Thank you @darcxaosit @rustyram035 for tagging <3
Aaaaaand soo... My name is Disa and I'm brought the lingonberry pie (quite a precious for me)
I want to say thank you to everyone who supported me this year, especially the guys from tumblr and my friends. I learned a lot this year.. Really.. And it makes me so happy
Tagging @ulanxxxs @blackmetalsnake @wrong-mother @youthroad @kiir-do-faal-rahhe if don't miiiiind ':>
Happy Mootsgiving, everyone!
So, technically, I know Thanksgiving is an American holiday… history… yadda yadda. However, this is not Thanksgiving.
This is Mootsgiving, and what I say goes ‘cause this is my holiday. Anyway! Mootsgiving is all the basic ideas of Thankgiving but better because I’m great like that.
I just wanted to show everyone how grateful I am, since gratefulness is a key principle of Thanksgiving.
I want all my moots from different countries to be able to have the picture-perfect movie-esque Thanksgiving of being surrounded by friends and family with all the care and love and gratefulness that can be poured into a single human. And, as the ever-dramatic Runar, what better way to do that than to organize a huge event?
So! Rules!
State what food you brought
State one thing you’re thankful for
My name is Runar, I brought the eggnog, and I’m grateful for each and every one of you 💗🫶
Really sappy and really long paragraph/speech under the cut!!
Soooo… to start off my big long speech… *clinks my fancy wine glass that’s filled with a mysterious substance* (It’s eggnog)
When I first started this blog, it was off a whim. I wanted to do something, something that involved putting my work out there, as I was just starting out. I wanted to mean something. In any sort of way, I wanted to leave a sort of mark. Not just any mark, though, no. I wanted to add a bit of joy, a spark of life that comes from creativity, and adding words and love into the space we occupy on this floating rock in space.
I wanted to write because it made me happy, and I wanted there to be a possibility of someone who was who got joy from reading to maybe stumble upon it, and get joy from me. Get joy from something I was able to provide for them.
I was also incredibly lonely. I had no friends, I had nothing, pretty much. I didn’t talk much. I was reclusive. I was okay, but I was empty. I didn’t have a purpose. And while I wasn’t expecting much, nothing at all really, I was overjoyed at the prospect that maybe just one person would stumble upon something I wrote and for a moment of their day, maybe they got peace from it.
Maybe they felt a little less lonely. I would have been at peace with just knowing the possibility of it was out there. And then… it did. And I got more than I bargained for, even, I got a friend. My first friend.
From there, everything… clicked. Slowly, but ever so surely, things were falling into place. I was gaining something that had not even crossed my mind. A family.
So, my silly dream born from a whim became friends, connections, and family, it became life-altering. It had ups, it had downs, it had in-betweens. It was beautiful and messy and happy and sad and fucked up and so wonderfully… human?
Yeah, this is online, this is a silly mootsgiving idea I thought up three hours ago because I wanted people to know I love them.
But to someone who had nothing, this is everything. You are everything.
Even if we’ve only talked one time, you have a special place in my heart. The character growth has been… one hell of a ride. I’ve gone through many eras, and made new friends in each and every one of them. So, with the end of the year closing soon, I suppose in a way this is not just a silly mootsgiving.
My bigger end goal, really, was to make sure as we get to the end of this ear, you know how genuinely important this whole year has been to me. How important you have been. I got an anon ask,
What does it feel like to be wanted?
It was beautiful poetry. I replied, said I wouldn’t know what it feels like to be wanted. But really? I think maybe I do. I think it feels like having enough people that you love to organize and invite everyone to a huge event online, to write out this heartfelt paragraph and trust that at least one person will care enough to read it.
My beginning goal has changed so much, and not at all. My biggest purpose in life has been, and I think will always be, to add something into this world.
Creativity, joy, happiness, compassion, I want to ensure that no matter what, as long as you know me, you know you have one person on this earth who loves and cares about you with as much feeling that can physically be felt by one person without exploding into a bunch of tiny little runar pieces.
But moreso, I think maybe my goal has changed from wanting to put stories out there, to putting myself out there. I don’t want to write stories that are just fiction, just crafted ideas meshed together to create a blob of fiction.
I want to write pieces of myself into everything, which i think might genuinely be impossible to not do. I want my heart to pour out of my fingers into the things i type out for you, and i want to not only feel things, but to maybe make you feel something too. Something warm and fuzzy, something good, as good as you deserve.
Aaaaannnd…. to end this….
I love you guys, thanks for being here <3
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Some Dovahkiin's sketches for fun :3
A small skethes with two light haired elfs. Banor my Oblivion oc and Ivan dragon age oc
This is the skin of a Killer, Dragonborn
I know you're stuck in a tree, but my sense of humor is stronger than my sense of pity... wheeeeeze😂
U brok my silvr swoard women
Sorry, he's so silly I love him
A small post about second twin:3 Dagoth Saata(lore)
For my sadness, my homework almost kills me
Saata is a youngest twin. And one of Relas's and Voryn's daughter. She was born a simple child,who hadnt the ability to do magic , like her sister and little brother, who had it since birth
She is Father"s girl, so she took over a lot of political ideas from Voryn. Maybe she looks arrogant and evil, but she loves sm her sister
Thats not all, but i am tired for now
Thank u @ulanxxxs @darcxaosit for tagging! <3
There are one of bands that have touched my soul so much that they literally make up some part of me - Epidemia
And almost all their songs stuck in my tiny silly head, but lyric here make me feel heartache
I tag @kiir-do-faal-rahhe if you don't mind :3
If you see this you are OBLIGATED to reblog w/ the song currently stuck in your head :)
Something old and something in the process
Eyes-specter
👀👀👀👀👀👀👀👀👀👀👀👀
Finally got this one done
The Dragonlance Legends squad but in darkest dungeon style xD
(and perfectly logical enki/raistlin)
SUDDENLY
My first ever fully-fledged art with background and my dragonborn child😭
She looked so silly in process😭😭😭
SUDDENLY
My first ever fully-fledged art with background and my dragonborn child😭
She looked so silly in process😭😭😭
WHAT do you think you're doing 😑
There's I also have ooooooold sketch
I haven't posted it anywhere because have no powers for redraw or end this work, but I just like how their dynamic looks here
@lucien-lachance @ulanxxxs @fruk-choosing-a-username @chennnington @disa-point @rustyram035 hehe
Black thong is Lucien's default underwear, change my mind.
Almost all the activity happens in my telegram channel, but I'll show it here too
I wanted to draw something that would strongly reflect Ketana's (My LDB) vibe without having to bother too much, so this is what I got🥹
And this little meme Serana
Atre for @wrong-mother <3
It seems I'm feeling a little better in some way? At least I feel a little more productive. A couple more commissions to finish and I'll open up new slots. I don't know what exactly got me so down that I stretched this out over several months, worsening depression or physical illnesses, or both, but I hope it won't happen again ughhh
New Duke of Dementia
I am constantly experimenting with the drawing pipeline :D
Ty for tagging!! >∆< ❤🩹
*she gets embarrassed at first but in random moment gives you a random item from her bag*
Tag @blackmetalsnake @rustyram035 @ulanxxxs @darcxaosit if you interested to!
And anyone else, who want ofc
tagged by @seanwinchester to do this picrew and post my last listened to song
and for tagging :3 @tedthetalk, @tipsymiau, @vampfrog, @cleaverqueer, and @ghoulingcooper
My Skyrim bugged a little, I used at Miraak the shout “Bend Will” and.... Instead of “talk: Miraak” it says “ride: Miraak”
GIGGLING
*ahem* Clown inside and outside
I made.... Something :P
Artwork for challenge 3 emojis and 7 artists from telegram... Emojis was: 🎉🤡🩸
I made.... Something :P
Artwork for challenge 3 emojis and 7 artists from telegram... Emojis was: 🎉🤡🩸
Young Voryn