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Stolen Goodbyes and Forced Promotions

a tiny drabble about why Copia seemed to have been crying prior to the post-credit scene.

As Frater Imperator stood in the cold Abbey hall, he couldn’t help thinking about how much he didn’t want to be there.

He loved being Papa. He loved walking onto the stage to thousands of adoring fans screaming his name. He loved performing for them, giving them a moment of happiness that they could hold onto even after he was gone. He loved spreading Satan’s message and giving the weak, abandoned, and unloved a place they could call home.

He never wanted to stop being Papa.

The worst part of all this was that he wasn’t asked to step down. He was not given a choice.

Instead, he’d woken up to find his mother’s dead body and a letter delivered by Mr. Saltarian.

He hadn’t even gotten to tell her goodbye.

Copia had always been afraid he would end up like Terzo. He was terrified that once the Clergy was done with him, they would force him off the stage and take his life.

Now, he almost envied him. At least his life had ended and his soul was in Hell with his brothers and the Unholy Father he had spent his whole life serving.

Copia was alone. He had no family, no friends, no support to keep him going. He had to stand in his stiff, fancy suit and pretend that he was happy to have been promoted to take his dead mother’s place. He wasn’t even given a chance to grieve.

And, on top of it all, he had to welcome some stranger into his home and let him take his place.

Nihil and his mother had emphasized the importance of living in the here and now, but the here and now was awful. He hated it. He wanted to go back. He wanted to hug his mother and tell her he loved her. He wanted to bask in the love of the people he’d spent so many years giving his heart to.

He didn’t want to be Frater Imperator.

But he was, and there was nothing he could do to change it.

Maybe, if he was lucky, he and the new guy could grow to be friends.

At least then, he wouldn’t feel so alone.

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