a sleepy felix ♡ [skz talker go! s5]
if i ever shut up about lino and chan’s i like it high notes you need to check on me because something is wrong
~intro post wahoo~
who i am
hi, you can call me blue!!
i’m an american (unfortunately) college student who got into skz/kpop in 2023. i speak english, spanish, and a bit of korean/german/swedish. i am nonbinary (they/them pronouns), autistic, ADHD, and gay as hell. if you’re racist, sexist, homophobic, transphobic, ableist, a pedo, a trump supporter, or anything of the sort, feel free to fuck right off 🩵
what i do
fic masterlist here!
i write fics (when i have the time or brain energy - again, i am a neurodivergent college student), edit short videos/song mashups, and post silly little things that pop into my head. i’m mostly skz-based but might write/post things for ateez, txt, enhypen, (g)i-dle, or dreamcatcher (rip). i’m always open for song/group recs!!
my ult bias is lee know (i’m so down bad for that man) but i love all of skz and if you come for any of my boys, you come for me. my biases in other groups are hongjoong/seonghwa, yeonjun, heeseung/sunoo, and yuqi.
requests
my requests are open, for smaus or written fics! here are some guidelines:
groups: i’m most comfortable writing for skz but would consider writing for any of the groups listed above
ships: member x member, member x reader, or any polyamorous combination are all up for grabs
18+ content: i’ve never written smut before, but i’m open to trying. if you ask for something and i try to write it and get uncomfortable, i’ll tell you and you can ask someone else.
things i WILL NOT WRITE: rape/non-con, incest, pedophilia, large age gaps. unhealthy relationships between members or members/reader because that would make me sad. woojin, because i didn’t go here when all that went down and don’t really know him/don’t want to get involved in that controversy. more might be added if i think of more things. if you’re unsure whether i’d be willing to write something or not, ask.
guarantees/timeline: as i’ve mentioned, i’m a neurodivergent college student and this blog is not a priority for me, just something i do for fun in my limited free time. if you ask for something, it might be a while before i write it or i might not write it at all. i’m sorry. life happens. if i KNOW i won’t write something, i’ll try to tell you so i don’t leave you on a cliffhanger lol
and that’s all i can think of for now! lmk if you have any questions. love y’all <3
Merry Christmas to seungmin and the handsome ghost
my (long ass) thoughts on the "felix looked uncomfortable on hong seok-cheon's jewel box" discourse now that it's coming back with hyunjin being on the show
1) y'all are entirely too quick to jump to "these gays are predatory!!" about felix and hyunjin interacting with men you perceive as gay (not just the hosts of this show). check your internalized homophobia and shut the fuck up, and if you can't check it, then EXTRA shut the fuck up. also they are grown ass men, stop infantilizing them.
2) the whole way felix acted on that show was a bit. the whole [blink blink] uhhh heh heh [blink blink] about maniac gay version was a concept. you can clearly tell he's hamming it up and acting, especially considering how he and changbin referenced it during one of their TV performances and how hyunjin said the whole group loved it.
3) if any of his hesitation was real, it was probably because he was literally the first stray kids member to appear on a gay show. stray kids doesn't even SAY the word gay usually like talk about the quickest switch up for him. bro was probably like "how tf do i engage with this without getting my ass reamed by jype"
4) there was also probably a bit of "how do i engage with this without seeming too flamboyant" bc people are constantly talking about his sexuality and skz don't really talk about shit like that openly (see #3). there is a difference between doing something within the group and doing it on a solo schedule, especially to a cishet audience, so if there was real hesitation, he was probably trying to keep up with his curated idol image. (note: this is a point that people who pass as/are cishet may not understand, and that's fine)
5) if felix really was super uncomfortable, hyunjin wouldn't have gone on the show, and he wouldn't have recommended i.n to go on either.
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250112 ☆ 11:29 PM KST
▪︎ the song he's singing is "Can't Have You (가질 수 없는 너) by Bank"
💌 : my singer !!!!! 🐰🎤 my baby 😭💌💘💘 i love him very much and i'm sooo proud of how much he improved in his vocals, he works hard and it shows 🥰🤍
Channie’s little confused face ☹️💗
God he’s so cute .. I hope he never figures anything out 🥺💗