Finished The Scene From This Wip :) Not Long Now Til The Rest Is Done!

Ruby is very misunderstood in this scene because if I lost my ginger cottagecore machine goddess situationship twice there would be bodies

8, 17, and 20 for Xion :)

We meet Xion when she's like an empty husk baby so we actually see several of her firsts lmao

8. First time they took a risk, or the biggest risk they've ever taken

Her first time running away from the Organization. Early on, due to Sora memory shenanigans or amth, she loses the ability to use her Keyblade and doesn't return to the castle for several days so no one will find out. For someone who has never known anything outside the Organization and the absolute authority it holds over her, that is kind of an insane thing to do. It's also very much like a kid breaking something and lying about it so they won't get punished. And she is consciously avoiding punishment; Xion says with certainty that if the higher-ups find out, they'll turn her into a mindless Dusk. Now, this might be a bluff on Xemnas' part, since we never actually see this punishment carried out on anyone, but it's apparently not an unprecedented threat, since Axel gets threatened with it too later on. Regardless, she knew it was a risk, and it was probably a bigger one then she even thought it was. Xion's position in the Organization is secured only by the fact that she is a unique Replica. If she proved to be, in Xemnas' eyes, not only useless, but unpredictable and hard to control, they would have no reason to keep her alive. I think the only reason they keep trying with her is because all the members who know how to make Replicas die at C.O., so they can't just pull another blank off the line and slot it in her place.

It's quite sad, in that way. She's just a kid having the same hide-and-hope-for-the-best reaction that lots of kids do to getting a bad grade, or getting in trouble at school, and for most kids their feeling of it being a life or death situation is just catastrophizing. With her, it probably would have been, if they didn't still want to make use of her.

17. First favorites - favorite color, animal, movie, etc.

Favorite food: I mean, ice cream, but tbh I'm not sure if that counts because it seems ro be the only thing she's ever eaten??? I don't thinks she needs food so idk what she would have eaten otherwise

Favorite color: Blue. The color of sea salt ice cream, the color of the ocean, the color of the sky, and, assuming she sees herself how we do, her own eye color. She likes that she shares it with Roxas, too, and for her, she just kind of likes that she. Has eyes. Like they're the window to the soul and if she has them that means she has a soul idk what I'm saying

Favorite animal: I think she likes fish. Particularly pretty, decorative fish like brightly colored goldfish or koi. I can imagine her walking past some kind of stall in the Twilight Town commons and seeing a beta or smth for sale and being enchanted by the bright colors. The one she likes the most are those kinds of angelfish with the wavy fins you always see in like dentist office fish tanks

Favorite place: you'd assume the Clock Tower, or just Twilight Town, generally, but I think she likes those more for the associations then the place in of itself. I think her favorite place for its own sake is the beach. There may have been some Sora influencing her, but when she starts bringing back seashells for Roxas when he's in a coma for a while, she seems to come up with that on her own. She could've gone with like. Pine cones from the woods outside Twilight Town or ice cream sticks or something, but she goes apparently out of her way to stop by the beach after every mission to grab a shell, so I think she just likes the beach

20. First time they felt accepted/welcomed by another character

The first times Roxas and Axel call her their friend verbally, and I say times bc it was on separate occasions and i think she probably interpreted them differently (Axel's away for a good chunk of time and they don't meet until after she's known Roxas for a while.) With Roxas I honestly don't know that it was feeling accepted so much as like. Baby duck imprinting on him, because it happens on the same day she tales her hood off for the first time and it seems to be the first time she's truly conscious of her surroundings. She's more curious or intrigued about the idea of friends then anything else, and when she observes that Axel and Roxas are close she asks if she can be their friend like she's asking if she can try a bite of food.

When Axel also calls her his friend, I imagine her world opens up a little because it informs her that friendship is something she can have with everyone and not just Roxas. She's also more alive at this point so she's probably more aware that someone claiming her as a friend means something deeper then just a name, you know?

Xion does have to deal with isolation and even outright hostility later on, but at the beginning, she thankfully didn't have much trouble finding a place she was welcome, at least for a while.

Entwined with you

february 6th was sámi national day

Clocktowers (Coldplay's Clocks x Xion's theme)

Coldplay's Clocks means a lot to me and I realized it suits Xion KingdomHearts VERY lyrically and rhythmically (no wonder I'm fixated with her 😅). So yesterday I thought I'd edit Xion's theme together with Coldplay Clocks in Garageband because they really are quite similar when transposed!

The tempo's stilted bc I couldn't figure out how to adjust the tempo at different points in basic GarageBand, only change the overall tempo for the entire track-- so I was splitting and clipping a lot to make sure the beats lined up. Same thing with the transitions, I smoothed them out to the best of my ability... (If you're more experienced than me and like the idea, PLEASE feel free to make a better version because I would EAT THAT UP)

Soriku double-sided risograph prints!!!

Happy 23rd anniversary KH!

This is a print run of 50~ I will be losing some to the critique in my risography class.

I’m open to sales if prints are remaining after class exchanges! Shipping would have to wait until at least my graduation in May

Information

paper: cotton candy pop-tone

dimensions: 11 x 17 in

inks: risofederal blue x red (front), violet x orange (back)

approx 10 editions are also printed with an extra layer of green on the front, which functionally adds black to Sora and Riku

print job handled personally via university riso machines

This OOAK on scrap paper is my personal favorite. Still deciding what I will do with it

Also, special shoutout to the amazing CanaryWitch @starhoodies, whose Soriku zine gave me an excuse to draw these fluffy boys for class!

I have some simple color icons:

+couples icons: flags are: lesbian, pansexual, pansexual, and bisexual

+the alley outside Medusa's club

Wanted to doodle up some Kingdom Hearts Lorcana cards because I would really really really love for KH to be in the card game

Nuts and Dolts Week 2023 - Day 7 - First Kiss

Hey peeps!

So hey! That was one hell of a Nuts & Dolts Week! Huge props to everyone who participated in this lovely week, because goddammit I desperately needed the serotonin

(Also sorry I couldn’t do all the prompts! I still had some timing issues and couldn’t get everything done when I wanted it to be. Sorry!!)

Anyhoo, here we are! First kiss

I really wanted this piece to be special, so I went ham on absolutely everything

I concepted Vacuo Outfits! I nitpicked every little pose/position! I made sure the facial expressions were perfect! I had really fun lighting! Background could be better but who cares! Let these girls be happy dammit!!

So yeah!

Happy Nuts and Dolts Week, and I can’t wait for next year!