I Will Bear Their Cross And Die

every time i decide a day will be my last day it always goes really shittily and i end up being discovered and talked out of it like bro i just wanna die 😭

being on shedblr and being sad when ur moot is genuinely suicide posting is so dumb like what did i expect

i bleed quite prettily

me when my mental illnesses actually affect my relationships negatively:

you knkw your mental health is bad when you gotta pull out the bird app

i need to stop being a useless liar

Sh culture is properly taking care of it for once, and realizing how much less noticeable the scar is, and then not wanting to take care of them properly bc of that

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They should invent a not being exhausted

i go from "i didn't deserve the things that happened to me" to "there is no suffering that I do not deserve" in like 3 seconds

screams in empathy and sympathy issues