This Is Part Of A Series, Read These First! (pt 1) (pt 2) (pt 3) (pt 4)(pt 5) (pt 6)

I wanna be her controversial young girlfriend.

tumblr is where i allow myself to unmask i thinks(or as close to unmasking as i can while still interacting)

Realized I haven't linked my little genshin playlists yet so here lol. All are unfinished, I'm still working on them.

(heads up: I have a preference for sad music no matter my mood so there's a lot of that here 😬)

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Characters

Kokomi (x) this one is my personal fave so far

Kaeya (x) probably the saddest one

Jean (x) you can fit so much religious trauma in this woman

Tartaglia (x) a lot of my crazy bitch music is here

Diluc (x) he's got 47 mental illnesses and is banned from most shneznayan establishments

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Ships

Kaebedo (x) therapy. Now.

Beiguang (x) kinda horny sorry

Eimiko (x) spraying myself with a water bottle

im so glad colin and bradley didnt randomly age in their appearances a whole lot throughout the show, because despite time passing arthur and merlin, though older, still hold a sense of pureness and youth to them and THAT is what kills me. Idc how old they are, theyre just kids trying their best. Idc same with morgana, she looks so young, they all do, not child like but not like an adult who knows what theyre doing.

Theyre all just kids trying their best in a world where adults are constantly telling them whats right and wrong and it breaks my heart.

Like youre telling me when arthur gets stabbed he doesnt look like just a boy? He doesnt radiate man who has has the experience of a lifetime, none of them do, theyre all just about to start their lives and yet theyre faced with the world against them.

As arthur dying in merlins arms, theyre just kids. Theyre just two boys, one whose mothers far away and the other whose fathers long gone, both trying to figure out how to live. Both stuck in situations far too mature for them. It almost feels like throughout the show an adult needs to step in, like what do you mean arthur has all this responsibility? Hes just A BOY???

Dont bc they’re literally all just kids and it makes me sad

have some mercy my dude

im reading a merthur fic and its the scene where merlin was disguised as dragoon to save uther, but bc of morgana he cant and die. BUT instead he succeeds bc everyone already knew he was a sorcerer and when uther woke up well and found out merlin saved him he was so disgusted that he was saved by magic that he grabbed a knife and stabbed his throat IN FRONT of both merlin and arthur. like what the fuck is happening rn i feel like im going insane

Out here hitting the Bong of Anubis

throwing corn at a mountain face would fix me I think