Don’t Kill Yourself. You Need To See Elon Musk’s Downfall First

Ikr? Depression is depression at the end of the day. After the way he's been treated by everyone in the past including the Winchesters themselves, it's really no surprise he feels that way.

Makes me feel less guilty when u put it this way.

We are forced to live in a system that steals from us daily, Kill snitch culture.

This is my fight song

Summary: Castiel breaks up with you to protect you but he can't quite seem to stay away from you. He sees you again months later only, he doesn't like what he sees... Chapter 1: Heartbroken "You can't do this. Not to me," you pleaded weakly, lips trembling. It was a fight just to hold back the tears in your red, watery eyes as he stood before you cold and unmoving. "I'm doing what needs to be done. This whole relationship should never have begun in the first place. I'm an Angel, your human, it can never work. You should move on because I don't need you." You could feel yourself breaking a little more with those words. He didn't need you? No, he was lying. He had to be. He loved you. If you could just get him to open up and tell you what was wrong then maybe..."Cas-" "Castiel," he interrupted, sounding almost resentful. His usually soft blue eyes were now blank and devoid of any feeling. "Why are you doing this to me? What did I do wrong?" You whispered. You no longer bothered to hold back the tears. You wanted him to see how much he was hurting you. "Goodbye," he said before turning and vanishing without another word. You stared at the spot where he once stood and fell to the floor, sobbing loudly when you realized he truly wasn't coming back. Dean was the one who found you. He crouched down and wrapped his arms around you in comfort. "Hey, what's wrong?" You sniffed tearfully and looked up into a pair of concerned green eyes. "Cas...broke up...with me," you grabbed his shoulders and buried your face into him. "He left me, Dean. He left me." Dean had to swallow back his anger towards the Angel. You weren’t the kind to willingly break down so easily in front of another but you needed him now and that took priority over everything else. Slipping an arm underneath you, he picked you up with ease and carried you back to your room, ignoring the questioning look on Sam’s face as you both passed him. He set you down and layer next to you until you finally cried yourself to sleep. His hands clenched. That Angel had a lot to answer for. You left the bunker not long after that against the wishes of the Winchesters. There was just no point in staying there. Your relationship was over and it was just too painful to stick around especially when you knew he would still pop in now and again to help the Winchesters. You couldn't deal with the pain of seeing him, the constant reminders that you weren't together anymore and the awkwardness of being in the same room in a sort of tired silence after he so cruelly broke your heart was unbearable. Neither brother wanted to see you go but it was better for everyone in the long run. You needed to purge yourself of your feelings for Castiel and you knew if you stayed it would only be a matter of time before certain questions haunting you would accidentally be released. Questions you knew you didn't want the answers to. Did he still think about you the way you did with him? Did he ask after you? Did he wonder where you were and what you were doing? Had he moved on? Did he ever actually love you or was it all pretend? Getting over him was so hard. You tried everything you could to get him out of your head and your heart but so far, it was having little affect. You tried going out and picking strangers up but that was only a temporary fix. You always felt worse afterwards and the wounds on your heart never seemed to heal. You tried forgetting him completely but that didn't last long. No matter what you did, you just couldn't forget. During the day, you still hunted but you were a silent shadow of yourself. At night you would cry yourself to sleep and wake up to nightmares. Over the next few weeks, your mood dampened, your patience grew thin and you could barely muster up the will to interact with people much less hunt and save them. It didn't help that you could still sort of feel Castiel's presence around you once or twice. But that was rediculus, wasn't it? After all, he left you. The presence left as quickly as it came so you put it down to your imagination and left it at that. Now if only you could convince your heart to do the same...

Too many people on here begging for money. It's pissing me right the fuck off. This site is for people to read others fics and stuff, not for people to come along and use it to their goddamn advantage!

Get a job, get a life, get off your asses and if you need money, ask your friends and family. Don't ask strangers who won't know if you're even telling the truth or if they'll ever get that money back. It's not right and it's not fair. Get over yourselves!!

I need every one of you to know, that this blog is purely fantasy and kink.

If I got pregnant right now, I would not be able to support it nor myself unless my partner was in control of a large amount of wealth.

I currently wouldn’t even be able to afford an abortion, but with the state that I live in I wouldn’t be able to get one anyways.

If you voted for him, unfollow me. I hate you, you’re disgusting, and you do not deserve to be a father when you voted for someone that has said they want to take away rights for your wife and daughters.

This blog is purely fantasy until I can live in a world that would make sure I’m safe at all stages of a pregnancy

Not A Dom.

If you only pay attention to your sub when it is convenient for you, you are not a Dom.

If you tire of a submissive, and ghost her, rather than having an honest conversation with her, you are not a Dom.

If you view boundaries, limits, and the word “no” as impediments to your will to push past and degrade, you are not a Dom.

If you make a sub doubt and question themselves to produce an outcome that’s favorable for you, you are not a Dom.

If you think Dominance is all about having a relationship that revolves around you and serving your needs, you are not a Dom.

If you refer to subs as “broken”, or view them as a hassle because they have mental, physical, or emotional challenges, you are not a Dom. 

If you think that your way of being a Dom is the only right way to be a Dom, you are not a Dom. 

If you are having multiple relationships with submissive girls without them all knowing about each other, you are not a Dom. 

If you degrade your partner’s relationships to isolate them so that they don’t get opinions other than yours, you are not a Dom.

If you play or prey on girls who are under the age of 18, you are not a Dom.

JD

I’ve been noticing omething, and I am curious if @flamingdumpsterkittn and @accidental-muse and the other women speaking up are noticing it, too. The silence of men. The deafening silence of them. All these men that called him brother in their reblogs, why so quiet now?

If I found out someone I called brother had been actively preying on women I’d be hard-pressed not to publicly shame them. But that’s me. I lost a 50K blog speaking up and none of the women he preyed on were friends of mine or even acquaintances. Strangers to me.

So here is my prediction: all the men in this community? they are all praying this blows over or that they can just label women speaking up as crazy and keep being in satellite orbit around a predator beause of all the kink girls they find there. If they make the crazy label stick they can keep doing what they do: staying silent in the face of this and choosing instead to be endlessly reblogging photos of half-naked skinny white girls looking lustfully at the camera which they caption Sir knows you are a good girl 🖤🍾💣🗝🖤.

Here is my other prediction: if the crazy label doesnt stick, at some point a few, and then more and more of these same men, snowball effect style, will then start posting, weeks and months after this all came out, about how they just knew something was off with ole 144 the whole time. Some might even pretend they were out here the whole time, warning people, its just that post got deleted by their girlfriend in Canada, or that they were somehow, like heros, working behind the scenes to stop him. But they wont speak until some ridiculously large critical mass of women’s pain occurs, and thst might not happen because for them to decide to say anything, a LOT of women are going to have to drag their shame out in public and let people gawk for entertainment. Slap a popcorn eating gif on their pain.

These two reactions? This why men like ole 144 get away with it. Men enable it. His brothers enable it. If you are a man and he is your mutual and you said nothing yesterday, while blogging inane musings or dull porn, you are pathetic. Full stop. And now women know something about you: when the chips are down you will always choose being comfortable over doing the right thing. Sit with that deficit of character for awhile, while you write your blog posts about leadership and accountabilty and community.

I had a bad habit of deleting my work if I didn't like it. I had to train myself out of it.

My Dear fellow writers. PLEASE THINK ABOUT ORPHANING YOUR AO3 FICS INSTEAD OF DELETING THEM!

If for whatever reason you're thinking about deleting one (or all... or a few) of your stories - whether because you're embarrassed about the quality of an old work; or because someone from your life has found your account and you're afraid that the contents of those stories might somehow negatively affect your peace of mind or even your safety (you never know); or for literally ANY other reason under the sun - please please PLEASE consider pushing the 'orphan' button instead of the 'delete'.

There is nothing more heartbreaking for a reader than seeing this between their bookmarks.

Orphaning a work will have the same effect for you personally. Because orphaning a story removes your name from both the story AND from any replies you might have made in response to someone's comment. NOTHING will link back to you. The only difference is that the readers will still be able to read the fic they enjoyed.

And it's not very complicated to do. Just click to edit your work and then look in the upper right corner.

And once there follow these instructions.

THOUGH BE CERTAIN THAT YOU DO WANT TO COMPLETLY CUT THE LINK BETWEEN YOU AND THE STORY BECAUSE THIS IS PERMANENT. THERE IS NO WAY TO AFTERWARDS EDIT OR DELETE THE STORY.

The full information in detail about exactly what happens when you Orphan a work CAN BE FOUND HERE.

ALSO

On a slightly related note but directed more toward the readers.

Don't be the asshole who creates Collections and then puts them on private. THIS HIDES THE STORY FROM EVERYONE EXCEPT YOU AND THE AUTHOR.

Everyone else sees this:

Collections being private and hidden are meant for things like Secret Santa Fic Exchanges (not what they're actually called but you get the point) where all the fics can get revealed simultaneously.

IF YOU WANT TO SAVE STORIES BUT DON'T WANT ANYONE TO SEE WHAT YOU ARE READING YOU CAN DO THAT. You just Bookmark it and SET IT TO PRIVATE.

Your username will never appear in the lists of people who have bookmarked that story. NOT EVEN FOR THE AUTHOR OF THE STORY.

(the only thing that author will see is that that there are more bookmarks in the their statistics than on the bookmark page of the story)

IN CONCLUSION. Please don't delete your stories without at least considering orphaning them AND don't ask authors to let you add their fics to your collections only to then hide them from all other readers.