How Do You Expect Me To Be Nice When I Feel Like Dying

hypersexual culture is getting so frustrated with your usual smut/porn/kinks not getting you off anymore so you have to keep finding more and more intense shit until suddenly you're jacking off to things you're actually repulsed by and feeling Doubly filthy and horrible afterwards

me too anon me too

How do you expect me to be nice when I feel like dying

"youre suicidal ??" fork found in socket

you knkw your mental health is bad when you gotta pull out the bird app

god will punish me for my sins

im sorryims rory ismroryrsoryrrosrysgdlfjshlim so sorry please im sorry pelase

what if i start a suicide chain

I know my life will end in suicide. I'm sure of it.

im going to kill my parents

I have a distinct memory of laying in my bed as a kid and wishing with all my heart that I would get hurt. That I would get into a bad car crash or I'd disappear. So my parents would cry and realize they didn't cherish me enough.

I find it sad that younger me thought she had to get hurt to feel loved.