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Day 29 - "United". Bounty hunters walk away from the battlefield after completing their mission. These guys were the coolest part of Prime 3. Also why is battle damage so fun to do?

I’m probably gonna have nightmares from these designs tonight, took me like an hour just to understand Rundas lol

because FUCK this crab in particular we shall bathe in its delicious entrails

(nah it's just a normal Klawf lol)

me playing pokemon violet like

i like to imagine that my team would do exactly this every time my tinkaton would use gigaton hammer

well hey, since hardly anyone's looking at this corner of the website anyway I might as well take the opportunity to vent (it's annoying to do it on twitter with the character cap)

Man, social media is hard.

I see so many people posting regular content consistently for years and years without even seemingly breaking a sweat, while it's always been so difficult for me... Calculating engagement, deciding the best times to post, or, hell, even just sharing what they think/feel/made/fucking ate that day just seems, like, so easy and second nature for pretty much everyone around me. It's genuinely incredible to me that somebody can share what they've learned about idk shitty impractical tanks made in WW1 on this website and make it such an interesting read that hundreds of people engage with it!

But I've tried keeping social media accounts for art and stuff so many times now, on here, on Instagram, on Artstation, on Xitter, and eventually it just- kinda- fades away, it just feels so exhausting to keep track of all the things necessary to Chase the Algorhythm™ if you wanna have any relevancy. Is it a charisma thing??? Where do I grind to get a stat boost on my Cha???

I'd love to say it doesn't matter to me, since I've been drawing shit for myself for years now, but unfortunately artists do need social media presence if they wanna get work. Not to mention, well, I wanna reach people with the stuff I do! I want people to react to what I made, to say what they liked about it, or how it made them feel, and then when I post something I worked on for hours only to get, like, almost zero visibility? idk, man, it just kinda hurts. It's probably selfish and immature for me to say it, I know that it takes time and effort to build an audience and all that, but damn I get happy when people show me that something I've made has affected them positively. I like the connection, I like the conversations, I like meeting people who enjoy the same nerdy trash that I do!

(I was very fortunate to have an art post of mine reach a lot of notes here years ago, which was amazing, but it's such a rare thing)

God, and, like, there's all these weird unspoken rules about interacting on social media too.

The other day a friend of mine came up to our friend group and was like "oh my god this girl liked my stories on instagram it means something does she like me" and I was SO confused and then they were like "well, when somebody not on your friends list likes your stories, it means they're interested in you"

Then some time later another friend was telling me that somebody stopped liking her posts and unfriended her and how that is a horrible offense and my fucking brain hurt, like- okay I get the unfriend part kinda but there could be a hundred reasons for it??? it's not like you have a deep personal connection to all 300 friends you have on your account???

Then I see so many people out there simply sharing something they think or did only to have some rando twist what they said and come at them like they're the shittiest person on the planet that deserves everything bad in life actually (except the ones that are willingly spouting/promoting hateful shit to begin with. Those can rot in hell and I shall not mourn their demise)

Like??? It might be the Power of Autism™ in me but it always feels like I'm one step away from either making a fool of myself or offending twenty different people or both. It's both the fear of having hundreds of thousands of eyes on me and the fear of having none at all. And that makes it really difficult to share anything on the internet for me. I already have to deal with my entire existence as a trans woman making some cunts around the world mad, it sucks that I have to risk it in places where I just wanna post dumb drawings and talk about dumb things that make me happy with others.

I dunno. Word vomit I guess. Social media is hard. Interacting with humans is hard. Sharing stuff is hard. I prefer Pokémon

Wanted to revisit some old characters. And by old I mean characters I created whan I was 12 and edgy

Sometimes you just gotta realize that deep inside we’re all full of shit. at times literally but that’s another story

This is a very rough initial draft for an animation course project. Of course it looks shitty! I’ve never done this kinda thing before, so it was pretty fun to learn.

Main idea is, a bee colony and an ant colony have joined forces to fight a war against birds, and this is a training camp for new recruits. I might make a comic on this or something in the future, I dunno. I liked drawing bugs =P

Song is Dirty Harry by Gorillaz. The animation is based on the clip as well.

These aren’t Inktober related, they’re just MS Paint drawings I’ve done these past few months out of boredom. Haven’t posted them anywhere yet. Maybe I’ll do some better shading in the future, I dunno.

they all look unamused because I drew them in class

How about something original for once, eh? 

Today's theme was "deep". Abyssal zones are simultaneously the scariest and most fascinating places on Earth. I wouldn't be surprised if like the next day they find a Metroid or something down there. 

 Speaking of, I was inspired by this amazing track from AM2R.  

Man I rarely do this style of shading, that's something I definitely wanna improve on ;-;

an old sketch of Gahnet that I decided to color quickly. Wanna get more used to SAI’s crazy shading tech.

is it obvious that I like Gurren Lagann yet

my previous sapphic pokémon ship doodles have become somewhat popular, and I was asked to draw a Tyranitar x Metagross yuri couple

your honor they were childhood frenemies,,,,

godzilla gf who bites u