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!! vent !!

I don't believe i deserve anything other than the necessary needs that will keep me alive, as an example; i don't think i deserve books, i don't think i deserve friends, i don't think i deserve human connection, i don't think i deserve having hobbies, i don't think i deserve having a blanket, i don't think i deserve having a phone, i don't think i deserve anything other than food, water and hygiene needs— and stuff like that. I am just someone who is overly selfish, i can't even take care of myself properly. I know i am talking absolute nonsense right now, but i don't want to just snap out of it and just try to brush it off. Because i think i deserve to suffer in my emotions, i don't really deserve anything. However, i keep selfishly using them. I am a terrible person who can't even figure stuff out by herself, i am a filthy someone, and i don't want to be comforted, i don't think i deserve to be comforted and feel happy. It's embrassing of me to talk about my emotions. I don't even understand what people see in me to actually care for me, maybe they think i will fit them as if i am an accessory? I don't know, can never.

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how fantastic you are

BSD chapter 121 – SPOILER / "THEORY"

Something i haven't seen anyone else point out, is that in the last pannel of the chapter, "Dazais" clothes clearly don't fit him

For comparison, both from the same chapter

His coat is clearly too big for him. The sleeves hang too low, usually just below the elbow, now down to his wrists.

His pants don't fit him either, although the coat hides it pretty well.

Overall his clothes are significally more baggy.

His hair is also parted diffrently. Dazais hair is almost always parted down the middle. First I thought his hair was being blown by the wind – thusly messing the parting – but one look at the hem of the coat proved me wrong.

The right side of his hair is instead longer then the left side.

He also seems to not have his neck bandage. The longer then usual sleeves concealing his arm bandages (or the lack thereoff).

"Dazai" is morphing into someone else. Which brings me to:

Atsushi is shorter then Dazai, making Dazais clothes most likely too big for him.

The longer side of Atsushis hair is the right one. The parting of hair – while not exact – seems to also match our resident tiger lad.

The illusion of Dazai is being torn apart, as Atsushi realizes its true nature. His own thoughts, fleelings, and conclusions wearing a Dazai themed Halloween mask.

When Atsushi says he 'knows who you are, he's not talking about Dazai or the hallucination, but *himself.*

Atsushi has never needed someone else to tell him to live, but he has always felt like he does.

To be less extra 'bout it, i think Atsushi groked what he is and is going use that to save Akutagawa / kick Fyodors ass.

If i missed or got smt wrong feel free to tell me

My mother is just straight up cruel, i absolutely hate her for it. But at the same time she's like a friend towards me so i can't really say anything. I think she hates me too.

I hate getting attached to people but when i do i just crave being close to them so bad like i both hate you wnd and love you or smth 💔

"I will defeat you using the power of words!" I say as I proceed to beat them up with a dictionary.

who really cares

I miss my old moots whose used to be active but not really active nowadays sigh