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hello there, can i ask if MS think sexually about me? If yes, which thoughts/sexual fantasies they have?

Infos: N and 25 years old

Thank you <3

If you don't do nsfw readings, kindly change for "if they think romantically about me"

Disclaimer: I do NSFW readings, but I do not do readings of this nature on people with whom you are not in a consensual or formal relationship with.

Does MS think romantically of N?

9 of swords, 2 of swords

None of the cards gave me any strong indication that they think of you in a romantic way right now. It feels more like they’re anxious or guilty. MS is exercising caution. They don’t want to send the wrong signals or have any communication issues between you two. I believe the situation between you two made them very anxious at first (overthinking it a lot), but they are now less confused. They’ve realized how they want things to be, and it’s likely they don’t want anything too sudden right now. You might notice moments of conflict in them sometimes. If there’s a bit of romantic interest, it’s too wrapped up in indecision and confusion for it to be fully expressed to you.

I'm in love with your aesthetic of your blog and I adore how your readings are put together! The energy you've curated on this page is very lovely, can't wait to see more!🤎

Aaah, you’re so sweet! You have no idea how much your words mean to me. I really appreciate you taking the time to leave such a lovely message. Thank you!

Hi, how are you? ♡

My initials are EL and I'm 19 years old, Leo ♌️

• How can I improve my skills to connect with new people and build genuine relationships? Please.

How can EL improve their skills to connect with new people and build genuine relationships? 

In your current situation your only problem is that you are very misaligned, specifically you give more than you receive. You try too hard to "give" in your relationships disregarding your own needs and values. You need to change that focus: What do you value most in a connection? That they are honest with you? That they have integrity and don't bend their will? For example: That they are honest people or do you value people who connect with spirituality? What we value is not carved in stone—it changes. But it is important for you to know what your core values are. It is also important for you to know what your needs are and whether the connections you have align with them. A simple "I feel..." or "I need..." makes a big difference. Let’s say you value “supportiveness” in friends and when you have an important event you want them to be there for you or even show up (if their calendar isn’t full that day). Like a friend that couldn’t make it to you receiving an achievement and finds a way to “attend” during their lunch break by watching the livestream and leaving comments. Communicating an "I need you to support me in this, because I don't feel valued" or “I need you to support me on this, because I value ‘supportiveness’ (your core value) a lot” will cause you to stop being the only person in charge of giving more than you receive. If others don't listen to your needs despite communicating them or don't align with your values (or both because everything is interchangeable!), you need to let them go. 

If you want to improve your ability to connect with new people and build genuine relationships, your main obstacle is in finding a balance between letting things go and starting over. You experience anxiety in doing so. It's like a fear of the unknown. You may overthink how to approach people, afraid of being taken advantage of again. You have so much to give, but you don't receive what you are looking for, what fulfills you emotionally and makes you feel valued. You end up in a state of discouragement, perhaps even anguish to see the circumstances in a more optimistic way and without fear—of starting over. The best thing you can do is to realize that the happiness and emotional satisfaction you seek in your connections was simply misguided. You need to improve on three things: one, balance how much you give and how much you receive; two, let go of the bad experiences you had by being more optimistic, cutting off the ones that are currently not working for you and letting go of discouragement; three, rethink your focus, communicate your values and needs and prioritize yourself. First you must know that the emotional connections you form with others are not your only way to make you feel full and complete, you have so much love to give and to spare—you can fill yourself without any problem. Don't expect others to fill your cup when you can do it too, and never betray yourself (your values and your needs) to connect with people. You will never lose by prioritizing yourself. 

i love healing i don’t wanna be a miserable fuck

Thank you so much! You hit the nail on the head with the creative part. When I opened this blog, I spent quite a while thinking about how I was going to decorate it, what readings I was going to do. In fact, I think I had the first one halfway done before I even opened the blog. I put a lot of effort and screen time into it.

I think that’s what made this bother me a bit more. I still have a lot to polish and improve, and even though I haven’t been very active since November, I hope I can continue and get better at it. The combination of feeling burnout from personal matters and then finding out about that was just bad timing. I really considered deleting this blog because of this. But these little messages have encouraged me a lot. I might actually leave this account as it is and not be too brash about it, lol 🫶🏽💛

Addressing an Ongoing Issue Before My Return

I have noticed strong similarities between my content and this person's ever since I created my blog, and just a few days later, this person @/hermetiqa changed the aesthetic of theirs. I know i am a small blog with less than 400 followers and i disappear a lot. I have had sad experiences with plagiarism before, people have stolen my work (tarot and non tarot), and even if this isn’t exactly that, it’s really frustrating when someone with a bigger blog starts taking a lot of inspiration from you, never acknowledges it, you block them, and even after being blocked, they come back and keep doing it.

There’s no problem with being inspired, the issue is the context and how often it happens. Especially because this person changed their aesthetic after I opened my blog, along with their masterlist. I only found out now that they kept going because some friends outside my tarot blog told me. My last post was in November and guess what? So was theirs. I don’t know them, and they don’t know me. But the vibe here for me stinks bad. There’s also one thought that crossed my mind, even if it sounds silly: their blog has been around longer than mine, so what if I come back and they do it again? I won't feel comfortable because they made it weird. They could have said: oh and this masterlist was inspired by clairdelune. Like, they have paid readings, and are gaining money out of people. If you are having a business at least be transparent and support newcomers with their small business too when there's something you like or something you take inspo from.

PSA: I don't want anyone to give me advice on how to proceed, I just want to vent about this and not feel like I'm crazy. Even if it doesn't seem like it, this takes A LOT of time and days. Making tarot readings for a lot of public is draining because of the energies, and then decorating and coming up with something to make it look attractive is also draining. It's not a crime to get inspired, but the way this person has handled it has made me angry and feel a very bad energy around it.

For context this was their blog before:

It was simple, cute, straight to the point with three pictures. When you went down to read your pile, no section of "signs" with mbti or astrological placements where there. I love mbti, i checked their readings superficially and never noticed them referencing them. Here, you can see it for yourself:

then here's where it all started for me. This is what their masterlist looked like before:

Now this is what it looked like after taking inspiration from me and not even changing the roman numbers. Just changing small details but the essence is there. That's the difference with inspo and copy. You can take inspo from someone but the essence is going to be yours. If they did not change a few little tiny things, this would be confused with mine.

After this I blocked them. My thought process was: If they are a big blog and can do this with no one raising their eyebrows, It's safe to say they could even take inspo from my pictures and even readings. I don't know them, I don't know if this could be a one time thing or something that can continue, or worse: something that can enter plagiarism. I was hoping this would be enough for them to never see my blog again. But no. It kept going. At least they haven't copied what i write as I am aware.

Now, this can get tricky because unlike plagiarism, this is more inspiration based. Which is not a crime, but again, this being done heavily, with no acknowledgement whatsoever because i am a lesser known blog and after getting blocked? Not so nice and too much to be coincidence. Check the dates.

Same months, and this one took two weeks because before that, they posted another reading in between. I mean, putting floating png objects is not a trademark. But after I blocked them for what they did with my masterlist it pissed me off. Right now, them gaining more interactions with their post after this and with no acknowledgement is what did not sit well with me. It is hard to be a new blog in the tarot community and opening a ton of ask games for people to then unfollow you when they get their energy and reading from you and never interact with your blog again. Specially when this was a chance for you to get some money for college. But then again, seeing the strong similarities gets tricky, but you can see the inspiration.

Mine:

Theirs:

They never posted that section before. You can see it in their readings before, right? So when I started posting it too, guess what? they did it too. You know, it doesn’t feel fair that even after blocking them so they would leave me alone and find someone else to get inspired by, they still have this recurrent thing with me and might keep doing it with anything new I come up with. Because i stopped posting readings, the last reading I posted was the same theme (romantic partner) and with strong similarities as mine. I have not posted ever since. The one before that for me was future spouse related and theirs too. You know what's crazy? Mine got a lot of trouble and issues with the aesthetic I had to pull it down. This person's energy is so down heavy it made me put down my reading.

This can be called speculation, but we are in a spiritual community and I believe this could not be a coincidence and their energy towards me is not a good one. You can check the date. All in november. This is also a warning for other tarot readers, if you are sensitive like me with people's vibes, beware when opening a tarot blog.

They don't just do it with one thing and move on, they keep doing it with several things even after not being well received by my end, and it becomes annoying and it literally made me put my own post down.

I just want to leave this here before closing this blog and moving on, because honestly this hasn't been my year and I know it’s just starting, but little things like this don't give me a good vibe to keep running such an open blog to any audience. The energy is so draining and I want to do impulsive things like deleting my posts. Because I start thinking back to times where people straight up stole my work or envied it and posted it as theirs and I don't want that happening again.

Again, please, be mindful with your comments. If you have something rude to say, keep it.

★  Hello! :D This reading is a surprise and we will be focusing on your future spouse's personality. I'm a sucker for romance so I'm up for 4 piles (which is a lot for me considering I've only started doing free general readings a few weeks ago lmao it can be quite draining).  But will this stop me? absolutely not. This is about your future spouse's personality so it is likely that your spouse is not quite there at the moment (yk, we all mature or are in the process of it). I will also associate CHARACTERS most similar to the description of your future spouse. Take a deep breath, ask yourself the question and pick the pile that calls to you the most!

DISCLAIMER: this is a general reading it will be as close as possible to your situation but it will not be accurate. take only what resonates. if you want a more accurate reading you can book a reading! 

PILE ONE

Your future spouse has a very clear and mature personality. Someone who has undergone significant change. Definitely someone that matured a lot. They have freed themselves from many restrictions and seem to have everything in order when you meet them, both emotionally and financially. They are stable, dependable and again, mature. They don't allow themselves to be crushed by anyone and are resilient. For some of you they will look like they have it all, really. They will be someone who knows how to focus on what really matters without losing sight of their goals. Financial security is something they will have. Your future spouse may have had a crazy, even exciting, past. For a few of you a playboy even. They've matured a lot since then, but still carry that spark of excitement in them only with people they trust. Once you get to know them, they will make you laugh and will be exciting and fun.

You will meet your person when you make an important decision in your life that you struggled to make for a long time. It's as if you finally pluck up the courage to go for something after letting yourself get carried away by doubts or uncertainties. It is when you connect with this version of yourself that you will meet your future life partner. Best of all, new opportunities will surround you and you may meet them abroad (some of you, not all of you!), or when you start a new stage of your life. I feel a sense of freedom, of freshness. And I got really happy reading the cards. You will both be ready to meet one another.

At first the process of getting to know each other may be slow and, dare I say it, there may be misunderstandings. But nothing serious. It sounds like your future spouse is someone who struggles with opening up at all or feeling completely vulnerable. But nothing toxic or dramatic. Will not be someone who is going to play minds games with you. It just won't be a quick process of getting to know each other. You will take things slowly. Or even you, too, may even be cautious about getting to know them. For a few of you, your future spouse might be an introvert. There will be a mutual tension and curiosity in the air. The most extreme thing I see for some is misunderstandings over personal boundaries. For example: one may be too direct or forward and cause the other's personal space to feel threatened. It's nothing that can't be cleared up, though!

For the characters most similar or similar to the energy of your future spouse I have: Howl Pendragon, he's a man who seems to have it all under control, but is actually struggling with an existential crisis and leaving his past behind. They even give a nod to his past as a womanizer. From anime I don't know much, but I think of Itachi Uchiha, again, someone who seems strong, composed, competent and deeply mature, having grown through hardships while maintaining focus on what matters. Mr. Darcy even for the struggle to open up at first lmao. Really hard for me to remember a romantic comedy as close to this person as possible, sorry.

Signs: ISTP, INFJ, ENTJ and INTJ for a few of you. Fire, like Aries, Leo and even Sagittarius in Venus, Moon and Mars is very likely. Scorpio for the transformation. Leo Sun for a few of you. They might have a lot of Earth placements: Taurus definitely higher up there. I know it is a stereotype but that financial stability is something I've seen in people with some strong taurean placements (like a sun, venus or even mars in taurus in the 2nd house). Capricorn is up there too. Saturn trine Moon or Venus.

PILE TWO

I have no other way to describe them than as an interesting book that won't be easy to read, but will keep you hooked, curious and even seduced. I can't help but see that they will be secretive, calm and even aloof but mysterious. They may see romantic relationships in an unconventional way, but this is what will give them an authentic touch. For a few of you, they won't want a traditional marriage. They are, however, a very intelligent person. Very introspective. They are able to read between the lines and notice things that others might not normally notice. For some of you, a person that reads people well before they can even speak. A rich inner world despite being reserved. They are making it so hard to describe them lmao. I believe they are very private and reserved, but they are very seductive once you get to know them. The type who prefers deep conversations to superficial ones. Talk about everything a little bit and have a rich conversation. The type to remember details of the deepest things you have talked to them about or even things that you consider not so important that you have shared with them.

You are going to meet your person when both of you, or just them, are going through a stage where you feel stuck and are looking for a change. They may know that where they are currently gives them stability. Perhaps the job or where they are gives them that security, but they know deep down they needs to let it go and move on. Some of you will meet at a formal meeting, or a business related event. At first it will be a little tense or even uncertain. It is likely that the external situation will not let you two connect immediately. For example: perhaps one of you is looking for a new job, or is starting a business.

You will have palpable chemistry, and for some of you it may not be a marriage as such. You and your future spouse may be slow to make decisions or deal with certain issues. The lack of clarity and perhaps the reserved nature of your future spouse will make things so slow as to create frustration. A feeling that things are not moving forward as you would like them to. The key between the two of you will be learning to work together on communication and whether you both have the same values and vision for life. For some of you this may be a challenging connection. And for a very few of you, I don't see you getting married but this is as close as you will get.

For the characters most similar or similar to the energy of your future spouse I have: Megumi Fushiguro comes in the back of my mind and fits very well. Edward Cullen. Oh! and Giyuu! Miguel O'Hara (mostly because of how methodical, secretive and respected and even intimidating he became to others, not on an antagonistic energy tho).

Signs: Straight up textbook ISTJ for many of you. ISFP, INFJ and for others of you an INTJ. ESTJ for a very veeery few. Definitely a Capricorn/SCORPIO Moon or Capricorn/Scorpio Venus. Taurus Mercury for some. The competitive streak might be explained by a fire sign, maybe an Aries Mars or a Scorpio Mars (scared of y'all).

PILE THREE

A quick thinker. Speaks even faster. A remarkable capacity for analysis and strategy. Quick-witted and intelligent. One of those people who, if you tell them a clever joke, will respond with one that is just as good or even better. Somewhat restless but competitive. Will not tolerate mediocrity in their life. Their mental agility may make them come across a bit cold or cerebral at first. But they are simply very focused and guarded.

Whatever betrayals or hardships they’ve been through have created someone independent. Maybe even too independent, and when they meet you, things might move slowly before they let you in. This future spouse has experienced a lot of pain and sadness in the past, possibly facing betrayals or disappointments. This has led them to be more reserved and emotionally guarded—a gentle soul. They are quite rational, and for a few of you even leaning toward being pessimistic.

When you both meet, you will be looking for balance in your lives. I couldn't help but see the scales in the tarot cards. In short, balance/justice, whether professional or personal. You are likely to meet in a legal proceeding, a shared project, or simply evaluating what deserves to be in your lives that will bring balance or fairness to you. Your future life partner will be at a stage where they recognize that it is important to give and receive in a balanced way (I'm suspecting if either of you has any Libra in you), i.e., evaluating your priorities. Perhaps you will meet in a mediation service, volunteering, or a situation where the key is give and take.

The connection between you will be full of possibilities. You need to remember to set foot on the ground. You won't struggle to see a sky full of possibilities together, your only struggle is to get lost in it. Structure is key! The sky is the limit. It will be a stimulating connection. You will have shared dreams. Your future spouse may be more impetuous in pursuing their ambitions, while you are more likely to be more of a good judge of what steps to take. In short words, you complement each other.

For the characters most similar or similar to the energy of your future spouse I have: Satoru Gojo, he is quick-witted, competitive and even impulsive at times but deeply layered Definitely Flynn Rider. For Ghibli male leads, I could only think of Seiji Amasawa from “Whisper of the Heart,” seems distant but opens up emotionally as he becomes more secure in his relationship with Shizuku.

Signs: Yeah, they scream ENTJ, ESTP and ENTP to me. Air signs a lot too. Gemini is the one that I can definitely see in them, like an Gemini Venus/Mercury/Sun is definitely up here. Sagittarius sun definitely up there. Mars in Aries or Aries anything, really lmao.

PILE FOUR

Your future spouse will exude an aura of happiness! I see a relaxed, optimistic, and self-assured person. A very hardworking person too. Who does not let the bad things in life destroy their spirit. It makes me think of someone who lights up the room with their presence, someone you would not suspect them to have been through so much. They are satisfied with themselves, though they’ve come from difficult times that made them question their emotional stability. A charismatic person, who becomes the center of attention—or even artistic for some of you—who makes you feel like you’re the most special person in the world.

You will meet each other at a time of healing, when you are both leaving difficult situations behind. Situations where you have carried a burden that has left you exhausted.

Your future spouse will be quite committed, and will avoid falling into controlling and possessive dynamics with you. You will have a strong connection because you will have shared values and principles. You will grow emotionally together. Commitment will not feel like an obligation, but will feel natural and by having shared values and principles you will respect each other (wow). For a few of you, you may have to let go of old patterns, because you will be able to find stability without needing to be too dependent on each other.

For the characters most similar or similar to the energy of your future spouse I have: For this pile: Naruto Uzumaki, Yuuji Itadori (sweet, charismatic, unbreakable spirit and green flags). Elle Woods for the infectious energy, values she has (how she never broke her client's trust) and again, the charisma she has. Hashirama Senju (like full, this one a lot for his hardworking and charismatic spirit paired with his strong principles and values).

Signs: This person makes me think a lot about ENFP, ESFJ and ENFJ. From zodiac signs: pisces or water signs. Leo or even Sagittarius. Definitely Libra or even Aquarius. Moon trine Mars: emotional strength paired with action and positivity. They may have only one aspect in a sign and the most likely I can think of is Leo (their childlike ways can be similar to an Aries but Aries turns on as fast as it turns off, this person struggles lmao).

Hiii, I hope I make it in time! :)

Initials: A.F. Age: 18 Rising sign: Leo Aries placements on earliest degree: None! (Although I have Aries MC at 13°, no other Aries placements apart from that) My question: What personal flaws of mine are blocking any potential romance from taking place? 🥲

Thank you, have a nice day :)

What personal flaws of AF are blocking any potential romance from taking place?

Your cards were very direct, I like that. Or maybe I just liked your energy cuz is more inviting haha. Anyways: You are an overthinker! That’s it. Now getting more into it… For starters I realize that your biggest obstacle is that you have all this energy and encouragement to get started but, all of a sudden you stop. It's like you're stuck in the doldrums thinking in the least optimistic way about the possibility of something without even taking the necessary steps to get into it. You don't even get to explore it, and I got a card that talks about potential in reversed. What does it mean? It's a cup, and it speaks of emotions. Your heart probably has a hard time opening up at first. You end up blocking the natural flow of things yourself. I do believe you tend to intellectualize things so much. Maybe this is why I got so much sadness from a card and if you do that be careful! I know this is a defense mechanism from you. But it is not a healthy one. You prefer what you know and dislike uncertainty. Now this means that you don't know how to manage, let alone take the initiative on your emotional connections. You get stuck in doubt and fail to balance your emotions with your anxiety. You are likely to analyze everything and become impulsive about that anxiety, and therefore cut off certain connections before they start or don't even bother to enter into them because you notice a particular detail of something you didn't like. You get stuck in that inner struggle that you don't end up doing much, really. Things don't take the initiative. So to get out of this stagnation you need to look for some stability in yourself. Learn how to stop overthinking and intellectualizing everything. Just breathe. Know that not everything needs to be perfect and sometimes hurt happens even if we try our best to avoid it. It’s inevitable. Like the Little Prince said: “Of course I’ll hurt you. Of course you’ll hurt me. Of course we will hurt each other. But this is the very condition of existence. To become spring, means accepting the risk of winter. To become presence, means accepting the risk of absence.” You must learn to balance that stability with some action and initiative without letting those anxieties take over. Asking yourself a simple "Is it really that bad?" or "Is this my anxiety/fear or am I over analyzing it?" or even more simple “Am I living?” to yourself would serve you well. Letting your mind take over your heart is not letting it beat freely. And the heart saddens. Question that anxiety, challenge it to find out if it is really true what it makes you believe. It is good to discern and use logic, but in your case you need to learn to balance heart and mind. Because your mind doesn’t play for you, it plays against you. It puts locks in your heart. I can’t stop quoting books and authors but this will (not) be the last and it goes:

“So we shall let the reader answer this question for himself: who is the happier man, he who has braved the storm of life and lived or he who has stayed securely on shore and merely existed?”

Learn how to manage it to the point it is not your enemy anymore, but your best friend. Bell Hooks said the practice of love offers no place of safety. We risk loss, hurt, pain. We risk being acted upon by forces outside our control. So stop waiting and thinking about it too much and as nike says: just do it. Enjoy and feel. Don't waste your heart in fear.

hi! i’m p.p 18 pisces rising! i have no placements in aries. my question is why am I struggling to find love? i have never dated anyone before but i have had crushes and heartbreaks. the ppl i catch feelings for often take advantage of that fact and i have reached a point where i am incredibly jaded about love due to the unhealthy disappointing and unlucky experiences i have had,, ty lots 💓

Why is PP struggling to find love?

What stops you is that you are very guarded. It's as if you shut yourself off and remain quite distrustful of others. You may also have high standards. Which I understand, because I do the same thing lmao (twin where have you been~ /jk). Never lower your standards though! And as I was saying, that distrust forms an emotional distance from others. The high priestess appeared reversed, and based on the context of your reading, maybe that distrust comes as a defense mechanism from bad experiences and is blocking your intuition. You need to learn how to stop them from having an influence in you to the point they no longer block you from connecting with others in a more healthy way. You may have inadvertently built a wall without realizing it. The reversed star in your spread seemed very saddening to me, the disappointments have been difficult for you. It is not bad to have high standards or to be careful with others, in your case it seems that your disappointments have tinted something that may be innocent, and instead of having standards and just being careful, you turned distant and distrustful. You need to open up without lowering your expectations. Imagine yourself as if you were someone using a brush to dust off a painting—it is not a bad thing! You're just removing the dust to take advantage of the use that beautiful paint can have in a room. The best way to do this would be if you become more emotionally independent and learn to be more compassionate with yourself and also with others (but this comes second lmao). Without lowering your standards. Just between us, your cards have a lot of color so there’s a hopeful future for you, there was just one gray card and it was a good one. You have a really softer side deep inside, don't let it get all dust up!

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Hey, How are you? I'm S.T, 20. Aries sun, she/her

Q: What my future romantic partner will find irresistible about me?

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What will ST's future romantic partner find irresistible about them?

2 of pentacles & 6 of wands

They will find your ability to handle life’s ups and downs irresistible, even when things get hectic. They’ll love how you stay composed and adaptable under pressure. For them, you’ll keep calm under situations they won’t normally be able to handle, and it’ll fascinate them. They’ll also be drawn to your confidence and the way you naturally stand out—you have a magnetic appearance that commands their attention. They can’t help but feel enchanted. They will find you very attractive. Even when you don’t have everything perfectly under control, they’ll find that determined, imperfect side of you incredibly charming. Your future romantic partner will be head over heels for you.