Who Up Bein Gay And Yearnin

sigh...im yearning again...

i just need to adore someone and fall head over heels for them and greet them by saying "hello my love"

starting to think i shouldn't be so closed off and reserved if i want a relationship

its just scary

ive dated plenty of folks and all of them have hurt me

how do i avoid such a thing again

how do i avoid being abused dude

if i could just foresee the future on whether or not somebodys gonna hurt me my life would be a lot easier lord have mercy

yearning again but i already know id get hurt if someone tried to love me

that sounds so edgy but ☠️ its the truth

its like romantic relationships for me are like abuse simulators

lord have mercy

despite everything ive endured i still crave that feeling of being loved with no strings attached

can someone put me down ☠️

i need to cuddle with a guy immediately

best film in your opinion and if you want then rant about your fav parts of it :3

i really like skinamarink, its a horror film

its incredibly experimental so its not for everybody, but i enjoy it an immense amount

i feel like with some tweaks it could be something great

i really like the sense of helplessness and powerlessness the characters have against this faceless entity

it feels familiar

its a very slow film so it might seem like a drag or "when does this film get fucking good" but i feel like every moment counts

if you have a wild imagination, then it just might be used against you when you watch this movie 😭

[deep inhale]

i need to heal before i can love anybody again

[deep exhale]

(not gonna stop me from yearning though ☠️)

how nice itd be to be loved for who you are

to not be abandoned

to actually be cared about

to be cherished despite your flaws

i need that so bad bruh

i need annoy the life out of somebody

i want to have such an impact on someone's life to where theyre thinking of me 24/7

i want to hold them down and never let them go

Queer people will never back down, and we will not go silently, either. Never let conservatives go without hearing our screams as they try to exterminate us. We have always been here, and we will always exist, no matter how much they try to stamp us out.

Lyric is from "Paris Decapitates Homophobe" by REVENGEOFPARIS, check out their song here (it's a banger): https://youtu.be/pRFrjugLXLg?si=QmwfIaE9w-54wwBJ

i want it, but its simply never going to happen