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Hawks Fluff x Fem. Reader
Warning: literally nothing itâs fluff
Hawks had just came back from a patrol. He look a bit worn out to say to say the least. âBirdie?â His voice called out. âKeigo?â You walked in to see your boyfriend leaning on the wall tired. âOh Kei come hereâ you help him onto the couch taking of his jacket. Seemed he bruised his ribs with a bit of scolding in your voice âand why didnât you go to the doctor?â He looked at your with that floppy smirk.
âIâll be fine birdie plus I have you my sweet little healer.â Yep thatâs right you had a healing quirk that Keigo used ever since he found out he didnât have to go to the hospital anymore. It was tiring yes but anything for your lover right?
You scoffed before punching him softly in arm. âOuchâ he said albeit a bit dramatic. âOh please your fine, and Kei Iâm not always gonna be around to heal you whenever you wantâ he pouted at that. âPlease birdie for me?â He rubbed his hand against your thigh and that look he always gives you when he needs something.
With a sigh you placed your hands on his ribs and with a yellowish glow his bruise when from a nasty purple to a more lighter version before disappearing. You quirk allowed you to heal but since you never really use it as much it takes a bit more work. âIsnât this illegal?â You questioned resting on his side.
âOnly illegal if you get caught birdieâ he presses a kiss on your forehead before moving down to your neck. âKei!â you say slightly surprised. âCmon baby bird lemme pay you backâ he said before kissing and leaving little marks on your skin.
Oh how love made you do crazy things
Authors Note: Just a lil one shot
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âWeâre for life yâknow so, stop it. Stop doing this to me yâknow I need you.â
âá°. Part one.
Black!Reader x Rockstar!Touya!
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đą: toxic relationship, unexpected pregnancy!, drug addiction + alcohol addiction!, smut, angst, heâs an asshole, and bad writing!
Trust me baby itâs hard to give it up, itâs tough.
He remember the day you left him. It was probably one of his clearest memories and one that he regretted a lot.
âIâm getting better I fuckinâ swear! Itâs just for recreational useââ He tried to explain himself but you cut him off âTouya donât give me that shitâ You pointed your manicured finger in his chest harshly âI canât believe youâno..no you promised to me! You promised to me you stopped!â The sheer pain in your voice made him wince he didnât like to hurt you (but he seemed to do it a lot didnât he? Time and time again he lost count now)
âThe doctor said itâs okay as long as I do it in small dosesââ
âShut the fuck up! Stop trying to defend yourself. And what doctor? Cause I know youâre not talking about Garaki!â
He sighed rubbing his face feeling his blood rush to his brain the pills were already kicking in and he could barely hear you curse him out. He wanted to be anywhere but here.
âAre you even listening to me?â Fuck. He heard that little crack in your voice the one that always came out when you were mad and about to cry. It almost broke his heart.
âYou want me to be honest? No Iâm not because itâs not a big deal. It just small doses to get me through the day I can control it.â He said his voice so sure and he gestured with his hand to the pill bottle in your hand.
You looked at him in disbelief and at his sheer audacity your throat burning with the sensation that let you know you were about the cry. You threw the pill bottle at the wall and it popped open the containments going everywhere. Touya let out a frustrated groan his eyes flickering between the bottle and you âGod, why do you have to be so dramatic! Making this shit so complicated.â
You stuck your middle finger at him turning around to the stairs âFuck you! I am so sick of you and your shit. â You voice was angry as you headed up not even bothering to look back at him ignoring his mutterings. âThe next time youâre crying in the shower or in the hospital for overdosing donât even bother calling my number.â You didnât even try to hide the tears as they flowed down your cheek.
He should see how much he hurt you.
âOh so thatâs what weâre doing? You donât really mean that and we both know it.â His tone was so dismissive and so aggravating you turnt to look at him your lip curled in disgust.
You saw him pause at the tears and the bastard had the audacity to look away âDonât feel guilty now and Iâm deadass.â You said grabbing the gold necklace at your neck that had the delicate little âDâ letter hanging off of it (he gave it to you your first anniversary and back then he was so sweet and lovingâ) and promptly ripped it off throwing it harshly down the stairs.
You saw the way he turnt his head back his eyes immediately going to where he heard the sound and you saw the way his eyes widened. He looked at the object like it was foreign something he could barely comprehend.
He shook his head trying to keep his composure because he could feel it, his anger coming to the surface and him angry and high wasnât a good mix. âYou think that,â he gestured vaguely to the necklace âis âsuppose to me make what? Say sorry? Itâs just a fuckinâ necklace and youâre acting like Iâm doing coke itâs just pills.â
There he goes acting like he was right in this situation downplaying your feelings.
He would âquitâ go through withdrawal and then he would start again and It was always âlight pillsâ. Then he would want something stronger, and when that wouldnât satisfy him he would want something more higher grade. Itâs how heâd get enlisted in the hospital and this was his starting third time.
You couldnât take it anymore the last time heâhe had to take a break from his career one that got him a lot backlash from critics and his fans. And now he was acting like he was invincible? This was so tiring and you were exhausted dealing with this.
With him and his demons.
So you didnât even respond back to him. Didnât even give him a glance as you went upstairs and packed your bags. And when you came downstairs an hour later and saw him in the kitchen drinking you scoffed not even saying a goodbye.
He didnât chase you. No you always did that.
But when those two weeks passed and you still didnât come back on his doorstep he called your phone and learned that you blocked him.
He scoffed âDoesnât matter..fuck her..abandoning me..â
But it did matter. Because you dug a tight little hole in his heart that yearned for your warmth ever since the day you left. (I need youâI fuckinâ need you. Iâm so sorry I know..I know Iâm a piece of shit but I need youâ)
I guess it's my fault, I know what's up.
Everything was his fault because it was always his fault. He was always the one hurting and hurting and you were the one who always forgave and forgave. (You were always too good for him, you were a good girl you didnât belong with somebody like him. You deserved to be with a nice man who treated you right and as much as he wanted that for you he fuckinâ hated the idea of you being with someone else.)
So the least thing he could do is give you some space so you could breathe and come to peace before he would walk back into your life and destroy everything with his âIâm sorrysâ and your favorite flowers.
In that time, his life got both simpler and more complicated. Simpler, because you werenât there anymoreâno one was nagging him about the smoking or the drinking. No one was in his ear, begging him to take care of himself. He could do whatever he wanted without your voice holding him accountable. It was like he was finally free.
But complicated, because without you, everything undoubtedly spiraled.
It wasnât the drugs that sent him to the hospital this time, though. No, this time, it was something elseâa different kind of wake-up call. One that came with sterile white walls, the beeping of machines, and a doctor who looked too tired to bother sugarcoating the truth
He could die if he didnât stop drinking.
Two years. Thatâs all they gave him. His liver was already weak enough but now it was waving the white flag. He remembered sitting in that hospital bed, staring at the ceiling, trying to laugh it off like he always did. But the laugh didnât come.
Because for the first time, he realized that all the nights spent drowning his thoughts, all the times heâd chosen the bottle over youâover everythingâhad brought him here.
(You were listed as his emergency contact when they found him passed out. You didnât answer. You didnât answer. You didnât answer. Why was he surprised you basically foreshadowed this life dangering situation. Because you were always right and right and he always was so, so wrong.)
Baby, we used to fuck (from now on we make love)
He missed those legs fuck. Those things were the only reason why he did missionary he swears on it. Feeling the plush of your inner thighs and the sheer warmth there made him smile like actually smile. And when he was drowning himself in them your legs closed around him and he could barely hear you asking if he was okay because you didnât want to suffocate him.
But he didnât care because the taste of your cum on his tongue was better than any drug heâs ever had in his life (and feeling your thighs tremble as he kept going ân going. perfection.) He missed you pussy dearly she always took him so well squeezing around him, being sooo warm, and making him cum. Not to mention that feeling he always got which he didnât want to lose for the world but he lost it shit!. (his pupils blown wide dilated from the pleasure and adrenaline from being inside you. His cock pumping in and out of your puffy cunt while his lips sucked on your collarbone branding your skin with his marks of lust love leaving your brown skin with red hickeys in his wake. )
He couldnât lie and pretend and say he didnât miss you. He missed his girl. (He hoped nobody was in that pussy when he wasnât there. Nobody deserved to be in there besides him thank you very much)
And your eyes (sexy brown eyes ) damn your eyes. They werenât lying when they said âeyes are the window to the soulâ because he saw everything and he loved seeing that pleasure pool in them and the âI want you to stop but I donât want you stopâ written all over your face. Ugh it was priceless. He missed seeing those eyes when he woke up in the morning looking at him with so much love and warmth (âtouya stop staring at me itâs creepy.â He remembers you saying and he replied with a ânah, I get to wake up to this sight everyday canât I be appreciative?â) He shouldâve been more appreciative but selfishness runs through his blood and itâs in his nature. He canât help it. Heâs sorry he didnât mean to hurt you. Take me back, please I need you. He missed seeing those eyes when got back from tour and finally got to see them in person after months on FaceTime. He missed seeing those eyes when he was in his darkest moments and you never looked at him like he was a monster you just wanted to help. He took it for granted. He took it for granted. This is all your fault. Take responsibility. He missed seeing those eyes.
Girl, let's catch up, phone calls ain't enough
That's where I messed up, I shoulda kept in touch
He wouldâve kept in touch. He tried to keep in touch with you. But you blocked him and donât ask him how he got your new number.
Come back home
You donât gotta forgive me I just wanna talk
Iâm a piece of shit I know but i got help I got put in rehab again and itâs been 3 months. Iâve been trying like actually and I havenât missed any days and itâs all for you. Please let me be better for you.
But you never answered. You didnât even leave him on seen. Did it hurt? Of course it did it felt like the little space you dug in his heart was going to be empty forever and you would never come back to fill it up. He would never admit but he cried himself to sleep sometimes because you were suppose to be right beside him letting him spoon you.
It wasnât suppose to be this way. God heâs such an asshole.
Cause I ain't the type that will hit it and quit it
Even if it's mine, even if it isn't
Take them trips and pay yo' ass a visit
And then. And then you texted him. It was the middle of the day to when he was doing a recording session.
1-12-8 Shinjuku, Shinjuku Ward, Tokyo 160-0022, Japan
When he saw the message he felt starstrucked. Because the last time he texted you was a month ago and he had been busy with working on this album. He felt his breath hitch reading the message âokay Shinjuku? she only lives half an hour away what the fuckâ okay this wasnât bad. âGotta go, you guys finish your parts.â He said half dazed and half distracted grabbing his things and leaving not even hearing Toga say âwait where ya going?â
Holy shit. You were allowing him back in if this address was anything to go by. But why? I mean heâs very happy he is (he would do better this time. He fuckinâ had to because you were his everything and then more) but this was so random, he thought you were never going to respond to his texts and he was even more surprised you didnât straight up tell him to fuck off when he texted you. And that gave him hope because he wasnât blocked yet.
And now here he was speeding on the highway all the way to Shinjuku because he was back in. He wanted to call you and ask why now? But he felt like you wouldnât have answered until he got to the apartment because thatâs the type of shit you would do.
He looked around as he parked in the parking lot. It was a simple apartment complex nothing to fancy although the grass did looked like it needed to be cut. There werenât any shady figures looming around so thatâs good that you werenât in a bad area because if he could he would move you out so quick.
He rubbed at his face tiredly feeling his nerves run through him. God why was he nervous get a grip Touya isnât this what youâve wanting since she left? So breathe. And he did itâs one of things that actually stuck with him from rehab it gave him a sense of control. Or at least a faux one because he was never in control not one time in his life
He got out his car shutting the door and locking it before pulling up your address again from the text. Except the door number wasnât there so he had to text you.
Whatâs your door number?
He waited like a good two minutes before he saw the seen pop up and then no response. Okay weird and then he heard a door being opened making him look up to the second floor.
Oh.
Oh.
You dyed your hair? It was a honey brown color all over and was tied back in a slicked bun. Your eyes met his and he felt himself swallow hard and maybe he fell in love all over again. You then went back inside your apartment not a word from your lips and he quickly went to the stairs a couple feet away.
He rushed up and hurried down the walk to your door and promptly froze.
What.
What?!
Before he could even say anything you cut him off your voice soft and surprisingly calm (he was expecting anger for the most of it) âI donât wanna hear nothing from your mouth until I say what I have to say. So come in and close the door.â
He swallowed hard again because there was to much going on and he was experiencing too much right now. He wasnât expecting this. He felt dizzy, he felt like his head was spinning and spinning trying to wrap its self around this situation. He wanted to throw up. He wanted to bolt out the fuckinâ door and never come back. He-heâ
Because here you are in the middle of your small living room holding a bundle of what heâof aâa bundle to your chest.
At your look he somehow had managed to turn around and close the door shut locking it and then turning around almost robotically. He eyed the bundle and saw a shift of movement which made you adjust your position. He felt his whole body freeze because no! He waâwasnât he..wasnât ready. This had to be a dreamâplease let it be a dream!
His eyes flickered to the bundle, then to you, then to the bundle again. This shit couldnât be real, it had to been some sick dream nightmare his brain made up and he was asleep in the studio right? Right?!
And then you started talking and everything went downhill from there.
âI was already pregnant..when I left. Maybe a week or so before and I was planning on telling you but I was scared.â
Touya felt something try to escape from his mouth but nothing came out. He remained speechless his throat closing up and his heart hammering in his chest so hard it echoed to his ears. This felt like being on adderall all over again except he wasnât doing it for some motivation this felt like his drink got spiked.
He was staring at the bundle so hard heâs pretty sure lasers were about to come out. And thenâand then he saw an a-arm escaping the blanket before going back in. âI..â His throat felt like it was on fire like and it reminded him of drinking whiskey the burn taste usually so welcomed but right now it it was unwelcomed.
âYou werenât ready.â Your voice steady and calm. You seemed so composed like you practiced for this in your head for days and you probably did. But he could see it the nerves the slight tremble of your finger and you still hadnât look at him. Did it hurt so much to look at him? If it did he would understand he was still due for his punishment.
âNeither was I. And I..I thought about it. Aborting the baby and I was gonna do it for you. Because I know youâre not ready to be a father and all it would do was hurt you. But I was so s-sick of doing shit for you, thinking about your opinion, and how you felt when I didnât even consider my own feelings.â
Your voice cracked just slightly but you swallowed it down rocking the baby gently as if to calm yourself. You still hadnât looked at him
Touyaâs knees felt like they were about to give out and the dizzying felt worse. âIâI wouldâve been there for you. I wouldnât have abandoned you yâknow thisââ
But you cut him off sharply âWe both know thatâs a load of shit.â Your huff of amusement felt like a slap across the cheek. He flinched and he couldnât help but feel offended and he wanted to say anything to defend himself but he knew you were right.
âYou werenât in a place where I could tell you. You werenât even in a place where I could stay. I didnât feel safe around you Touya and when you get in that mindset..you get erratic.â
Ouch.
Your words felt like he was being cut open slowly by knives. His flesh, muscles, bone and blood revealed for all to see. Cutting around his skin sharply and deeply no mercy in your voice (he didnât deserve it anyway). He felt a pang of guilt hammering in his chest, this wasnât just a conversation this was his reckoning.
This is your punishment.
He felt at a lost of words once again because he didnât know what to say or what you wanted him to say. His apology would mean shit and you both would know it but him saying nothing at all would make the silence worse.
âYou texted me saying you got into rehab for me..and I donât know whether to believe that or not. Because you say a lot of shit to convince me to go back to you. So is it true or are you lying to me?â
You were the executioner and he was the condemned looking up at you as you were about to bring the axe down if he didnât spit the truth out now.
You finally had looked at him your eyes flashing with pain before it disappeared like it was never there in the first place. He swallowed hard and the man that had been hiding behind arrogance and all the bravado finally came out (he couldnât wear the mask any more. Show yourself. Who are you Touya Todoroki?)
âItâs true. Iâve been off of it for awhile now..and the alcohol.â His voice had been softer than he intended to it almost sounded..fragile.
Was that enough? No it never was. He let his face show his real emotions because nonchalance wasnât something you deserved right now. He needed to be honest with you, something you never got while you two were together.
His hands itched at him to do something to reach for you, offer proof that didnât exist, but he stayed rooted in his place.
âIâm not lying,â He added his voice cracking at the edges (show yourself. show her.) âYouâyou were right about..how I would be in the hospital again. I deserved it.â âI deserved everythingâ was unspoken but it was heard and he didnât know if it was on deaf ears.
His declaration sat in the air heavy its weight crushing him and your eyes burned into his. You needed more and he would give you more. Anything even if it meant allowing the guilt, the sheer shame, and the fear show up on his face. Something he never wouldâve done in the past because it was pathetic but now? He deserved to feel pathetic.
He deserved to be down on his knees begging for your forgiveness to be allowed back into your life again. And so thatâs what he did.
He walked away from the door slowly so you could see his actions as he made his way over to you showing you exactly what he was doing. Getting down on his knees looking up at you like you determined life and death and in this case you did. You looked at him in barely hidden shock your lips parted to say something but he cut you off. âI messed up..I messed us up.â He confessed like the dammed tied up in chains of all his lies, manipulations, and failures. His voice had dropped lower almost to a whisper and it sounded desperate.
âPlease,â His voice rasped. âPlease believe me. I donât wanna hurt you again. Let me be the one to help you with this. Let me take all of your pain because I deserve all of it. I donât blame you for leaving me. I donât. Iâm to much âfuckin work, too much damage, too much for anyone to handle. You shouldnât have to drain yourself for me. So I get itâI understand.â
You said nothing in return but he caught it the way your grip around the baby tightened and the shaky breath that followed right after. His voice was gaining strength even as his composure was breaking and cracking finally showing you the man who you fell in love with.
âI took you for granted,â he continued his voice was raw and full of pain âBut Iâm taking responsibility now. Iâm being mature something I know you needed in the past and I know Iâm too late. But Iâve grown and I want you to see that. And I meant it when I said I went to rehab for you. I needed to get better. For you. ForâŠâ He looked up at the bundle you were cradling so gently and he had to take it in on how perfect you looked. (He felt like he was intruding and that he didnât belong here looking at something so sacred.) His throat tightened again as the reality of it slammed into him like a wrecking ball. Youâre a father now Touya. He wanted to throw up but he swallowed it down. Be a man, be a man for her. âIâm gonna continue to do better..for the both of you.â
You didnât respond right away, and the silence that followed felt deafening. He had to fill it up he didnât want to lose you. âYou donât have to let me back into your life not if you donât want to. And thatâs fine I just..I just want to help you.â
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Yandere Dabi Headcanons
Warnings: kidnapping, choking, misuse of quirk probably , forced affection, pet names, tied up, yandere tendencies , sexual scenes, humiliation, domination, and Dabi being a asshole.
It was easy to kidnap you. A quick swing with a bat and you where knocked out, sure he couldâve used his quirk but he didnât want to burn you well not now at least
Turquoise eyes stared you down âfinally awake huh?â His voice sounded tired but excited? âIâve been waiting a long time for this moment.â Of course he was he had been stalking you for a few months now.
Heâs done you many favors by eliminating everyone around you. Making you believe your friends had betrayed you it was quite easy. He really didnât wanna but we all know thatâs a lie. He had to what he had to after all he didnât want anyone in his business.
You cried and cried begging him to release. He found your crying amusing the thought of him releasing wasnât gonna be anytime soon princess. He got that you where scared but you didnât have to be scared anymore he was always gonna be there whether you like it or not.
Heâd feed you and allow yourself to bathe. As long as he watched you of course. Heâd like when you squirmed under his gaze it amused him. He would also squish your face when you where eating you looked like a baby kind of reminded him of his younger siblings.
Sometimes when you where screaming a bit to loud heâd have to choke you or use his quirk to install fear into you. Plus you where hurting his ears and quite frankly you where being annoying he didnât want the neighbors checking. Youâd begged him to release saying you couldnât breathe. Truth be told Dabi got a riot out of choking you seeing you beg for him to release you made him feel a type of way.
Heâd let you go after of course he didnât want you dying on him. You had bruise marks after but he put bandages around them. You couldnât really speak after, your throat hurted every time you spoke so when you asked him if you could go to the bathroom the only reason you couldnât go yourself is because it was locked and Dabi was the only one who had the key.
He made you beg on your knees. What a pitiful sight he took several pictures of you on his phone. He bended down slightly now on his lower legs. Holding your chin he said âbeg for me princess and Iâll let you go.â He was amused by this once again it was to him so of course he wanted to remember this moment.
âGo on beg for meâ taking out his phone pressing the recording button he waited for you. âPlease Dabi I need to go pleaseâ you where crying now you where being humiliated. âKeep going show me how much you wanna go to the bathroomâ he was still holding your chin making you look at him. And so you begged and begged your tears never stopped.
After all that you met with a simple answer âNoâ he simply just said no. âWhat?â Desperation latched into your voice. âI donât think Iâll let you go.â He said right before laughing. You where blinded by rage punching and kicking him not that it did anything to him heâd just smirk at you. Before subduing you on the floor âI really donât want to do this doll face but fighting me isnât gonna help you one bitâ he looked at you basically saying donât even try it.
Yeah he threatened you but whatâd you expect for him to allow you to hit you. Not that you could. He could easily burn you alive but it seemed he was keeping you alive for now.
Dabi really liked putting his hands on you whenever he could. After a while heâd let you outta of the cellar he kept you in. He liked wrapping his arms around your waist and breathing on your neck plus he liked that it made you squirm.
Forced affection was another thing he did. Heâd make you kiss him and he knew deep down you liked it even though you didnât.
He didnât care though cause you where his toy and he could play with you however he wanted. You thought you had a choice? Think again sweetheart he was in control of this relationship.
Authors Note: I just wanted to do a take on how Dabi would be as a yandere and what better way then headcanons.
My friend is embarrassed and thinks sheâs the only one and I said id prove her wrong.
She/Her ââË.âBlack àȘââŽI ᥣđ© music ê© .á100% self indulged
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