Tell Me I Could Never Hope To Be Anything Even Remotely Close To Useful To You. Tell Me All I’m Good

i think i am fundamentally unlovable. i break everything i touch.

there are so many different fun little hobbies i wanna try for myself but depression/autistic burnout ruins it all

You know how to love someone, but you don't know how to believe that someone loves you, and that is your tragedy.

New year new me it’s time to be worse 

i bring a certain “i have violent thoughts and anger issues” vibe that other people really don’t like and refuse to understand

i’m like if a court jester had a fat ass and a sickening sense of melancholy

maybe in another universe, I can ask for help when I need it.

hanging from the meat hook all by yourself, handsome?

Prev: Sparkle (Honkai Star Rail), Tsukasa (Toilet-Bound Hanako Kun), Monokuma (Danganronpa), Miu Iruma (Danganronpa)

I'm not too familiar with all of them (so I'm sorry if this is wrong/annoying!), but I've at least seen most of them, so my take is that you tend to obscure things behind a facade as a coping mechanism. This persona is probably a little chaotic and cheeky (bordering on concerning/abrasive at times?). The inclusion of Monomuma is particularly interesting to me, since from my understanding it's more of a puppet than anything, so I'd like to add something about you being scared of having nothing behind your facade, or even a lack of control over your own performativity/actions. This would also fit well with Sparkle since she seemed somewhat deterministic (in her devotion to her Eon (?)) to me from what I've seen.

My continuation:

Nikolai (Bungou Stray Dogs), Kashiki Yuno (MILGRAM project), Hoshino Ai (Oshi no Ko), Furina de Focalor (Genshin)

Making a tag game cause I can

Rules: post 4 fictional characters you relate to and assume something about the person you reblogged from based on their characters

No pressure tag! @sidneyoftheblackwoods @mqstermindswift @stars-and-birds @zenilvar @forever-chained-to-myself @themidnightarcher @skeelly @thepencilsnameissteve @thislove-taylorsversion @thislifeissweeterthanfiction @swiftieannah @a-pessimistic-swiftie @catastrxblues @jellycanon @what-about-wendy and anyone else who wants to join<3