@prodigum, leliana & elethea - fear does not work as long as there is hope.
LIPS PART, THEN CLOSE IN THE SAME SECOND — hesitation, tactful restraint; then a touch of condescending bemusement that turns the corners of her mouth. half - frown, half - smile & a glance away that is almost a roll of her eyes. what hope is there? even elethea could hardly see it. it had been fear, not hope that had kept her alive thus far. fear and anger. any hope she had dared to harbor had been swiftly cut down & stamped out at every turn. other such vitriolic cynicism sits on her tongue, bitterly acidic and swiftly swallowed. it is an endearingly naive sentence bred from the same mind that believed a dream to be a message from the maker. but she cannot doubt the existence of hope — not when she is meant to be the one they look to for guidance & inspiration. if the leader of their doughty, hopeless band of misfits did not have hope in their cause, then why should any of they? "you sound so sure, leliana," a vague hand gestures to the sorry scene before them, the tension which hung over the city so thick one could choke on it. she had never seen denerim so still. "but fear has been the stronger force thus far."
@wakesleft, "i wish i could do more. i really do."
"SPARE ME YOUR WISHES," it is ungenerous, to hold against him the little beyond his control that he cannot changed — especially as he has helped so much. but she has never been known to be generous, not in sentiment, anyway. and the necromancer was grating on her nerves simply by breathing at present. "they waste my time & yours- i can do little and less with wishes. i need results."
Something's crawling under your skin...
"That's not meant to look like that."
"Your veins are turning black..."
"You're not meant to be blistering like that..."
"I'm worried about what's wrong with you."
"Something's wrong."
"You don't look right, can I help?"
"Wait - why is that black?"
"It's like you're... rotting. From the inside out."
"You need to bandage that before it gets worse."
"How did this happen to you..?"
"You're diseased or something."
"I can see it, crawling through you..."
"Gods help you now."
"We can't fix this, can we? You're just going to rot away."
"It's fine, I'm sure, it just... keeps crawling through me."
"There's some kind of rot in me."
"I can feel it, squirming into my skin."
"Gods, it's getting worse - I can see the lines crawling up."
"How deep does this go into me? My heart?"
"It's in my eyes now, I think."
"I want to cut it out of me, but I don't think I can."
"It all tastes bad."
"There's something... in me... it's bad... I think..."
"I can see the lines crawling up towards my heart..."
kisses him on his mouth
@altarcup, helaena. do you believe in fate?
"in truth? not particularly, your grace," tone utterly frank, but not dismissive of the question. the fine comb is pulled through the silver strands of the queen's hair with the utmost tenderness & care, making sure not to tug too sharply. perhaps it was strange not to believe in supernatural forces when dragons flew about, but to elethea, they were merely animals. the existence of magic did not mean any mystical hand guided the paths of men. at least not average men, she was pious enough to believe the gods intervened on those worthy enough, but did that count as fate? "what people tend to ordain as fate is typically just ... the consequence of choices made, i think. even if the choice isn't made by those who suffer the consequences."
I think HCing characters with physical disabilities is good and should be done more often but whenever I do it I feel like
this is me trying - taylor swift/unable to find orgin/unknown/cop car - mitski/grief lessons: four plays by euripides, translated by anne carson/unknown/happiness - taylor swift/venetta octavia/c.s. lewis/I know the end - phoebe bridgers/a prayer - tathève simonyan/buried - ashe vernon
do you guys still love me (say yes say yes say yes say yes)