If I Can’t Be Pretty At Least Let Me Be Skinny.

idk how to explain it but like even when I'm happy I still would rather be dead yk

is it bad to not tell my psychiatrist and psychologist that I sh and have attempted in the past. they will tell my parents but I think they will take my depression more seriously. I also believe that since they think I don't sh they have ruled out other mental illnesses that I might have

I think it's really over

I have no future

someone pls tell me there’s more to life than this

can someone please tell me if the urge to relapse ever stops like when I'm 30 am I still going to be cutting myself 🙏🙏

shaving over my old scars feels so weird like blades of the razor are going over my scars without actually causing harm. does that make sense lol