Bury Me Till I Confess

ofc bbg

It’s just intentional at this point

Fuck. Definitely feeling depressed right now. First of all fuck MAGA, and second of all can I just get some sleep please. I've definitely been feeling some sort of imposter syndrome, if that is the correct word, when it comes to my friendships.

Like, yeah I have friends.

Yes, I DO love my friends.

But do my friends love me? Not sure about that.

I SHOULD feel like they do, we talk all the time and share a lot of shit about our lives to each other, but it just doesn't feel real. I feel like I just implanted myself into someone elses friend group, like a thirsty tick. I don't understand why anyone would want to be my friend so I don't understand why I have any in the first place.

I feel like sobbing and I wish it would just stop. I wish I had somebody to hold me and tell me that they loved me and everything was okay, to kiss my head and hold my hand, but I'm so scared. From such a young age I've been told by my peers that I was unloveable, and I would often get used by others to put down and make fun of, I was often a door mat.

I almost hate myself for not having the trauma many of my friends. To not be a victim, or abused, or live in a tough household. I like to act like all my problems are the end of the world, when in reality I've had two friends enter mental wards since Christmas time. Some sick part of me wishes someone would hurt me, so my pain would be for a reason.

I guess I'll try to get some sleep now, maybe listen to some MCR, I love you all.

i am going to fucking destroy netflix

Aghhh I can't even I just fell on my ass trying to figure out my looper pedal and I want to FUCKING KILL SOMEONEEE AGHHHHHHHHH

Minecraft movie boring as hell dawg😭💔🥀🥀🥀

SOMEBODY BUY ME THIS AAAHHHHHH

STOP SHOWING ME THIS SHIT😭

A story about a boy who wore his movie fandom on his head.

lineup of some of the kids

imagine: three cheers for sweet revenge but instead of the crappy romantic stuff, it's about the way brothers who were born into a crime family and Gerard is trying to bring mikey back from the dead, but by the end he realizes that he was betrayed. Also at some point, Bert frank and Ray catch Gerard killing a prison security guard and they have to chaotically cover it up lol should i make this a comic?