Billtober Day – 4. "Blind Eye" 👁

fiddleford type beat

ash by tracy k. smith

piranesi vi, giovanni piranesi // the haunting of hill house, dir. mike flanagan // bony legs, joanna cole & dirk zimmer // midsommar, dir. ari aster // murder of agamemnon, pierre-narcisse guérin // game of thrones: a man without honor, dir. david nutter // goodnight mommy, dir. veronika franz & severin fiala // it, dir. andy muschietti // hereditary, dir. ari aster // crimson peak, dir. guillermo del toro // the vigil, dir. keith thomas // house of leaves, mark z. danielewski // spike field, safdar abidi // i’m thinking of ending things, dir. charlie kaufman // the lighthouse, dir. robert eggers // relic, dir. natalie erika james // annihilation, dir. alex garland // anatomy, kitty horrorshow

I'm not good at writing noble speeches for the coming year, but I decided that I should appear here, at least as a sign that I’m still alive. I’m glad to be here and share my creativity, this year for the first time there are people who are not indifferent to it. I love you friends

I don’t want thoughtless and sugary wishes, the only thing I want is for each of you to love this life. It's fucking beautiful.

🌆

Best Form — Now — Worst Form

Billdip au concept art 🫁

I'VE BEEN DOING THIS SINCE OCTOBER, I was thinking of submitting this to Billtober, but it doesn't really fit there (coz Bill isn't even here hahaha)

I took too long to draw the eyes and ended up not liking them bruh

thanks for your subscriptions and reposts, I'm really glad and surprised that so many people like my work🌊💋

my consciousness wants the victory of vegetarianism throughout the world, and my subconscious yearns for a piece of juicy meat

In the desert, you can remember your name

Cause there ain't no one for to give you no pain

i don't want a hot girl summer, i want to go and live in a crumbling, weather-worn lighthouse on the edge of a remote scottish town and wear turtlenecks and cableknit sweaters and and own a big shaggy dog and speak just a little too fondly of my late husbands mysterious death (i totally killed him) and knit scarves in the ruddy light of a mottled oil lamp and clutch a mug of hot tea whilst a storm pelts bullets of icy rain against the glass and-

this is an april work on paper, slightly modified in digital. maybe later I’ll do a redraw coz I’ve seen a lot of progress in my drawing over these six months

sooo i really love drawing Bill in winter clothes. beautiful coats, sweaters and most importantly long cozy scarves🥺

(and of course I love striped pants :D)