Sister

blah blah blah (intro to me)

hi. im a generic depressed trans emo teen so i figured id start by trauma dumping.

my diagnoses are OCD, generalized depressive disorder, major depressive disorder, social anxiety disorder, generalized anxiety disorder, ADHD and dermatillomania (skin picking).

ive been hospitalized twice for suicidal ideation and self harm, and i was bullied pretty bad in middle school (i mean who wasnt).

im a freshman and i usually use they/he, but today i'm feeling neopronouns so i'm gonna go ey/em/eirs.

im AFAB but dont use that against me. my deadname is actually really pretty so im gonna share it (but also dont use that against me). my deadname is Wylie (why-lee) and its cute as fuck.

i would say that i'm an artist, i paint a lot. maybe someday i'll put one of my paintings up here but for now... no. i also do a fair amount of poetry (like any good emo)

i think thats a good intro to me as a person... so bye!

dont play music you like in front of you parents i guess?

so ive been hospitalized twice and every time i listen to music that isn't happy go lucky my parents freak out so this morning i was listening to Relapse by Cheap Perfume (GO LISTEN TO IT ITS AMAZING) and she was being all "are you ok? do you need anything?" ik its great i have supportive parents but im just really tired of it

dreams

had a dream i went on a date with her (at the grocery store? it was really nice tho) and i said that i hadn't ever played a specific video game and a guy walking past us went WHAT and then his dog jumped on me and was so cute and cuddly. then she went on to explain the game for 20 minutes while i was cuddling a cute fluffy golden retriever and at some point the dog switched to her and i was just stroking her hair and she was sitting in my lap and then she kissed me on the cheek.

then i woke up.

nice dream, not nice waking up

specifically HER

idgaf that her family doesn't see her as a woman

idgaf that the world doesn't see her as a woman

she is my woman

(i wish)

she is the prettiest woman i know

ahhhh i love love love women

so much so much

I think if she pulled me into a bathroom, pressed me against the wall and started kissing me it’d fix all my problems actually

creep?

god im basically writing fanfic of me and her atp

(ITS ALL FLUFF)

(i keep the smut in my head)

first rugby tournament completed!

i played for like 4 minutes and it was cold and miserable but i did it!

logically i should kms

and yet i like her so fucking much

she’s just fucking insufferable dude. god