YOU'RE BIG. LARGER THAN LIFE. she’s heard that before. in a voice that sounded like rafaels, but wasn't his. close—painfully so— but not quite as deep. the familiarity is bittersweet, endearment and affliction flickering through her almost as quickly as the lights around them. kennedy is glad his back is to hers then, grateful for the bodies he has to navigate through, taking advantage of those extra seconds gained to compose herself before they reach their destination. “used to?” an eyebrow quirks at that, lips parted in a silent scoff. “don’t give up on me yet! i still have time.” that's what they would like to tell themselves anyways. that one’s life isn’t over if they don’t achieve all their goals by age thirty. that her return to redcreek didn’t mean she failed. it was only temporary.
now settled by the bar, kennedy is suddenly aware of how much they have had to drink. the room was still swaying even though they no longer were. they blink, slowly, the buzz from the liquor washing over them like a blanket, warm and heavy. maybe that’s why it’s easy to make promises for next time. to get caught up in the excitement of reconnecting with him. as if she hadn’t spent the last years carefully curating a distance between them. “yeah? are you saying i can just show up one day and ask for that dance? i know where you work, velazquez.” she flashes him a pleased grin as he slides the drink her way, quick to raise the glass to her lips. “it suits you, by the way. the tattoo shop. you always were the creative one.”
isn’t that right, joaquin?
the thought arises, a follow-up that feels as natural as breathing, but gets lodged in her throat when she turns to share a look with… NO ONE. picture frames of tender moments, but no house to hold them anymore. is that what grief is? as rafael leans into her initial touch, her hand flattens against his skin, the pads of her fingers pressing weakly, as if to check if he’s really here. she only catches the tail end of his question, gaze flickering to meet his once more. “no.” she breathes out, a subtle rasp in her voice, that knot tightening over her chords. dark hues scan his face, committing every feature to memory. as if he too was going to disappear the moment she let go. “you look beautiful.” once again taking his lead, dropping by her guard to reveal an unexpected moment of sincerity in the least ideal setting. only this time, she doesn’t have the time to think twice before another slip— “i really missed you, you know that?”
at that, rafael laughs - a small shake of his head all that's needed for a few stray stands to fall over his eyes. eyelashes blinking through them to watch her, "i'd love to see what you'd do with that power, kennedy - you're, big. larger than life." it's something joaquin would say; the memories barely skim the surface of his thoughts - he strikes a rainboot through them, sinks them further. "used to think you'd - conquer the whole world." it's genuine, too genuine for the club - for the crowd around them, for the buzz at the back of his head, warming where spine meets skull. "yeah," he agrees, easily; a passing laugh, "but it's still true, either way."
his forearms meet the edge of the bar, still close to kennedy - still allowing space between them. it's the most they've spoken since - since then. for once; rafael doesn't want to think about it. "you know where to find me, ken - door's always welcome for a good - waltz." beer left on the counter, rafael's turned towards them, sliding the tequila sunrise her way. he's always one to lean into touch, subconscious as their finger hooks onto him. another laugh escapes him, so easy. "you're the first one to get it, i think - yeah, the tall guy. dunno... felt easy, at the time. now i'm feeling a bit like a - misplaced film bro. do the wings make me look pretentious, ken? you can - be honest, with me. can handle the truth."
it will come back, hozier / you first, paramore
redcreek was a small town, which meant running into him was practically inevitable, she just didn’t expect it to happen like this. inside the grim little police station, with elliot wearing a uniform they never once envisioned him in. "sorry." they dip their head with a small laugh, realizing they were hovering by the door for a moment too long, "i didn't expect to see you here. wow. deputy mayers, huh? you always were...full of surprises." the words spill out before they could stop them, a poor attempt to defuse the tension, to break the awkwardness that had already started building.
fuck, they knew they should have prepared for this. done their due diligence of unblocking him on social media to check up on his life the moment they made it back to town. now they're they were, blindsided by the sight of him. stuck between two worlds— getting down to business or slipping into memory lane. their gaze flickers to his left hand, instinctively searching for the answer to their most pressing question... had he found someone to give him what kennedy couldn't? he isn't wearing a ring, but that's not enough to give a solid answer. they quickly shift to his badge, needing something professional to anchor themselves to.
kennedy finally sits down, their back straight, a practiced composure taking over as they pull the journal from their bag. "right. alaina price." they pause. the room felt smaller now. they want to think ahead, to push past the unease in the room, but their thoughts keep drifting back to the past. to elliot. "look," kennedy sighs, allowing themselves the momentary lapse in focus. "i’m not here for… anything personal. i just need information on alaina." they aren't sure why they're even telling him this. "i know you can’t share everything right now, but anything would help. the town’s already asking questions, elliot. starting rumors. they need something to hold them over." her words hung in the air, heavy and pointed, as she searched his face for any crack that might offer a clue, a sign of what he was willing—or able—to say. it wasn’t just about the case anymore. she knew that. but right now, it had to be.
IT'S REALLY NO SURPRISE that the moment elliot comes back from his coffee break, he's nearly accosted by the office secretary barreling through his door. there's someone from the press here, and the sheriff is out, she tells him. can i bring her in ? elliot figured they both knew that demetrius probably didn't want anyone in the office speaking to press without him—least of all elliot—but he's been on the job long enough to know the answer to give : no comment at this time. " fine, " he sighs. he's sipping his coffee when there's a knock at his opened door, eyes glancing over the coffee cup as he finishes his sip—and chokes on his drink. " kennedy. " oh, fuck. he'd been doing so well not running into her, and now here she is, looking like this is the last place she expected him. at least right now, the feeling is mutual.
coffee on the table, he finds himself standing out of his chair, a jolt of adrenaline hitting him harder than the caffeine so far has. " um, take a seat, " he motions to the chair in front of his desk, suddenly unsure what to do with his hands. fuck, his uniform has never felt two sizes too big until now—not even when demetrius is giving him one of his deep sighs. " what can i do for you ? " he asks once she's sat, hesitantly sitting back down as well. maybe talking business is the way to get through this moment.
♰ ⋅ ⋆ ─── #𝑩𝑹𝑵𝑻𝑶𝑼𝑻 . . . is a dependent, multimuse blog for REDCREEKFM brought to life by aime, twenty7, she/her, mst.
Ⅰ . . . 𝚃𝙷𝙴 𝚂𝙷𝙴𝙿𝙷𝙴𝚁𝙳 — vikram shah. thirty5. he/him. funeral director.
ⅠⅠ . . . 𝚃𝙷𝙴 𝙿𝚁𝙾𝙳𝙸𝙶𝚈 — kennedy stuart. twenty8. she/they. journalist/author.
Ⅲ . . . 𝚃𝙷𝙴 𝙱𝚁𝙾𝙺𝙴𝙽 𝚁𝙴𝙲𝙾𝚁𝙳 — joey harlow. forty4. she/her. owner of redstone bar.
"yeah, believe it or not this is about half of it. at this rate i'm going to have to start eating reeses pieces for breakfast." so he's grateful when nathan is kind enough to relieve him of his burden that is too much halloween candy. "thank you, mayor. you're saving me from some hefty dentist bills." vikram poses a la standing emoji as nathan looks him over, unsure of what to do with his hands now that the bucket of candy has been taken. "that's nice. i'm not big into musicals either. i just really like this one. i've never uh, seen it live though." but he wants to. someday. " the music's great. think you still remember the lyrics? should i suggest karaoke for the next council meeting?" he asks, a smile tugging at the corner of his lips.
“ oh, please, you're too kind. i feel like i might have more than enough, even if halloween lasted a whole week! ” nathan kids, but he accepts vikram's offer anyway, because of course the mayor would have too much candy to hand out; it's why everybody stops by every year. there's a glint of recognition in his eyes when he puts the mask on, a small ahh escaping his lips as he nods. “ i wouldn't say i'm an avid watcher of musicals, but i have seen my fair share of them — it was my mother who loved them, ” he shares. “ and she did take me to see the phantom of the opera in broadway all those years ago. i vividly remember having the songs stuck in my head for weeks after that. ”
“you are bleeding." vikram is too stunned to offer anything other than the truth right now. getting very cleaned up is taking precedence over beside manner. "it's okay. it's not that bad." for now at least. it's too early to tell if she’s concussed or just in shock. he's got a hand hovering over her shoulder just in case, ready to catch her should she feel lightheaded. "don't move, okay?" he pats at the area, an occasional apology murmured under his breath at any sign of discomfort. the friction of his handkerchief against her wound is probably not the best feeling, but he’s trying to be gentle. “how are you uh, feeling?”
who : anyone where : outside the bar when : 2:05am
" oh my god , am i bleeding ? i think i'm bleeding. " avery winces as she touches her nose , the wound bleeding slightly. at least nothing was broken. avery was at the bar when a fight broke up and she was much too close to the action. was she trying to join the fight ? no one can say , avery would sue.
❝ 𝚈𝙾𝚄 𝙶𝚄𝚈𝚂 𝙰𝚁𝙴 𝙹𝚄𝚂𝚃 𝙰𝚂 𝙵𝚄𝙲𝙺𝙴𝙳 𝚄𝙿 𝙰𝚂 𝙸 𝙰𝙼 , 𝚈𝙾𝚄 '𝚁𝙴 𝙹𝚄𝚂𝚃 𝙱𝙴𝚃𝚃𝙴𝚁 𝙰𝚃 𝙻𝚈𝙸𝙽𝙶 𝚃𝙾 𝚈𝙾𝚄𝚁𝚂𝙴𝙻𝚅𝙴𝚂 𝙰𝙱𝙾𝚄𝚃 𝙸𝚃 ! . . . 𝚈𝙾𝚄 '𝚁𝙴 𝙻𝙸𝚅𝙸𝙽𝙶 𝙾𝙽 𝚃𝙷𝙴 𝙱𝚁𝙸𝙽𝙺 𝙹𝚄𝚂𝚃 𝙻𝙸𝙺𝙴 𝙼𝙴 ! ❞
// ( natasha lyonne . cisfemale . she/her ) . ⸻ JOANNA ‘JOEY’ HARLOW, a forty four year old, has survived another day in red creek where they have lived for her whole life . THE BROKEN RECORD is known for being audacious and destructive and is often associated with cackling laughter over loud music, chipped red nail polish, a pack of camel cigarettes tucked in a back pocket, a crude sense of humor . in a small town where they work as the owner of redstone bar, word travels fast . it’s hard to keep a secret , and it looks like the boogeyman knows that [ REDACTED ]
𝚃𝙷𝚁𝙴𝙰𝙳𝚂 | 𝙼𝚄𝚂𝙸𝙽𝙶𝚂 | 𝙼𝙸𝚁𝚁𝙾𝚁 | 𝙴𝙳𝙸𝚃𝚂 | 𝙿𝙻𝙰𝚈𝙻𝙸𝚂𝚃 | 𝙿𝙸𝙽𝚃𝙴𝚁𝙴𝚂𝚃
𝐀 𝐒𝐓𝐔𝐃𝐘 𝐈𝐍: the trailer park life, sobriety chips scattered on the floor of a 1985 ford f150, making a bad situation worse, gaslighting yourself into believing you’re tougher than you really are, constant reminders of everything you've lost, looking for dopamine in the worst places.
[ Ⅰ ] . . . 𝐁𝐀𝐒𝐈𝐂𝐒
full name. joanna mae harlow. nicknames. joey, joe, jm. age. 44. race. white. nationality. american. birthday. december 21st. zodiac. sagittarius. gender. cisfemale. pronouns. ( she / her ). sexual orientation. pansexual. birthplace. redcreek, michigan. occupation. owner of redstone bar.
[ Ⅱ ] . . . 𝐅𝐀𝐌𝐈𝐋𝐘
mother : helen harlow father : cameron harlow siblings: tristan harlow ( presumed dead ) , might make a wc for more siblings!
[ Ⅲ ] . . . 𝐀𝐁𝐎𝐔𝐓
TW: brief mentions of death, grief, & substance abuse.
* in a small town where everyone knows each other, it's easy to get an idea of someone's character just by the stories attached with a surname. for the harlows, their name was often associated with trouble because wherever there was any to be found, it was almost always guaranteed that a harlow kid was involved in one way or another. * comfortably nestled in a trailer park just a couple blocks away from the main road, this family of misfits were known to be loud, crude, and quick to piss off. damn proud of it too -- wore the title of redcreek's trashiest family like a badge and joanna harlow was no exception. * a firecracker of a kid, known to have the mouth of a sailor and the disposition of a renegade. she had a talent for playing the bass guitar, a talent that she gained from her older brother - tristan. it was an ongoing joke that joey was tristan's mini-me. they were the spitting image of each other, both in physicality and temperament. * joey was nineteen when tristan went missing and that was when her world turned upside down. her family were among the many broken by the events. many in her inner circle felt like they had to distance themselves from joey, finding her familiarity to tristan too much to handle, including her own parents * TW: DRUG MENTION: so with everyone in her life too busy dealing with their own grief, joey all but isolated herself further by turning to the first break she could find – drugs. she had her first taste of them when she was looking through tristan's room, in search for answers to what could have happened to him. instead of a note though, she found a stash of fine white powder tucked in little tiny ziploc bags. * the rest of her life from there has been a blur. she never left redcreek. never managed to fulfill her dream of becoming a big musician. somehow managed to sober up and gain enough money to buy a shitty building and turn it into what is now known as redstone bar. * one doesn't always know what they will get with joey. she’s just as likely to start a fight as she is to offer a drink so most people tend to proceed with caution.
𝐒𝐔𝐌𝐌𝐀𝐑𝐘 : a girl who was set on a path of bad decisions by her rambunctious family grows to become a mess of a woman, ricocheting between recovery and relapse. her dreams of leaving town and becoming a rockstar were squashed the moment her brother went missing. punk meets small-town hick.
[ Ⅳ ] . . . 𝐂𝐎𝐍𝐍𝐄𝐂𝐓𝐈𝐎𝐍𝐒 ─── all connections are open to any gender unless specified otherwise.
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[ Ⅴ ] . . . 𝐏𝐄𝐑𝐒𝐎𝐍𝐀𝐋𝐈𝐓𝐘
+adventurous+unapologetic +protective -selfish -unreliable -volatile mbti : ISFJ natal chart : ↑ aquarius, ⊙ sagittarius, ☾ aquarius inspired by : natalie scatorccio ( yellowjackets ), mercutio ( romeo & juliet ), eleanor shellstrop ( the good place ), fleabag ( fleabag )
PUSHING DAISIES 1x01 - Pie-lette
impatience oozes off him like expensive cologne. patchouli, sandalwood, and financial privilege all wrapped up in a smug, pearly-white grin. they’ve only known each other for a handful of months but kennedy deduces this might be where their professional differences lie. ricardo is a master at gliding his vibe meter between ball busting and indifference,. they got the impression that to him, results matter more than details ( or means? ) . kennedy on the other hand? is meticulous, incessant in their need to look at every angle, to leaving no stone unturned in pursuit for a good story the truth. but they can play the game. have been around enough white collar honchos to learn the fine art of capitalizing. they lean in, lowering their voice to what could almost be a whisper but it's too sharp to fully make the cut. “it makes sense, doesn’t it? with her disappearance still fresh on everyone’s mind, it’s only natural for people to wonder if she has finally been found.” kennedy won’t confirm nor deny if they had a part in planting or spreading that seed but know if they had — they would have covered their tracks. “i say we throw that on there if the body isn’t identified by the time the paper hits.” it doesn’t have to be right. they can word it so it sounds like they’re simply reporting on what the masses are fearing. if anything, it’ll add to the mystery of daniela’s disappearance if the body isn’t hers. a grim thought, freshly picked from a dark corner of kennedy's psyche that always seems to gnaw at them in times like this. the part best kept in the confines of her own subconscious.
the silence that surrounds them is heavy, two pairs of eyes linked to each other in momentary… understanding? who knows. whatever it is, it breaks the moment he speaks up again and kennedy has to resist the urge to roll their eyes when he asks if they’ve collected statements. instead, settle on a sugary smile, picture perfect as the good little reporter they are. “yes, sir.” feed into the hysteria — now there is something the two can agree with. “unless you’re an incel dressing up as a rich asshole in a suit.” kennedy replies with a shrug of her shoulder, making a point to leave the ‘unbelievably hot’ portion of his get up out. they know better than to confirm or deny such an egocentric statement. besides, if he’s gonna make his employees walk alone in their fake blood-soaked prom dress on the night a body was literally discovered then it doesn’t matter how attractive he is — kennedy will label him a woman hater regardless. so they start walking, ultimately giving him the option to follow or not, though fully expecting him to. “well, boss. you have to expand your movie taste if you don’t know who i am dressed as.” or is it that he really doesn’t care? “what’s your favorite film?” they're expecting him either to list some raunchy film directed by a weird indie director or the wolf of wall street.
he moves his index finger as kennedy talks , signalling she get to the point quicker . he's hearing a lot of BUMPS in the road and ricardo doesn't care for them . he doesn't care HOW they get the story , he just needs to know that they WILL . and in true fashion , they finally deliver those magical words . something on your desk by five . ricardo's face ghosts with an almost genuinely pleased smile . while it's clear that kennedy doesn't care for ricardo , and ricardo is like brutus in that he cares for nobody in return . . . he's appreciative that he can come close to TRUSTING them to always deliver . at the mention of the estrada's , ricardo feels himself do a double - take . for some reason , he hadn't even considered that . " is that what they're saying ? " his voice is harsh . " that it's daniela estrada ? " ricardo feels a sharpness overcome him , something akin to a lightning strike before a storm . he allows silence to wash over them . a RARITY , before he continues . " have you gotten statements from people who were around ? the more hysteric , the better . " he doesn't need to tell them how to do their job , but a change in topic is welcome . HE ROLLS HIS EYES . " please . an incel could never dress this nice . " he flattens his hands , smoothing them over his dolce , tailor fit blazer . " i'm dressed as a rich , yet unbelievably hot , asshole in a suit . " ricardo replies , voice flat yet smooth as always . his eyes graze past kennedy . " i'd ask what you are but i don't care and i'm sure it breaches some workplace relation with me being your boss . "
location : the dance floor @ the warehouse
time : approximately 10:30pm.
open : to anyone!
“are you thirsty? wanna grab a drink?” kennedy half yells into the other’s ear, yet her voice is barely audible over the music pumping around them. fingers flutter down the other's arm, ready to grab hold of their wrist to lead them out of the dance floor or loosely interlace her digits with theirs to twirl them around. depends on their answer!
𝐢 𝐊𝐍𝐎𝐖 𝒘𝒉𝒐 𝐢 𝐀𝐌 !
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