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These hands that hold me, those eyes that gaze upon me… will see yet another new, uncharted world. I don’t want you to think I only see what’s around me, so I won’t say it to you, but I’ve even fallen in love with looking up at your face like this. Every expression you show me drenches me in a shower of light. On this day, February 21st, our worlds came together as one.

Yubisaki To Renren - Sign 6 : I thought I wanted to keep watching her forever

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The sounds of dancing and singing echo through the home that belongs to my friends. Flashes of green red and blue streak across the living room that has already been lit by fairy lights and Christmas tree lights.

He sits beside me and embraces me as I laugh at the joy before me.

It is almost the new year.

Songs go by, and the minutes turn into hours that I’ve been lost in time. The heaviness of sleeping begins to weigh on me.

Tomorrow will be a battle I never thought I’d have to face.

As we all head outside for the last minutes of the old year, he keeps me close. And the winter night, I can hear his heartbeat. We climb up a tree so that we may get to the rooftop.

Scoured upon the roof are our friends, each laughing about memory or talking about things that will be treasured for a lifetime.

He and I lie on our backs, staring at the stars.

We confess our New Year’s resolutions, and start to talk about the idea that maybe one day, we won’t have to part for the night.

I’m so overflowing with love for him. A wonderful future exists so brightly before us, and with him I feel I can do anything.

The outside becomes more quiet as each, and every one of our friends leave for the inside warmth.

We both remain outside, counting down the minutes that are left.

2024 was not kind of me. I have lived a life of travesty and despair. Many people think it’s quite strange, but never once did it seem like I’ve gotten a break from what life throws from me.

But I never been given what was dealt, then I would’ve never met him.

My beloved.

He’s a shining star that sings to me when I cannot speak or breathe. He’s a heart that laughs with me when I have joy to share. Arms that hold me, hands that dry my tears that seldom come.

He is that I wish come true, though I have suffered, I am blessed to know that I love him and that I am loved by him.

Midnight comes and he looks me in the eyes.

He whispers a gentle Happy New Year, cupping my face. The both of us become closer and in the first moment of 2025, we share a kiss—my first kiss.

All of my tears and heartache make sense to me. All of the pain and sorrow, though I have peace of my own, feel as if I was meant for this moment with him.

The love in my soul for him keeps overflowing.

I don’t know what this year has to hold before us. There are bound to be beautiful memories alongside painful ones. Not everything will be easy now that 2024 is dead and gone. But I pray for love, peace, hope and happiness. I pray that I grow more into who I am meant to be and that I am able to see they joy that was always set before me. I pray that he is my last first kiss for all time, and that God above blesses us as much as I have been blessed all of my life. I pray my friends are aware of how much love I have for them, so they may fall asleep never feeling as if they have no one who loves and cares for them.

I pray for you all as well, readers. May your years of tears and laughter find you in 2025 and offer you the beauty of this wonderful world.

友人たちの家に、ダンスと歌声が響き渡る。すでにフェアリーライトやクリスマスツリーのイルミネーションで彩られたリビングルームに、緑と赤と青の閃光が走る。

彼は私の横に座り、目の前の喜びに笑う私を抱きしめた。

もうすぐ新年だ。

歌は過ぎ去り、数分が数時間に変わり、私は時を忘れていた。眠ることの重苦しさが私にのしかかる。

明日は思いもよらない戦いが待っている。

旧年の最後の数分間、私たち全員が外に出るとき、彼は私をそばに置いてくれた。冬の夜、彼の鼓動が聞こえる。私たちは木に登り、屋上に出る。

屋上には私たちの友人たちが集まり、思い出話に花を咲かせたり、一生の宝物について語り合ったりしている。

彼と私は仰向けになり、星空を見つめる。

私たちは新年の抱負を告白し、いつか一晩の別れをしなくて済む日が来るかもしれないという考えを話し始める。

私は彼への愛に溢れている。素晴らしい未来が目の前に広がっていて、彼と一緒なら何でもできる気がする。

友人たちが一人、また一人と暖かい屋内へと去っていく中、外は静まり返っている。

私たちは外に残り、残された時間をカウントダウンする。

2024年は私にとって不運な年だった。私は茶番と絶望の人生を送ってきた。多くの人が奇妙に思うだろうが、私は人生から投げかけられたものから解放されたことがない。

しかし、もし私に与えられたものがなければ、彼に出会うことはなかっただろう。

私の最愛の人。

彼は、私が話すことも息をすることもできないときに歌ってくれる輝く星。私が喜びを分かち合うとき、一緒に笑ってくれる心。彼は私を抱きしめてくれる腕であり、めったに出てこない涙を乾かしてくれる手である。

彼は私の願いをかなえてくれる。私は苦しんだが、私が彼を愛し、彼が私を愛していることを知ることができ、私は恵まれている。

真夜中が訪れ、彼は私の目を見つめた。

彼は私の顔を腕で包み込み、新年おめでとうと優しくささやいた。そして2025年の最初の瞬間、私たちは最初のキスを交わした。

私の涙と心の痛みは、すべて私に理解された。私自身の平安はあるにせよ、すべての痛みと悲しみは彼とのこの瞬間のためにあったように感じる。

私の魂の中の彼への愛は溢れ続けている。

今年は何が待ち受けているかわからない。辛い思い出とともに美しい思い出もあるはずで、2024年が終わった今、すべてが容易ではないだろう。でも、愛と平和と希望と幸福を祈ります。私は、私がなるべき自分にもっと成長し、私の前にいつも定められていた喜びを見ることができるように祈ります。彼が私の人生最後のファーストキスであることを願い、私が人生で祝福されたように、上の神が私たちを祝福してくださるよう祈ります。私の友人たちが、私がどれだけ彼らを愛しているかを知り、彼らを愛し、気にかけてくれる人が誰もいないかのように感じることなく眠りにつくことができるよう祈ります。

読者の皆さんのためにも祈ります。涙と笑いの歳月が2025年にあなたを見つけ、この素晴らしい世界の美しさをあなたに提供しますように。

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we were meant to live slowly!!!! we were meant to savor moments and feel unabashedly lazy and frolic and smell the flowers and laugh with our entire hearts and love with our entire souls!!!!! don’t ever feel guilty for resting!!!!!! don’t ever feel guilty for slowing down!!!!!! enjoying life shouldn’t be something you’re ashamed of

you can laugh and sing and dance and love and feel and jump and spin and people can't actually stop you!!! you are allowed to be as you are!!!

I love talking nonsense with you and I hope that we can talk nonsense with each other for the rest of our lives.

feeling low about yourself? okay well just remember that if you were just some lizard doing lizard things, steve irwin would describe you in the most beautiful, passionate way known to man so like.