I’m Homophobic

A thing about college is, when you write to a professor at 2am on a Sunday they might reply instantly & I don't think I'm good with that

He sat at the end of the table in a high chair looking awfully sad. His eyes were gleaming, but he didn't cry, only looked without seeing. He trembled ever so slightly, when I put my hand on his. When no one said anything for a long time, finally I took a seat to his left and poured us both some tea. It smelled mild, swirled with dark herbs, like the brew itself were also sad. Everything looked delicious, but in the end no one had a bite.

After everyone had left, when I'd gathered the dishes and was blowing out the candles, he spoke. Though his voice was quiet as the rustling wind, it startled me. 'I should have noticed' he said. I blinked. A million things rushed through my mind. All wrong things to say. 'I should have noticed, Alice' he repeated, raising his eyes to look at me. He was at the brink of shattering. Suddenly he stood, whisked everything in arms reach off the table, and fell back again. Then, after being closed off for so long, he could finally cry. 'We could have..' His voice broke. The shatters of porcelain crunched under my step. I knelt. I took his hands, and kissed them, but I felt empty.

I feel like you knew all along.

You knew how we would end up & it makes it all that much more cruel.

I’d kill for a cupcake right now…

aaaaaAAAAAAAAAA!i!

They say there's a time and place for everything

But I strugle to find ones for sleep

Ya'll say that Tumblr updates are trash, but damn I hate Facebook as a platform

I have no idea how to keep it neat with so many wildly unrelated things going on.. I've decided to try something before it gets out of hand, so some of the tags in the pinned are pretty deserted to start with. I'm gon' do whatever for a year or so, see what sticks. getting a ware-overdo, so hopefully I'll at least be getting back into music & some edits soon :)

Everything did not go as planned, surprise-surprise.

the Opening™ will be Wednesday. Dealz still apply as informed

so when's the opening :3 ?

Who gave it away!

This Friday, if everything goes even slightly according to plan. Not a big event tho, gotta mind <*rona. Special deals ‘till Sunday the 13th