𝕒
𝕆𝕜𝕦𝕪𝕒𝕤𝕦 ℕ𝕚𝕛𝕚𝕞𝕦𝕣𝕒
My Hero Academia
𝖳𝖺𝗆𝖺𝗄𝗂 𝖠𝗆𝖺𝗃𝗂𝗄𝗂
♡ come out and play - oneshot inspired by billie’s song c.o.a.p. In this oneshot, reader is childhood friends with Tamaki and runs into him years after moving away.
♡ i love you - drabble inspired by billie’s ily. In this drabble, reader deals with the aftermath of confessing her love towards her best friend Tamaki and his hesitation causes a rift between them.
♡ Stars - In this oneshot, reader is doubting herself and thinking she isn’t worthy of being Tamaki’s friend. However, he stops by with a small gift for her and shares his knowledge about stars and astrology.
♡ Sweven (On Hiatus) - In this series, reader’s quirk allows her to communicate with others via in the dream scape, but appearing in their dreams uses a lot of her energy. When trouble strikes, she does the best she can to try and help Tamaki remember her, remember that she was missing as the incident was erased from their memories.
Singer!Y/N x Tamaki - In this oneshot, we see how Tamaki would react to Y/N as his partner if she were a popular singer!
𝖬𝗂𝗋𝗂𝗈 𝖳𝗈𝗀𝖺𝗍𝖺
♡ Agliophobia 1 2 - In this series, Mirio is sent on a mission to save the reader after her sudden disapperance. Soon he finds out that reader had become a villian, helping out as a sort of secretary. He makes it his number 1 priority to bring you back home no matter the cost.
𝖭𝖾𝗃𝗂𝗋𝖾 𝖧𝖺𝖽𝗈
sunflowers and lilies - in this oneshot, Y/N is a creative writer who writes a cute little story confessing her feelings to Nejire.
parallel words - In this drabble, Hado dies in battle and Y/N has a reality-shifting quirk. Seeing Hado’s final moments, Y/N decides to travel multiple realities until she finds one that Hado lives in that battle so she can fulfill their childhood promise to each other.
goodnight - In this oneshot, Y/N confesses her love to Hado on the school rooftop.
𝖪𝖾𝗂𝗀𝗈 𝖳𝖺𝗄𝖺𝗆𝗂
♡ Litost - In this drabble, the reader is severaly injuried on a mission and Hawks is there to comfort her to the end. (Winged reader)
♡ My Songbird - Headcanons about MHA alt guys with a reader that is a singer/musician they adore.
𝖳𝗈𝗆𝗎𝗋𝖺 𝖲𝗁𝗂𝗀𝖺𝗋𝖺𝗄𝗂
♡ Re-mender - In this drabble, the reader has a quirk that can re-mend damaged items. (Requested Male Reader)
𝖳𝗈𝗌𝗁𝗂𝗇𝗈𝗋𝗂 𝖸𝖺𝗀𝗂
♡ Teacher’s Conference - In this drabble, reader is a teacher at UA who is close with the first year teachers. Taking place right after Yagi retires, reader and Midnight arrange a sleepover party to help him relax in his role of being a teacher.
♡ Social Anxiety - In this drabble, the reader is a pro-Hero has bad social anixety and Toshinori takes her away from the large crowd.
𝖪𝖺𝗍𝗌𝗎𝗄𝗂 𝖡𝖺𝗄𝗎𝗀𝗈
♡ Rivals/Lovers - In this one shot, the reader is one of the classmates at UA who is always competing with Bakugo and their rivalry is well known. But their friends also know they have a crush on each other so they create a trap for them to confess to each other.
♡ Bad Habits - In this song inspired fic, Bakugo and reader have a study date in his dorm room. He and the reader start dancing along to the music before interrupted by a classmate for blaring music so loud at night.
♡ My Muse - Headcanons about MHA alt guys with a reader that is a singer/musician they adore.
Pairing: Touya Todoroki/Dabi x Y/N fic: one-shot CW: angst, based on the loathe song, slight amnesia Synopsis: Y/N and Touya were childhood friends. After his quirk got out of control, he 'died'. When he turned away from All For One, AFO decided to make him pay. By removing Y/N's memories of Touya. Taglist: @jenos-eye-smiles, @greenmanshoe, @porusuniverse
𝕋𝕙𝕒𝕥 𝕗𝕖𝕖𝕝𝕚𝕟𝕘 𝕀'𝕧𝕖 𝕗𝕖𝕝𝕥 𝕓𝕖𝕗𝕠𝕣𝕖 𝕀 𝕨𝕒𝕟𝕥 𝕞𝕠𝕣𝕖, 𝕀 𝕨𝕒𝕟𝕥 𝕞𝕠𝕣𝕖
𝔻𝕠 𝕪𝕠𝕦 𝕣𝕖𝕞𝕖𝕞𝕓𝕖𝕣 𝕞𝕖? 𝕎𝕚𝕝𝕝 𝕪𝕠𝕦 𝕖𝕧𝕖𝕣 𝕤𝕖𝕖
𝕎𝕙𝕒𝕥 𝕪𝕠𝕦'𝕝𝕝 𝕕𝕠 𝕥𝕠 𝕥𝕙𝕖𝕞? 𝕎𝕙𝕒𝕥 𝕪𝕠𝕦'𝕧𝕖 𝕕𝕠𝕟𝕖 𝕥𝕠 𝕞𝕖?
Cobalt flames danced around the streets, Touya looked up at the night sky, seeing the stars. Deep inside there was a melancholy he couldn't put his finger on. It wasn't until he turned his head, watching his flames burn everything. Through the flicker of fire, he saw your face.
He felt tension at his core as a nostalgic feeling filled his veins. It was like a drug coursing through him to see you again. It has been years. He parted his flames, just enough to see you more. Another loose end he had to tie up from his wretched past.
He recognized you as his childhood friend, the one person besides Natsu that he spilled all of his secrets to. And you also healed him on several occasions. Maybe you would remember him. He turned to you, as he studied you. However, you just looked at him with terrified. He let his flames die down a little, as he slowly approached you.
"Y/N...?" He spoke out in a soft voice. "I'm surprised to see you here at this time at night..." He spoke softly as he walked by, stopping beside you. You froze for a minute, looking up at him. A bit off-put by his patchwork appearance. "Um...who are you...? H-How do you know my name?"
His voice held a bit of disappointment in it with sadness. "You really don't remember me, huh?" He searched your eyes for some sort of recognition for him. "We were best friends when we were kids..." "We...were...?" You tried to scramble your brain for the memory, but nothing came up.
He felt a small pang in his chest, knowing that you couldn't remember. It hurts a bit that you couldn't. But he shook it off as he leveled to your height, his hand moved to your cheek. Your eyes widened at the gesture as you tensed up, not sure why some random scary-looking stranger was caressing your face at the park.
His thumb stroked your cheek gently, the feeling reminded him of when you two were kids, as he always held your cheek like this to look at you. You were the only one he ever really felt close to. "I never thought you'd forget me..." Your expression softened, and the gesture felt familiar to you. His presence felt familiar but the memory was hazy.
His heart ached as you continued to stare at him with a muddled expression in your eyes. He was tempted to pull you into a hug but he refrained from doing so, not wanting to scare you off more. He took a deep breath as he stood up again, letting his hand drop from your cheek. He was trying to seem nonchalant, not wanting to show you just how affected he was that you didn't remember him. He ran his fingers through his hair. "What are you doing at this park anyways...?"
"I...sometimes...come here....to breathe I guess." You weren't sure why you were being so open with me. It just...felt right. He hummed slightly, surprised that you came here to all places considering the two of you used to hang out at this spot. He crossed his arms over his chest, watching you sit on one of the swings. The blue fire somehow did not bother you around as it encircled the park.
"Why this one?" He asked looking around at the back then back at you. You being here at his park, the way you found comfort here, the way he can almost imagine this same scene if you two were kids. "Why come here so often?"
"It just feels important." That sentence made his heart ache a bit more as he sighed. He knew all too well why this park was important to you, but you wouldn't know. He looked at you, as an idea came into his head. He walked over to you, his hands resting on the chain attached to the swing, just above yours. "Close your eyes."
You weren't sure why, but you listened to him, closing your eyes as your grip on the cold metal tightened. He reached up, brushing a hair behind your ears. It was a weird idea, but maybe it will make you remember. "You trust me, right?" Your common sense told you no, but something else told you that you trusted him for some reason. "I guess."
You waited nervously, not sure what was going to happen. Unbeknownst to you, he leaned closer to you, the distance between your faces was a few millimeters away. The silence between you two was deafening as you kept waiting to see what would happen.
His heart was pounding in his ears as he took a deep breath. Your lips were so tantalizing close to him that he could almost taste the lingering sweetness of your lip balm. He couldn't hold back anymore, he knew it was stupid and reckless but he wanted to know how you would react. He leaned forward and began to press his lips against yours.
At first, you wanted to shove him away, pull away from shock. But you didn't. For some reason, you melted into the kiss. It felt...right. He felt you lean into the kiss, making his heart flutter. He was not expecting your reaction at all, but it was welcomed by him. It was like a part of himself had come back to him, something he never realized was missing. He couldn't help but deepen the kiss as he gently pulled you up from the swing, and closer to him.
"What are you doing..?" You muttered as he pulled away from the kiss. He rested his forehead against yours as he caught his breath. The feeling was overwhelming and it took all his willpower to pull away. "I...don't really know." He mumbled in response, his voice was shakier than usual. Being this close to you was as intoxicating as a drug, he couldn't get enough.
"What's your name..?" He paused, the question breaking him out of his daze. "Touya...my name is Touya." You nodded, the name made your heart race but the memory was still foggy associated with the name. Your eyebrows furrowed together trying to recall. He gently ran his fingers through your hair in an attempt to soothe you.
"Were....we in love...?"
"Yes...we were..."
⇒ Drabble ⇒ My Hero Academia ⇒ Tokoyami x Reader, Tokoyami Fumikage x Reader ⇒ She/Her Pronouns
The corridors of the U.A dorms were dimmed and quiet. However, the same couldn’t be said for Y/N dorm. She tossed and turned, curling into a small ball. The nightmares and her fears had a grip on her. She opened her eyes, which shone a crimson, and tears freely fell down her face. Y/N put a hand up to her face, feeling the dampness. ‘Huh?’
Though she couldn’t remember what nightmares plagued her, there was a feeling she couldn’t get rid of. A deep sadness inside her. A longing for someone. She tossed the covers off her, standing up to look at herself in the mirror. Her long dark hair was a mess, as well as her pajamas which were slightly turned to the side. Y/N fixed her shorts and her tank top before looking at her face.
She opened the door leading out to the hallway and quietly closed it behind her. Y/N made her way to where Tokoyami’s dorm was. ‘He would be awake at this hour,’ She reminded herself, pushing his door open.
Tokoyami sat on his bed with dark shadow freely moving. He held a thick leather book and seemed deep in it’s contents. “Y/N!” Dark shadow greeted her, causing Tokoyami to look up at her. “Y/N? What are you doing awake this late?”
She pat Dark Shadow’s head before taking a seat next to Tokoyami on his bed. “I can’t remember, but-” “Have you been crying?” Tokoyami’s calloused hand tilted her chin towards him. “Yes.” “Why? What’s wrong?” She took a deep sigh, scooting closer to him to rest her head on his chest.
“I woke up feeling really sad for some reason. Like I was longing for someone I can’t remember who. But it felt like my soul was yearning for them in this life.” Tokoyami listened tentatively. “I believe that’s what they refer to soulmates as.”
Y/N tilted her head upwards to him, and gave him a questioning look. “The longing you feel. It’s commonly referred to as a soulmate you’re after. Soulmates were lovers in a previous life that couldn’t be together, and they wished to be reincarnated in the next life so they could love peacefully.”
His words brought goosebumps to her skin as she pondered. “Do you feel a longing for someone?” He pulled her head closer, resting his on top of hers. He debated his answer, wondering if it was alright to tell her. Y/N wouldn’t ever reject him, so it was alright.
“Before I knew you. I did. But everything feel’s alright with you.” “Do you think that we were soulmates?” “It is a possibility. You felt familiar before we even actually talked.” He pulled away from her to have her at arms length. “If that were the case, I’ll do everything I can to protect you and keep you happy.”
hello! how are you doing? How was your week? -💓anon
Hi!!! It was a bit stressful ngl. My personal life is getting super busy for a week or two more but after that I’ll be back to normal posting!!
It’s official. Midoriya will always be All Might’s number one fan
soft reminder: good nothingness should be felt more. listening to music on a long car ride. noticing flowers blooming. listening to the rain. daydreaming about impossible things. seeing beauty everywhere and feeling love in your chest. life can be overwhelming sometimes. let yourself simply be alive.