Farewell, My Dear, Farewell.

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"Gender criticals" r annoying as hell like, one time I saw one of them reblogging this post about how the original poster doesn't believe in appreciating trans bodies because "what if I don't want to call the beautiful feminine wombmyn in front of me a m*le 🥺🥺" and I'm reading that post like.. bold of you to assume that a trans man would ever want to sleep with you, Karen.

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I already finished it.. but it looks very wrong and full of correction pen marks ;-; guess it's redraw time

So, I already made a sketch of Claus Chasterell, and I might do the lineart tomorrow.. anyways if anyone wanna ask something about my OCs/me (:P) my asks are open :3 ! (I might not answer right away because time zones and stuff, sorry)

Hot take but if your organization has bioessentialism as one of its core ideologies then it could never really be intersectional.

"if you want we could take a break and then you could tell me abt it again" and let him ask you out?? No way

He had enraptured me. I view our relationship as something in between friends and lovers. I do not know how he feels. I do not know whether I genuinely have let go of my feelings or if I still hold onto it. He told me about his crush. I felt a tinge of envy. I wish I was more boyish. More attractive. So that if I'll ask him out he'd say yes. I wish I had never spoken to him at all.

So uh.. I tried to draw my fictional cottagecore gf and her catto UwU

I'm bored, so here's some stuff (plus some revisions) about my OCs!

• (revision) Cosette and Louisette met at a dinner party host by Cosette's parents. They invited Louisette's parents because they're friends. Louisette's parents brought her to the dinner party and she met Cosette there. Cosette was almost 25 y.o. and Louisette was 21 y.o.

• They started dating on 18/02/1921

• Aurelie studied at a girls only dormitory school after she finished primary school.

• Cosette only got to see one of her granddaughter, who is named after her.

• Louisette is both a novelist and a journalist. She once wrote an article about her friend's ex-husband.

• Cosette can play the piano (her father taught her), and so can Louisette, but Cosette is better.

• Cosette's mother taught her to sing when she was 5 y.o.

• Louisette majored in history, while Cosette majored in music.

• Nocturne ( Cosette's cat ) was a stray cat. Cosette adopted him on January 1920, after she went back from the courthouse.

(TW: Mention of death)

• Cosette has an older brother. She also would've had a younger sibling, but her younger sibling died at birth.

It's been a long time since I drew nicc.. and I've never post any drawing of him in tumblr.. so here's the drawing

( I know it's not really good, but well, I tried. )

uhhhh tw for suicidal ideation ig

I wish somebody would talk to me first, or ask me about what happened instead of me being the one asking if I could talk about something, but the fact that I'm even writing this just reveals how much of a pathetic loser I am so I guess I'm better off dead

I love the Hannibal novels but some of the fans need to learn about fandom etiquette I'm sorry 💀

✨When Sunflowers change to Green Carnations info✨

» Colin's full name is Colin Gryngrasse! (Yes I know it's weird) The Gryngrasses were a rich aristocrat family.

» Lewis's full name is Lewis Percival Peverell (Oh look, even weirder).

» Colin used to be married to Eloise Harton, but turns out they're both stuck in a lavender marriage (basically, a lavender marriage is when two non-straight individuals of the opposite gender was married off to each other in order to protect their reputation or other reasons) so they split up.

» Lewis is a doctor with quite a good reputation. He treated a lot of upper class people, including Colin Gryngrasse.

» Lewis also became Colin's confidant after Colin accidentally told too much to him. He was able to gain his trust, and never told anyone.

» Colin is a poet, an actor, and a wine connoisseur (wow so random)

» I originally intended Eloise to be the antagonist, but I was like, nah

» Lewis's middle name was originally William

Edit: sometimes there's only one non-straight individual in a lavender marriage while the other is straight!