Can We Organise A Cult Of Worshiping Me

intro(-duction)!!𓊆ྀི❤︎𓊇ྀི

(finaly doining this)

heyy, im melody, but mostly use mel

my blog is mostly shitpost and reposts. but im writing smth rn and hopefully if it wouldn't be horroble i will post it here

im autistic so it does mean sometimes i misinterprete shit(and also im just dumb ig)

if im writing smth its most likely to be angst(its my coping mechnism okay💔) also ig i'll only write for billie for now(im hyperfixated okay)

hte girl!!

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angst, girls, guitar, piano, writing(song, poem and fic), drawing, blue, arcane, rings, nana, girl in red, ashnikko, dogs, cats, nail polish, dark lipstick, lana del ray, eyelashes after crying, rain, billie eilish, plushies, band aids, cigaretts, reading, cigaretts after sex, lil peep, xxxtentacion, digital camera's, pinterest , spotify, i think you get the point

yay now im finally gonna get some sleep

its not my fault, its not so wrong

and that prob is not even everything💔💔 i think i give off eldest child vibes but im the youngest so that shit makes absolutely no sense 

i do so many things and i just cant be perfect in at least one thing i just spread my energy into everything

my eyes got so watery after waking up im full ass on sobbing rn

sometimes i realize how bad my ed effects my daily routines and shit that i have to just sit down and be like "damn."

hyperfixation got so bad i went on my phone in lesson just to watch her interview🩷

how i feel like after planing being super productive for the intire weekend knowing damn well as soon as im gonna be home the only thing i will want to do is kill myself

Starting a collection

helrooo

hey hun

"empowering women by sending katy perry to space for 2 minutes" shut the fuck up. samantha cristoforetti was the first female commander of the international space station and she became an astronaut because of star trek. and there is a real chance she is a kirk/spock shipper