Anxiety Suffering
anxiety suffering
how do I discribe this in a way. anxiety is like having all your negative emotions get rolled up into a small room and give them a rave party. ya that's a cause for a disaster. that's how alot of people feel including me. I've suffered with it for a long time. lately I've been getting anxiety attacks nonstop. I haven't slept, I haven't eaten much it's all just a big mess. lately school has been a real pain. I suffer from various health and social and mental problems. I work the hardest at things that don't need that much attention. I'm always expected perfection when really all I am is degrading. I can't keep going on like this. personally I wish sometimes that mabey i should just end myself. not with pills or guns or knifes or blades just...lie down and sleep and never wake up. I just...it hurts. after every attack I feel like s**t and I feel horrible. I have considered wanting to die but I realize my greatest mistake ever... I made friends and family. had I not this would be way easier and I wouldn't be talking to you about it at all. the pain is to much and I've suffered for 19 long years. it really really hurts... it dose
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Should I order a pizza or make spaghetti?
so awesome
The most beautiful thing I have heard all day and you have the opportunity to hear it too.
I'm quite ok. abit distressed but ok I guess.
Hello there! how are you today Yang?
“I’m yangin’ in there, and you?”
good night ^-^ and sweet dreams. also thank you oh so much for your help ^-^
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OK THANKS! that means you chose dark matter :P! thanks
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