If Someone Gave You 500k Euro To Watch Banana Fish Five Times, Would You Take Up The Challenge?

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Reblogging because its something I need to read every once in a while. Change fucking scares me but no matter how bad it is at the start, there's always light at the end of a tunnel. I need to remember that.

I've been dubbed as a girlfail a lot throught my skimpy teenagehood. I could understand, i failed miserably at interactions, lost a lot of things, im slow at things, a bunch of reasons why i was never picked when it comes to group sports lol.

I thought the amounts of mistakes ive gotten is a normal thing, really, but then i was super confused when i saw everybody managing to do something i struggled a lot with ease. It took me a lot of times to figure out how they even work to begin with. I feel so stupid sometimes lol

I have a lot of weaknesses. And theyre very obvious. But i think my personal strengths are ones that helped me survive being stuck in this skin. Im not a very religious person, but i could still see heaven in flowers, i could feel the handprints of God in my chest. Im not very religious, but i could still enjoy it, even if i dont fully embrace it.

Im the type of person who shivers at a poetry line i found on a random literature website. Im the type of person who touches leaves and crads through the lips of flowers. I can see a lot of things. Sometimes i hate it, sometimes i love it.

I dont really know where i got it. When you look at a mirror, you cant physically see where all the things that built you came from. Its swirls around until it became you. Though, if i were to guess, it would be my love for art.

There two things i couldve picked in the early birth of my life, music or art. In here, I choose art.

My very first art was when my sister played the piano. My pudgy palms would pick up a pencil and a paper, and listen to her playing the notes. I would then draw lines that follows the beat of the sounds. Its nonsensical, a waste of paper. I drew tons of it. I dont have any direction when i first drew, all i know is just to do follow her songs. I thinks thats where i saw things the way it is.

I love art not only because i love doing it, but because every step it took to make it is a life lesson. One of the most important life lesson for me is:

"Fail fast, so you can try again faster."

Fail fast. Fail harder. Ruin your life. So you could get up, and breathe knowing that youre stronger.

I realised, that nothing is perfection. Ruin your life, so youll knew how life sees you. Failing is breaking through old skin. Saying someone is perfect is dehumanising, because that means they stopped growing; that means that theyre a finished product.

Perfection only exists when something ends. Perfection is only in you when youre a few breaths away from death.

Have u ever gad a dream--

When u, u when you--you do when..

i am an absolute genius (dont feed into my delusions this is the most cegil thing ive ever done)

OC peoples when they realize they have to introduce their oc for people to like them

I litterally just watched ep 10 of buddy daddies and I just need to grab someone on the shoulders and start frantically shaking them as I sob about that ep

Yuuta's NEVER happy when standing close to Tatsuya.

Hi! No pressure if you don't feel like it 🤗 ✨💖if you get this, answer w/ three random facts about yourself and send it to the last seven blogs in your notifs. anon or not, doesn’t matter, let’s get to know the person behind the blog! 💖✨

oh boy oh boy A QUESTION FOR WITTLE OL ME? IS FOR ME?🥺🥺🥺🥺

Aight I FIRST MADE A TUMBLR ACC BCS THEY DIDN'T LET ME READ FANFICS WITHOUT AN ACCOUNT ANYMORE before I first started using tumblr during my Tokyo Revengers and Hypnosis Mic phase and I made this account during my vtuber era

I had such a hyperfixation on Sunday from Honkai: Star Rail to the point where I made a stan blog of him in the middle of the night followed by me not sleeping as I spent the rest of the night making a divider for my intro post

My biggest hyperfixation of all time is my oc KATRINA FUCKING EVERSLEY GOSH DARN YOU. SHE INVADES MY BRAIN, SHE HELPS ME GO THROUGH MY STRUGGLES, SHE HAS ALL OF MY FLAWS MADE WORSE BUT HER STRIVING TO BE BETTER MAKES ME WANT TO BE HER. No one really ask about her but damn the joy id get if someone did (on my knees begging /j (/j bcs im actually so invested on her)).

I think she's pretty swell.