Effort Matters. Showing Up Matters. Building Real Connections Matters. Maybe It’s Not About Finding

this yearning makes my chest genuinely ache

fuck

posting under these tags is my equivalent of putting myself out there

date me immediately

i need to cuddle with a guy immediately

sometimes i feel like a retired war veteran in his 40s trying to adapt back into a normal life ☠️

i feel like that "forever alone" meme from the 2000s ☠️

i gotta find those people that like flaws on the human body . those people that like stretch marks or discolored skin....where r them folks at im right here

starting to think i shouldn't be so closed off and reserved if i want a relationship

its just scary

ive dated plenty of folks and all of them have hurt me

how do i avoid such a thing again

how do i avoid being abused dude

if i could just foresee the future on whether or not somebodys gonna hurt me my life would be a lot easier lord have mercy

i always say morning instead of good morning

because if it were a good morning id be playing videogames with a boyfriend that i do not have

i feel stupidly needy right now

im left alone for 2 seconds and now im all ansty and eager to interact with people

wanting any kind of positive attention

who tryna be the argenti to my boothill . (im insane)