Why’d I Have To Get BOTH A M@$turb@t!on And Self Harm Addiction?????

what if i start a suicide chain

sui culture is not fully knowing whether you want everyone or absolutely no one to care about your death.

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me being a stupid bitch again yayayayaya

yearly reminder that scars get sun burnt a lot easier then skin. remember to keep your scars covered or to use sunscreen (minimum spf of 30) when outside. dont put sunscreen on open wounds tho, only scars!!

i hate that i cant fucking enjoy anything because its either im worried its NOT something i actually like and that i basically copied it% mimiced someone else or that its too generalized of a thing to like or i dont do it good enough so i should shoot muself or overd0se right now because im bad at it

heres an example

i like music. i like vocaloid alot and kikuos music

problem. i cant tell if its me that i like anymore or i copied it cuz half of my fucking interests and personality or all of it is fake. secondly its too genetalizrf and everyone i know likes it meaning im normal and not good enough and should kill myself now. thirdly i literally dont know the lyrics are meaning therefore im a faker and should kll myself now.

i need to stop being a useless liar

everything is self harm if you try hard enough

They should invent a not being exhausted