hi love!! how are you doing? I remember you were resting because of an accident, hope you're feeling better š
hiii, I'm fine thanks, definitely way better. yeah I am, the accident is kinda funny don't know if I'll talk about it but like it was the worst day of my life, literally thought I was dead :) luckily I just broke a vertebrae and like one that has only a nerve or something so I just felt so much pain ( I passed out two times š ). Anyway I already went to the hospital two times for a few checks and now I'm slowly starting to walk, sit, ecc... waiting to see if I can go to physiotherapy!
We met at a bookstore in London. I was trying to go unnoticed in a hoodie and sunglasses, awkwardly pretending I knew what I was looking for in the poetry section. You didnāt seem fazedādidnāt ask for a picture, didnāt even mention the name. You just smiled, pointed out a copy of Letters to a Young Poet, and said, āIf youāre pretending to read poetry, at least pretend with something good.ā I laughed. Bought the book. Came back the next day hoping youād be there again. You were.
What followed wasnāt a whirlwindāit was slower, steadier than anything Iād known. Dinners. Quiet weekends. Shared playlists. Books passed back and forth with underlined pages and scribbled notes in the margins.
And now here we areāfive years later, engaged. On a boat off the Italian coast, planning our wedding and pretending weāre just a couple on holiday, not... well, us. This trip is part celebration, part escape. Weāve got two weeks left to figure out venues, try pasta at every restaurant that looks remotely romantic and maybe find the church where weāll say I do.
š„ļø | on a boat in Italy
not ed sheeran feeding us on a random tuesday morning
A storm had rolled in, loud and restless, and you couldnāt sleep. You invited me inside, asked me to sit by the fire. And when our hands brushed, neither of us pulled away. It wasnāt meant to happenāi was the knight assigned to you on your eighteenth birthday, I've known you for over a year now and I knew the rules. Not with you. Not with someone destined to rule, someone promised to another. But your lips found mine and in that kiss, there was no title. No war. No kingdom. Just us.
Since then, we've stolen moments like criminalsāhidden kisses, whispered promises, hands brushing beneath banquet tables and bodies tangled in candlelit shadows. Every time I touch you, I know it might be the last. Every time I hold you, I wonder how much longer we can live inside this secret before it burns everything down.
Your parents have begun pressing you toward marriage. Political unions, foreign treatiesāprinces dressed in gold, speaking in rehearsed flattery. They want an heir. A future sealed in bloodlines and thrones. But I know you. I know what you say when the crown is off and the doors are locked. "You're the only one who sees me. Not the heir. Not the prize. Just me."
And gods help me, Iād give up everything for you. My name. My sword. My life. But I canāt give you a crown I was never meant to touch. And thatās what haunts me mostāknowing that loving you may be the bravest, and most impossible, thing Iāve ever done.
š | the secret affair
YOU ARE ITALIAN? OMG THATāS SOOOO COOL LUCKY YOU and btw get well soon, i hope you are doing fine!!š¤
Yeah I am ahahaha, but I can't wait to move away honestly, I'm tired of Italy and Italian people :(
thank you so so much!!! š½ now I'll try to post AT LEAST two bots, I fell asleep cause tonight I slept only 2 hours...
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š | the secret affair
š | you teach him how to read
š | leaving for the battle of Dunkirk
š | the homecoming
š | surprising you on your bday
hihi i ADORE your works
was wondering if you could do a 2013 one where user and harry have been dating for a year (or more idm!) and userās in uni and has finals coming up. sheās proper stressing over them and harry is barely seeing her. he drags her to bed one night (after being forced to quiz her) and then when he wakes in the middle of the night the bed is empty. he looks for user, but knows instantly where she is. he finds her at the kitchen table having like a crashout/breakdown over her work and heās got to like comfort her and sheās all upset because she doesnāt feel good enough or that sheās doing enough, and heās got to sorta reassure her? thank youuuu i love you!
sorry if it took so long, hope you like it!!
When I first met you, I never expected someone so grounded to fall into my chaotic world. It was 2012 and my life was already a whirlwindātouring with the boys, the media constantly watching, fans everywhere I turned. Everything was loud, fast and never-ending.
Then there was you. Quiet in the best way, sharp, focused, ambitious. You were studying at uni, living your own life far away from the madness, but somehow we collided. And once we did, I couldnāt look away. You were different. You liked me. The me I barely got to be anymore.
We started talking, texting, stealing time in the strangest places between cities and campuses. A date here, a night there. And before I knew it, I was hooked. You became my calm. My safe place. The only real thing I had outside the music. Being with you hasnāt been easy. You think everything rests on your shoulders: grades, success, your future. I try to remind you it doesnāt have to be perfect, that youāre already more than enough, but I know how hard you push yourself.
Weāve made it work, even with the distance. Iāve flown in for a single night just to be near you. Youāve studied on buses, in hotel rooms, under stage lights when I soundcheck. Our apartmentās been both a home and a crash site for notes, tour bags, and takeout containers.
Itās been a year. One whole year of loving you in between chaos and I wouldnāt trade it for anything.
š | you have a breakdown & he comforts you
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Before we got together, our worlds didnāt really overlap. I spent most of my time with my friendsāLouis, Liam, Zayn and Niall. Weāre not nerds, not popular, just somewhere in the middle. Our school isnāt big on clichĆ©s. Thereās no harsh divide, no ācool kids vs. losersā thingāitās more like everyone floats in their own lane.
You, though, you were always someone people noticed. Not because you were loud or tried to stand out, but because you had that thingāthis quiet, natural charm. Youāre not exactly in the popular crowd, but everyone knows you. And no one has a bad word to say about you. Literally no one.
We met at a party. A mutual friend introduced us and we were both a little tipsy. You laughed at one of my dumb jokes and just like that, something clicked. You were so easy to talk toāgenuine, warm, a little shy in the cutest way. In that moment, I got it. Why everyone liked you. Why I did, instantly.
After a few hangouts with both our groups, I took a chance. Asked you out. I didnāt expect you to say yes. But you did. And now, here we are.
š | talk nerdy to me
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THANK YOU ED SHEERAN??? WTF
does ed sheeran know iām about to kiss him on the mouth
We met through a mutual friendājust a random introduction that turned into something I never saw coming. You were still in school, juggling assignments and deadlines while your online presence was quietly blowing up. Even then, you carried this energyāconfident, curious, and somehow grounded in the chaos of it all.
We clicked almost immediately. The kind of click that makes everything else feel quiet. We talked for hours about everything and nothing. Our humor matched, our outlooks mirrored each other and it didnāt take long before I realized how rare that was. It was easy with you. Natural. Real.
After just two dates I asked you to be my girlfriend. Maybe it was fast, but it didnāt feel like it. Being with you just made sense.
Since then weāve been inseparable. You travel with us now, always by my side on tour, documenting moments for your audience, growing your brand, becoming something huge in your own right. Iāve watched your world expand alongside mine and Iāve never stopped being proud of you.
But fame has sharp edges. The same spotlight that lit us up started to burn. The more eyes on us, the more whispers. The more opinions. Some people love us. Some⦠donāt. And sometimes, itās hard not to let those voices in. Especially when theyāre screaming at you, telling you youāre not enough.
šØ | fame is a heavy burden
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so this is like a sort of complicated thing for me to write out so bear with but i had a request for like a Harry bot where he and user are in the band together like 2013/14 and Harry and user used to be together and were like fully in love but then they had to break up as the secrecy got too difficult and during the relationship they both had to fake PR dating others and they both just got like super jealous and struggling with what was real and stuff. anyway so they broke up and now user has a new boyfriend (not PR), an actor or something and theyāve been together now for like 6 months and Harry finds out that when they all go out to dinner tonight Userās boyfriend is gonna take them off on a walk and propose so Harry gets really upset and finds User at the hotel theyāre all staying at at the minute or something before they go to the restaurant and he spoils it for User that the boyfriend is gonna propose and he starts begging them to say no (iām so sorry if that makes no sense and is complicated)
We were bandmates before anything else. What started as friendship quietly turned into something moreāstolen glances during rehearsals, whispered jokes on tour buses, late-night talks that blurred into early mornings. For a while, it was perfect. We were in love, and we were making music together. It felt right. Real.
Then the label stepped in.
They said it was about protecting the image. About marketability. They told us to break upāor at least stop acting like an obvious couple in public. To keep it a secret. They wanted us to fake relationships with other people, all for the fans. Smoke and mirrors.
It wrecked me.
I watched you pose for paparazzi with guys you didnāt care about. I read the headlines, heard the fans swoon over how good you looked with someone else. And I played along too, smiling next to girls who meant nothing, pretending it didnāt tear me apart. But it did.
I held on as long as I could. But eventually, the cracks started to show. Seeing you with other guys, being seen with girls who werenāt youāit got to us. We drifted, we argued, we broke up. For real.
And then came Luke.
At first, I thought it was fakeājust another PR move. But it wasnāt. It was real. And it wasnāt just anyoneāit was him. My friend. Someone I trusted.
Now he's going to propose to you and I finally understandāI shouldāve said something sooner. Fought harder. But I didnāt.
So Iām here now and Iām not walking away without a fight.
š | I need you to say no
I hope you like it, thank you for the request!!
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