ex-boyfriend fratboy!rafe. god help me!
cw. smut (mdni), fem!reader, toxic relationship, alcohol and drug use, mirror sex, degradation kink.
the music sounds distant, muffled by the white-tiled walls that appeared a light, smudged gray thanks to the alcohol fogging your brain—and the way his pelvis kissed your ass with each plap-plap-plap, echoing in the bathroom of a party you weren’t even supposed to be at. for this exact reason. you knew how it would end. with your lame coked-up excuse of an ex inside you.
and still, you couldn't even answer the big, ugly question sitting in your gut: why the fuck do i keep letting him do this? your body had betrayed you again, thighs spread wide and shaking as his cock hit that spot that made your toes curl against the cold tile. and, of course, your eyes met his in the large, square mirror above the sink. a voyeuristic form of self-loathing. as if you needed to confirm, once again, how the promises of, “no, i’m not gonna talk to him, not even look at him, i promise!” made to your friends, were entirely baseless.
perhaps even they had already accepted it—
“fuck,” he groaned, and a grin stretched across his stupidly handsome face as you let out another loud moan when his fat tip grazes your g-spot, bingo. thankfully, for the sake of your peace of mind (because he, more than once, hadn’t cared if the entire party heard how good his cock made you feel), the host’s house was massive. you’d ended up here with him because all the other bathrooms were occupied when the drinks you’d downed earlier hit, and that’s how you found yourself in the second-floor bathroom at the end of the hall. that's how “pee-and-leave” turned into this.
his right hand—the one not gripping your shoulder with his beefy arm wrapped tightly around your trembling torso—moved up, cupping your jaw and forcing you to look into the mirror at the two of you: sweaty, panting bodies.
“fuckin’ look at that,” he panted, gaze flicking down. “hah, shit, look how those two bounce,” he slapped the side of your breast, leaving a hot, stinging mark. he was so mean.
and you hated yourself for clenching around him because of it.
his laugh was this low, mean sound, vibrating against your back as he leaned forward, his chest slick with sweat pressing into you like he needed to get as deep as possible. fucking gross. the thought was interrupted by the hot breath skating over the shell of your ear. “see that face you’re making?” he murmured. “‘s my favorite one. you look so—fuckin’—wrecked.”
and god, if he wasn’t right. your eyeliner had betrayed you hours ago, smeared into shadows that made your eyes look too big, too wide, like a haunted doll. your lips were red and swollen, half from the sloppy kiss that started this whole thing and half from biting down so hard to keep yourself quiet. the woman staring back at you was enjoying it, there was no way to deny that.
“shut up,” you hissed, you just wanted to look away. but his fingers curled tighter around your jaw, already marking his digits there.
“you don’t want me to shut up,” he taunted, his hips rolling deeper, lazier. like he had all the time in the world to ruin you. “you love it when i talk, when i tell you how fuckin’ good you’re taking it, like the slut you are.”
you hated him. you hated him so much you could cry—you were going to cry, but for different reasons. you hated the way he always knew exactly what to say, to keep you squeezing him between your slick walls, and getting you addicted every day a little bit more, increasing the dose.
but the worst part—the part that made your chest twist like a wet towel, wringing out something raw and acidic—was how he was right. he always was. every damn time. you hated how he’d figured you out. he was your ex, goddamn it!
because yeah, you did love it. loved the sound of his low voice dragging over your nerves like a matchstick ready to explode a bomb. loved the way his cock stretched you open until it felt like your brain short-circuited, leaving nothing but static between your ears. loved that stupid smirk, too. it wasn’t fair. he wasn’t fair.
you tried to focus on anything else—the way the faucet dripped, the faint bassline pulsing through the floor beneath you, keeping your eyes open. “rafe,” you whispered in a treacherous moan.
his hand slid down your belly, splayed wide like he was claiming you, branding you his. “tell me,” his voice was almost tender now, mockery softened by the way he groaned as you clenched around him. “tell me how much you hate me while you’re drippin’ all over my cock.”
you didn’t say anything. couldn’t. your throat tightened as your hips jerked back to meet his thrusts, sharp and desperate, chasing something you’d regret in the morning along with the hangover. or maybe right after you came. but right now, you needed it like you needed air.
his laughter curled around you, mean and knowing, as his hand slid up your belly, splayed possessively just under your ribs. like he owned you. like he always had, no matter how many times you’d tried to scrape him out of your system. “that’s what I thought,” he muttered, his lips brushing your temple like a kiss. like he thought he was being romantic, like he thought this was some kind of fucked-up love story. “hate me all you want, baby. but this?” his hand slid lower, between your legs, pinching your sensitive clit, making you bite your lip hard enough to taste blood as your legs buckled. “this don’t lie.”
Warnings? Teen pregnancy!
Recently you took notice that you were getting morning sickness which was very rare for you, something that almost never happened unless drunk or....pregnant.
But it couldn't be that.....could it? I mean you and Hawk did use protection two weeks before. Also you had noticed you're stomach would turn at the smell of any certain foods which was weird because you loved those certain foods.
Another clue which lead to a possibility of you being pregnant was your sudden interest in weird food combinations, like pickles and Nutella or cake and nacho cheese.
Which finally leads to the last possibility, you had been gaining a little bit of wait and started to form a pregnant belly which scared you. I mean after all you were only 16, and how would Hawk react?
Deciding it was best to have a support system you called Tory and Aisha telling them it was an emergency and they needed to come as fast as they could.
Tory automatically reacting quickly to asking a bunch of questions, while Aisha was already half way down the street to your house worried for one of her best friends and ready to kick some butt.
In about 5 minutes top both Aisha and Tory were at your door with a look of confusion and worry covering their features.
"What is it? Are you okay? What happened? Do I need to beat some b-" Before Tory could finish her sentence you cut her off.
"No, no, no, nothing like that. I- I think that I'm p-pregnant" you say frantically but straight to the point not knowing how to put any other way.
Both the girls jaws drop "what? Who knocked our girl up? I swear I will beat their a-" But before Aisha could finish her sentence you stoped her.
"Guys! I don't know what to do if I am actually pregnant, I mean....would Hawk even....want me- us anymore?" You ask worriedly as everything begins to settle in.
A moment of silence spreads through the room "wait?! Hawk, that a-" but once again before Aisha could finish her sentence you cut her off.
"Aisha, this is really not helping my stress" you plead already feeling yourself become dizzy as the room starts to spin in circles.
Tory and Aisha notice your hazy look as they rush to you closing your front door "hurry grab her!" Tory says grabbing you before you could fall, Aisha following behind as they help you to your couch sitting you down.
"Just breathe Y/n" Tory says gently, which was a rare side that only few people got to witness of Tory.
"Okay, I'm calm" You say taking a deep breath as you lean against your couch.
"Okay, we need to be sure. Come with us and we'll get you a pregnancy test" Tory says as both Aisha and herself help you to the car, shutting your front door on the way out.
Rushing to Torys car both her and Aisha help sit you in the front passengers seat quickly buckling you up as you felt dizzy again.
With a sigh you lean your head agains the head rest, maybe a long drive will help get your mind off things.
The drive ended up being short and not helping your panic state at all, all these thoughts kept storming your mind "what if Hawk doesn't want me anymore what am I gonna do" or "I can't do this, he'll never forgive me".
Soon enough stoping at the little mini market store where the strip mall is you make your way out of the car finally feeling a little bit better. The negative thoughts started to decrease as the positive ones started to increase. 'What if he did want a baby?'
"Okay we'll get the test while you wait in the bathroom for us" Tory says as she leads you into the bathroom while Aisha gets the test.
"Hey look Y/n, whatever the test results say. We're always going to be their for you and I might not be able to do much but I'll help as much as I can okay?" Tory says gently.
"Okay, thank you Tory I really appreciate it" You say giving her a small hug, Aisha returning with a bag handing it to you.
You walk into the bathroom with a nervous sigh before doing what was required for the test. After finishing up, the box says to put the cap back on and wait 5 to 10 minutes.
'This will be the longest 10 minutes of my life' You thought as your leg bounced up and down frantically.
You were in to much deep thought to recognize the timer on your phone go off, soon being taken out of your trance you stop the timer on your phone and turn over the test to see a positive sign.
Your emotions start to go all out at once on you, as tears start to pool out of your eyes. Your not mad nor sad, you feel happy but scared as to what Hawks reaction may be.
Opening the bathroom door you see both Aisha and Tory waiting, once they notice you opened the door their heads snapped to you to see you holding up the positive sign so they could see.
Both Aisha and Tory pull you into a hug as tears fall out your eyes by themselves. "Y/n you have to tell Hawk" Aisha says as you guys walk back to Tory's car.
"Tell me what?" Some interjects causing both, you, Aisha and Tory to jump.
You turn around towards Hawk, rushing to put the test into your back pocket. "Um- I- we need to talk" you say as you wipe your puffy cheeks.
"Okay...? Is there something wrong with... us... with me?" Eli asks as his face turns into a frown.
"No, no there’s nothing wrong with you or us" You say as a small laugh escapes your lips.
You turn to Aisha and Tory, they both nod their heads while Tory gets in her car and drives a few feet away incase you need them.
"Anyways.... what are you doing here?" You ask taking a deep breath.
"I was coming to grab some snacks for our date night, remember?" He asks sheepishly.
"Yeah of course, how could I forget" you say with a small smile.
"What- what is it you wanted to tell me?" He asks noticing the sudden change in conversation.
"Eli, I really don’t know how to say this but-.... I’m- I’m pregnant" You say grabbing the test and handing it over to him.
Stunned, Eli grabs the test running his fingers over the positive sign "we’re going to have a baby?" He asks as hearts fill his eyes.
"-wait but how? I thought- I thought we used protection?" Eli asks confused.
"We did, but you know- it’s only a one percent guarantee that it would not, not break" you interject nervously.
Silence fills the air and for a moment all those negative thoughts start to fill your head once again until Eli pulls you into a bear hug.
"I can’t believe I’m going to be a dad!" He says excitedly.
"Wait- so you’re okay with this? You’re okay with us?" You ask feeling your heart leap with joy that the boy you love wants to have this baby with you.
Eli pulls away from the hug, holding both of your hands lovingly. "Of course Y/n, I love you and that’s all that maters. I’m going to be there every step of the way, and yeah we may be young but we’ll get through this together....I promise"
That’s exactly what happened, 8 months later you gave birth to a healthy newborn baby and Eli Moskowitz kept his promise. Forever and always.
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Thank you @leonardzapit for requesting!
Warnings: Smut!
"The defense rests" Vinny smirks confidently, as he walks back to his known seat beside Billy, your boyfriend. The judges jaw falls flat open, still in shock of Lisa's statement.
"Uh Mr. Trata..." The judges turns to the other attorney.
Silence.
Silence was all you could hear, soon he stands up looking bewildered "your honor... in order of Ms. Vito's testimony... the state would like to dismiss all charges" he smiles, still trying to recover from what just happened moments ago.
The court goes into a jury of chants and hoots, as you jump up from your seat with a hand against your heart from it pumping so fast. Billy goes straight to Vinny, giving him cheers and praises on how well he protected the boys, this being Vinny's first big case.
Tears build in Billy's eyes as you both run towards each other, enveloping you in a warm caring hug that you had both missed so much. Billy picks you up and spins you around as the judge keeps trying to calm down the jury's chants.
"I'm takin' you home My love" Billy smiles widely as he presses fast kisses to your neck before wrapping your legs around his waist and carrying you to his car that waited for him in the back.
The car ride only lasts five minutes as your hotel was not that far away from the court, jumping out of the car Billy rushes to your side, opening the door he laughs while picking you up bridal style and kicking the door closed with his foot.
"I am goin' to make love to you all night" He presses his lips against yours in a slow kiss before opening and closing the hotel door with his foot.
Laying you gently on the bed he starts unbuttoning his suit while staring you down, taking of the jacket, he slips off the tie and button up shirt off before crawling on you. "This'll need to go" he mumbled before pulling off your shirt.
There's a giant beam in his eyes as he admires the love of his life in such a vulnerable state, he runs his fingers down your arm; skin to skin. The light touch bringing shivers down your spine, he stares at you with a light smirk as his eyes start to darken with clouded lust.
His fingers trail down to your pants, slowly but surely he starts unbuttoning the small silver buttons one by one using both hands as he straddles your waist. Leaning down he hovers his lips over your sensitive warm skin. Everywhere his lips lightly touch it leaves more burning sensations.
Your breathing picks up as your chest heaves up and down with deep breaths, you could tell there was a switch in the mood. Every time you and Billy were together intimately like this it was always loving of course, but this was more like he was making up for years of missed love and touch.
It made the intimacy more meaningful and exciting, finally discarding of your pants he tugs off his pants before lifting back up to you and leaning half of his body weight on you and half on his upper body. His skin presses up against yours causing you to let out a gasp as he lays between your legs, slowly grinding his bulge against your covered core.
"Billy..." You lightly whimper as your eyes started to water from being so turned on and you only just started. He places a hand against your cheek, caressing lovingly as he stares down at your lips before connecting them together.
You wrap your arms around his lower half as his chest presses against you harder after every moment of spending together in this sentimental and loving moment. You play with the hem of his boxers, lightly tugging the cloth and letting it hit back against his tanned skin causing Billy to moan into the opened mouth kiss.
You wrap your legs around his waist getting a tight hold on his lower half as you start taking matters in your own hand and rocking your hips against his covered cock. Billy lets out more untamed moans as he starts pulling away from the kiss letting you both breathe, his lips immediately find their way to your neck; nipping and sucking everywhere he could reach.
You roll your hips hitting something in Billy that makes him whimper and bite down on your smooth skin, you let out a loud moan at this accidental action. Billy smirks against your neck "you like that don't you?" He more so states as he continues to bite down on your neck.
You can only nod your head rapidly as your hand falls to his hair, fingers gently running through his scalp as you tug every now and then. Giving you a sly smirk he slowly starts crawling down your body, purposely feasting every inch of your sensitive skin.
You knew what he was doing, and by the look he was giving you; you knew that he knew you knew what he was up to. Finally he gets to your thighs, pressing small kisses here and there, until he starts biting your thighs gently you could practically feel your soaked core against your lace underwear.
Slowly he makes his way to the hem of your underwear, tugging with his teeth he starts pulling them down; also using his teeth. Discarding of those, he spreads your legs and slides back down to your now revealed core.
You gasp slightly at not only being stretched but feeling the cool air hit your sensitive skin, "please..." you accidentally let out as you look up at him with desperate glossy eyes.
Every time you begged Billy would always give in, biting his bottom lip he starts kissing around your thighs some more before pressing a kiss to your clit.
You bite your lip to contain a small gasp as he starts swirling his tongue around your soaked clit, using his pointer finger he gathers up your wetness from your pussy before bringing it to your clit and performs circling motions causing a burning sensation in your clit that made you eager to edge up your future orgasm.
You bite the back of your knuckles as your other hand grips the white silk bed sheets, you give up on containing your sounds and eventually as Billy's tongue starts flicking, pulling, and sucking you become a moaning mess.
Hips grinding towards his mouth, hair spread out against the sheets, and hands gripping the cloth causing your veins to show from your hands. His tongue was staring to circle faster motions against your clit as he starts adding his middle finger inside your entrance slowly pumping them in and out.
"Tell me how good it is" He hums against your clit while staring you down as you continue to squirm.
Your hips stutter as you try to form a correct sentence "f*ck Billy~ you're always so good~" You praise as you start feeling your high come closer by the second.
Feeling satisfied with your answer he speeds up his motions, swirling his tongue faster against your clit, pumping his fingers in your pussy faster causing your high to spark. It was so good you weren't even able to give him a warning before your hips stutter and you cum against his lips to which he greedily licks up, always hypnotized by your taste.
Waisting no time you tug him upwards and place your lips upon his, also tasting yourself as his skilled tongue slips into your mouth. You start tugging down his boxer only getting them halfway which satisfied you enough to start stroking his aching hard on.
Swirling your thumb around his tip, you smear pre-cum all against his cock as you start stroking his length at a medium pace while Billy moans against your lips.
You start lining him up as he pulls away from the kiss to look at you reassuringly "is this okay?" He asks first before taking control and rubbing the shaft of his cock against your swollen clit.
You nod your head rapidly "yes please" You desperately moan as your hands fall to his waist.
He grabs your hands and holds them as he slowly slips his cock into your tight walls, having been so long away from each other this felt so good being so close for the first time in weeks.
Billy's mouth falls open as your eyes roll back, finally his whole length slides into your core hitting your g-spot on the first thrust, you were always amazed with his talent on being able to hit the best spots on the first thrust.
From all the prep work you didn't need time adjusting seeing as you being so soaked caused him to slip in easily, you moan gently he starts speeding up with his thrusts. Billy's hips stutter as he gets used the the feeling of being inside you from it being so long.
"Faster... please..." You manage to get out as swirl your hips around his waist.
Billy complies as he speeds up his pace, hitting your g-spot every time he thrusts into your swollen pussy. You could feel your high coming already once again, Billy could feel his high building up on him as well. It being a while since you were intimate caused you both to be very sensitive.
Eventually he starts to pound his cock into your core as his thumb starts rubbing figure eights on your clit. Your walls tighten around his cock as he continues to thrust in and out gripping your hips lovingly.
This moment felt so raw and intimate as more moans started to fall out from both of your mouths, one of your biggest turn on's was when the guy moaned or whimpered, it made you weak in the knees. Though Billy didn't know this as his moans started to spill out past his plump lips.
Loosing all of your give a f*ck buttons you let out a seductive moan "Sh*t your so hot Billy" you smirk causing him to snap his head toward your direction.
He continues to moan every thrust as you get the strength to grab his hips and flip you both over so you were riding him. You started riding his cock like crazy, Billy grips your hips rubbing soothing circles against your skin as your bra covered chest starts bouncing rapidly.
Just now noticing your bra you start to unclog it as you slow down and circle your hips around his cock, your head falls back as your eyes fall shut from the sensation, discarding of your bra your run your hands over your breasts while looking Billy in the eyes.
His eyes roll back as you start to feel your high on the verge of caving "I'm cumming" You whimper slightly as your pace fasten while you tighten around his cock and let your high take over you.
Billy follows seconds later, filling you up with his warm cum letting out whimpers on the way. Riding out your highs you rub your hands again his tanned chest as you press kisses against his neck before sliding off of his cock and laying next to him.
You both look at each other and smile widely "that was...-"
"Amazing..." Billy gasps out, still trying to catch his breath.
He pulls your body closer to him before throwing a light sheet over your sweaty body's.... there's a moment of comfortable silence until Billy speaks up.
"Ya know somethin'..."
"We left Stan..."
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Requested!!!
Warnings: Sexual-ish themes, smidge of angst!
Recently you’ve been very caught up with work, you worked as a nurse at West Valley High that’s actually where you met your boyfriend Johnny.
FLASH-BACK
It was another stressful day at work as you had recently got a lot of injured students today, and like other school nurses you didn’t just give them ice you actually helped them.
You clean up your office a little bit as you finally take a seat in your office chair. The kids at West Valley actually admired you, you helped them not only physically but mentally if they needed it.
You enjoyed your work very much, it gave you something to do which you liked. Soon someone barges into your office causing you to jump not expecting it.
A man walked in, blonde hair and blue eyes and he also had a busted lip and cut open forehead. "Hey this is the nurses office correct?" He asks squinting his eyes a little.
"It is, you need some help there?" You question referring to his face.
"Uh yeah thanks" He says as you get up from your chair and show him where to sit.
You go to your cabinet and grab out your needed supply’s for his wounds, soon you walk back over to him placing the products around him for easy access.
"So how’d this happen?" You hum curiously as you dab some alcohol on a cotton ball before gently pressing it to his forehead.
He hissed slightly "got into it with a couple uh- kids" he clears his throat as you focus on his wound.
"Let me guess Kyler and his friends" You sigh as you place antibiotic on a bandaid and seal it on his cleaned wound now working on his busted lip.
"Hm, so that’s his name- he’s a d*ckhead" He slips before slouching his shoulders.
"I agree with you there" You chuckle as you glance at his eyes before sealing his lip with a bandaid.
"I’m Johnny" He says holding his hand out for you to take.
"Y/n" You smile, before shaking his hand.
"Are you hurting anywhere?" You question.
"Uh this ones been giving me a time" He lifts up his shirt to reveal a huge bruise on his stomach.
You wince "well I cant give you pain medicine but I can give you some of this" You say holding up a tube of numbing and pain cream.
He nods his head okay as you slip on a glove before gently pushing him to lay on his back on the bed. "Aren’t you gonna take me out first?" Johnny jokes with a smirk causing you to look up and let out a small laugh.
"Maybe..." You hum before applying cream to your fingers and gently rubbing it on his huge bruise and around it as well so the pain wouldn’t spread.
"Thanks" He mumbles as you put up the products.
"It’s no problem Johnny" You smile.
"Hey are you hungry?" You question.
"I could always eat" He smiles suggestively.
"Well I get off for my lunch break, so let me take you out" You ask taking off your nurse coat.
"Sounds like a plan"
FLASH-BACK OVER
Yeah that always seemed to fluster you every time you thought about how you both met. Work had been very stress full for you and you knew that it probably made Johnny feel some type of way since you hadn’t had any time alone with him.
It’s been like a week before you actually had a couples moment and you both live together in the same apartment now. Which happened to be Johnny’s, after about a year and a half of dating he asked you to move in with him and you agreed.
Johnny actually really wanted to spend some quality time alone with you but you were always so busy and he didn’t want to bother you so he stayed quiet.
He actually rekindled with Ali, though you didn’t know. He was actually meeting up with her to catch up on somethings seeing as you wouldn’t be home for a while he decided to catch up with Ali.
But what he didn’t know is you took work off early so you could plan a date with him. Obviously you hoped he would’ve be home and when you pulled up the driveway to your apartment complex you were happy to see that he wasn’t there.
That gave you time to prepare for your date, you cleaned up the kitchen, living room, every other room in the apartment and of course the bed room. You even added a few... extra things in the bed room.
You made a four course dinner for you and Johnny, got dressed in nice clothing and added one candle in the middle.
This whole set up took you about 2 hours plus the time for the food. You were honestly surprised Johnny wasn’t home yet but you didn’t think much about it.
You say in the kitchen chair for about three hours and Johnny still didn’t show, you even texted him once or twice asking if he was okay.
You signed sadly as you stared at the now cold food that sat in front of you, you put the candle that you never lit back up and turned off all the lights.
You walked into the bed room and put all the special things up that you had in sight, along with changing into a long comfortable shirt and putting your hair down before getting comfortable in bed.
You were about halfway asleep when someone came into the apartment though you didn’t hear because of the fan being so close to you.
Johnny turned the living room light on so he could see walking into the apartment. The light illuminated into the kitchen so he saw the two plates full of food.
His heart breaks as he drops his jacket on the couch, he looked around and noticed how sparkling clean the apartment looked to which made him feel even more guilty.
He opened the door to the bedroom, the creaking caused you to lift your head up and look at the door, squinting your eyes.
"Johnny?" You mumble tiredly.
"It’s me love" He mumbles still feeling guilty.
"I’m sorry for being late... and missing whatever you had planned..." Johnny mumbles walking closer to the bed.
"It’s okay..." You mumble feeling the disappointment rise in your chest again.
"Where were you anyways?" You question curiously.
"An old friend from school, she came down and we talked for a bit" He says honestly.
"Oh... Ali?" You question, Johnny had told you about Ali before as you were getting farther into the relationship.
"Yeah" He reply’s honestly.
"I’m really sorry Y/n" He apologies again.
"It’s fine Johnny" You say a bit more harshly than intended.
"Well it’s not my fault you’ve been busy all week" He mumbles, clearly pressed.
"Well I took the day off to plan this whole get up for us but ohhh you’d rather be with Ali instead" You fire back.
"Hey that is not fair" He points out.
"Neither is sitting at a table for three hours waiting on you" You hiss.
"Come on I said I’m sorry" He says once again as you sit up against the head board.
You rub your hands over your face "what are we doing?" You chuckle.
"What do you mean?" Johnny questions, clearly clueless.
"I mean why are we going back and forth with each other like this" You question.
"I don’t know, maybe because it’s the only way we know how?" He questions.
"Well it’s time to find a new way" You reply before crawling over to him and placing your lips on his, startling him at first.
He places his hands on your hips as you straddle his legs, you pull away breathlessly "now I’m hungry so do you wanna eat?" You question.
"I’m having my food right now" He mumbles before flipping you over and kissing down to your thighs.
Well, let’s just say the night didn’t only end in you yelling out Johnny’s name but him getting his four course meal.
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This was requested from Wattpad
BF!RAFE CAMERON TAKING YOUR VIRGINITY
mature content ; mdni ┆smut
oh, rafe knew you’d be tight—he’d fantasised about it, spent too many nights stroking himself to the thought of stretching you open, making you take him inch by inch—but fuck, this is something else entirely. you’re trembling beneath him, soft little gasps catching in your throat as he works himself inside, inch by agonizing inch. and he’s watching you, drinking in every shiver, every sharp inhale, every flutter of your lashes as you try to take all of him.
“fuck, baby,” he groans. fingers dig into your hips, steadying you, holding you in place as if he’s afraid you’ll try to pull away. but you don’t. no, you whimper and squirming just a little, and the way your walls clench down on him makes his mind go blank. he wants to be gentle. he really does. but you’re so warm, so tight, so fucking perfect wrapped around him that it takes everything in him not to just stab himself into you and fuck you properly.
“too much?” his voice is strained, a thread away from snapping. you shake your head, eyes glazed, lips parted, and he swears he almost busts right there.
she’s mine.
the thought sears through him like a brand, like he’s carving himself into you with every slow, deep thrust. and that’s exactly what he wants—to ruin you, to make sure you never forget this, never forget him. he wants you to feel him tomorrow, to carry the imprint of his touch in every step and ache, in lingering warmth between your thighs.
“good girl,” he rasps, dragging his lips down your throat, tasting the heat of your skin, the sweat beading there. his hand slides down, fingers finding the sensitive bundle of nerves between your thighs, and you cry out, body arching into him. oh, he loves that sound. loves how your hands scrabble at his back, leaving scratches he’ll wear with pride.
warnings: DUBCON — rafe roofies and then rapes reader / unprotected PinV / misogyny / mention of drugs (cocaine & roofies) / mention of virginity / inspiration taken from maddy & nate (euphoria)
synopsis: rafe cameron x fem!reader… sometimes rafe needs to slip a girl a little something at a party to get some, and where’s the shame in that if he knows they want him anyway, they’re just too prudish to admit it.
After you’ve successfully been dosed, he makes you sit on his lap for lack of space on the couch so he can rock you on his knee until you’re tired, delirious, and horny enough to be lifted upstairs, legs dangling against his broad back while you hiccup and giggle next to your upside-down view of his chest.
His nose is numb from the coke and his brain heady, one could argue almost as inebriated as you. But the lines make him oversaturated, not cock-dumb like what he slipped you — eager hands already pawing at his zipper and coming to a fumbled close around the metal just before you’re tossed onto a bed, spread aloof like the crumpled sheets.
“You’re sooo nice to me Rafe.. when all the other guys were sayin’i shoulda gone home,” you end with a belligerent nod of your head, slurring throughout and biting your lip in sexless embarrassment, chewing the skin raw enough to reflect your torn consciousness instead.
Rafe simply smirks, chin protruding outwards while his eyes flit between your thighs peeking through your overridden dress and your tits falling out of the frilly décolletage.
“You a virgin?”
“Mhm” you lie, despite the reeling dizziness occupying your headspace. Besides, nobody likes a whore — especially not rafe, uninterested in ‘stretched out pussy’ as you vaguely recall from his earlier conversation crowded around friends.
He approaches closer now, knocking your trembling knees apart with one of his beefy thighs, bulge forward and creasing in his pants as your dialogue gets him hard already, imposing his physicality in all its glory: “What like— you’ve never even been fingered before?”
You shake your head, tousling curls before staring back up at him, “Only my own.”
To that he chuckles, the noise grating and stunted when he uses it as an excuse to adjust himself in his pants, drawing his chest down further until he’s now hovering above you.
“Uh y’know,” he tongues at his cheek, “I could take care of that for you, practically all spread open an’ready huh?”
Like it wasn’t his plan to get you dumb and stuffed by the end of the night, even if it meant bringing out his inner brute, he was taller, faster, stronger — he could do it if he really wanted, but he made it easy for you instead. Could feel the roofie worming its way into your consciousness, jamming rationality and flooding you with hedonistic desire that would trigger your sex endorphins and make it so that you would want this, that he could brag about it without you opening your bitch mouth the next day and claiming ‘rape’; an ugly word anyways, coming out harsh in a spit, nothing like what rafe was doing to you, especially not with the way you were looking at him.
Your mouth opens, then closes, seemingly flailing on confirmation when really your jaw is getting slack and numb, and so you feel encouraged to nod instead, the movement making your thoughts go all bubbly, refracting Rafe’s glinting eyes at your ‘consent’.
He wastes no time with prep, shoving your dress up so it’s tucked over your tits, basal temperature remaining warm and stuffy despite the exposure to cool air. A good indicator though, means rafe can tell it’s working, and just how long he has before you might start struggling.
When he pulls himself out of his shorts it’s surprising, of course, everything about him is pretty, one would expect a tangible reflection of the cruelty on his features but instead, his dick looks cutesy, if not for the intimidating size.
Spit trickles harshly down his palm when he wraps a hand around himself, tugging quickly and using both his legs to split you around his midriff, leaking and achy despite the inattention you’ve received.
“You want this dick so fuckin’ bad huh,” he laughs at the puddle of arousal leaking out underneath you, considers swiping a finger into it to stick into your mouth but he doubts you’d be able to breathe right now if he interfered with the half catatonic features on your face, and it’s not like he’s out for that type of violence anyways (or at least not right now).
When he pushes himself inside you’re silent, pupils retreating in favour of a squeal — ironically a very Rafe-esque trait — while Rafe bites down into his cheek and rolls his palm over your chest to ease the pressure of the fit.
“Thought the roofie woulda loosened you up a bit..” mumbled out while his stomach clenches, now bracing his entire heavy arm across your abdomen and pinching skin when you involuntarily quiver at the weight, “You can take it c’mon.”
He thrusts hard and uncoordinated, fucking like he knows he’s hot, or at least how many more pills he has left in his stash. Knocking against your insides and entirely focused on the way his dick feels, knowing how easily he could move onto another victim, and just how much he wants to enjoy you in particular before it’s over.
Sweat clings to both your bodies, the slick getting louder when each thrust manages to pound a squelch out of you, spattering against the sheets or catching on Rafe’s balls to stick the both of you together with messy tendrils.
You’re pliant, let him move your legs so your ankles entwine behind his back, heavy hand locking them together and giving you both little breathing room; just enough for him to spill obscenities straight into your emotionless face with hot, sticky breath — he laughs, manically and seemingly at his own joke, before deciding to share it with you, “just don’t go running ‘bout me ‘assaulting’ you right. You wanted this, not my fault my cock’s so good the slut has to go dumb hmm?” mocking you with a teasing lilt and a raised brow.
You pat at his swollen chest, it’s all you can manage to do, urgent to get him off you, give you a little space atleast. He only shoves himself in further, lips puckering to sloppily catch yours, saliva straying down your chin and jaw instead.
Your outright discomfort seems to get him going even more, thrusts increasing in increment despite becoming more careless, tip catching your clit when he slips out and hurries to stuff it back in.
When his face pinches up, brows tensed and nose furrowed, you can tell he’s going to cum, the friction between your bodies almost unbearable with the heat that suddenly envelops him.
A slew of curses are hissed out, casual vulgarity being one of Rafe’s favourite expressions of self, and then he’s pulling out and wrapping a fist around himself to paint your tummy white. Ropes shooting watery on your tummy and painting him a proud picture.
He shakes himself off on you a final time before tucking his wet dick back into his briefs, cleaning himself up entirely unbothered by the dissected mess of you laying drugged and fucked out on the bed.
“My head feels funny.”
“Yeah, that’s cause I fucked it out of whack.” He says it serious but you can imagine his upturned lips at his own sick sense of humour.
“Where are you going?” you sit up groggy, chest tight.
“Uhh, back downstairs, got some more yayo I needa lay off— you can stay here or.. wherever, doesn’t matter.”
He has the decency to shut the door fully when he leaves, yet you’re still alone and forced to lay in the waste of one of Rafe Cameron’s nights out.
Warnings: None
You were laying on the bed frame of your boyfriend Jacobs bed, he had invited you over to spend some time with you. The first hour or so of being with Jacob was fun, you both did some extreme things but they were fun doing together.
Key word together. Jacob wanted to play video games for a while to which you didn't complain because usually he wouldn't play games for long. But boy did he play video games for much longer than usual.
You were four hours in to Jacob playing video games while you sat on your phone reading, or scrolling through social media, and occasionally watching Jacob play.
You enjoyed watching his excited expression when winning games but you were starting to get annoyed I mean he was the one who called you over to hang out but no... he was to busy on the game.
You wouldn't mind it to much if when he won he would turn to you and get all excited and at least acknowledge that you were in the same presents as him.
Usually that's what he would do, so say he won a game he would pull you into a bear hug and be all hyped, or if he lost he would complain to you and then be clingy the rest of the night.
Which you of course don't mind, but you didn't like the idea of Jacob calling you over and then not even using the time to hang out with you.
You sigh annoyedly as you continue to scroll through your social media feeds, getting more aggregated you throw your phone to the side.
You lay down on the bed spreading out your arms and legs like a starfish, just being lazy and resting. Well more like procrastinating on getting Jacobs attention and confronting him about the matter.
I mean it wasn't really a huge matter you just wanted attention, or at least to hang out with him. Finally deciding to do something you lift your whole body up and gaze at Jacob as he continues to furiously press buttons on the game so invested.
"Jacob..." You whine slightly.
He doesn't say anything, because he doesn't hear you more so "Jacob" You say bluntly this time.
He pulls off one of his headphones and turns slightly to look at you "yeah?" He questions, looking back and forth at you and the tv.
"Can we do something else.... together?" You question, physically annoyed.
"Yeah just give me one more minute..." he trails off turning back to the game putting his headphone back on.
"One minute will be one hour, then two" You complain, though he can't hear you.
You groan, now fully aggregated. If anything you were ready to leave and go back home to your comfortable bed.
Deciding you were quite hungry you hop off the bed, making sure to make movement so he knows your going somewhere.
You go downstairs to the kitchen and grab a piece of cold pizza that was left over from a couple hours ago, when you both were actually spending time together.
"Y/n!" You heard a shout from Jacobs bed room.
You decided on not responding back just to see what his reaction would be, a couple seconds later you hear another yell come from him "BaByyYyy!" He yells in a singing voice, laughing at his own tone.
You eat your pizza in silence, figuring that if he wanted to speak to you he would come down the stairs. "Babbbbbeeee!" Jacob full own drags out as he rushes down the stairs.
"What?" You question, annoyed as you continue eating your piece of pizza.
"Why'd you leave?" He questions as he walks over to you and grabs a piece of pizza for himself.
"You were busy" You state sarcastically.
Jacobs eyes widen as he swallows a bite of his pizza "I'm sowwy" He apologizes, giving you puppy eyes.
"I had no attention for 4" you hold up your fingers "-4 hours" You pout.
His eyes widen once again "what? I wasn't on for four hours was I?" He questions, clearly lost.
You show him the time on your phone "yes. It was 3 when you got on, now it's 7." You state, showing them facts.
"Oh baby..." he jumps up from his seat and jumps in your arms, causing you to jump back but catch both of you by the counter.
Wanting to do something fun you start tickling his sides causing him to laugh, squirming in your hold also causing your pizza to fly out your hand and into the floor.
"Noooo, my pizza" you yell dramatically going to reach for your pizza as it falls while Jacob starts laughing louder until.... the chair tips over and you both fall onto the floor.
You both laugh and groan out of pain at the same time from the impact of the fall.
"This is better" You sigh happily.
Jacob turns to look at you, taking a bite of his pizza "definitely" he sighs.
"We should do this more often"
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This was requested!
Warnings: May be sad to some! This is also THE special I’ve been working on and now it’s completed! It is over 5,000 words long but will be separated into 2 parts for being to long!
You wait for your lovely boyfriend Miguel to walk out of his history class as you stand out of the way of the other people walking out the room.
Soon Miguel walks out, sulking with his head down. You stop him "hey baby" You say sweetly as you grab his hand and tug him back a little to which he does.
He doesn't have a smile on his beautiful lips and he looks tired which alarms you as you know he's in distress. But none the less Miguel speaks "hey..." he says almost forcing a happy tone.
You place your hand on the back of his neck and pull him in for a small but genuine kiss which he returns. "I'll catch up with you" Demetri says pointing down the hall.
Miguel turns around "yeah, yeah" he reply's with a little wave before he slowly turns back to you.
"What's wrong?" You ask obviously worried, as you hold onto his hand tighter.
"Uh, nothing I was just a little distracted while taking the practice... test-" Miguel starts as his frown only grows.
"Why?" You ask genuinely.
He thinks for a second, not meeting your eyes as he shakes his head "the tournament, I don't have a lot of time to prepare so" He says obviously lying, but you hold off on it for now.
"Well, you're going to do amazing" You reply with a smile.
He nods his head as a long pause came between you both as he puts his head down before looking back at you "so uh what'd you do last night?" Miguel questions.
"Oh, a family dinner" You reply with a eye catching smile.
"I'd like to meet them some time..." Miguel says shaking his head as he continues to frown.
You almost say yes as fast as you can, but soon you remember about what your dad said about Cobra Kai's but you could care less; Miguel is an amazing boy and if he doesn't like him he will have to go through you first.
Your eyes sparkle as you set yourself on a decision "I'd love that!" You say excitedly, catching Miguel off guard.
His whole demeanor changed into a happy one, as you continue to rant "oh babe and don't be alarmed if you see a boy there, his name is Robby and he learns karate with my dad and also works for him" You reply honestly.
Miguel's smile widens, as you told him the truth it made his heart beat ten times the normal rate. "Oh! And I'd love to meet your mom" You say excitedly.
Miguel feels his heart swell over how excited you are "you have nothing to worry about there, she'll love you just as much as I love you" He reply's as he sees hearts flowing around his vision.
"Oh and of course my Yaya, I think she'll definitely fall in love with you" He says, feeling more excited.
"I can't wait to meet them, and I love you too Migi" You say letting go of his hand and wrapping your arms around his neck, placing a gentle kiss to his lips.
"Does tonight sound good?" You question as you both pull away.
"Tonight sounds perfect..." He agrees, feeling as though he was the luckiest boy on this earth.
"Perfect!" You say excitedly as you grab Miguel's hand and lead him down the hallway, seeing as it was the end of the day meaning school is officially over for today.
"Okay so, what should I wear?" Miguel asks nervously.
"Come as your handsome self" You reply, with a smile as you peck his cheek.
Miguel blushes at the compliment "I can't wait to meet your family" he says nudging your shoulder a little.
"I can't wait for you to meet them to!" You reply pressing your intertwined arms together against your body.
"I'm sure they'll love you" You incur-rage.
"What about your dad? You know with the whole Cobra Kai rival? With my sensei?" Miguel questions, suddenly feeling insecure.
Miguel had of course known about your dad, and everything that sensei told him but he loves you and he doesn't care that you're a LaRusso or about a family rival.
You sigh "honestly Miguel, that's between them two I'm not going to ruin something amazing for me over a teenage rival" You state honest.
Miguel smiles, showing his braces that manage to make him look even cuter "I honestly don't get it either" He shakes his head, with a chuckle.
"Well I could 100% see why Johnny would still be in this mind frame, I mean you wouldn't want someone swooping in on your girl would you?" You half joke, I mean you love your dad but sometimes he makes choices that weren't always the best.
"No I definitely wouldn't..." Miguel says stopping to admire your piercing eyes.
You blush slightly at the sneaky comment, "okay okay..." you nudge his arm playfully causing him to smile goofy.
"Tonight is going to be amazing"
TIME-SKIP
The drive back was pretty comfortable, you dropped Miguel off back at his as he got ready while you drove back home to get ready and inform your parents.
"Hey mom have you seen dad?" Sam asks as she walks into the kitchen, looking around.
Mom drys her hands from doing the dishes and walks over to Sam "no, he's out and I need to talk to you" She says placing her hand on her hip.
"Did you get into a hit and run accident a few months ago?" Mom questions furrowing her brows.
I raise my brows at this, definitely interested Sam doesn't say anything except looks down guiltily. Moms jaw drops "oh my god" She says in disbelief.
Sam snaps her head back up determination in her eyes, "it wasn't me driving mom- I swear- it-it was Yasmin" Sam starts but before she could finish her story mom interrupts shaking her head.
"I don't care who was driving, I you should have told us this- I mean do you know how much trouble you caused?" Mom asks healing her head down, giving Sam a serious look.
"Im sorry..." Sam says biting her bottom lip.
"Sorry is not going to cut it- I can't believe I'm saying this, but you're grounded" Mom reply's holding her hand out "give me your phone" she finishes.
Sam opens her mouth in shock "why?" She asks using hand gestures to show her emotions.
"Because as long as you have internet-" mom points at the stairs "sending you to your room is like sending you out to play" She says as Sam pulls out her phone lazily.
"Don't forget her lab top and smart watch" Anthony buts in with a cheeky smirk as he bites on a pickle he got out of the fridge.
Sam looks at him and mumbles under her breath as Mom holds out her other hand, for Sam to put the watch in.
Sam walks away sulking, "even I can't believe that happened" You mumbled, Sam had never really gotten in trouble. Yeah you knew her knew friends were apart of the popular group and they were kinda like the mean girls- well not really Moon, she's a sweetheart.
"Me either" Mom agrees in disbelief.
You had never really gotten in real trouble either, Your mom Amanda and Dad Daniel were a little more easy on you seeing as you were a couple months older than Sam.
You never did rub it in her face though, you always treated both Sam and Anthony equally. Sometimes more rough with Anthony seeing as he can be a pain most days.
You and Sam had a bunch of things in common, for example you were both fighters, you both loved people unconditionally, and you both did karate.
Well Sam quit eight years ago, but you never did you actually enjoyed doing it. So while everyone was asleep you would do it up in your room, you were surprised dad quit for the simple fact that he always talked about kicking the competition on commercials but quit in real life.
But this was it, you were fixing to tell Amanda about Miguel "Hey mom, i was wondering if I could have a guest over tonight?" You nervously question, biting your bottom lip.
She turns around from the sink "of course honey, who is it may I ask?" She questions.
"It's my boyfriend, Miguel" You admit, feeling your heart race just a bit.
Amanda smirks as she nods her head "ahhh okay, yes you can have him over just inform your dad when he gets back from dealing with his karate rival" She rolls her eyes playfully at the end statement, causing you to laugh; relived.
After a couple minutes goes by Sam is sitting at the kitchen table doing homework still sulking about being grounded while Anthony is rubbing it in her face about her not having internet.
Soon the doorbell rings causing Anthony to lay his iPad down before getting up excitedly "maybe that's the drone I bought from Amazon" he says as he rushes towards the door.
Amanda soon realizes what he said as she looks up from her paper work, following him behind "you bought a drone?" She questions as she follows him to the door.
Sam sighs as she keeps looking at moms purse which held her phone "dude you're just gonna torture yourself even more" You reply as you take a seat in front of her.
She rolls her eyes "I know but I was supposed to go to a party with Moon and now I can't even let her know I'm not coming" She sighs.
"I'll text her for you" You reply pulling out your phone.
"Really? That'd be great! Just let her know that I'm grounded" Sam grumbles as she says 'grounded'.
"Sure thing" You laugh as you send the quick message to Moon.
"Anyways, I'm having my boyfriend over for dinner" You say nervously, at what Sam would say.
Her eyes widen "do tell" She smiles.
"It's Miguel, I'm sure you've seen him around before" You comment.
She thinks for a minute "oh yeah, we had a class together last semester but I don't remember him to much" She exclaims.
"Hey Robby what's going on?" You hear your mom ask.
"Well, I'm going to see what's up" You nod your head towards Sam and she salutes you, a sister thing you both had.
"-you know what... never mind come on in.." Amanda says using hand gestures.
"Hey Robby" You smile as he walks in the house.
You and Robby had grew close, but it was mostly friendly on your part... his not so much but you didn't know that.
"Hey, how's it going?" Robby smirks slightly, as always.
Amanda walks back to the kitchen table as Robby follows you around "it's going..." You chuckle.
"What about you?" You questions politely.
"Same old for me" He reply's holding onto his backpack strap.
"So what shall we do while we wait on my dad?" You question walking out to the back patio with the pool.
"well.. do you know karate?" Robby smirks.
"Ohhh-" You laugh "-as a matter of fact I do smart one" You raise your eyebrow.
"Well then show me..." He teases as he sets down his backpack and pulls off his jacket.
"Alright-" You cock your head to the side as you pull off your light jacket as well.
Robby gets into stance as you follow behind "show me what you know" You nod your head up suggestively.
"Okay..." He smirks as he lands a kick to your side to which you immediately block.
He raises his eyebrows as he try's to land a punch to your face to which you block with your hand swapping it away before kicking under his foot causing him to tumble down, you following as your foot was caught with his.
You let out a laugh until you soon realized you were straddling Robby's waist which immediately shut you up as Robby looked up at you and you rested your hands on the concrete being you.
"Well this is awkward..." You spit out as you noticed the awkward tension built up.
You pull yourself off of his lap as you reach your hand down and pull him up as well "are you okay?" You question with a chuckle trying to move the awkward tension away.
Robby clears his throat "uh yeah all good" He reply's as you both get into your stances.
You place a kick to his side to which he misses on blocking and he kneels over holding his side causing you to laugh "watch yourself" You chuckle.
He stands back up straight with a small smirk as you go to strike a punch on his face to which he block, keeping his hold on your hands and pulls you closer to him, your body's colliding causing your eyes to widen as they stare into his green orbs.
Nothing is said as you both stare into each other's eyes, slowly leaning closer. Robby's eyes land on your lips and that's when you realize what you're doing.
You pull away "oh my god" You gasp, feeling guilt rush over your body at even looking someone in the eyes like that other than Miguel.
Meanwhile Robby is confused "what is something wrong? Did I do something wrong?" He questions worriedly.
You can't be mad at him, I mean he doesn't even know you have a boyfriend for god sakes. "No uh- I just it's not right- I have a boyfriend- I couldn't do that to him" You state.
Robby's head falls "oh...-I understand" He lifts his head back up nodding.
Clearly you could see his heart cracking, and it broke yours to at the sight but he needed to know the truth.
"I'm sorry- I didn't tell you sooner- or anyone for that matter-" You ramble feeling like it was somewhat your fault.
"No hey i get it- it's none of my business of who you talk to" Robby says sliding his jacket back on.
"But still I'm sorry-"
"I get it alright- I know okay" He confirms as he stops to look you dead in the eye, almost staring into your soul.
He kneels back down grabbing his backpack before walking back into the house, you grab your thin coat and walk over to the door leaning your back onto the wall listening in to the conversation.
"Oh hey Robby would you like to stay for dinner?" Amanda questions.
"No thank you Mrs. L, I wouldn't want to intrude" Robby says with a polite smile.
"Oh it's no bother at all you know we love having you over" She admits, with a smile.
"Okay I'll stay..." Robby sighs defeated, as Amanda smirks satisfied.
"Make your self at home" She says sweetly as Robby walks into the living room, and sits down awkwardly. Clearly not fully comfortable yet.
You sigh as you walk into the living room and sit down on the other couch opposite of Robby, causing his attention to go on you and suddenly you were regretting not going to your room because of the awkward tension.
"Hi" You say, as if you both hadn't almost kissed despite you having a boyfriend.
"Hey..." He reply's even though he kept his tone mono.
You sigh and throw your head against the couch pillow, fully letting your body relax. As you did this you went into deep thought, you loved Miguel with everything in you but you didn't know if you liked Robby or not.
Your mind kept wandering back to the almost kissing session you and Robby would've had if you hadn't pulled away. I mean you felt something but it didn't feel as strong as when you met eye contact with Miguel.
Maybe it was because you hadn't know Robby as long as you knew and been with Miguel.
You run your hand through your hair and down your face following around your neck as you relax into the couch deeper.
While doing this Robby couldn't help but stare, he thought you were stunning. He slowly leant back into the couch finally getting comfortable now as he gazes up at you. You couldn't even feel his gaze at how deep in thought you were.
Robby knew what he wanted and he knew he wanted you, he wanted be the one you loved, cuddled, and cried to when you were feeling sad. He scoffed internally as he thought about you having a boyfriend.
Soon your phone started ringing, you picked up your head from the comfortable couch as you had almost fell asleep, you lift up and grab your phone out of your back pocket to see who was ringing you.
a/n: mdni. saw this post and knew i had to write a fanfic about needy bully!rafe. all credits go to @shawtycoreee and the post that inspired it all!
you never expected to find yourself back here—at rafe cameron’s house, ready to apologize. you had turned him down brutally in front of everyone, and it should’ve felt good to put him in his place. after all, he was a bully—arrogant, cold, and always making life hard for you. but when you saw the look in his eyes after you rejected him, something shifted. it wasn’t just anger or frustration; it was something that looked... broken.
the guilt had gnawed at you, leaving you feeling uneasy, so you found yourself standing at his door. it was already open, like he had left it for you. stepping inside, you called softly, “rafe?” no response.
you moved deeper into the house, making your way up the stairs until you stood in front of his slightly open bedroom door. then you heard it—a soft, choked sound, like someone trying to cry quietly. you hesitated, then slowly pushed the door open.
your breath caught at the sight in front of you. rafe, sitting on his bed, shirtless, his broad shoulders shaking as he whimpered softly. his hand was under the covers, gripping himself as his body trembled, and with each movement, a desperate sob escaped his lips.
“fuck... why... why doesn’t she want me?” he whispered, his voice raw. “i just wanted her...”
you froze. the rafe you knew was always so composed, so ruthless, and now he was crumbling. the sight of him in this state—crying, trembling, aching for you—did something to you. you were supposed to be here to apologize, to make things right. but this... this was unexpected.
you stepped into the room without thinking, your voice quiet. “rafe?”
his head snapped up, panic flashing in his tear-filled eyes. his whole body jerked as he tried to cover himself, yanking the blankets up, but his hand was still wrapped around his cock, red and leaking from the intensity of his frustration.
“fuck—go away!” he rasped, his voice thick with tears. “don’t... don’t look at me like this.” but his voice broke at the end, and another sob shook his body, despite his attempts to control it.
“rafe,” you whispered, stepping closer. you didn’t know what to say. he looked so fragile, so completely unlike the boy who had tormented you. his face was streaked with tears, his chest heaving as he struggled to catch his breath, his eyes glassy and desperate. “i... i’m sorry.”
his breath hitched, and he wiped at his face roughly with the back of his hand, trying to hide how much he was falling apart. “you don’t get it,” he choked out, his voice barely above a whisper. “you fucking destroyed me. you didn’t even care.”
the words hit you hard, and you sat down beside him on the bed, feeling the tension in the air between you. “i didn’t know,” you said softly, reaching out to gently touch his arm. he flinched but didn’t pull away. “i didn’t mean to hurt you.”
“but you did,” he cried, his voice breaking as another sob tore through him. “i’ve... i’ve wanted you for so long. i couldn’t fucking breathe when you said no.”
your heart clenched at the raw pain in his voice. rafe cameron, the boy who always seemed so untouchable, was sobbing because of you. your fingers moved to brush away the tears on his face, and his eyes fluttered closed at the soft touch, his whole body trembling under your fingertips.
“please, i didn’t mean it,” you whispered, leaning in closer, your lips brushing his ear. “i’m so sorry.”
his breath hitched again, and he let out a soft, broken whimper. “you... you don’t understand,” he whispered, his voice hoarse from crying. “i’ve needed you... i’ve needed you for so fucking long. it hurts. everything fucking hurts.”
your hand moved down his chest, feeling his muscles tense under your touch, and you could feel the heat radiating from him. “i didn’t know,” you murmured, your voice low and soothing, your fingers trailing lower until you found him—hard, throbbing, and leaking with need. “let me make it better.”
rafe gasped, his breath coming in short, ragged bursts as your hand wrapped around his cock. “fuck,” he whimpered, tears spilling down his cheeks again. “please, don’t... don’t stop...”
you kissed his cheek gently, tasting the salt of his tears. “i’m here,” you whispered against his skin, your hand moving slowly, deliberately. “i didn’t mean to make you feel like this.”
“i... i thought you hated me,” he cried, his voice trembling as his hips bucked into your hand. his hands were gripping the sheets so hard his knuckles were white, his body shaking as more tears slipped from his eyes. “i couldn’t... i didn’t know what to do. i need you, please...”
you pressed a soft kiss to the corner of his mouth, your thumb gently swiping over the tip of his cock, making him moan. “i don’t hate you, rafe,” you murmured, your lips brushing against his. “i just didn’t know you felt this way.”
he let out a broken sob, his head falling back against the headboard as he tried to stifle the cries that kept slipping from his lips. “i’ve wanted you for so long... i’ve needed you for so fucking long...”
“shh,” you whispered, kissing his jawline, his neck, his tear-streaked face. “i’m here now. i’m not going anywhere.”
his breath came in uneven gasps, his whole body trembling as you quickened your pace, your hand sliding up and down his length. “i... i don’t deserve this,” he whimpered, his voice thick with tears. “but i... i need you so bad...”
“it’s okay,” you murmured softly, pressing a kiss to his forehead. “let go, rafe. i’m here.”
his breath hitched again, his entire body tensing as he teetered on the edge of release. “please,” he sobbed, his voice cracking. “don’t stop... i’m so close...”
you smiled against his skin, your hand working him faster, harder, until his hips jerked up and he let out a choked cry, tears streaming down his face as he came hard, his body shuddering with the intensity of it. “fuck!” he sobbed, his chest heaving, his cock pulsing in your hand as he spilled over your fingers.
you kissed him gently, brushing your lips against his trembling mouth as he came down from his high. “you’re okay,” you whispered, wiping away the tears still streaming down his face. “i’ve got you.”
rafe let out a broken, shuddering breath, his arms wrapping around you as he buried his face in your neck, sobbing softly into your skin. “thank you,” he whimpered, his voice raw and hoarse. “thank you...”
and in that moment, as he cried softly against you, you realized that this was a side of rafe cameron that no one had ever seen—a side that only you had the power to break... and the power to fix.
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Today was the day you were finally going on set with Jacob, to say you were nervous was an understatement. The reason being because you've never been on set with him, and you were meeting new people.
You honestly thought Jacob was more excited for you to be on set then you were by his actions, once you agreed to go on set with him his lips immediately tugged into a goofy/happy smile.
They started filming early like around 11-12 so you had to get up earlier like around 7am. You were staying with Jacob so he could wake you up knowing that you hated early mornings.
The sound of the blaring alarm clock at the crack of dawn seemed to scream through the room, you felt movement from the bed beside you knowing that Jacob had gotten up.
You mentally groan as you turn over slightly opening your eyes which blurred as you did. You felt the early morning dread even just a few minutes of lightly being awake.
Jacob crawls back on the bed and onto you, wrapping his legs around your waist "come on Baby get upppp" he placed his hands on your chest and pushes up and down rapidly but lightly.
You groan before grabbing onto Jacobs waist and flipping him onto his side before digging your head into his chest and wrapping your leg around his bottom waist.
"It's too earlyyy" You pout with a slight groan causing Jacob to chuckle.
"Come on didn't you want to go on set with me? Pleaseeee" He desperately says.
There's a long silent pause and for a moment Jacob thought you fell asleep "yeah..." you say nudging your head into his neck.
"Then come on" He encourages grabbing your hands and sliding out of your hold before using your hands to pull you up off the bed.
You lazily get off of the comfortable bed that was screaming your name once again Jacob pulls you into a warm hug knowing you still didn't want to get up.
"Come on baby I'll buy us some breakfast" He includes hoping to get you fully awake.
Once he notices that you weren't going to budge because of food, he smirked slightly as an idea came to mind "or.... we can take a shower..." Jacob encourages.
Your eyes open wide as you smile against his chest, once Jacob feels your smile against his chest he knows he got you. With a small chuckle Jacob lifts you up by your thighs and rushes to the bathroom ready to take a shower.
TIME-SKIP
The shower definitely relaxed you, after 20 minutes of hot water and relaxation. You sigh fully awake and relaxed as you both dry off and slip on your clothes.
Grabbing a hair dryer you let Jacob use it first since it would be faster, while you brushed your teeth and applied a little bit of makeup.
Finishing up your natural look in less than 10 minutes, Jacob hands you the dryer while finishing up his business.
Touching up your last bit of steps left you leave your hair curly and place some tamer in it so it wouldn't poof up.
Slipping on your shoes Jacob grabs his keys along with your hand and excitedly tugs you to his car. Opening the door for you he lets you in before doing so to himself.
On the way he kept ranting on about how excited he was for you to meet the rest of the cast, also explaining how excited they were to meet you as well.
The more he talked the more you seemed to get nervous, by the way he was taking the cast had high hopes for you and you didn't want to disappoint. You wanted nothing more than to get alone with his cast mates because well it was apart of his life and it's important to him, so it is to you too.
Pulling up to a rather large building Jacob parks in the back before rushing out to your side and opening the door for you.
"M'lady" He jokes bowing down.
You return a dramatic 'thank you' before taking his hand and walking into the front building.
Jacob leads you to the set where everyone is frantically running around and talking to everyone, some people are already staring on makeup while some others are doing costumes.
Jacob leads you to the trailers, he carries you over to Xolo's first; knocking on the door. After some rustling Xolo steps out of the trailer and his eyes widen as he sees the one hour description Jacob ranted on about you to him.
"Oh my gosh... is this the Y/n L/n!" He gasps pulling you into a bear hug, causing you to smile at his energy before returning the hug.
"Yes this is... Y/n this is Xolo and well Xolo this is Y/n" Jacob greets.
"It's so good to meet you, after all I've heard about you it's about time!" Xolo smiles.
"It's nice to meet you to!" You nervously say.
Soon you hear a couple gasps from behind you, all three of you turn around to see Mary, and Payton with their jaws dropped causing Jacob to chuckle.
"Mary, Payton this is Y/n. Y/n meet Mary and Payton" he says using hand gestures.
"Nice to meet you!" You excitedly say.
"Oh my goodness we need to have girl talk!" Payton gushes before grabbing your hands and pulling you to her trailer with Mary.
Jacob has no time to interfere as they had already rushed you out, you spent about and hour taking and getting to know Mary and Payton. Eventually Jacob came and got you, introducing you to the rest of the cast.
Everyone was great, they were super nice and immediately treated you like you were apart of the cast. A little while later after meeting everyone Jacob pulls you into his trailer.
"sooo was it worth waking up early for?" Jacob questions cheekily.
You nod bashfully "yeah it was" You smile flustered.
He pulls you into a hug lifting you up and spinning you around "I knew they would like you!" He says confidently.
"I'm just that likable" You joke.
"Yes you are M'lady"
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