My country's suicide hotline SUCKS ASS
I was having a panic attack and now I'm living out of fucking spite
"I don't want people te be worried about me, there's nothing to worry about. I don't want people to try and understand why I am the way I am, because I should be the first person to understand that, and I don't understand yet. I don't want people to interfere. I don't want people in my head picking out this and that permanently picking up the broken pieces of me."
Relatable.
This song makes me think about growing up a boy, being loved for being a child and growing up and finding acceptance in my journey to be who I want to be brave enough to be.
probably the best advice I've ever got was from my grandpa when I moved from my town and started a university, he told me to leave the house everytime when I start to feel down, just to go to the park, a supermarket, a bookstore, to even drive in a bus or tram, just be around other people because staying at home all the time kills you; and you know he was right
β Donte Collins
I've been using tinder. I think I'm ready to jump now.
One time, I was on Coronado Island during SDCC and saw you. It's probably been 12-15 years now. Since that day, sometimes when I feel out of place because maybe my style or vibe doesn't match the crowd I'm in, I think, "Stop! Be as comfortable and confident as Neil Gaiman walking around wearing all black in the California sunshine!"
This sounds very wise. I long ago learned I'm more comfortable feeling like me.
I don't wanna feel like this tomorrow
I don't wanna live like this today
Make me feel better, I need to feel better
Stay with me here now and never surrender
- skillet, never surrender
My heart problems are not because of Monster, it's nearly dead from having crippling anxiety since birth.
β· Reid 20 he/they/she infj 9w1 β· fiction writer and compulsively asocial, first time blogger β first blog (emphasis)
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