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Does this count as Crossmare Angst? @nightmarexcross
[SwEaRinG]
[Implied (?) Things]
[Inspired by the following songs: Say No To This, Congratulations, Burn, First Burn, Selfish, Bad Girlfriend, Roxanne, I don't need your love.]
Cross stroked the purple skeleton's cheek. The Skelton was wearing a purple jacket, a black crop top underneath. Lust smiled, his heart shaped eyelights glowing.
Cross and Lust had been seeing each other for almost a year without their husbands knowledge.
Yeah that's right. They were both married to other people. Cross married to Nightmare, while Lust was with Error. Lust and Cross would meet alone in the bedroom when ever their husbands were gone.
They had nice times, then they fell in love. They knew it was wrong. Immoral. They truly loved their husbands, but they also loved each other.
'You treat me so much better than Error' Lust said once. 'You love me so much more then Nightmare.' Cross replied.
Cross loved Nightmare a lot. Cross didn't feel loved most of the time. Nightmare wasn't as affectionate as Cross, even if Nightmare did love Cross.
Error on the other hand, didn't love Lust. In fact he too, was having an affair. Lust knew it too. Error didn't trust Lust right.
The first time they ever cheated was when Lust came crying to Cross about Error. Nightmare was on a business trip with Dream.
Cross comforted the smol, held him close and whispered sweet words to him. Lust kissed Cross. Cross had kissed back.
But back to present time. Cross pulled Lust onto his lap and kissed his temple. Lust giggled a bit and kissed Cross's cheek. "How was your week?" Cross asked.
"Error left to "hang out with some friends" and came back drunk. He left this." Lust said and pointed to a faint scar. Cross kissed it, pulled back and frowned. "Yours?" Lust asked back.
"Good. I did some writing. As much as I love Nightmare, I'm glad he left on ANOTHER business trip. Though should be back tomorrow."
"Actually I came home early." A deep voice said. The couple turned to see Nightmare, his cyan eye narrowed, his arms crossed.
Cross sputtered, his eyes widening. Instead of pushing Lust away, he pulled Lust closer. Nightmare gritted his teeth. "In OUR bed? How long has THIS been going on?" Nightmare asked. Lust shivered in fear. Not from Nightmare, but at the thought of what Error would do if he knew about the affair.
Nightmare's fists tightened, waiting for an answer. Cheated. He'd been cheated on! So many thoughts ran through his head.
"A year." Cross said softly. "WHAT?!" Nightmare roared. A year! How could he not have known? Cross yelled back. "No! You can't be mad! You never even loved me! You never say goodnight, or kiss me goodbye! You never ask me how MY day was! You've barely shown any affection towards me! You don't get to be mad! You can't because you never even LOVED ME!"
Cross was in tears. Lust wiped them away and pet the oreo. Nightmare's eye widened. His goop melted off. He was back to his passive form. "You... think I don't love you?" He asked. Nightmare thought for a while. Tears streamed down his face. 'Was it all him?' He thought.
Cross was right. He never said goodnight, or kissed Cross goodbye everytime he left. He never showed Cross much affection.
Nightmare felt his heart break. Cross blinked back more tears seeing Nightmare cry. "I should have left you but I still love you. You're faking it. You don't feel bad. No. No. NO!" He bursted, pushed Lust off of him and ran out the room, knocking Nightmare to the ground.
Lust frowned. He came over to Nightmare and hugged him. "I'm sorry. But he's right. Do you even love him?"
Nightmare sobbed out an, "Of course." Maybe Nightmare didn't deserve Cross. Lust let Nightmare go. "Then go make things right."
Nightmare looked up at Lust.
Cross was outside at the fountain. Nightmare stepped outside. He wiped away his tears and walked over to Cross. "I'm sorry Cross. I don't deserve you, I love you, so, so fucking much. So fucking much. I love you so tucking much and I'm sorry I never showed it! I-I-I-'m not good at- at-at feelings and I- I know you hate me now and I understand I'm not mad you you you had every right to find someone who actually showed you love." Nightmare whimpered and held his tears back. Cross hugged Nightmare tightly. "I love you too. I'm sorry I cheated I just-"
"It's okay. We'll work through this together." Nightmare said. He kissed Cross. Cross smiled and kissed back, tears still running down both of their faces
Lust smiled sadly from the back. He was happy for the two. But he knew he'd never be loved the same way Cross loved him ever again. And he'd go back to Error, knowing Error was always having an affair.
'But that was okay.' Lust thought.'Because that's just how life is.'
Cross looked over at Lust and frowned. Cross explained Lust's situation to Nightmare. Nightmare's eyesockets widened, then softened at Lust.
Lust was so kind. Error didn't deserve him. Error didn't even move him. He was just there to show off to his friends.
Nightmar kissed Cross on the cheek and hugged him tightly.
"We'll figure this out together and we will help the poor boy."
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AND THAT'S THE END OF PART ONE!
I think and hope this counts as Crossmare because that's what I'm going for-
(With a bit of Horrorlust on the side 7u7)
I'm making a oneshot on this now.
Cross: What the-!? Why is your back all scratched up?!
Passive! Nightmare: *Flashback to messing with a rabid raccoon after Cross told him not to*
Passive! Nightmare: ..I’m having an affair!
The Crossmare community is gonna disown me if I keep posting Crosslust
*drags myself out of the grave to give you tommy content*
[VERSION ONE]
Swearing
Cross sat down and the bench. He winced as he took his shirt off. The Bad Sanses just got out of a brutal fight with the Star Sanses. Nightmare cracked his hands and prepared the magic. Dust looked over at Cross' back.
His ribcage was scratched up badly. "What the fuck? Why is your back scratched up so badly?"
The gang looked over at his ribcage. Nightmare raised an eyebrow at his boyfriend.
Cross flashed back to the time, a few days ago, where he found a stray cat. He went to pet it, and it attacked him.
Cross came back to reality. "Umm... Well- Its uh- Heheh-"
Cross bblushed in embarsement and started sweating nervously. "Did Nightmare fuck you-"
"Oh god no, we agreed to wait till marriage." Nightmare said.
Cross panicked. "I'M HAVING AN AFFAIR-" Cross blurted out. "Oh. Oh shit. " Dust said. Cross' eyes widened at what he said. "Wait no, no no, that-that's not what I meant to say!" Cross said looking at Nightmare. "How could you?" He asked.
"Nightmare- That isn't true- I-I-I didn't mean to say that, it-it's not even true!" Cross shouted, panicking. Lust bit his 'lip'. Killer fiddled with his fingers, clearly uncomfortable. Nightmare sighed. He went silent for a while. They all did. "You picked up a stray cat didn't you?
"Yeah..."
[VERSION TWO]
Nightmare came back home after a long fight with Dream. He was in his passive form. He sat next to Cross on the bed. Cross smiled at his husband. "Can you heal me honey?" Nightmare asked. Cross nodded. "Of course, my moon." Nightmare smiled and took his shirt off. Cross paused at seeing his back.
"What the-?! What happened to your back, moon?!" Cross asked.
Nightmare paused and went back to the day before, where he found a box of kittens and a mama cat. He tried to take them home but the mama cat didn't like it and, well, scratched his back up. Nightmare blushed in embarrassment and blurted out, "I'm having an affair!"
Cross sighed. "What's the real reason?" He asked. Nightmare teared up. "I just wanted the kittens!"
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So its shitty but I had a good laugh.
Cross: What the-!? Why is your back all scratched up?!
Passive! Nightmare: *Flashback to messing with a rabid raccoon after Cross told him not to*
Passive! Nightmare: ..I’m having an affair!
@the-best-error
It's just a sketch, but I've never actually drawn driller and it's my otp-
I actually needed this break from identity crisis
Here’s a really gay comic I made out of nowhere!
Part 2 here.
I m b e i n g a c c e p t e d -
Cross: What the-!? Why is your back all scratched up?!
Passive! Nightmare: *Flashback to messing with a rabid raccoon after Cross told him not to*
Passive! Nightmare: ..I’m having an affair!
Yeah! Gotta keep it clean for those dumbass fucking kids! Fucking little shits, children of whores.
Edward: Some people like to fucking curse but I don’t do that shit, I like to keep it fucking clean for the kids!
Nightmares. Like no that was what I was trying to imply in what I submitted. This is like the orginal/ draft and the other is like the final version -w-
Cross has nightmares and loves Nightmare-
@nightmarexcross
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"Cross." A deep voice said from behind him. Cross freezes in his tracks. "Hi, Boss." He said as cheerful as he could be, turning around to face the King of Negativity.
Nightmare was unamused. Cross was trying to sneak out of the castle. While he could leave when ever he wanted as long as he isn't on a mission or punishment, it was always very odd. Especially at 3:00 a.m in the morning. "Where are you going?" Nightmare asked, raising a bonebrow.
"Just to look at the lovely night sky! Isn't the darkness lovely?!" Cross asked, with the biggest, fakest smile on his face. "It is. And you are a horrible liar, Cross. Something's bothering you. I can tell. This is the fifth time this week I've cause you up around this time." Nightmare stated.
Cross hadn't thought about how Nightmare can literally feel emotions. "Well maybe I just wanna leave the castle at odd times." Cross said, his smiling turning into a grin. Nightmare could tell something was off. Cross had bags under his eyesockets. He looked exhausted. "You can leave in the morning. You need rest. I can't have you functioning horribly on mission because you haven't slept.
[Oof so it didnt save and I gave up]
she/he/they/fae/fey/xe autistic little guy (gender neutral) take everything older than a year ago with a grain of salt, I've most likely changed from then.
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