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My Journey with Generalized Anxiety Disorder: Finding Light in the Shadows

It’s early morning, and the world outside my window is waking up. Sunlight filters through the trees, casting soft shadows on the ground. For many, this serene moment might be filled with anticipation for the day ahead, but for me, it’s a battle against an all-consuming feeling that has become a regular part of my life: Generalized Anxiety Disorder (GAD).

What is Generalized Anxiety Disorder?

Generalized Anxiety Disorder is more than just occasional worry or stress; it’s a chronic condition characterized by excessive, uncontrollable anxiety about various aspects of life. According to the Anxiety and Depression Association of America, GAD can manifest in various physical and emotional symptoms, including restlessness, fatigue, difficulty concentrating, muscle tension, and sleep disturbances. Understanding these symptoms is crucial, as it was the first step in my journey toward acceptance and healing.

The Onset

My struggle began in my late teens. I was a high-achieving student, a dedicated friend, and a loving family member. However, underneath the surface, I felt a constant cloud looming over me. I often found myself worrying about everything—my grades, my relationships, and even mundane tasks like grocery shopping. What started as ordinary stress took a turn when the worries evolved into overwhelming anxiety that made it difficult to carry out daily activities.

I remember sitting in class, my heart racing and palms sweating, while my mind spiraled into a whirlwind of "what ifs." I was terrified of not meeting expectations, both my own and those placed on me by others. This internal pressure was suffocating, and I struggled silently for years, not knowing that I was grappling with a disorder that millions of others also face.

The Turning Point

The turning point in my story came during my sophomore year of college. I experienced a panic attack during an important exam, something I had never encountered before. My breathing became shallow, my vision blurred, and I felt as though I was about to lose control. It was a wake-up call—a moment that forced me to confront the reality of my anxiety rather than ignore it.

Seeking help was daunting, but I knew I could no longer carry this burden alone. I reached out to my campus counseling center and began attending therapy sessions. Initially, I felt embarrassed to admit that I needed help, but I soon learned that vulnerability in seeking support is a sign of strength, not weakness.

The Road to Healing

Therapy became a safe space where I could explore the roots of my anxiety. My therapist equipped me with tools and coping strategies that transformed how I approached my thoughts. Cognitive Behavioral Therapy (CBT) taught me how to challenge and reframe negative thinking patterns. Mindfulness practices gave me the ability to anchor myself in the present moment, allowing me to step back from the chaos of my mind.

Medication was another integral part of my healing process. With the guidance of a psychiatrist, I found a treatment plan that worked for me. It was a gradual journey, with trial and error, but it eventually helped stabilize my emotional responses, creating a foundation upon which I could build healthier coping mechanisms.

Learning to Live

Living with GAD is a continuous journey; there are still days when anxiety creeps in. However, I’ve learned to embrace it as part of my story rather than letting it define me. I've discovered the importance of self-care, whether that means engaging in regular exercise, practicing yoga, or simply taking time to relax with a good book.

Support from family and friends has been invaluable. Opening up about my experiences has strengthened my relationships and provided a network of understanding individuals who help lift me during challenging moments. Community support groups have also played a significant role in my healing. Connecting with others who share similar struggles has provided a sense of belonging and validation that I often doubted I would find.

Embracing the Future

As I continue to navigate life with GAD, I’ve gained a deeper understanding of myself and the strength that comes from vulnerability. My journey has opened doors to a wealth of knowledge and resources that empower me each day. I’ve learned that it’s okay to ask for help, that I am not alone in this struggle, and that healing is not linear.

In sharing my story, I hope to shed light on the complexities of living with Generalized Anxiety Disorder and to encourage others to seek help and embrace their own journeys. We may face challenges that feel insurmountable, but through connection and understanding, we can find light even in the shadows. No matter how daunting the path may seem, recovery and resilience are achievable. And with every step forward, I grow a little more confident in navigating the beautiful, albeit turbulent, journey of life.

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TW: Self Harm issues, Mentions Of Panic Attacks, Bad Friendships, mentions of being Ignored and Treated like Shit, Mentions of an Abusive Mother Mentally, physically, and emotionally, Mentions Of Suicide attempt, Mentions of Suicide Ideation, Mentions of Seizures and Brain Damage, Mentions Of Severe domestic abuse and Being Held Hostage.

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So to Start this Off, If I see anything Hurtful Towards me or the People I Mention in this Post I will Disable the Comments if I have to. I don't want to hurt them I only want to vent For a Little bit if you guys will Just Listen.

My Story Starts With my Mother, When I was Younger things Were Fine, which was Before she was Held Hostage By her Ex–Boyfriend. But when I Turned 15, Precisely when I Was a Freshman In Highschool, Things Took a Turn.

Her Trauma Started to Catch up with her, Faster then She Could Even Comprehend, she was Already Suffering from Brain Damage due to her Ex–Boyfriend and a Seizure Disorder Due to the Significant Damage her Ex–Boyfriend had Bestowed Upon her.

First The Abuse Started out Physically for me, She Would Never lay a Hand on my Younger Sister, I was Just the Main Target for her, she was Blinded by anger and the Shame of her PTSD, but Instead of Letting it Out In a healthy way she Pushed her Trauma on me.

Because of this I Started to have some Fear Of my Mother, She had Beat me So many times I flinched When Everyone raised a hand to Stretch or over my head, my Fear will Never leave me.

In my Second Semester of my Freshmen year of Highschool, The Mental and Emotional Abuse Started, and on the 2nd Week of the 2nd Semester I developed a Panic Disorder along with Social Anxiety Disorder Caused by Severe Trauma.

I had my First Panic Attack. I was so Scared In that Moment, it felt like I was Dying, it Hurt so Much to Even Take a Breath, one of the Receptionists at the Front Desk Had take my Vitals, my Heart Rate was 124, Which was Not Norma for a 15 Year Old which a Otherwise Healthy Heart, even the School nurse had me Sent home Since I was in no Sense in the Right State of mind to be at School.

After that I went to see a Psychiatrist who Diagnosed me with Panic Disorder, Social Anxiety Disorder, Generalized Anxiety Disorder and Post Traumatic Disorder along with ADHD Due to my Problems Focusing in school.

I had One Appointment with him and my Mother Never Scheduled another one With him after He Prescribed me Anxiety/Depression Medication, Zoloft I think. Eventually I ran Out of my Meds which caused me to have another Panic Attack during my Government Class.

That was when my School Counselor recommended that I see a therapist through the School, Because my mental Health wasn’t Getting Any Better Just by Doing Nothing.

But there was another Problem, I hit my Lowest Point a Few Days Later, I started Self Harming, the Pain Becoming comforting and a Safety Blanket to me, I felt Cornered, and then I Even Thought about Taking my own Life Because I was Suffering Greatly.

It Felt Hard to Even Get Out of Bed in the Morning, That's when i was Diagnosed with Depression. With this New Diagnosis on my Mind, I was at a Lost at what to do.

Until My School Counselor Recommended a Mental Health Service, (I won't Name the Service out Due to Confidentiality Reasons), after a Consultation I was Connected with a Therapist a Few Days Later.

Luckily this Service was through the School So I didn’t have to miss any School Hours To Talk to her, and my Medicare insurance Paid for it all.

After a Few Sessions with my Therapist who knew Personally what I was going through, I began to Gradually get better, Eventually after Getting put on the Right Meds for my Social Anxiety, I stopped having so many Panic Attack, Which at that time it was about Two a Week I was Having.

I was also Put in Alt Ed by My School Counselor Due to how Overstimmed I was in Normal Classes, which helped Tremendously.

And Now Here we are to the Reason Why I haven't Been Posting, One of my Best IRL friends Turned on me, leaving me Extremely Vulnerable for my Mental Health to Drastically Drop.

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Jujutsu Kaisen x Fem!Sorcerer!OC, Sukuna Ryomen x Fem!Sorcerer! OC

Chapter Two: “Danger Lurks Around Every Dark Corner.”

Chapter Summary: “is She in Danger?” Yaga Asked Gojo Who has his Arms crossed lounged on the Couch in the Room, “At this Moment No, but When Sukuna Finds Out She is Protecting the Kid With those Hondafudu Earrings I predict he will take both the Earrings and Misaki.” Gojo Told him.

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A series Of Katana’s Hung Up on a Kind of Hall of Fame Wall, Each had a Name Plate, a Gold one, Of Names Each Ending in Kocho.

Kai Started at them in the Butterfly Estate’s Main Room, Haruka Stood by his Side, Her Eyes Roaming Over the Names Before Slightly growling at one Name, One that didn’t seem right to be on that wall of fame.

“Ah! I see you’ve seen my Family’s Shrine.” Misaki Spoke Out of Nowhere, Startling Kai, Who only saw a flash of purple hair before hearing Misakiʼs Voice in front of him.

“Oh, your familyʼs shrine?” Kai asked, his hand moving delicately over each photo, stopping at one which seemed out of place.

“this one seems out of place.” Kai Spoke boldly towards Misaki, her eyes seemed to darken as she too looked at the Woman in the Photo.

The Woman had black hair without a tint of purple to it Like the Rest of the Kocho Ancestors, her Eyes Were A ruby Red, and Wore A Pure Black Kimono With White linings and Gold Accessories on it.

“That was my great Aunt, Who is Still Alive.” Misaki Spoke, Sighing and Preparing to Explain to the Young boy How that was Possible.

“She was Or is half Curse and Half Demon, She was pretending to be a Human.” She Explained, looking up at her Parents Framed images, standing tall and proud.

One held the exact katana Misaki had in her Possession, a Family Heirloom Kai Guessed.

“So, Your Parents, What happened to them?” Kai asked, Cautious about Serious and Sensitive matters about Family.

“Oh, My Aunt, Hina, Because of her betrayl her Leader or boss found them and killed them on the spot for killing his demons.” Misaki Said, her finger touched the Katana her mother held in the Photo.

“The Katana in that photo, itʼs the Same one you have right?” Kai asked, Misaki Nodded, It was the Cursed Weapon Most of The Jujutsu Sorcerers And Slayers along with Hashiraʼs in the Kocho Family Used.

“Yes, My Mother and herʼs before her, Used it To Slay Demons and Exorcise Curses.” She Explained, the Katana was also A Cursed Weapon coated in Cursed Energy, as well as the Cursed energy flowing around her in intervals.

When she was born a Certain amount of Cursed Energy Flowed around her entire Being, meaning she Could see Curses from an early Age, friendly ones and Evil Ones Whoʼs Souls Were lost when they died.

“Woah, So Cool!” Kai Exclaimed, Haruka Humming along with Her Brother, Cool Yes it was, But Having so Much Cursed Energy Caused her to become easily overpowered and then Completely Dead Exhausted After.

To Where Shoko Could Only heal So Much and Let Misaki Rest the Wounds up and Sleep The exhaustion Off.

“Those Hondafudu Earrings are Dangerous to Where around Sukuna.” She Stated, Knowing how the King Of Curses acted once he had taken Control of Yuujiʼs Body.

Sukuna would act out immediately Causing trouble for Jujutsu High to Deal with, And if he Saw Kai, Misaki, and Haruka all together then he would Blow a Gasket And Possibly hold both Her and Itadori Hostage in his Innate Domain.

“Sukuna?” Kai asked, oh thatʼs right, Misaki Never fully told Them Who Sukuna Ryomen was.

“Sukuna, Ryomen the King Of Curses.” She informed him, Waving her free hand around as she Explained Jujutsu History.

“Then Who is the Ruler Of the Demons?” Kai asked, an Eyebrow raised at all of this new information she was telling him.

“Hina Ryomen, Sukunaʼs S/O, The queen of Demons.” Misaki Replied, closing her Eyes.

“Wait! But your auntʼs name is Hina Kocho.” Kai Stated, it Couldn`t be That Hina was a Sheep in Wolves Clothing, That she was Truly a Supernatural Being.

“I know what you are thinking Kai, and no my Aunt was not That Same Hina Ryomen, Do you believe in recarination?” Misaki asked, Haruka stayed by her Brotherʼs side.

“Yeah, Somewhat.” Kaiʼs reply gave her faith in the human Raceʼs knowledge of Recarination, Misaki Sighed.

“She is considered Hina Ryomenʼs recarination, I guess she took it to heart too Much and Worked in Close Contact with Sukuna.” She Said, Misaki Shook her Head Knowing that she was not the Recarination Of Hina.

“Here take a Look at this Picture, Who does Hina Look Exactly Like?” She Asked, Kai Looked Closer at the Image of Hina Sitting in Sukunaʼs Lap.

It was a Carbon Copy of Misaki!

“Your the True Reincarnation of his Lover?!”

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Jujutsu Kaisen x Fem!Sorcerer!Oc, Sukuna Ryoumen x Fem!Sorcerer!Oc

Description: “A Sorcerer who uses a Katana With Poison On the Tip Of it, Never heard Of One, they Call Her the Butterfly Insect Hashira or In other Terms Demon/Curse Slayer, She has Sworn to Protect Two Beings a Mere Slayer Human Like Herself, and a Newly Turned Demon. Maybe She Can Be the Hope Yuuji needs to Not Allow Sukuna to Get to Full Power and Escape his Body.”

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Chapter One: “Ara~ ara~ Isn’t that Against jujutsu Regulations, Kai–San?”

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The Katana She Held in her Hands Was Well Enough to Scare the Young Boy Gojo was Presenting to her.

A Short Smile Was Given to Him, and a Pinched Halting Stare at his Demon Sister, “Gojo–Sensei, What is it you have Brought To me?” She asked.

Gojo Satoru Shook his Head, “Misaki–Chan, This is Kai Yumeko and Haruka Yumeko, he Desires to Become a Slayer Like you you, a Hashira.” Gojo Said, Keeping a Tight Smile on his Face.

Misaki Looked Down towards Him, her Eyes Widening at the Earrings Kai was Wearing, Hondafudu Earrings.

“Kai–San, is it?” She Said, Sheathing Her Katana, The Boy In Question Nodded his Head, She Pointed a Finger Towards his Earrings.

“The Earrings you Currently Sport on your Ears, There Hondafudu Earrings Yes?” She Pointed Out, her Mind Begging her Eyes to Be Wrong at what She Saw.

“Yes Miss, But Why is That Relevant?” Kai Asked, a Tick Mark Showed On her Face Obviously Upset that Kai Had No Knowledge About the Power of those Hondafudu Earrings He Wore.

“Those are Extremely Rare, So Rare that Even Sukuna, the King Of Curses Himself, Has Been Looking for those forever.” She Said, Glaring a the Ground Once She Murmured his Name.

His Demon Sister, Haruka Noticed Her Glowering at the Ground, She Hummed before Hobbling Over to Give Misaki A Few Friendly head Pats.

Misaki Looked Up Confused at this Demon’s Peculiar Behavior, “What a Strange Demon.” She Muttered, Moving her Hand Up to Give Haruka Some Head Pats As Well in Return.

“That’s Because Haruka–Chan here Has Not Devoured a Single Human in Her Short Lifetime as A Newly Turned Demon.” Gojo Informed her, She Hummed at the Information, “Haruka–Sama, You Must Have Some Way of Ignoring the Hunger Of a Demon.” She Said.

Kai Jumped at Answering that Question, “She Sleeps Off the Hunger.” He Replied, Still getting over the Fact that wearing Hondafudu Earrings Was Extremely Rare.

She Blinked Twice Before Smiling Fondly at the Yumeko Siblings, “Fine I will Teach you the way’s Of A Hashira Young One, And Hopefully Teach your Sister Some Fighting Moves As Well.” She Spoke Out, Accepting the Two as Her Students.

“I Own Something on Jujutsu Tech Grounds, Called the Butterfly Mansion, It Is Usually a Base for Healing And Recovering injured Slayers, Sorcerer’s, and Hashira’s, but I also Live there and So Can you Two.” She Said, already Learning Them Away as Gojo had to Tend to Itadori’s Buisness.

“But Seriously, Be Careful Around Itadori Yuuji With those Hondafudu Earrings.” She Spoke Again, Misaki’s Lips Formed into a Tight Smile.

“Itadori?” Kai Spoke Once Again, Haruka Humming to herself as She Followed the Two, “Itadori Yuuji is the Vessel Of Sukuna Ryoumen.” Misaki Said, Her Smile Disappearing from her Face, Her Eyes Down Cast to the Ground.

“He is Obsessed with taking Total Control of the World and Destroying Humanity as it is, and With those Hondafudu Earrings of yours.” She Spoke Out Sighing before Continuing on with a Grave Discovery of hers.

“And he is The King Of Curses, Who is also Deathly Obsessed with me.” Her Voice Wavered as She Told this, She Had Found Out that She was the Reincarnation of his Wife, The Queen Of Curses, With this Sukuna would Do Anything to Get her Including Kidnapping, So She was Under the Higher ups Protection along with Gojo and His Classes Protection, Even If Itadori Couldn’t Protect her all the Time Being Sukuna’s Vessel And all.

“Woah, So Me wearing this Earrings Makes me a Target and your a Target as Well.” Kai said, Misaki Nodded Looking Out Towards Where Itadori Stood by The Butterfly Mansion, It Still Gave her Shivers and Chills When She Saw the Younger Boy Knowing the Dangerous being He Contained inside of him.

She Could Almost See Sukuna’s Cunning Smile and Sly Smirk On his Face as They Came Closer to Itadori’s Figure, The Chance that it was Either Itadori Or His Literal Evil Twin Was 50/50, But As She Finally Came Closer She Could Let Out a Breathe Of Relief as It was Itadori and Not Sukuna.

“Yuuji–Kun? Why are you at the Butterfly Mansion? Your Not Injured are you!” She Exclaimed, Moving her Eyes around his Frame, Examining him for Injuries Or Wounds She Hadn’t Seen from afar.

“No, Misaki–Sensei, Not at all!” Itadori Said, Raising His Hands Up In Surrender, Misaki Still Didn’t Believe Him as He Would Have No Other Reason to Visit her Butterfly Mansion.

“Oh? is that So?” She Said, Humming a Little Bit at the End Of her Sentence, as Itadori Started to Literally Sweat Down his Entire Face.

She Swiftly Poked his Abdomen area Where He Winced Sharply in Pain, “Aha! You are injured, Yuuji–Kun!” She Proclaimed, Staring Him Down For Lying about an Obvious Injury.

“Come In and I will Wrap your Wound Once Again.” She Sighed, Still Uneasy with the whole Sukuna Being Inside of Itadori Thing, Kai and Haruka Followed her As Well.

“One Of my Butterfly girls as I Call them, Aya, has Taken The Liberty of Making Haruka A Better Box For you, She Should Be finishing up Painting it in the Main Room.” Misaki Directed, She Then took Bandages and Began to Wrap the Bandages Around his Stomach Area.

“Special Grade Curse I Presume?” Misaki Spoke Out as She Did her Work, Shifting her Feet, it had to be a Special Grade Curse, Otherwise Yuuji Wouldn’t Have Gotten Injured at all With the Help Of Megumi and Kugisaki.

“Yeah, Gojo–Sensei, Sent Us alone.” Itadori Mentioned, Misaki Sighed Loudly At the Nerve of Gojo, They May have Been Old Friends Who Went to Jujutsu Tech Together but Now His Behavior Was Just Cocky.

“Well I’m Glad you Got Back Safely.” She Said with a Tight Smile Tying off the Bandage around his Stomach before Stepping back, Her Eyes Looking Off to the Side.

Itadori Noticed it, Looking over towards Her.

“Misaki–Sensei, What are you thinking about?” Itadori Said, Misaki Looked Up Her Eyes Slightly Widened after hearing his Words.

“Just Worried about Kai–Sama and Haruka–Sama, She’s a Man Eating, and Blood thirsty Demon, Who Dosen’t Even want to Devour a Single Human, and Kai–Sama is a Slayer Who Wears those Damned Hondafudu Earrings that my Clan was So Obsessed With.” She Said, Pursing her Lips, Her Clan Which was Defeated Years ago by a Curse.

“Your Afraid Sukuna Would Immediately Target Haruka Because She amuses Him and Kai Because Of his Hondafudu Earrings, Not to Mention you because he Has some Kind of fascination with you Misaki–Sensei.” Itadori Concluded.

Misaki Nodded, She Looked Over to See Aya Giving Haruka Some Head Pats Before Going to Check on the another Inhabitants of the Butterfly Estate.

“But I Cannot Focus on doing anything else but Protecting him and his Sister When the Time Comes.” She Said, Her Eyes Returning to their Determined Glare.

“And You?” Itadori Asked, She Smiled Darkly at Itadori, “Sukuna’s Screwed if he things He can Get me all to himself.” She Said Before Strutting off to Show Kai and Haruka To their Rooms Within the Butterfly Estate.

Within the Butterfly Estate There Were many Rooms Within to Occupy Many Slayers Who Needed a Place to Live Within the Mansion along with Special Infirmary Rooms for When They needed a Space to Recover Which was not Shoko’s Infirmary Office Which was way to Small.

Having Worked with Shoko the Healer Agreed With Misaki’s Methods, Especially Since Being a Slayer and a Sorcerer along with the Title Hashira was hard Work, She Had No Problem Helping with the Injured Occupants of Jujutsu Tech.

“Your Room is Here, I Expect Your Sister Likes To Sleep on a Futon on the Floor More, Gives Her a Clear Sight of the Door in Case Danger appears in the Butterfly Estate.” Misaki Said, Holding the Door Open to Show them the Room.

Haruka Immediately Rushed inside to Snuggle up to the Futon Blankets That was Settled on the Floor, “Yes Thank you Misaki–Sensei.” Kai Said Bowing in front of Misaki as a Thank you.

She waved her Hand Chuckling lightly, Dismissing his Thank you, “No need Kai–Sama, It was my Pleasure as a Soon to be Hashira is in my Hands now.” She Said, before leaving the Siblings to get Settled in.

Still those Hondafudu Earrings were on her mind Now since she Would Have to Protect Kai from Sukuna Now.

Only Time Would Tell.