It's always
"When will fanfic writers update their stories?"
And never
"Does this fanfic writer have adequate enrichment to engage in writing behaviours?"
Fanfiction writers (Scriptor fictus) are intelligent animals who need plenty of enrichment as well as encouragement! If they're stuck in poor conditions (e.g. have studies, work, have to actually write to have something written) then they require the proper enrichment to engage in more healthy behaviours, like writing. Remember, due to poor breeding and socialisation, over half of all fanfic writers suffer from low self confidence and executive dysfunction so take care of them!
This is so felt lmao
I'm so sorry for being dead. I'm stuck studying for an accounting exam on Thursday đ
Hot & Bothered
GOD WHY IS HE JUST SO UGH đŠ
CALLUM TURNER as Thomas Webb in The Only Living Boy in New York (2017)
holy moly guacamole
Can you write a katsuki x female reader where she walks into katsuki masturbating on her picture. Because he has a crush on her.
The Act
You had no idea what you were about to walk into.
You had knocked twiceâonce, twiceâjust like always before entering Bakugoâs dorm room, but this time, he hadnât shouted his usual âWhat?!â or âThe hell do you want?â back at you. Weird. Katsuki was never the type to ignore knocks. If anything, he was usually quick to bark at whoever disturbed him.
So, naturally, you assumed he wasnât inside.
And naturally, you made a mistake.
You pushed the door open, stepping inside, only to freeze in place at the sight before you.
Katsuki was sprawled out on his bed, legs spread, sweatpants pushed down just enough to reveal his hand wrapped around his cock. His face was flushed, lips slightly parted as deep, heavy breaths left his mouth. But what made your stomach twist and your heart pound violently against your ribcageâwas the picture he was holding in his free hand.
Your picture.
A Polaroid from a few days ago when Mina had forced you into a cute pose during a game night. You remembered rolling your eyes at her, laughing, completely unaware that Bakugo had kept that picture. And nowâŚ
Your breath hitched.
The second Katsuki noticed the shift in air, his red eyes snapped open. The moment his gaze locked onto yours, everything stopped.
Time slowed.
His brain short-circuited.
ââŚOh, fuck.â
His entire body went stiff. His grip on himself loosened as panic overtook his expression. His face, already red from exertion, somehow darkened into a deep crimson.
You were still standing there, mouth parted, eyes flickering between his face and the pictureâhis damn hand still barely gripping his length.
âShitâget the fuck out!â he roared, scrambling to cover himself, the picture slipping from his grasp onto the bed.
You should move. You should leave. You should do something.
But you couldnât.
Because this meantâ
âYouâŚâ Your voice came out shakier than you wanted. âYouâŚlike me?â
Katsuki looked like he wanted to kill himself right there. His hand shot out to snatch the picture, shoving it under his pillow as if that would erase what just happened. âFuckinââgoddamn itââ He groaned, squeezing his eyes shut. âJust get out.â
You didnât. Instead, you took a hesitant step forward. âKatsukiâŚâ
âDonât.â His voice was hoarse. âDonât say my name like that right now.â
Your stomach flipped.
You knew Bakugo. You knew him well enough to understand that this wasnât just some horny moment he got caught in. This wasnât about lustâat least, not just that. He wouldnât be this mortified if it wasnât deeper than that.
âYou idiot,â you whispered, heart hammering. âWhy didnât you just tell me?â
He exhaled sharply, fingers digging into his sheets, still refusing to look at you. âBecause itâs fuckinâ embarrassing, alright? I didnât want you to knowââ He stopped, jaw clenching. âDidnât wanna scare you off.â
Your lips parted slightly.
Katsuki Bakugo, the guy who never hesitated to say what was on his mind, the guy who had zero filter and always spoke his truthâwas scared to confess to you?
That realization sent warmth flooding through your chest.
And then, because you were feeling boldâor maybe because you wanted to see just how far you could push himâyou took another step closer.
âWould it really scare me off,â you murmured, tilting your head, âif I liked you too?â
His eyes snapped open.
Shock flickered through his face before something darker took over.
ââŚYouâre shitting me.â His voice was low, dangerous.
You shook your head. âIâm not.â
A tense silence stretched between you two. His eyes searched yours, as if trying to find any hint of a lie. But all he found was the truth.
His fingers twitched.
ââŚThen get over here.â
And just like that, the air turned thick.
Would you obey? Or would you tease him just a little more?
Your heart pounded.
Katsukiâs grip on your wrist was firmâalmost bruisingâas he yanked you forward, pulling you onto his lap before you could even think to resist. His breath was ragged, hot against your skin, and his hands wasted no time, gripping your hips tight enough to leave marks.
âYou donât get to say shit like that and not fuckinâ mean it,â he growled, voice thick with frustration and something darkerâsomething desperate. âSo if youâre playinâ with me, you better get the fuck out now.â
But you werenât.
You werenât playing.
You wanted him just as much as he wanted you.
Your hands slid up his chest, feeling the way his muscles tensed under your touch. âIâm not,â you whispered, looking him straight in the eye. âI meant it.â
Something in him snapped.
With a rough exhale, his hands slid up, gripping the back of your neck as he crashed his lips against yours. The kiss was messy, all tongue and teeth, pure hunger consuming him as if heâd been holding himself back for too damn long.
You gasped against his mouth, and that soundâfuck, that soundâmade him lose what little restraint he had left.
His hands found the hem of your skirt, hiking it up impatiently, fingers digging into your bare thighs before pushing between them, spreading you open.
âKatsukiââ
âShut up,â he groaned, voice strained as his fingers found the damp fabric of your panties. âFuckinââlook at you,â he muttered, pressing his forehead to yours as his fingers traced the wet spot. âYou like this, huh? Catchinâ me like that? Knowinâ Iâve been thinkinâ about you every damn night?â
Your face burned, but you couldnât deny it. You nodded, lips parted as you struggled to breathe.
His jaw clenched, pupils blown wide as he pushed your panties aside with two fingers. The sudden rush of cool air against your slick folds made you shiver.
âShit,â he hissed, running his fingers along your slit, feeling just how wet you were for him. His head fell back against the headboard, eyes squeezing shut for a moment before snapping open, locking onto you with a look that made your stomach flip. âYouâre so fuckinâ wet.â
Your thighs clenched around his hand instinctively, but his free hand gripped your hip hard, keeping you spread for him.
âNuh-uh,â he muttered darkly, voice rough. âLemme feel you.â
And then, without warning, he pushed two fingers inside you.
A broken moan left your lips, back arching as his thick fingers stretched you open. He groaned at the feeling, at how warm and tight you were around him, at the way your body reacted so perfectly to his touch.
âFuck,â he gritted out, curling his fingers just right, watching your face contort in pleasure. âYouâre squeezinâ me so damn good.â
You were panting, gripping his shoulders for support as he pumped his fingers in and out of you, each thrust rough and desperate, as if he needed to memorize the way you felt around him.
And when he pressed his thumb against your clit, rubbing harsh circles, your whole body jerked in his grasp.
âGonna make you cum on my fingers,â he muttered, lips brushing against your jaw, trailing down to your neck where he nipped at your skin. âThen Iâm gonna fuck you so good you wonât ever think about another damn guy again.â
Your nails dug into his shoulders, pleasure coiling tight in your stomach, and the way he was looking at youâlike you were the only thing heâd ever wanted, like he was ready to ruin you completelyâsent you tumbling over the edge.
Your orgasm hit hard, your walls pulsing around his fingers as a choked moan ripped from your throat. Katsuki cursed under his breath, watching you fall apart for him, feeling your arousal coat his hand.
âGood girl,â he murmured, slowing his movements as he helped you ride out your high. âThatâs it. Fuckinâ perfect.â
But he wasnât done.
Not even close.
Because the second you caught your breath, he was already undoing his sweats, freeing his cock from his boxers, and positioning you over him.
âYou ready for me?â he asked, voice thick with need, rubbing his tip against your still-sensitive entrance.
And with a shaky breath, you nodded.
âYes.â
His grip on your hips tightened.
And then he slammed you down onto his cock.
Your head fell back with a sharp gasp as Katsuki stretched you open, bottoming out in one deep, unforgiving thrust. The sheer size of him sent a shudder through your body, your nails clawing at his shoulders, trying to ground yourself.
âFuck,â he growled, his head dropping against your shoulder, breath hot and ragged. His fingers dug into your hips, keeping you still as he throbbed inside you, struggling to keep himself from fucking up into you like a madman. âYouâre soâshit, youâre tight.â
You whimpered, thighs trembling on either side of his as your walls fluttered around him, trying to adjust to the stretch.
Katsuki sucked in a sharp breath, his whole body tensed. âDonât do that.â
âD-Do what?â you managed to stammer.
His hands slid down to your ass, gripping the flesh roughly. âSqueezinâ me like that,â he gritted out, voice thick with restraint. âOr Iâll fuckinâ lose it.â
You bit your lip, loving the way his body was trembling beneath you, his chest heaving with ragged breaths. His self-control was hanging by a thread, and you could snap it so easily.
So you rolled your hips.
Katsuki let out a guttural moan, head snapping up, eyes burning with something wild. His grip on you tightenedâthen, without warning, he lifted you up only to slam you back down onto his cock.
A cry tore from your lips, but he didnât give you a second to adjust.
âFuckinâ minx,â he growled, setting a brutal pace, using his grip on your hips to bounce you on his cock. The lewd, wet sounds of your bodies colliding filled the air, mixing with his ragged curses and your breathless moans.
He was relentless. Desperate. Like he had been starving for this, for you.
âFuck,â he hissed through gritted teeth, watching the way you took him so perfectly, watching the way your body moved against him. His cock throbbed inside you, hitting that spot that made you cry out every time. âYou feel so fuckinâ good.â
Your legs were trembling, your body burning from the intensity of it all. He was everywhereâhis hands gripping your hips, his mouth on your neck, his cock buried deep inside you.
âKatsukiââ
âI got you, baby,â he murmured, his voice softer for just a second before he slammed you down even harder, knocking the breath from your lungs. âI got you.â
The coil in your stomach was winding impossibly tight, your body overwhelmed by the pleasure. Your nails raked down his back, your moans turning high and needy.
Katsuki groaned at the feeling. âShitâgonna cum, arenât you?â
You nodded frantically, barely able to speak, barely able to think past the feeling of him wrecking you completely.
He leaned in, capturing your lips in a messy kiss, swallowing your cries as he fucked you through the intensity of your orgasm.
âCum for me,â he ordered, voice rough against your lips. âWanna feel you fuckinâ fall apart on me.â
That was all it took.
Your vision blurred as pleasure crashed over you, your walls clenching around him as you came hard, your whole body shaking from the force of it.
Katsuki cursed loudly, his thrusts turning erratic.
âFuckâfuckââ He gripped you tighter, holding you down as he buried himself deep, his cock twitching before spilling inside you with a rough groan. His body shuddered, fingers gripping your flesh almost painfully as he emptied himself inside you, breath hot against your neck.
For a moment, the only sound was your heavy breathing, the warmth of his body pressing against yours as you both tried to recover.
Then, Katsuki let out a low chuckle, his lips brushing against your ear.
âYouâre fuckinâ mine now, got it?â
@ sober ( wc 4k )
â ( âprohero!katsuki x reader ) mdni | suggestive â liquid courage failed you before, too many times to count. this time, you're staying sharp.
@ five in the morning
â ( pro-hero!katsuki x reader ) â you just wanted to surprise your boyfriend with breakfast | suggestive
@ tenderly, tragically
â ( pro-hero!katsuki x reader ) â aftermath of a huge argument; you can never stay away for too long | angst & fluff
@ no one elseâs
â ( thirdyear!katsuki x fem!reader ) â katsuki already has plans once you graduate | suggestive
@ let me
â ( prohero!katsuki x fem!reader ) â you underestimate how gentle katsuki can be, if you needed it | smut
@ late evenings
â ( prohero!katsuki x reader ) â katsuki just missed you | suggestive
@ needy
â ( prohero!katsuki x reader ) â katsukiâs kink is you asking for it | smut
@ husband of the year
â ( prohero!katsuki x reader ) â in your defense, who would've thought he would barge in while you're at work? clearly not you.
@ reason
â ( thirdyear!katsuki x reader ) â your boyfriend breaks up with you, and katsuki doesnât waste opportunities | suggestive
@ wearing his merch
â ( prohero!katsuki x reader ) â requested | suggested
HOLY MOLY GUYS
â Pairing:
Pro Hero! And soon to be ex Husband!Keigo Takami x Pro Hero!Still legal Wife!Reader
Synopsis: It's Valentines Day and your estranged husband shows up to your apartment to... take you out?
Warning: Extreme angst and fluff, suggestive themes, drinking, heartbreak, mutual pinning, touching and kissing, bad mental health, broken vases, broken dishes, preditor and prey, teasing, not really unfrequented love, heartbreak, hoping, depression, intimacy.
Wc: long, No ageless blogs! MDNI!!!
More info at the end. Use song: Of Monsters And Men - Little Talks
Slight spoiler: I wrote the flashback two different ways to represent how our brains twist painful memories.
This is the 3rd installment of my Valentines day series.
(Check my mha master list for more characters.)
Taglist from both of my master lists because I need to feed the cats: @elarakive, @thealtofvalleyxdoodles, @the-dumpster-fire-of-life, @raendarkfaerie, @bunny-b34r, @icey-wonders, @adherethecomingofage, @karaartioli-blog, @meoweoeoeosme, @faithisxreading, @faithisidking, @oh-kayyy-stan-bts, @shortie-chocolate, @rosaline756. @sweetlike-sugarplum. @aespie, @dancingqueen276, @erensbbg, @lillizxzz, @1chaerry,
@valscodblog, @willnetries
The morning is cold, but Keigo barely feels it as he stands outside your condo, wings tucked tight against his back, fingers flexing at his sides. Heâs been here for ten minutes already, gathering his courage, trying to find the right words, the right tone. Something easy, something smooth, something that wonât make you him out of your head.
He raps his knuckles against the door, but it isnât you who answers.
"Sorry birdie," Rumi drawls, leaning against the frame like sheâs been expecting him all day. Her ears flick lazily before she leans aside just enough to let him see inside.Â
"Kitty cat doesnât want to play today."
Keigo opens his mouth to argue, but the twitch of her ears is all the warning he gets before she sidesteps, and a vase comes flying straight for his face.
Glass explodes against the doorframe as he dodges, shards embedding themselves in the wood and skittering across the ground. He exhales slowly, resisting the urge to shake out his wings, and instead, he just tilts his head toward the room beyond.
"That any way to treat an old friend, sweetheart?"Â
His voice is light, teasing, but thereâs something beneath itâ
Something raw, something desperate.
He sees the flick of your tail's shadow before he sees you, a lazy sway from where youâre perched on the arm of your couch, one leg crossed over the other. Youâve got your claws out, the tips of your nails clicking idly against the glass of anotherâ intact âvase on the side table.
Your pupils are blown, slitted eyes reflecting the light in that eerily beautiful way that always makes his breath catch. Smoke curls from your lips, disappearing into the dim lighting.
Rumi huffs, stepping back inside. "Iâm not cleaning that up."
"Donât have to," you reply smoothly, voice like silk dragged over velvet. Your lashes flutter as you finally, finally turn your gaze to him.Â
"Keigo will do it, wonât you, baby?"
That shouldnât do as much to him as it does. He knows youâre being cruelâplaying with him the way you always have, even before everything went to hell. But his fingers still twitch at his sides, still aching to reach for you.
"Anything for you, dove."Â
His voice is softer now, almost a whisper.
Rumi looks between the two of you and groans. "Alright, Iâm out. But if you kill him, Iâm not helping you hide the body." She grabs her purse and coat before leaving out the door, white trainers making crunchy noises against the floor.Â
Rude , sheâd have helped you hide any other body.Â
You hum noncommittally as she heads for the elevator. The second it shuts, the air between you thickens.
Keigo takes a step forward, and you donât moveâdonât stiffen, donât react, just keep watching him with those unblinking, inhumanly sharp eyes. He has to remind himself to breathe.
"Can we talk?"
A beat of silence. Then, you lift your chin slightly, lashes lowering.Â
"Inside."
He barely hears the words over the sound of his own heartbeat. But he follows you in without hesitation.
Your condo is nothing like the home you once shared with Keigo. Itâs clinical, sleek, too neat. Thereâs no clutter, no misplaced shoes by the door, no feathers caught between couch cushions.Â
No warmth.Â
The air inside is still, save for the faint scent of something citrusy and sharpâone of the only things that covers the trace of venom in your breath. The furniture is modern, leather and glass, not a single soft edge in sight.Â
Even the throw pillows on the couch are pristine, arranged just so. Keigoâs eyes flick to the sink, the pipes lined with that special metal finish to prevent your venom from eating through them, the custom silverware drying in a dish rack, a reminder of all the precautions you have to take just to exist in the same space as other people.
But there arenât any other people here. Just you. Just him.
You saunter toward the bar cart in the corner, tail flicking as you reach for a bottle, pouring yourself a drink with slow, deliberate movements. You donât offer him one.
Keigo watches, silent for once. Heâs been in too many rooms like this. He knows the signs. You havenât made this place a homeâyouâve made it a hideout. A place to exist, not to live. And that realization makes something inside him twist so violently he has to clench his fists to keep from reaching for you.
"You gonna speak, or just stand there lookin' pretty?"Â
Your voice is a purr, lazy, amused. But he knows you too well. Thatâs just how you hide the venom.
He swallows, stepping further inside, ignoring the broken glass from your little greeting still scattered near the door.Â
"What happened to us?"
You sigh dramatically, swirling the liquid in your glass.
"We got divorced, birdie. Try to keep up."
"Thatâs not an answer."
"Sure it is."
You finally turn to face him fully, your tail curling loosely around your leg, those slit pupils of yours narrowing as they catch the light. Your gaze flicks to the faint cuts on his hands from the glass, and Keigo thinksâhopesâfor a second that you might care. But then you take another slow sip, and whatever softness he thought he saw disappears.
"You think I donât know what youâre doing?" His voice is quieter now, rougher. Your lips curl slightly.
"Enlighten me."
"Youâre trying to make me hate you."
You donât react. Not at first. But he sees the way your fingers tighten around the glass, the way your ears twitch, betraying you.
"Is it working?" you murmur.
Keigo exhales sharply, shaking his head.Â
"No."
You click your tongue, setting your drink down on the bar cart with a little more force than necessary.Â
"Shame."
Thereâs a long pause, tension stretched between you so tight it might snap at any second. Then, finally, you lean back against the cart, crossing your arms over your chest, nails tapping idly against the fabric of your sleeve.Â
"Why are you here, Keigo?"
"You know why."
"You should be getting ready for your fancy gala, smiling for the cameras, being Japanâs golden boy."
"Not in the mood."
You hum, tilting your head. "Theyâll notice youâre gone."
"Let them."
That catches you off guard. He sees it in the flicker of surprise that crosses your face, quick as a heartbeat before itâs buried under something unreadable. You exhale, reaching up to push your hair back.Â
"You make everything so difficult."
Keigo steps closer.Â
"And you make everything so damn lonely."
Thatâfinallyâmakes you falter. Just a little.Â
But itâs enough.
"Why, love?" His voice is softer now, breaking at the edges.
"Whyâd you really leave?"
Your lips part, but no sound comes out. Because he deserves the truth, doesnât he? After everything, after all the years spent in each otherâs arms, in each otherâs shadows.
But the truth is ugly. And youâve never been the type to hand Keigo something he canât handle. Even now, after everything, after you left.
So instead, you force a smirk, stepping forward to slide your fingers under the knot of his tie, tugging him just close enough to feel the heat of your breath against his lips.
"I left," you whisper, "Because I knew youâd chase me."
Keigoâs breath stutters. His hands twitch.
And then you let go, stepping back, putting a wall between you again.
"Now," you sigh, picking up your drink, "If youâre done being sentimental, you can see yourself out."
But Keigo doesnât move.
Doesnât turn, doesnât back away.
Instead, he reaches into his pocket and pulls out something small. Something velvet. Something with your name on it.
Your breath catches.
His voice is barely a whisper.
"Not without an answer."
The morning light filters through the sheer curtains as you pull them back, casting a pale glow across the pristine walls of your condo. The city hums softly beyond the glass, an orchestra of distant sirens and traffic, a constant reminder that the world moves on regardless of your choices.
You lift your glass to your lips, savoring the last bitter sip before setting it down with a deliberate click. Behind you, Keigo still stands in the center of the room, that damn velvet box in his hands.
Your fingers twitch, but you donât reach for it. Not yet.
Instead, you exhale slowly, rolling your shoulders as you stare out over the skyline. Being a Pro Hero should mean something, but for you, itâs always been more of a balancing act.
The media has never truly trusted youânot with the kind of power you wield, not with a quirk as inherently dangerous as yours. Youâve spent your career fighting for a place at the table, only to be met with suspicion. The public adores their heroes, but they only ever tolerate you.
And now, post-separation, they donât even do that.
The headlines were merciless when the news first broke.
Pro Heroes Hawks and Nightfangâs scandalous divorce.Â
'Nightfangâs betrayal.'
Every news outlet framed you as the villain, the gold digger, the attention seeker. They spewed theories, spun tales of infidelity or deceit, but none of them knew the truth. Not a single one of them understood the slow unraveling of something that once felt indestructible.
And Keigoâdamn himânever defended himself.
Only you.
He stood in front of cameras and brushed off questions with a shrug, a lazy smile, a tilt of his head. He called you an incredible woman. He said he would always support you. He told the world that love is complicated, but that you werenât the villain in this story.
But when the cameras were off, when the interviews ended, when he came home to an empty penthouse that still carried the ghost of your laughter, Keigo had to face the truth.
You werenât coming back.
Legally, the two of you are still married. You filed for divorce, but he never signed the papers. He refuses. Youâve been separated for a year now, and once the two-year mark hits, youâll be dragging him back to court to finalize it whether he likes it or not. Thatâs the plan. But Keigoâstubborn, maddening, infuriating Keigoâisnât going to let you go so easily.
He tried. At first.
But then Endeavor and Touya got involved. And when two of the most emotionally constipated men in Japan actually agreed on something for once, Keigo started listening.
âYouâre insane if you think youâll ever find something like that again,â Touya had scoffed, tossing a cigarette off the balcony of Keigoâs penthouse. âYouâve had the real thing, and youâre just gonna let her walk? Thatâs weak.â
âYouâre not thinking clearly,â Endeavor had muttered, arms crossed.Â
âYouâre a hero, but youâre still a man. Fight for her.â
So Keigo fought.
He scared off every court-mandated counselor assigned to help mediate the separation. He dodged meetings, refused legal summons, and ensured that nothing about his life changed.
Your clothes were still in the closet. Your favorite mug is still sitting by the coffee machine. Hell, your toothbrushâyour damn toothbrushâremains untouched in the holder beside his.
And yet, the scent of you is gone.
Late at night, when sleep refused to come, he would reach for your pillow, hoping for somethingâ anything âthat still carried your warmth. But it was just fabric. Cold. Empty. The absence of you felt like a weight in his chest, like hunger gnawing at his ribs, an ache that wouldnât fade.
It terrified him, that feeling.Â
Because it wasnât just loneliness.Â
It was abandonment.
Keigo swallows hard, shaking himself from his thoughts as you finally turn, your gaze landing on the small velvet box in his hands. Your expression remains unreadable, but he catches the flicker of something in your eyesârecognition, hesitation, something softer before itâs buried beneath layers of indifference.
"You kept them." Your voice is quiet, but not surprised.
"Of course I did." His grip tightens slightly. "What did you think? That Iâd toss them like some old trinket?"
You say nothing.
He steps closer, the distance between you shrinking.
"Open it."
You donât move.
Keigo exhales sharply, bringing the box to his own hands, flicking it open with his thumb. Inside, nestled against the plush lining, are the ringsâyour rings. Your wedding band, sleek and elegant, gleams under the morning light. And beside it, his own.
Unworn, untouched. Still yours.
"Tell me," his voice drops, rough and raw,Â
"Do you still want this to be over?"
You look at himâthe man you came to love so deeply, so wholly, that it still aches in places you thought had long gone numb. Keigo Takami. Hawks. The man who once had nothing, just a lonely kid with clipped wings, and somehow, against all odds, became your everything.
Your fingers tighten around the wine glass in your hands, not from anger, but from the weight of the memories pressing against your chest.
You remember it all so vividlyâyour wedding, if you could even call it that. No grand venue, no media coverage, no designer gowns or custom tuxedos. Just you, in a t-shirt and jeans, standing beside him in the city hall courthouse. Your closest friends, your grandfather, and a love so real it felt like the very foundation of the life you were building together. Back before the multimillion-dollar contracts, before either of you were B-list celebritiesâhell, even before you were D-list heroes.
People had called you foolish. Theyâd whispered that it wouldnât last, that Keigo would leave you someday.Â
Find someone younger, someone prettier, someone who wasnât⌠you.
But Keigo never strayed. Never looked at another woman the way he looked at you.Â
Not once.
You knew the kind of childhood he had survived, the scars buried beneath his charm, the silent desperation in the way he clung to you when nightmares crept in. You were his family. And he was yours.
Maybe thatâs why this hurts so much.
Because when the rest of the world turned its back on you, when the media vilified you, when complete strangers condemned you, Keigo had always been your safe place.Â
And now?Â
Now you were each otherâs greatest source of pain.
At least there were no kids to get lost in this mess. No innocent lives tangled in the wreckage of what the two of you had built and lost. Just two people, bound by love and tragedy, trying to navigate the wreckage without losing themselves in the process.
And yet, even now, late at night, you still hear him.
That warm hum, soft as a whisper, waking you from the edge of sleep. It takes a moment before you recognize itâhis voice, murmuring wedding vows in the quiet. The same ones he spoke to you five years ago in that tiny courthouse, when the only thing you had to your names was each other.
"I donât have much, but everything I am, everything I have, itâs yours. It always will be."
Keigo has offered a vow renewal more times than you can count. And every time, you refuse. He doesnât understand.
He thinks you deserve more, that he didnât do right by you back then. That now, with money, status, and power, he can finally give you something extravagantâsomething worthy of you. But that courthouse wedding? That day, five years ago? It was perfect.
Youâve told him that before.
And Keigo, with that quiet, unreadable stare, had only shaken his head and whispered, âThat was the bare minimum.â
He doesnât get it.Â
And moments like thisâwhen he stands in front of you, ring box in hand, eyes pleading even when he doesnât say a wordâitâs so damn hard to be mad at him.
Because Keigo Takami, for all his recklessness, for all his stubbornness, has never once stopped loving you.
The rings clink softly against the table, the weight of them heavier than it should be. Your sigh feels like itâs been building in your chest for years, clawing its way up your throat, but when it finally escapes, it doesnât bring relief. It just leaves you empty.
You rub your face, fingertips pressing into your temples, before retreating into the corner like you always do when youâre overwhelmed. The space feels too small, too tight, but the pressure grounds you. Keigo shifts in your periphery, body tensing like heâs about to reach for you, and you know that if he gets too close, youâll break.
Your mouth fills with saliva, hot and acrid, your body rejecting the wine and venom swirling in your stomach. Before Keigo can take another step, you bolt, vaulting over the table, sprinting to the kitchen sink just in time.
Everything comes up in sharp, burning wavesâwine, acid, poisonâand you grip the edges of the sink, gasping between shuddering breaths. You donât even realize youâre crying until Keigo is there, gathering your hair into his hands, his fingers gentle against your scalp.
The silk press you got last weekâbecause you didnât have the energy to deal with your hair, because life has felt so heavyâslides smooth between his fingers. He holds it back carefully, rubbing your back in slow, familiar circles, keeping his touch light like he knows any more might send you over the edge.
He doesnât say anything when you try to push him away, just turns on the water and helps you rinse your mouth. The sink is steaming, curling around your face like fog, and when you spit again, the heat clings to your skin. Your body feels drained, exhausted down to your bones, but Keigo stays close, watching you carefully.
You can see the concern in the way his eyes flicker over your frame, the way his jaw clenches. You know you look bad. You feel worse. The dark circles under your eyes are deeper than usual, your limbs too thin, your clothes hanging looser than they should.
And then his gaze shiftsâpast you, past the sinkâto the countertop.
To the empty bottles.
You donât even like wine like that.
Keigoâs expression doesnât change, but you can feel something inside him shift.
He doesnât say anythingâdoesnât need to. He just hands you a cup of water, watching like a hawk as you take small sips, as you swallow down the Tylenol he places in your palm. Then, without a word, he starts emptying the bottles. One by one, he pours them down the drain, his movements sharp, controlled. You donât try to stop him.
You just watch.
When heâs done, he tosses the bottles into the trash with finality, dusting his hands off before turning to you. His shoulders drop, just slightly, before he nods to the kitchen table.
âSit,â he murmurs.
You hesitate, but your body is too tired to fight him.
The smell hits you firstâwarm, savory, familiar. A bowl of noodles, steam curling from the surface, two soft-boiled eggs nestled in the broth. Light spice, mild enough for your stomach. Next to it, a glass of green tea.
Your favorite.
Keigo slides into the chair across from you, setting his own bowl down. He doesnât rush you, doesnât pushâjust eats with you, slow and steady, letting the weight of his presence do all the talking.
The food smells too good to ignore. And you donât want to be alone right now.
So you eat.
He watches, not too obviously, but you can feel it. The tension in his shoulders eases when you take another bite, and by the time your bowl is empty, your eyelids are heavier, your body slumping against the chair.
You donât protest when he leads you to the couch, wrapping you in soft blankets from God knows where. He pulls you against his chest, and for the first time in what feels like forever, you let yourself sink into the warmth of him.
Your couch is too hard, because you never bothered making this place comfortable. Most nights, you sleep on the hardwood floor because itâs easier than trying to rest in a bed that doesnât have him in it.
Maybe you got married too young. Your frontal lobes werenât even fully developed yet.
Or maybe this was always bound to happen.
You already know how this will go.
Keigo will stay until you make him leave. Heâll linger for a few days, maybe a few weeks, before finally stepping back. Then the gifts will start showing up at your doorânever at your agency anymore, at least he learned that much.
And then, eventually, heâll come back.
And when he does, youâll scream as you push him away. Because his feathers will be scattered across your apartment, lingering on the floor, stuck to your clothes, hidden in the creases of your couch.
And no matter how much you tell yourself to, you wonât have the heart to throw them out.
Because you still love him.Â
âHm.â
Your laugh is barely more than a breath, but it still surprises you. It rumbles against Keigoâs chest, and you feel the way he tenses beneath you, like heâs trying to commit the sound to memory.
When he glances down at you, you tell him itâs because noodles and green tea were all you guys could afford back then, before the fame, before the headlines, before everything got so complicated.
Keigo nods, his lips pressing into a firm line, but thereâs something in his eyesâsomething distant, something almost mournful. âThe food act you started is doing really well,â he says after a moment, his voice steady. âLots of donations are coming in. People are getting at least two hot meals a day.â
You smile, a small, fleeting thing.
Of course, Keigo made sure of it. Whatever you wanted to do, he always fronted the money, always stepped in as the face of it. Not because he wanted credit, but because people were more willing to listen to him than a woman who looked like you.
You donât even need to say it out loud. He already knows.
AÂ snake.Â
Thatâs what they called you.Â
Strange, considering the soft curve of your cat-like ears atop your head, the way your tail flicks when youâre irritated, the sharp, clawed nails you keep polished and neat. Maybe itâs your eyes, slitted and gold lined, too predatory for their liking.Â
Maybe itâs your teeth, sharp enough to tear through flesh, or the venom you can spit through the gaps between them, burning hot as it hisses against the air.
Or maybe itâs just because they needed an easy way to hate you.
Whatever. You donât care anymore.
Youâre just so tired.
Waking up has been hard. Brushing your teeth feels like a chore. Standing too fast makes your head spin.
Maybe itâs just too many bad days, piled on top of each other, weighing you down.
Or maybe itâs something else.
Itâs weirdâthe way youâve started signing Keigoâs last name again without thinking. You mean to use your maiden name when handling business, but the moment the pen touches paper, itâs his that spills out in ink.
Because it doesnât feel like your name anymore.
Not after the media found out about your marriage.
Not after they twisted it, stripped you of any identity outside of him.
It became his name. And you?Â
You werenât even a partial owner.
You sigh, pressing your forehead against his collarbone, letting yourself drift for just a moment. You and Keigo go way backâback before the tabloids, back before the industry swallowed him whole, back when you had braids and he hadnât yet fallen into the machine that chewed him up and spit him out as Hawks.
Back when it was just you and him, sitting on the floor of your first apartment, no furniture, barely making rent, sharing instant noodles and laughing like the world wasnât out to break you.
Keigo sits up a little, his arms still around you but tense now, his golden eyes locked onto your face, searching for something.Â
Anything.
âCan I ask you something?â
You donât respond immediately. Your gaze is fixed on the silver screen, but youâre not really watching anymore. The cartoon you grew up on plays like white noise in the background, a relic of a simpler timeâback when the only thing you had to worry about was making ends meet, back when it was just you and him against the world.
Back before the lights got too bright. Before the whispers got too loud.Â
Before loving each other started to hurt.
You understand why he doesnât want to go back to that apartment, why he hates the memories in those old walls. You do, but at the same time, you donât. Because back then, you had each other. More than you do now, more than when you both became names with too much weight to carry.
Before the cameras, before the meetings and hushed conversations about his image with you. Before your interviews turned sharp-edged, laced with bitterness neither of you knew how to swallow.
Before there were meetings about your marriage. Before your image turned sour.
You know why he works so hard to give you a soft life, but you refuse his money, refuse to go half on anything. You both got married without a prenup, so as far as youâre concerned, he can keep his things, and youâll keep yours.
But Keigo is a selfish man.
He wants everything.
Not the house, not the carsâthose are just things, and heâs never cared much for things.
He wants you .
Not as a trophy wife, not as a possession, but as the one person whoâs ever really seen him in a room full of people. The one who showed him what his heart was worth. And even though yours is torn to shreds, even though youâve spent so long pushing him away, he wants to be there with a sewing kit and new fabric, trying to stitch you back together, piece by piece.
"Would you run away with me?"
Your head turns slowly, eyes meeting his. "Run away to where? America? Some place where they donât know my face or name?" Your voice is flat, tired. "Youâd never be able to leave, Keigo. You have a duty here."
Keigo takes a deep, almost steady breath, eyes flickering with something unreadable before he clarifies.
"Run away with me for today. For Valentineâs Day. "
Your playful smile vanishes. You frown, turning back toward the screen.Â
"I hate when you joke like that."
"Itâs not a joke."
The way he spits itâlow, urgentâmakes something in your chest ache.
He isnât talking about some grand escape. He isnât asking you to drop everything, to disappear with him to some foreign country, to run from the weight of your names.
Heâs asking for today.
One day where there are no cameras, no expectations, no headlines.
Just you and him, like it used to be.
"Itâs not a joke," he repeats, softer this time.
"You can't breathe air into my lungs if I don't want it, Keigo."
"Then I'll be a vacuum cleaner and press reverse."
"There you go againâforcing me into what you think is best for me."
"Please, just come home."
"I'd rather be in hell than alone."
You haven't been back since the night you left. You packed a suitcase with the same clothes you arrived with, taking nothing more than your hero costume.
And now you were gone.
It killed Keigo to come home and see the place torn apart, to live in the wreckage of everything you left behind. For a while, he did. Thatâs why he moved into the penthouseâbecause the house, as beautiful as it was, hurt too much.
Acres of land, a guarded estate, a quiet escape in the countrysideâit was supposed to be a dream. Now, itâs just a memory.
But that night stays with him. The night you beggedâ fucking begged âhim, his wife, who should never have had to beg for anything in her life. And yet, you did. Standing there in your designer black dress, glittering under the dim lights, mascara running like an unchecked faucet, pooling at the base of your throat as if your own tears were branding you, drowning out your voice.
Begging him to stay. To choose you over the public. Because you needed him.
And he didnât.
âââââ
Keigo doesnât notice the way your hands start to shake as the commotion around you grows louder. He doesnât notice how the weight of the room feels like itâs pressing into your skull, the voices, the shuffling, the endless chatter about the schedule and the press and the fucking charity event drowning you like a tidal wave.
He doesnât notice the way you break.
Not at first.
You're already on your knees, sitting in the middle of the bedroom floor in your black designer gown, the shimmer of it making the streaks of makeup down your cheeks look even darker. Your chest is rising and falling too quickly, your breathing uneven, like the oxygen in the room is running out. Your nails are digging into the fabric around your arms, and youâre begging him, voice hoarse from holding everything in for years.
"Please."
Thatâs all you can manage at first. You donât know what else to say, how else to convince him, how else to make him see you.
"Please donât go."
Keigo exhales slowly, standing tall in his gilded tux, his hands adjusting the cuffs like heâs getting ready for war, and in a way, he is. The hero industry is a battlefield, and heâs always been a soldier. Always been good at following orders, at knowing when and where to strike, when to play the game.
Youâre not part of the game.
You never were.
"You know I canât just not go," he says, like heâs trying to be reasonable, like this is an explanation instead of an excuse. "This event is important."
You let out a sharp, bitter laugh.Â
Important.
"What about me ?" you whisper, gripping your dress tighter.
His jaw tightens. "Donât do that."
"Do what , Keigo?"
He sighs again, rubbing the back of his neck, his wings fluttering once in irritation. The movement sends a loose feather drifting to the floor between you, and you hate how that simple sight makes something in your chest ache .
" This ," he gestures at you vaguely. "Acting like I donâtâ"
"Like you donât what ?" You cut him off, eyes locking onto his. "See me? Hear me? Like you havenât left me behind over and over again?"
He stiffens at that.
"You always have somewhere else to be, Keigo," you whisper, your hands releasing your dress to clutch at your chest instead, like you can physically hold yourself together.
"Always someone else to be with. Always something more important than me."
"That's not fair," he snaps. "You know thatâs not true."
"Do I?" Your voice cracks, and you shake your head, laughing wetly, eyes burning. " Tell me , Keigoâwhen was the last time you chose me ?" He looks at you, but he doesnât say anything. Not even one word.
Because he knows.
He fucking knows .
And for not the first time tonight, you feel empty.
Because whatâs the point of screaming at a wall? Whatâs the point of pouring your heart out into hands that are too full to hold it?
Your voice is quieter now. Depleted.
"Iâm done."
That makes his entire body tense, golden eyes snapping to yours, lips parting slightly in disbelief.
"What?"
"I donât wanna fight anymore." You sniff hard, wiping your eyes, smearing the mess on your face further.Â
"I just wanted love and comfort. Thatâs it."
Keigo moves forward, like heâs about to kneel in front of you, but before he can, thereâs a loud knock on the door, followed by frantic voices calling his name.
They need him.
You donât say anything. You donât move. He hesitates, but only for a second. Then he sighs, leans down, and presses a quick kiss to your ruined cheek.
"Weâll talk about this when I get home, okay?"
Your breath catches in your throat.
And just like that, heâs gone.
The door closes behind him, and the noise follows, his footsteps fading down the hall as the staff and managers rush after him.
You donât move.
You just sit there, staring at the empty space he left behind, blinking slowly as another hot tear slips past your lashes, burning as it carves a path down your cheek. It drips from your chin, landing against the fabric of your dress. And in the silence of the house you once called home , you whisper,
"I need you."
But heâs already gone.
You donât move at first when you hear all the cars drive away.Â
Because your mental state was just that bad âso bad that the thought of standing under a thousand flashing lights, surrounded by cameras and whispers, made your stomach turn. Because you knew how it would go. Youâd smile, pose, play the part, and by morning, theyâd have spun some new evil story about you. As if you craved attention so desperately that you needed everyoneâs eyes on youâeven at a charity ball.
And Keigo stood there, dressed in gold, the picture of perfection, while the staff bustled around you, stepping over your crumpled form on the floor of your own home. As if you werenât there. As if you were just a nuisance, inconveniencing a man who had far better things to do.
Honestly, what did he ever see in you?
The rumors never stopped. That he must have been tricked, roped into this marriage. That Hawks, the patron saint of the hero world, hadnât just cleaned up the streetsâheâd done an act of charity by taking in a disaster of a woman like you.
And maybe, tonight, he believed it.
He dismissed the staff. His managers. But it was too late.Â
The damage was already done.
He tried to explain earlier. Tried to tell you why he couldnât just not go. That you needed to pull yourself together. And thatâs when something inside you snapped.
"Iâve been pulling myself together for you for seven years, Keigo. Seven."
From the very beginning, people told you that youâd never measure up. That you needed to hold on tight to him before he came to his senses. And now, standing in the middle of this too big, too cold house, you finally hit your breaking point.
You couldn't breathe. You couldn't think. The world spun too fast, too violently, and heâhe couldnât even take a moment to comfort you?
Really?
Heâd rather stand there and watch you unravel?Â
The two of you were screaming now, voices ricocheting off the high ceilings. But you werenât even angry anymore. Not really.
"I donât want to fight, Keigo. I just wanted love. I just wanted comfort."
His phone wouldnât stop ringing. People were banging on the door, reminding him that he needed to go. And youâyou just stood there. Silent. Watching.
"Weâll talk about this when I get home,"Â he told you, pressing a kiss to your tear-streaked cheek before walking out the bedroom door.
And you let him go.
The moment the door clicked shut, a single, burning tear slipped down your cheek, curving along your jaw as you whispered, "I need you."
But there was no one left to hear it.
The house was empty. Silent.
No one called. No one checked inâexcept Rumi and Taishiro, asking where you were, saying Keigo mentioned you werenât feeling well.
Oh.Â
So thatâs what he told them?
The ring on your finger feels heavier than it ever has.
The same ring he slipped onto your finger with that cocky, love-drunk grin, promising you forever. The same ring he kissed every morning before slipping out the door, murmuring, see you later, babe . The same ring that sat between your fingers as you traced the grooves absentmindedly, convincing yourself that he was worth waiting for.
Now, all you can think about is how much you regret ever putting it on.
Because what did it mean ?
Nothing.
It was just another thing in your life that Keigo Takami had made you believe was sacredâonly for him to turn around and treat it like an afterthought.
Defends you to the death one moment but canât even put the world on hold for you the next.
Talk about mixed fucking signals.
Even the lights in your bedroom feel too bright, burning into your retinas as if the whole house is mocking you, exposing you, watching you break apart piece by piece. You stumble toward the bathroom, desperate for a moment to breathe, to clear your face, to wipe away the evidence of how thoroughly youâve lost .
But then you make the mistake of looking into the mirror.
And you donât even recognize yourself.
The woman staring back at you is a ghost, her makeup smeared down her cheeks like war paint, her lips trembling with unshed rage and despair. The whites of her eyes are bloodshot, her cheeks raw from the heat of her tears.
Smoke curls from her lips with every breath.
You open your mouth, and your venom pools there, thick and acrid, sliding over your tongue like a warning. You could spit it into the sink, watch it swirl down the drain like all the other things youâve had to swallow in this marriage.
But why should you?
Whatâs the point of restraint? Whatâs the point of trying to be good ?
Keigo abandoned you tonight. Just like he always does.
So instead of spitting into the sink, you turn and head straight for the bed.
One spit-take is all it takes to watch the expensive Egyptian cotton sheets dissolve into nothing.
Oh.
That feels good.
Something clicks into place inside you, something sharp and reckless and angry.
Your fingers curl into tight fists as you storm through your walk-in closet, scanning the racks and shelves until your eyes land on something perfect.
An old baseball bat.
The weight of it feels right in your hands, the smooth grip grounding you.
And then you swing.
The bedroom window shatters on impact, the sound ringing through the house, glass raining onto the floor like diamonds. You turn on your heel and move to the next targetâthe kitchen cabinets, the overpriced mahogany that Keigoâs designer picked out. You slam the bat into them again and again, the wood splintering, the doors hanging off their hinges.
Then itâs the TVs.
Every. Single. One.
Because why the fuck does every room need a television ?
You swing at the first one, watching the screen crack and flicker, glass shards scattering across the hardwood floor. Then the next, and the next, until thereâs nothing left but broken plastic and shattered screens.
But thatâs still not enough.
The sinks.
You crank the faucets on full blast, watching the water spill over before you spit into them, the pipes sizzling and corroding instantly.
Keigoâs favorite car sits in the driveway, gleaming under the moonlight, freshly purchased, still smelling like new leather and money.
Too bad about the broken windshield.
Your bat swings once, then twice, then three times for good measure, before you shove the damn thing into neutral and push it over the edge of the propertyâs cliffside driveway.
It tumbles down the rocky slope, scraping against jagged edges, until it lands with a loud splash in the saltwater below.
Huh.
Guess heâll find it there later.
You step back, shoulders rising and falling with each breath, but youâre not done. Not yet.
The wedding china.
The plates, the dishes, the goddamn gravy boat.
You hurl them at the wall, watching them shatter into pieces, and for the first time, your hands shake âbecause that hurt. That was a gift from your grandfather. That was yours .
You swallow hard, eyes burning, but you donât stop.
Your wedding dress is in the attic, stuffed away in a box that smells like dust and memories. It was a short thing, gifted by Nemuri from her first failed attempt down the aisle, something borrowed, something meant to be special.
Keigoâs tux is there too. An old rental, something he nearly threw away.
You whisper a quiet, sorry, to the dress before setting it ablaze.
Better for it to burn than to live in that dingy old box forever.
But Keigoâs tux? That, you take downstairs.
You nail it to the front steps.
For when he gets married again.
And then, finally, you slide the ring off your finger. Itâs lighter now.
You donât look at it as you place it on the nightstand, as you go back upstairs and pull out an old suitcase. You pack only what you came into this house with. The clothes from your old life. And your hero costume.
For good measure, you slice up Keigoâs expensive jackets, the ones he always threw over your shoulders in public when people were watching, but never when you actually needed them. All this money canât buy you the arms that you wish would hold you more than just at night when youâre falling apart and canât feel anything. Then you flood the bathtub with them.
And spit.
The fire crackles, eating through the fabric, the flames licking up the ruined cloth, filling the air with the acrid scent of burnt leather and regret.
Do you feel better?
No.
But it helps .
And then you leave.
You step out of the house barefoot, your pretty dress stained with smoke and dust, your expensive heels clicking against the pavement as you walk . And you donât stop. Not until you reach your grandfatherâs old house. The porch steps creak under your weight as you sink down, too exhausted to even push open the door.
Your body is spent. Your soul is empty.
So you just curl up on the steps, resting your head against the worn wood. And for the first time that nightâ
You close your eyes in peace.
âââââ
Keigo watches you from across the room, his golden eyes tracing every flicker of emotion that crosses your face. He sees it all. The hurt. The betrayal. The night he can never take back.
And the worst part?
He knowsâknows deep down in his bonesâthat thereâs nothing he can do to fix it.Â
No matter how hard he tries, no matter how many times he rewinds the memory in his head, searching for the moment where he could have done anything differently.
Because he did come home that night.
Heart pounding. Mind racing.
At first, he thought someone had attacked you, that some villain had stormed the house, tearing it apart, leaving nothing but chaos and destruction in their wake. But then he saw it.
The tux.
Nailed to the front steps like a goddamn headstone.
And then he stepped inside.
The walkway, the living roomâ empty.
Not in the way that an unfinished house is empty, but in the way that something once full of life had been stripped bare, gutted from the inside out. The only things left were the shards of glass scattered across the floor, catching the moonlight like cruel little stars.
His stomach had twisted at the sight, his fingers tightening around the doorframe as he forced himself to move forward, to climb the broken staircase, to look .
And when he didâWhen he stepped into your bedroomâHis knees nearly buckled beneath him.
Black stains marred the pristine white carpet. It took him a second to understand what they were.
And then it hit him like a freight train.
Your tears.
You had knelt there, crying so hard and so long that the venom from your mouth had dripped onto the floor, burning into the fibers. His gaze had swept the room, taking in the smoldering remains of your shared mattress, the burned sheets, the shattered windows. His jacketsâshredded beyond recognition.
And thereâon the bedside tableâ
The ring.
The one thing he never thought heâd see off your finger.
And then he checked the closet. Your clothesâall the ones he had ever bought youâwere still there. Neatly folded, untouched. The only things missing were the clothes you brought with you the day he gave you the keys and you moved in together.
The same keys he now kept locked in a safety deposit box. Along with the keys to your first apartment. Because some part of him had always held onto the hope that maybeâjust maybe âyouâd come home.
But that hope had been a foolâs dream, hadnât it?
He hates the person he was then. Because even if people needed him, he took vows to you.
And he broke them.
Maybe there was no adultery, no scandal, nothing that would make the tabloids scream betrayal. But what does that even matter?
He still failed you.
And he doesnât blame you for wanting out. For wanting away from him.
But fuck âheâd been an idiot.
An idiot to not try harder. To not fight tooth and nail until his last dying breath to make it right. To not chase after you, to not choose you the way he should have from the very beginning.
And now, standing here, watching youâ
He wonders if maybe the right thing to do is to finally let you go.
To stop being selfish.
To give you the space you deserve to heal , to move on, to find someone who truly understands you. Someone who isnât afraid to tell the world no for you, who will always put you first.
Someone who will love you better than he ever did.
And Godâ
He hopes that whoever it is, they love you more than anyone in the world.
Because you deserve it.
You always did.
"Okay."
Keigo blinks at you, his golden eyes narrowing slightly in confusion. Okay? Thatâs it?
"Okay?"Â he echoes, like he needs confirmation, like he hadnât just spent the past few minutes bracing himself for another argument, another rejection, another reminder of how much he fucked up.
"Â Yes, okay,"Â you say with a yawn, stretching your arms over your head as your hair flattens slightly against the pillow. "That's what I just said, right?"
He doesnât respond right away. Just watches you, still half-buried in sleep, your voice groggy, your body warm beside his. He doesnât know what he was expectingâ screaming? A shattered vase? âbut it sure as hell wasnât this.
"I don't see the point in wasting a beautiful day," you add, voice softer now, as if admitting something youâre not sure you should. "But I'm tired. I need a nap."
And so you do.
Just like that.
You turn over, curl up under the blanket, and drift off. Keigo watches you for a moment longer before finally settling in beside you. His wings fold close, the weight of everything still lingering heavy on his chest, but for the first time in a long time, he lets it be. He lets you be.
And maybe itâs not forgiveness. Maybe itâs not even healing.
But itâs something.
The sun is well into the afternoon sky by the time he stirs, rousing you gently with a touch to your arm, murmuring your name in that low, familiar voice.
You wake slowly, stretching again before swinging your legs over the edge of the bed.
"Five more minutes," you grumble. Keigo chuckles.
"Thatâs what you said an hour ago."
You throw a weak punch at his arm before shuffling to your bedroom. At first, you tug on a plain tee and jeans, running a brush through your hair before stopping. Your eyes flick to the back of the closet, to something you havenât worn in a long time.
A soft pink dress. Short and flowing. One you used to wear on dates before you got married.
You hesitate for only a second before pulling it out. It feels almost foreign in your hands, but when you slip it on, it fits just the same. A little piece of the past, like muscle memory. Your hands move on their ownâpulling your hair into a high ponytail, swiping on a light cat eye, painting your lips a deep maroon before adding a slick gloss over it.
Your eyes flicker to your feet next. Heels? No, too much. Sandals? Maybe.
Instead, you grab a pair of flat tennis shoes, white, and slip them on over your hot chili pepper socks. A tiny smirk tugs at your lips. You used to wear them all the time, and Keigo always teased you for it.
When you finally step outside, the sunlight kisses your skin, and Keigoâ
Keigo is already waiting.
He stands there, casual as ever, golden eyes sweeping over you in quiet admiration before his hand disappears behind his back and reemerges holding a large bouquet of flowers.
You stop short, eyes flicking between him and the bouquet.
"Where did you get those?"
He grins, his classic, cocky smirk making its first real return in what feels like ages. "I have my ways."
You roll your eyes, but thereâs no real bite behind it. You take the bouquet from him, inhaling the soft, floral scent before carefully opening the sliding glass door and placing them in a vase with fresh water. But before you turn away, you pluck a single sweet pink rose, tucking it between your fingers.
When you step back toward him, his arms are already open, waitingâ
And without hesitation, you wrap yourself around him.
His arms tighten around your waist, lifting you with ease like he used to, like itâs routine , like itâs muscle memory .
And for a momentâjust a momentâeverything feels familiar again.
Keigo lifts you into the air with ease, the wind rushing past as you hold onto him, your heart steady against his. His wings beat strong and sure, carrying you higher, away from everythingâthe city, the noise, the expectations.
For once, there is no mission. No duty. No answering to anyone.
Just this. Just you.
The sun is warm against your skin, golden and high, as he finally descends upon a quiet field nestled between rolling hills. A place untouched by the rush of the world. He lands effortlessly, his boots meeting the soft earth with a quiet thud before setting you gently down beside him.
Thereâs a small rental station tucked under the shade of a willow tree, and Keigo pulls out his wallet before handing over a few crisp bills. In return, heâs given two sleek bicycles, their frames shining in the midday sun.
"Hope you still like bike rides," he muses, smirking as he swings a leg over his.
You roll your eyes but canât hide your own smirk as you do the same.
And then youâre offâpedaling down winding dirt paths, the wind catching your hair, the scent of fresh earth and wildflowers filling your lungs.
The river beside you glistens, its waters clear and cool, flowing endlessly along the curves of the land. Keigo rides ahead at times, turning back to call out teasing remarks, daring you to keep up, but other times he slows just enough to let you ride beside him, your hands brushing every so often as your laughter fills the air.
At a small wooden stand along the path, an old mountain man greets you with a weathered smile, his hands rough but steady as he hands you fresh fruit and skewers of grilled meat. Keigo pays him generously, thanking him before leading you to a shaded spot where you both eat, savoring the simple flavors.
Then, with a sly grin, Keigo wipes a stray drop of juice from the corner of your lips with his thumb. His touch lingers, eyes golden and soft, and for a moment, he swears you both are younger againâtwo reckless souls, dressing up for each other just for fun, holding hands simply because you wanted to, not caring if anyone else saw, because you see each other, and that was all that ever mattered.
He never thought heâd get to have this again.
After the meal, he takes your hand and leads you somewhere even more breathtakingâa secluded stretch of Japanâs most beautiful flower fields. Endless waves of color spread before you, vibrant reds, soft lilacs, golden yellows, and blushing pinks painting the earth in an explosion of life.
"A private tour," he murmurs, nudging your side as he watches your expression, drinking in the way your eyes widen with wonder. "Just for you."
And it is just for you.
No cameras. No reporters. No agency calls.
He left his phone at home on purposeâno tracking, no interruptions.
Just this.Â
Just you.
As the day winds down, the sky begins to shift, trading its bright blues for something softer, richerâdeep oranges and soft pinks flood the heavens, painting the clouds in their warm embrace.
You both lay stretched out on a picnic blanket, the fabric worn but comfortable against the cool grass. The scent of flowers drifts through the air, mingling with the fading heat of the sun. Your head rests in his lap, your body relaxed, skin kissed by the sun, glowing beneath its last golden rays. His fingers move gently, threading delicate stems together, weaving a flower crown with practiced ease.
You hum quietly, running your fingers through the soft grass, feeling the earth beneath your touch, the moment settling deep into your bones.
"Hold still,"Â Keigo murmurs, placing the finished crown atop your head. You glance up at him, catching the way his golden eyes soften, the way his lips twitch into a barely-there smile.
"Perfect,"Â he whispers.
And for the first time in a long time, he truly believes that this moment âjust this âis all heâs ever needed.
You move suddenly, shifting up in his lap so quickly that his wings ruffle in surprise.
"Hey, dove, what are youâ"
"Shut up, birb brain," you mutter, licking your lips before grabbing his face.
Keigo lets you, just like he always does. Itâs something that used to unnerve him when you first met, when you started dating, but heâs long since grown used to itâthe way you inspect him like a cat, your sharp eyes scanning every inch of him as if youâre searching for something out of place.
Your fingers thread through his hair, combing through the strands, checking for anything you donât approve of. He doesnât move, barely even breathes, just lets you do what you need to.
Your pupils dilate, then shrink, then dilate again as you stare into his golden eyes. Heâs watched this before, felt it before, how your scrutiny is never cruel, never carelessâitâs careful, meticulous. Like youâre cataloging him, making sure heâs still here, still whole.
Then, without a word, you turn him slightly, brushing your fingers over his back, plucking loose pin feathers and laying them out in your lap like little trophies. Keigo exhales through his nose, resigned, watching as you note each one with silent judgment.
"You need to moisturize," you murmur, rubbing one of the smaller feathers between your fingers. "And let Touya help you if you're gonna be a bitch about it." Keigo gawks at you, wings twitching.Â
"I havenât seen him in foreverâ"
"Don't lie to me." Your nose wrinkles, and he knows thereâs no fooling you. "Tell him a man who's died twice doesnât need to kick the bucket to a cigarette addiction." He groans, rubbing the bridge of his nose.Â
"Yeah, yeah, Iâll pass it along."
You let him go suddenly, like youâre done with your little assessment, and flop back onto the blanket without another word. Keigo blinks down at you, rubbing at his jaw where your fingers had gripped him, before shaking his head with a huff.
"Yâknow, sometimes I think you might love my feathers more than you love me," he teases. You smirk, closing your eyes.
"Hate to break it to you, birdie, but they were my first love."
Keigo snorts, leaning over you, his shadow stretching over your sun-kissed skin. "Guess that makes me your side piece then, huh?" You hum, cracking one eye open.
"Mm. Keep up the good behavior, and I might just promote you."
He grins.
"Guess I better work hard then."
You burst into laughter, the sound spilling out of you uncontrollably, catching you both off guard. It startles Keigo for a second before he starts laughing too, that boyish, unrestrained laugh you used to hear all the timeâbefore everything.
And it keeps going, your laughter feeding off each other, bubbling over until your stomach aches and your cheeks are warm.
You can't help but smile when you see him like this. Keigoâhe feels ten feet off the ground, weightless in a way he hasnât felt in years.
Your hands find his, holding onto them from where youâre lying between his legs, your head resting in his lap. The flower crown in your hair fights to stay in place, petals shifting gently as the wind plays with the strands of your hair.
Itâs such a perfect momentâthe flowers around you, the sky melting into brilliant hues, the way your skin glows, alive and healthy.
The setting sun casts a golden glow over Keigoâs face, catching in his windswept hair and making his eyes burn with a warmth that melts straight into you. The wind hums through the open land, rustling the flowers around you, making them bow gently as if nature itself recognizes the weight of this moment. But none of it mattersânot the sky, not the wind, not the fading light.
Right now, itâs just you and him, existing in a perfect kind of stillness.
Your laughter lingers in the air, soft and unrestrained, a sound Keigo would bottle up and keep forever if he could. He watches you, completely enthralled, because heâs seeing something sacred, something only he has the privilege of knowing.
And when you smile at himâgenuine and unguardedâhis heart stirs, light as air, as if itâs grown wings of its own.
Being with Keigo feels almost like freedom, like the weight of the past and the uncertainty of the future can't touch you here. Like for once, you are both untethered, just two souls caught in each otherâs orbit, unburdened by the world beyond.
His hand finds yours, his thumb grazing the back of your knuckles in a quiet kind of devotion, and you squeeze back, grounding yourself in him.
The wind carries the scent of wildflowers, the last of the sunâs rays spilling over the horizon, but you donât care.
You only care about thisâhim, you, together.
And in this fleeting, fragile moment, it feels like nothing could ever take that away.
Then you wipe a tear from your eye, and Keigo watches the way your little teeth poke out from behind your soft lips, a detail he never stopped loving.
"Itâs moments like this," you say, voice quiet, almost hesitant,
"When I believe I can fall in love with you again."
Keigo swallows hard, his throat working against the lump forming there. He tries not to blink, not to close his eyes, terrified youâll disappear in the fraction of a second he does. Instead, he leans down, his hands tightening around yours.
"Would you?"
The laughter dies.
The warmth in your face fades, your expression sobering as you hold his hands back. Silence stretches between you both, heavy and aching. Keigo feels it settle in his bones, a sharp contrast to the golden, fleeting happiness youâd just shared.
And then you finally answer.
"I couldâŚ" you say, voice barely above a whisper.
"But I wonât."
Keigo tries not to react, tries not to let it show. But thereâs too much history between you, too much weight in the air. You both know each other too well for him to pretend.
"Keigo, Iâmâ"
"Don't."
You pause, mouth slightly open, but you let him speak.
"Don't," he repeats, softer this time. "You have every right. I justâŚ"
His eyes flick over your face like heâs memorizing it all over again. Then, slowly, his hands rise, cupping your cheeks, his touch impossibly gentle. His thumbs glide beneath your eyes, collecting the tears that had started to gather, his warmth sinking into your skin.
The breeze whispers through the field, making the flowers sway, bending in reverence to the moment passing between you both.
"You just wish things were different, right?"
He nods, dipping his head closer, his throat betraying him when he swallows hard.Â
"I do."
"Me too."
Keigo opens his eyes again, and for a secondâjust a secondâhe sees you. The real you. The earnest girl he fell in love with, the girl he thought heâd grow old with, the one heâd everything for.
And you see him. The boy who made his dreams come true, the only man you could ever love like this.
There will be no others. Not for you. Not for him.
"A bird cannot love a fish," you murmur, your voice barely carried by the wind.
Keigo flinches. His wings shudder, and a soft, wounded noise escapes the back of his throat.
"Please, donâtâŚ" he whispers. "Not that saying again."
So you donât.
You just stare into his golden eyes, and he stares into yoursâwhere he finds himself lost, and where you find yourself found.
The sky above is vast and endless.
And you know you shouldnât.
You both know you shouldnât.
Thereâs too much pain here. Too much time lost.
But Keigo leans in anyway, until your noses touch, your foreheads press together, and you stay like that, frozen in something between longing and regret.Â
Your hands move slowly, framing his face, nails skimming his skin just enough to make him shiver. He breathes you in, your scent hitting him like a memory too vivid to be anything but real. His favorite drug. You feel his warmth seep into you, melting the cold hollowness that has lived inside your chest for too long. You both feel it.
How could something so right feel so wrong?
As promised here is more info:
You and Keigo were once the hottest couple of the hero worldâuntil, without warning, you filed for divorce.
The media spun the story every way they could, branding you as an opportunist, a traitor, a villain who played the long game. But Keigo? He never once spoke against you. If anything, all heâs done is defend youâboth in the public eye and from it.
Now, months later, heâs supposed to be at a high-profile Valentineâs Day event, flashing that easy smile for the cameras.
Instead, heâs at your doorstep, dodging vases and sharp words from Rumi, who seems more than happy to keep him from getting too close. But Keigoâs never been one to back down. No matter how many times you evade himâsetting fire to his car, disappearing behind locked doorsâhe keeps showing up, keeps reminding you of what once was. Because no matter how much you try to push him away, thereâs one thing neither of you can deny:
You still love each other.
Your history is tangled, your wounds are still fresh and raw, but fate has a cruel sense of humor. You may no longer wear his ring, but in the eyes of the public, youâre still bound together. Keigo is still holding out hope that you donât actually want to let him go.
And maybe you don't really want to...
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My master list is a work in progress but there's plenty more fic's and other characters if you request them. Ao3 is sexy too. I haven't posted the story yet because I need to Finish my Katsuki one first at least, but all the support and comments I receive help give me the motivation to finish!
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birthday month âźď¸
Happiness Will Come To You.
This is a series, so other parts will be here!
â Link: Part 1, Part 2, Part 3, Part 4, Part 5.
Bakugo x female reader (Slight Sero x reader)
Synopsis: When you realize you're in love with your childhood best friend, but force you're feeling's down for the sake of your friendship.
Author's note: Low-key feel like I'm losing the plot, anyhow Bakugo lore and finally an interaction with him tehe. Enjoy everyone!
The past week had been rough. Even after apologizing to Kimiko, she was still pissed. It had taken a whole lot of convincing from everyone for her to stop glaring at you, or at least pretend she wasnât mad to your face.
She also made it clear you were out of the Bakugo setup plans. She never directly said so, but you could tell she didnât want you around.
Not that you minded.
Mina and Jirou still kept you updated on the drama, but honestly? You were done hearing about Kimiko drooling over Bakugo.
The last thing you needed was more drama from your outburst.
Unfortunately, avoiding it wasnât going to be easy, not with todayâs plans.
The Bakusquad, along with Kimiko, had decided to get ice cream together.
You stepped out of your dorm, only to find Sero waiting for you.
âI figured weâd head down together,â he said casually.
âOh. Yeah, sure,â you replied, smiling, falling into step beside him as you made your way to the elevator.
As the doors closed, Sero pressed the button for the common room and glanced at you. âSo⌠you okay? I know everything with Kimiko probably got to you.â
You hesitated, then exhaled. âYeah, Iâm okay. You really helped, yâknow.â
Sero smiled, his voice softer than usual. âYeah? Well⌠anything for you, Y/N.â
You looked at each other for a second too long.
The warmth in his gaze made something twist in your chest, a twist that's been happening a lot lately.
Then the elevator dinged, and the moment disappeared.
Sero stepped aside, letting you exit first.
Down in the common room, the others were already gathered, Jirou, Kaminari, Mina, Kirishima⌠and Bakugo.
âThereâs my favorite girl!â Mina grinned, bouncing over and looping her arm through yours, dragging you away from Sero.
âFinally! Letâs go, I need ice cream, like, now,â Kaminari whined.
âNo, you idiot,â Jirou said, smacking his arm. âWeâre still waiting for Kimiko.â
Kaminari groaned and collapsed onto the couch dramatically. âUghhh, come on.â
After a few minutes, Kimiko finally arrived, dressed in an orange sundress that flared around her knees.
âHey, everyone!â she chirped.
Mina gasped. âOh my God, you look so pretty!â
Jirou nodded in agreement. âYeah, nice outfit.â
Kirishima grinned. âLooking good, Kimiko!â
Sero, much to your annoyance, looked slightly flustered, his face tinted pink.
Bakugo, on the other hand, merely tapped his foot impatiently.
âOkay, can we go now?â Bakugo grumbled.
âICE CREAM, ICE CREAM, ICE CREAM!â Kaminari chanted, marching out the door.
Jirou rolled her eyes but followed after him.
The rest of you trailed behind, leaving campus and heading into the city.
On the way, Kimiko playfully teased Bakugo, but he barely reacted. If anything, he just looked bored.
âSo, where exactly are we going?â You asked Mina.
âOh, itâs this place called Frostyâs!â
Frostyâs?
You blinked. The name alone sent a wave of nostalgia crashing over you.
You snuck a glance at Bakugo, wondering if he remembered.
Frostyâs was... special.
You and Bakugo had first come here when you were wide-eyed kids, eager for ice cream. The place was small, family-owned, with faded walls and an old-school charm.
You both always ordered the same thing: vanilla with sprinkles. Bakugo swore his tasted better, even though they were identical.
But that wasnât what made it special.
No, what made it special was the fact that it was where you and Bakugo had your first kiss.
You were twelve freshly into middle school. Dating and crushes had started becoming a thing, but neither of you had been interested. Bakugo was too focused on becoming N.1, and you had always been too shy to think about it.
That day, you had both been sitting outside on the worn-down bench, eating your ice cream, when he asked out of nowhere...
âHave you had your first kiss?â
The question had caught you off guard. You had licked your ice cream, avoiding his gaze.
âNo⌠have you?â
He had muttered, âNo.â Then he kicked at a loose rock on the ground, his voice unusually hesitant.
âWe should just⌠get it over with. Yâknow, so weâre not behind or whatever.â
You werenât sure why you agreed. Maybe curiosity. Maybe the tiny part of you that had always been drawn to him.
ââŚOkay.â
You had leaned in, your noses awkwardly bumping before your lips met. It was quick, clumsy, and a little embarrassing. Neither of you had ever brought it up again. Maybe because you were both mortified. Or maybe⌠maybe, because it had meant something neither of you were ready to face.
âY/N?â Minaâs voice snapped you out of the memory.
âHuh?â
âWhat are you getting?â she asked, already holding her own cone.
You barely had to think. âVanilla with sprinkles.â
Mina groaned. âUgh, you and Bakugo are so boring.â
At that, you glanced over, and sure enough, Bakugo was sitting at a table, eating vanilla with sprinkles.
You shook your head fondly and paid for your order. The group headed outside, and your eyes immediately found the old bench. Without thinking, you sat down, lost in thought.
Your feelings for Bakugo.
Kimiko.
Everything.
A moment later, someone sat beside you.
Bakugo.
You both sat in silence, the weight of unspoken words settling between you. Then, without looking at you, he muttered, âYou remember this place?â
Your grip tightened slightly on your cone.
ââŚYeah. Do you?â
âTch. âCourse I do.â
A pause. Then...
âYou were a horrible kisser,â he remarked.
You scoffed. âOh, like you were any better.â
He clicked his tongue but didnât argue.
For a moment, the air between you felt lighter. No Kimiko. No drama.
Just you and him. Just like before. Just how it'd always been.
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Iâm on the hunt for one of these rn at 1:44am.
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