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Guys I can't find a Chilumi fic and I REALLY need your help here. I think it was deleted but I still have some screenshots left. I don't remember the author's nickname T T I do remember though some crucial episodes and it's very important to me so I'll be really happy if you manage to find the author or maybe some of you even downloaded the fic. It was uploaded to ao3

1. Tartaglia tells Lumine his real name while Paimon is not around and Lumine jokes about hitting his head way too hard. They also have a small conversation about Childe's younger brother

2. Tartaglia ordered a pin with flowers for Lumine. It looks just like the one on her head. Childe couldn't get it as Dottore erased his memories, but he eventually managed to buy the pin because it reminded him of something. He spent way too much money on it even though it's nothing more than a trinket

3. Also there is an episode where Tartaglia awakens at the Teapot and talks to madam Ping. She finds out that he actually remembers this place and decides there might be still some hope left. At the same time, Zhongli, Paimon and Lumine are gathering flowers for the magical cure

4. Lumine and Tartaglia have a conversation in the Teapot. He is strongly confused because he cannot persuade himself to murder her. She calls him by his real name

5. The story has a happy end. Tartaglia disappears once more to deal with Dottore and when he finally returns, he invites Lumine and Paimon for a dinner. Everyone is silent, the mood is tense. Lumine sadly retreats to the balcony but Childe goes after her, they make up and finally kiss.

it seems to be called "echo" because Ajax got headaches every time from the reminders of erased memories and from the name of Lumin

2021-10-02

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Shinichi: WHOEVER CAUSED THIS MESS IS GOING TO-

Ran: It was me…

Shinichi: … be forgiven because everyone deserves a second chance.

No one asked and because I have no love of my own DETECTIVE CONAN ICONS

Watching morning cartoons be like

OG bisexual crisis

Drawtober day 5 - Kaito sleeping and his ladies decided to snuggle up and join in.

A nurse has heart attack and describes what she felt like when having one

I am an ER nurse and this is the best description of this event that I have ever heard. 

 FEMALE HEART ATTACKS 

 I was aware that female heart attacks are different, but this is description is so incredibly visceral that I feel like I have an entire new understanding of what it feels like to be living the symptoms on the inside. Women rarely have the same dramatic symptoms that men have… you know, the sudden stabbing pain in the chest, the cold sweat, grabbing the chest & dropping to the floor the we see in movies. Here is the story of one woman’s experience with a heart attack: 

 "I had a heart attack at about 10:30 PM with NO prior exertion, NO prior emotional trauma that one would suspect might have brought it on. I was sitting all snugly & warm on a cold evening, with my purring cat in my lap, reading an interesting story my friend had sent me, and actually thinking, ‘A-A-h, this is the life, all cozy and warm in my soft, cushy Lazy Boy with my feet propped up. A moment later, I felt that awful sensation of indigestion, when you’ve been in a hurry and grabbed a bite of sandwich and washed it down with a dash of water, and that hurried bite seems to feel like you’ve swallowed a golf ball going down the esophagus in slow motion and it is most uncomfortable. You realize you shouldn’t have gulped it down so fast and needed to chew it more thoroughly and this time drink a glass of water to hasten its progress down to the stomach. This was my initial sensation–the only trouble was that I hadn’t taken a bite of anything since about 5:00 p.m. 

After it seemed to subside, the next sensation was like little squeezing motions that seemed to be racing up my SPINE (hind-sight, it was probably my aorta spasms), gaining speed as they continued racing up and under my sternum (breast bone, where one presses rhythmically when administering CPR). This fascinating process continued on into my throat and branched out into both jaws. ‘AHA!! NOW I stopped puzzling about what was happening – we all have read and/or heard about pain in the jaws being one of the signals of an MI happening, haven’t we? I said aloud to myself and the cat, Dear God, I think I’m having a heart attack! I lowered the foot rest dumping the cat from my lap, started to take a step and fell on the floor instead. I thought to myself, If this is a heart attack, I shouldn’t be walking into the next room where the phone is or anywhere else… but, on the other hand, if I don’t, nobody will know that I need help, and if I wait any longer I may not be able to get up in a moment. 

I pulled myself up with the arms of the chair, walked slowly into the next room and dialed the Paramedics… I told her I thought I was having a heart attack due to the pressure building under the sternum and radiating into my jaws. I didn’t feel hysterical or afraid, just stating the facts. She said she was sending the Paramedics over immediately, asked if the front door was near to me, and if so, to un-bolt the door and then lie down on the floor where they could see me when they came in. I unlocked the door and then laid down on the floor as instructed and lost consciousness, as I don’t remember the medics coming in, their examination, lifting me onto a gurney or getting me into their ambulance, or hearing the call they made to St. Jude ER on the way, but I did briefly awaken when we arrived and saw that the radiologist was already there in his surgical blues and cap, helping the medics pull my stretcher out of the ambulance. He was bending over me asking questions (probably something like ‘Have you taken any medications?’) but I couldn’t make my mind interpret what he was saying, or form an answer, and nodded off again, not waking up until the Cardiologist and partner had already threaded the teeny angiogram balloon up my femoral artery into the aorta and into my heart where they installed 2 side by side stints to hold open my right coronary artery. 

I know it sounds like all my thinking and actions at home must have taken at least 20-30 minutes before calling the paramedics, but actually it took perhaps 4-5 minutes before the call, and both the fire station and St Jude are only minutes away from my home, and my Cardiologist was already to go to the OR in his scrubs and get going on restarting my heart (which had stopped somewhere between my arrival and the procedure) and installing the stents. Why have I written all of this to you with so much detail? Because I want all of you who are so important in my life to know what I learned first hand. 

1. Be aware that something very different is happening in your body, not the usual men’s symptoms but inexplicable things happening (until my sternum and jaws got into the act). It is said that many more women than men die of their first (and last) MI because they didn’t know they were having one and commonly mistake it as indigestion, take some Maalox or other anti-heartburn preparation and go to bed, hoping they’ll feel better in the morning when they wake up… which doesn’t happen. My female friends, your symptoms might not be exactly like mine, so I advise you to call the Paramedics if ANYTHING is unpleasantly happening that you’ve not felt before. It is better to have a ‘false alarm’ visitation than to risk your life guessing what it might be! 2. Note that I said ‘Call the Paramedics.’ And if you can take an aspirin. Ladies, TIME IS OF THE ESSENCE! Do NOT try to drive yourself to the ER - you are a hazard to others on the road. Do NOT have your panicked husband who will be speeding and looking anxiously at what’s happening with you instead of the road. Do NOT call your doctor – he doesn’t know where you live and if it’s at night you won’t reach him anyway, and if it’s daytime, his assistants (or answering service) will tell you to call the Paramedics. He doesn’t carry the equipment in his car that you need to be saved! The Paramedics do, principally OXYGEN that you need ASAP. Your Dr. will be notified later. 3. Don’t assume it couldn’t be a heart attack because you have a normal cholesterol count. Research has discovered that a cholesterol elevated reading is rarely the cause of an MI (unless it’s unbelievably high and/or accompanied by high blood pressure). MIs are usually caused by long-term stress and inflammation in the body, which dumps all sorts of deadly hormones into your system to sludge things up in there. Pain in the jaw can wake you from a sound sleep. Let’s be careful and be aware. The more we know the better chance we could survive to tell the tale.“

Reblog, repost, Facebook, tweet, pin, email, morse code, fucking carrier pigeon this to save a life! I wish I knew who the author was. I’m definitely not the OP, actually think it might be an old chain email or even letter from back in the day. The version I saw floating around Facebook ended with “my cardiologist says mail this to 10 friends, maybe you’ll save one!” And knew this was way too interesting not to pass on.

I’m watching Detective Conan for the first time and I’m on The Piano Sonata and Conan really just, is told the piano is cursed and immediately goes to play on it huh? Oh the last two people to play this piano died mysteriously? *cracks knuckles* my time has come.

The speedpaint for my Coai week drawing is up now!

The music featured in this video is Bonca金柱’s remix of the Detective Conan main theme, which you can find in the video description! It’s SUCH a banger, so please watch the video and give it a listen!

A sketch I drew at school

Kaito: If I ever hurt Shinichi, I wouldn’t be able to sleep at night.

Kaito: Mostly because Ran would be hunting me down to kill me.

Mouch!

"And if you gaze long into an abyss, the abyss also gazes into you."

Unplanned companion to this Murderer, Shinichi Kudo piece from a few days ago.

I'm blaming this one entirely on my brother lmao

I thought I was done with this concept, like I had NO plans to continue representing this idea in this particular aesthetic, but then as we're watching Episode One: The Great Detective Turned Small, completely unprompted he hits me with this fuckin curveball:

"Do you think [Shinichi] thinks of himself as a murderer?"

And I just. Man

To be fair... I don't think I'll ever be done with the idea of a more emotionally-driven revenge story than what we're given for Shinichi, and the temptation of vigilantism in his pursuit of it, but I wasn't ready to start thinking about it agaaainnnn

Ran: When I first met you, I thought you were weird and annoying.

Ran: :>

Shinichi: :>

Ran:

Shinichi: … and?

Ran: And you are.

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"Even a man who is pure in heart,

And says his prayers by night,

May become a wolf when the wolfbane blooms,

And the moon is full and bright." -Curt Siodmak

“Close some doors today. Not because of pride, incapacity, or arrogance, but simply because they lead you nowhere.”

— Paulo Coelho

Detective Conan doodles

Well, I still have exactly zero patience for animation, but I just wanted Kaito loving his pets so here we are

TW Suicide

(It's a rope for symbolism, not literal suicide- but I'm giving a heads up just in case)

Full drawing and explanation under the break

Aaand it's a concept drawing I plan to turn into an illustration!

I was inspired by hagi's drawing on pixiv (ID: 2249236)**

It's representing how each time Conan takes the antidote, the existence of Shinichi fades away more and more (hence the rope which is in the same color as the antidote and the cracks on Shinichi's side)

The idea of Shinichi being pushed out of the picture by himself essentially is just-

THE TRAGEDY!!! I'm here for that angst, being the masochist (and sadist for imagining Shin-chan suffering like that LMAO) I am.

**the inspiration:

pixiv

#腐向け こなんつめ2【腐】 - hagiのイラスト - pixiv

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Holmes: Because I will never be able to eat lava…

Holmes: *looks pleadingly at Watson*

Watson: *sternly, subtly shakes his head no*

Holmes: My prevailing theory is it has a texture of very thick honey.

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Shinranweek day 6: Domestic Date night

Bonus:

in my defense, your honor, a criminal organization murdered my dad and then i found a secret room in my bedroom with vinyls recorded by said dad instructing me on how to take on a criminal life, so what else was i supposed to do?

Bought a second hand car a few months back. Last week the CD player started making weird noises. I've never used it before (because it's 2021, ya know). Today I get in car and it starts playing a CD that I swear was not there before.

Honest truth, I eject it and its a Best of Queen album.

It is a true thing...