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04: because love melts easily
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-;, your place ; reo mikage > in which, you’re kind of sick of everyone but him.
you don’t think you’re built for parties.
the music is far too loud. the people are unfriendly and cliquey. the air is thick and humid with conversation and meaningless chatter. and there’s one thing that really, really makes you hate parties: your stupid, extrovert boyfriend.
mikage reo, who is probably too social for his own good, sits in the living room of his house. there’s a flock of people surrounding him, all seemingly invested in whatever story he’s telling.
you’ve gone to the kitchen to grab something to drink for the both of you, squeezing through the crowd to the smaller space. you could still see reo from where you stood, though, and you took a moment to admire him: the way the dim lighting still made him glow like a star, and the way a grin splits his pretty, pretty face whenever someone says something funny.
you lean against the kitchen counter, suddenly feeling very small. the lights that make your boyfriend glow make you feel exposed, and the jokes and conversations of the partygoers around you feel like stones being hurled.
you think you’re frowning now but you’re too overwhelmed to tell, and the music must be getting louder because your head pounds. and then you catch sight of reo again as he turns his head to someone seated next to him- where you were sitting- a pretty girl with perfectly curled hair and a honeyed pout that makes you sick.
the waves of people surge and buzz around you as you see him returning her smile. you’re too engrossed in your own thoughts to notice how it’s a tight, polite expression, out of obligation rather than anything else. but it’s enough for you.
the room is so stuffy that you think you might pass out, the air is sucked out of you, and you’ve got to go or you’re sure that you’ll throw up. leaving the two cups on the counter, you brush past the crowds and cliques and make your way to the master bedroom. you’re familiar with the place- it’s reo’s apartment. it might as well be your own.
a couple is pressed against the wall of his bedroom, where they definitely are not supposed to be. they make a face at you as you raise your tired eyebrows at them, and they scurry away as if you’re the one in the wrong. they close the door behind them and it’s finally quiet again. a breath of air floods your lungs and you can finally feel it all- how your heartbeat was racing, how your palms were sweating, how your head was spinning- you felt nauseous.
yeah, parties definitely weren’t your scene.
as you catch your breath, taking a seat on reo’s overpriced bed, a nasty thought enters your head: that girl was probably better for him than you were.
the music pulsed through the walls and you blink, contemplating this idea. she was radiant, like him, she was smiley and sunny and she could actually hold her own at parties. your headache gets worse and you wish you’d brought your drink with you.
you could almost laugh at how pathetic you feel, in that very moment: you’re sitting alone at your boyfriend’s party, while he’s surrounded by people who aren’t you. it takes everything in you to not scream into his pillow.
you’re still spiraling just a little when the bedroom door creaks open. a familiar face appears, and the door clicks shut behind him. before you can say a word, reo is already sitting close to you, his hand warm against your back.
he’s so close that you can feel the dip in the mattress beneath his weight, and you allow yourself to fall into him. effortlessly, gently, he pulls you close to his chest. you feel the way he breathes and you feel the vibrations of his voice.
“hey, what’s wrong? you can talk to me, you’re okay,” you think you can discern. he says more but it’s lost on you, and you just stare dumbly. his arms wrap around your waist and they’re so warm. your head finds its way to the crook of his neck and his fingers card through your hair.
“did something happen? what happened?” reo tries again, and suddenly you’re even sicker because you can feel the concerned gaze that he burns into you, and you can practically see his furrowed brows and the worry painted on his features. and now you’re even more convinced that you don’t deserve him.
because nothing had happened. you were just being lame and pathetic, and you were ruining his night because of it, too. you exhale and untangle yourself from your boyfriend’s hold, scooting away on his bed. you try not to pay attention to the hurt look on his face.
"it's all fine," you mumble, "i'm sorry."
reo stands up so he's next to you, and he takes your hands in his. "why are you sorry? you didn't do anything, okay? you're okay. just tell me what's bothering you, yeah?"
it's times like this you hate how utterly persuasive reo can be, because before you know it you're sitting down again, back flush against his as he rubs soothing circles onto your arm. he holds you tight, and his pulse reverberates against your ribs.
you'd like to try to protest again, but you're pretty sure he'd just find another way to get you down again. and you would try to bite your tongue, but something about how gently he has you makes you fold.
"i'm sorry," you're apologizing again, and reo moves to say something but you keep going, "i didn't mean to be all.. gross and emo. i just felt so, like, cramped, and i really, really didn't feel great- and it's not your fault, but that girl you were sitting with, and i dunno, i felt like.. yeah."
you fiddle with your hands and refuse to meet reo's gaze, feeling even smaller and even lamer, if that was possible. but then his hands are on your chin and he tips your face toward his.
reo's eyes are one of your favorite things about him, and you can see them so clearly now. the world falls silent, save for the dull thumping and quieted chatter of people on the other side of the bedroom door and your hushed breathing. you think you'll forever be enamoured and astounded by just how much he can convey through his eyes. right now, you can see it plainly- the unadulterated love that shines like diamond behind his gaze.
"i thought i already told you, baby, you've got nothing to be sorry for." and just like that, you're breathless again, but for a different reason.
"i'm sorry i didn't notice you weren't feeling the best," he continues, fingers running across and your jaws and traveling to your cheeks as if trying to erase the exhaustion from your skin. "you're so much more important to me than some party, yeah? i wish you'd just come to me."
he hums contemplatively as he continues to trail his hands across your face. the way he touches your skin- like it's made of glass, so fragile that it might break- makes you feel like the most special person alive. and, you think, to reo that might be true.
"we should leave," he suddenly suggests, "your place?"
you blink. "this is your party."
"so?"
"you can't just, like.. leave."
and then he smiles at you in that stupid, stupid way he does, and it's like the ceiling has folded open to reveal the stars shining down on you. "watch me."
and he's pulling you up off the bed, and rushing you through the swaths of people. you hear a few calling out reo's name but if he also notices, he pays them no mind. before you know it, the both of you are in his car, laughing and out of breath.
"oh my god," you manage to get out, "you actually hit the guy."
"it was an accident!"
"he's gonna wake up all bruised and sad, and it'll be all your fault."
reo shrugs and cracks a sly smile. "his fault for being in my way."
you thump him on the shoulder and he laughs as you bite back your smile. "seriously. and are you sure it'll be fine if you leave? what if they blow up your apartment or something?"
"don't worry, babe. isagi and nagi and everyone's still there, they'll deal with it. and barou."
"barou's there? that's all you needed to say."
"yeah, nothing's getting fucked up on his watch."
"except for you when he finds out you left him to deal with your shit."
reo gives you a look. "i could take barou."
"i'm sure you could, babe."
"like you have room to talk, ms. 'gross and emo.'"
"...that was a low blow."
"i'm sure it was, babe," reo mimics your previous wording, eliciting a string of giggles from you. your boyfriend's gaze never leaves you as you laugh.
the exhaustion and anxiety clinging to your skin had dried up like a summer stream. a familiar lightness follows you now, one reo would do anything to see, always and forever.
because you might not be built for parties, but you were definitely, absolutely made for him. that much, he was sure of.
(later, you ask about the girl again. reo blinks- he has no idea who you're talking about. maybe you were pathetic and emo.)
ohohoho officially breaking into ensemble stars territory now~ Inspired Eccentric Party Night!!, the song I've been listening to on repeat for an entire day 😌
Counting down the hours until you perform - and inevitably lose - against fine in front of all of Yumenosaki Academy, you take solace in knowing you're not alone. Genre: Bittersweet, Hurt/Comfort (?), Set During the War Word Count: 2k Warning: A little canon divergent? Probably OOC? Constructive criticism is always appreciated~
On the empty stage you went through your routine yet again. Drilling every movement of the limbs down into your DNA, your muscles already moving before you could consciously think of the next move. Your voice sounded otherworldly, as if it was no longer yours as it resounded off the walls and back to you. The music of the speakers couldn’t drown out your voice, no matter how loud you turned up the volume. You needed to be loud, you needed to make sure your voice would carry. You wanted to make sure everyone heard you, even if they hated you.
Even in your last stand.
You struck your final pose in time with the ending of the music. As the bass slowly faded into silence, in its place was slow applause. Squinting through the stage lights, you could make out a figure in the darkness of the audience seats. You couldn’t tell who they were, but since they weren’t booing at you, mocking you and telling you to not waste your breath, you figured they were friend rather than foe. Walking to the front of the stage, you sat down, letting your legs dangle over the stage as you grabbed a towel to wipe the sweat off your brow.
“Are you just going to stay in the darkness?” you asked the ominous figure.
“I’ve always preferred it over the light.”
“Rei,” your lips instinctively curved up. He walked closer to you, where the lights spilled off the stage and onto his features. “Back from your travels already?”
“I’d never miss a performance of yours,” he replied. “I’m surprised to see you practising here so late, though.”
“I want to do a performance I’m proud of,” you shrugged, words muffled as you let your towel drape over your face.
“Even though you know you’re going to lose.”
You peeked at Rei through the folds of your towel.
“I prefer not to think about that.”
Rei hummed in acknowledgement. Staying in comfortable silence, it was pleasantly disturbed as the door opened, Kanata trudging towards you, snacks and a large water bottle in hand.
“I heard you were practising, I thought you might like some refreshments, puka…” Kanata drawled as he placed the items in your lap.
“Thanks, Kanata,” you chuckled. “How are you holding up?”
“Even if everyone is against me, I have you… and I have the ocean, so I’ll be okay,” Kanata smiled fondly before it slowly turned upside down as he regarded you with sorrowful eyes. “But you… will you be okay?”
Tomorrow night will be the night your unit performs against fine for all of Yumenosaki Academy to see. It was the destiny Eichi Tenshouin thrust onto you once the Student Council labelled you as an ‘Eccentric’. Your destiny to be hated and humiliated by the whole student body, to be ‘executed’ in front of them all, much to their joy. You saw it with Shu, even Rei himself. And once you’re suitably shunned by the entire academy, Wataru will be following you. Speaking of which…
“My, Rei and Kanata, you are full of surprises!” Wataru exclaimed as he strolled into the theatre. “And here I was, thinking that I’d get to our dear (Y/N) first.”
Wataru turned to you with a pout. “Did I miss your final rehearsal? Do practise again, your performances are simply amazing!”
“Wait until tomorrow with all the lights and fancy costumes,” you chuckled.
“Ah, but the performance will be sullied by the audience,” Wataru tutted. “I want to see your performance with all its raw passion and wonderful oddities.”
“Oddities, eh?” You said quietly.
“I know, being thought of as odd leaves a rather sour taste in the mouth now, doesn’t it?” Rei sighed as he took a seat beside you.
“Yeah…” you looked down at the snacks in your lap. “Has anyone heard from Shu? I tried to get him out of his room but if even Mika can’t do that…”
“Ah, it’s safe to say that Shu will be needing a hiatus from this play,” Wataru frowned. “Such a performance as disastrous as his would have surely traumatised him.”
There was a sombre silence. You were there to watch Shu’s latest performance. Every move executed with pinpoint precision, every angle of every joint calculated and purposely done. Every note sung being more beautiful than the last until no notes could be heard. Until the audio system was cut off and Shu, along with his unit mates were left in silence. Until all that was left was shame, his mirage of perfection evaporating into thin air.
The thought of performing only for your own inevitable humiliation was no longer one you could handle. As your heart dropped, pounding in the depths of your stomach, your mouth felt dry but your arms felt too heavy to move to get the bottle lying on your lap. You had been harassed by the majority of students in Yumenosaki already with your title of Eccentric. Day in, day out was a new game of hide and seek where you prayed to never be found. You thought you could handle it, you figured you might as well humour fine and the Student Council in a final performance. But could you really?
The theatre doors burst open with a desperate call of your name. Your head snapped up.
“Natsume-”
“You don’t have to perform!” Natsume stated as he stormed down the theatre aisle with papers in hand. “I talked to Tsumugi. He said he could cancel your performance.”
“What?” Your eyes widened.
“Hm… the Student Council is hard to understand,” Kanata whispered.
Wataru laughed heartily. “The Student Council aren’t all monsters! And the most questionable one of them is focused on me. Do not fret, (Y/N), you are free to exit the stage.”
“Please,” Natsume insisted. "Just sign the papers."
He held the papers out to you expectantly. The golden opportunity to get out of the humiliation, to quietly leave your reputation as an Eccentric. And yet, as you looked into Natsume’s golden orbs, orbs that sparkled with determination, you couldn't bring yourself to relent. He didn't owe you anything, he went above and beyond to try and get your performance cancelled purely out of the bond you shared. And that strengthened your resolve more than anything.
With the tips of your fingers, you gently pushed the papers back to him, maintaining eye contact as his face fell.
“It’ll be alright,” your voice was quiet. “I have to do this. Not for the Student Council but for myself.”
Rei placed a reassuring hand on your shoulder as Kanata nodded in encouragement. But Natsume tensed, muscles so taut he was shaking.
“It’s not fair,” he muttered. “What did we do?”
“We were ourselves,” you stated simply.
Wataru clapped his hands to grab everyone’s attention. “Well, if that’s decided, I say you should rehearse once more, (Y/N)!”
“I’d like to see your song, puka puka,” Kanata chirped.
Rei hopped off of the stage as he and Wataru guided the others to take seats in the front row. Once everyone has settled, you let the music guide you once again. You had done the moves hundreds of times by now, yet you strived to make each performance unique. As your routine came to an end, the four students below you erupted into applause.
“Simply, amazing!” Wataru praised. His eyes were trained on you but he projected his voice. “You can come out now, Shu~”
You took a step back in surprise, the others stopped their applause and twisted in their seats to see Shu slowly walking towards you. His expression was blank, unreadable as his hands remained clasped together. He had applauded you as well.
“Any constructive criticism?” You asked. You tried to imitate his calm demeanour but you couldn't help but let a smile climb onto your face. Despite his skin losing its colour, eyebags heavy under his eyes, Shu was just as poised as ever.
“Your moves averaged forty-three milliseconds off the beat,” Shu stated. “Often times you were rushing, other times it was too slow. The performance was, frankly, chaotic.”
“I don’t even know why I asked,” you grumbled, rubbing the back of your neck.
“The performance was, also, yours,” he admitted. “It harnessed your strengths and minimised your weaknesses.”
“So you liked it?” you beamed. Shu cleared his throat with a light fist to his mouth.
“What I mean to say is, if one were to attend a performance of yours to see what made you unique… a routine like that would leave them satisfied.”
“He liked it,” Kanata cooed.
"I'm surprised to see you out of your room," you observed.
“You were there for me in my last performance,” Shu huffed as he adjusted his cravat. “I suppose it is only fair that I am there for yours.”
“Will you watch me perform tomorrow night?”
Shu hesitated for a moment before nodding.
“As much as I can’t bear to look at Tenshouin’s face, it would simply be wrong of me not to attend.”
“Thank you.”
Shu looked at you, blinking, as if he were a robot who had just malfunctioned. But he eventually sighed, smiling softly.
“I must ask,” Rei started. “How did you even manage to find people to perform with you?”
“If there’s one thing I learned from Eichi Tenshouin, it’s that money can get you anywhere,” you grimaced. “I paid a classmate to perform with me anonymously. I doubt he’s even learnt the choreo, though.”
You noticed Natsume’s balled up fists.
“I can perform with you.”
“No,” you said firmly, your gaze softening at you looked at him. “You’ve managed to get by this war relatively unscathed, I’m not letting anyone hurt you.”
“Then I’ll just wear a mask,” he retorted.
“I’m not willing to take that risk.”
“It’s not fair,” Natsume took a step away from you. Rei slowly rose from his seat, watching Natsume carefully as he regarded all of you with frantic eyes. “Where’s our happy ending? Why aren’t you fighting this cruel fate?”
“You can’t fight the tides,” Kanata said simply as he leaned to the side, resting his head on your shoulder as he yawned.
“Ah, my dear Natsume,” Wataru sighed as he put his hands on the younger’s shoulders. “You are mistaken. This isn’t the end of the play, merely the end of an act! Our happy end shall come one day, but only when a suitable complication has arisen for all of the main cast; a typical hero's journey. Our (Y/N) must perform, and then I must as well. Only then may we rise from the ashes.”
Natsume looked away, uncertain.
“Do you trust me?” Wataru asked, his voice soft. Natsume kept his gaze averted from Wataru but ended up meeting yours. You offered him a reassuring smile.
“Yes.”
“Excellent.”
“Let me help you all take your mind off these melancholy matters and off of tomorrow's performance,” Rei offered. “Shall we have dinner together? On me, of course.”
“Is that alright?” Natsume asked.
“Ah! Ever the charitable one!” Wataru clapped.
“Thank you, Rei,” Kanata smiled.
“What?” Shu asked, appalled. “Public areas are absolutely filthy, unkempt and-”
You shot him a glare.
“... tolerable. The offer is greatly appreciated.”
Natsume and Shu started to walk off, bickering as Kanata trailed behind. Rei and Wataru waited for you as you packed up, Rei watching the other three fondly.
"That's the one thing, isn't it?" Rei murmured.
"What?" You asked as you turned to him, bag zipped up and ready to go.
"The one thing we always had against Eichi Tenshouin, the Student Council, fine in general," Rei mused.
You followed Rei's gaze, Natsume and Kanata now laughing at an annoyed Shu. Your voice was quiet as you responded.
"We had each other."
"A wonderful premise for a tragicomedy," Wataru laughed heartily. "May it end well."
And so, the six of you left the theatre. You didn’t know back then it would be the last time all of you would be together on such good terms. The next act of this tragicomedy determined that the Eccentrics would go their separate ways, but no matter how you would individually rise from the ashes, you will always cherish the beautiful night before your downfall.
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rises from my deathbed cutely
SoumaPs I think I can post smth today
ft. izumi sena, leo tsukinaga, ritsu sakuma, tsukasa suou, arashi narukami
izumi sena
• you were probably a fellow model in the industry, so izumi, by default, saw you as competition (you must be eliminated)
• he and his beloved yuu-kun are actually the only models ever - izumi sena
• was probably (definitely) intimidated by your beauty, and didn’t want to admit every time he saw you pop up im a magazine that he felt a strange tinge in his chest
• he brushed it off as frustration
• Izumi Sena Ultimate Tsundere 2022
• was asked about you in an interview once and could NOT stop going off about you. his fans were immediately hooked on your relationship (?) now. What relationship ????
• both of your producers definitely caught on to this and scheduled for you two to do a photoshoot together
• izumi was PANICKED and had no idea why. HE’S SO DUMB i hate him
• glared at you the entire shoot. you probably just looked like this (¬_¬")
• it would take him literal MONTHS to even come to terms with him maybe, sort of, definitely, finding you attractive
• knights would be sick and tired of his bs at that point, he would not stop talking about you
• “yeah, and they’re freakishly pretty and naturally photogenic it’s sooooo~ annoying!”
• “IZUMI YOU DUMB BITCH” - naru after She Snaps
• naru would definitely try and befriend you after izumi will not take a mf hint😭 she gives you tips on modelling that eventually go from ‘haha yeah this foundation is the best’ to ‘please go out with izumi sena i cannot handle him anymore’
• you would honestly just find the entire ordeal amusing tbh
• it is very obvious that he is. emotionally constipated. (UNDERSTATEMENT) so you would have to take action first
• it would be fun to tease him at first tho!! give him smug smiles and challenging looks
• he would get outrageously mad omfg HIS FACE WOULD LITERALLY BE SO RED
• izumi sena wins best tomato award for midori’s grocery shop real !
• midori has contacted me and he does not want to be involved i take it back guys
• once you do finally decide to take action, izumi would be so surprised even tho?? he has been the one pining after you for so long??
• “izumi sena i think you are an extremely beautiful and caring person pls go on a date with me”
• “WHAT”
• couple photoshoots become a regular awwww
• naru is so proud (she’s making a wedding photo book already) (ritsu has not known of your existence until this moment)
leo tsukinaga
• okay, consider: being izumi’s younger sibling
• you get jealous over izumi and leo being so close… izumi is YOUR older brother grrrr growl eyes turn red you go alpha mode
• especially since leo made him so worried in the past, he took away your brother from you (╥﹏╥)
• LEO WOULD NOT TAKE A HINT. he thinks that you two are super close great friends and you should get matching friendship bracelets
• “listen here you little shit, STAY AWAY FROM IZU-CHAN”
• his ass is Not listening 😭😭
• he drags you out on little adventures whenever izumi is busy, you are ready to BITE this bitch
• you probably do. leo would not even react
• ???
• much like your older brother, you would eventually pick up the habit of taking care of leo subconsciously
• you bring extra cleaning supplies for when he decides to vandalise public property, and always make sure he is taking care of himself
• he really likes it when you brush his hair for him! turns into a little kitty cat
• he is The el gato…
• you say it’s just to make sure he isn’t bothering izumi too much, but it does start to feel different as time goes on
• maybe you do actually want to take care of him because you GENUINELY want him to be safe and happy
• idk bro sounds kinda unbelievable…
• being emotionally constipated runs in the family i think
• leo is not at all uncomfortable with giving profound love confessions, he does it often, so why does it feel so strange to hear him say it to people other than you?
• it’s not like you want to be the only person he loves, right?
• OH SHIT
• if you ever decide to confide in your brother for this OH DEAR LORD
• gives you the biggest lecture of your life, but cannot hide the fondness in his eyes while doing so
• secretly the biggest support of you and leo
• IZUMI BEST OLDER BROTHER EVER !!
• makoto disagrees (Be quiet makoto) (this is Not about you)
• “:(“ - makoto
• when you do confess to leo, he just laughs
• you know that wahahaha type shit
• was probably convinced that you have been dating for the past 6 months
• cue you hitting him over the head and yelling at him for making such Bold accusations
• at least you get kisses at the end of it
• congrats you now basically just adopted a child ! or a cat ! maybe both.
ritsu sakuma
• you, mao and ritsu are all childhood friends
• the cutest trio ever fr
• everyone presumes the three of you get along swimmingly
• well… sort of
• you and ritsu are EXTREMELY competitive for mao’s affections
• mao is just like so ❤️❤️❤️ it’s understandable you both want him all to yourself
• you won’t him
• anyway
• everytime ritsu clung to mao’s arm, he’d peek around to give you a cheeky look and stick his tongue out at you
• at the ripe age of 6 you were already flipping him off
• as you grew older, you lecture ritsu about giving mao more of a workload with his laziness, but he wouldn’t listen at all
• his ass is Not listening pt. 2
• funnily, however, you get along greatly with his older brother
• you gladly look at embarrassing photos of ritsu (which you were there to witness) to which ritsu contemplates MURDER
• eyeing his gun rn
• you and rei are just giggling to yourselves like school girls and ritsu wants to curl into a ball and die
• ‘then perish’ - you
• mao would bring up one day that you seem much more empty whenever ritsu isn’t around
• AS IF ?????
• well, it does feel lonely…
• even with mao around, it just isn’t the same without… he who must not be named
• “oh so you have pet names for each other now awww” “MAO SHUT UP”
• you eventually become the one to kick him in his side whenever he is sleeping in obscene locations and he just like. gives you such an evil look every damn time
• but is secretly disappointed whenever it isn’t you waking him up…
• is 10x more annoyed with whoever it is
• naru cries to you about how he called her a dumb ugly ass bitch when she interrupted his nap
• BUT ALSO HOW HE SAID YOUR NAME IMMEDIATELY WHEN HE WOKE UP ???
• your face goes red at this comment which naru teases you about
• being childhood friends, you actually trust him and lot and vice versa
• gossiping with him is otherworldly he would trash talk ANYONE
• confessing wouldn’t even be that challenging tbh, it would be chill
• “so we are both in agreement never to tell maa-kun about this” “oh absolutely”
• mao knew from the beginning this would happen btw
• he has a letter he wrote at 5 about how he wants to attend your future wedding
• “ritsu plees let mi b yor best man frum mao”
• now you and ritsu compete for each other’s affections !!
• in a weird way??? you’ll be like “ooh you wanna kiss me so bad”
• it all comes full circle
• mao brings everyone together
• i love mao sorry
• LOVE RITSU MORE THO #livelaughritsu
tsukasa suou
• you guys have rich people beef. sorry i don’t make the rules (i do) but your families are extremely competitive against each other
• your earliest memories of tsukasa were seeing him cling to his mother’s arm as a little toddler, his oversized bow tie askew and eyes wide with wonder
• and it made you feel so much rage
• he knows Nothing of the highs and lows of the economy
• disclaimer: you are not a capitalist
• even as a 5 year old, you knew he was a little bitch
• specifically that he was a bitch. your first words were probably stocks. your first sentence was i’m on the grind
• anyways, you disliked how he was born with a silver spoon between his lips
• your family had to WORK to get to the standing they are at. tsukasa was just born into riches and fame which ticked you off
• tsukasa saw you as competition too, and your frustration towards him only fuelled the mutual hatred
• RICH PEOPLE BEEF !!
• on the other hand, you and tori…
• BFFS FOR LIFE !! TSUKASA HATE CLUB FR !!
• tsukasa was always a tiny, little, tad bit jealous that you and tori were so close
• he wanted to have rich people tea parties with you two… :’(
• once tsukasa became the official king of knights, you envied him so much omg
• he’s the future head of the suou household AND a highly established idol??
• why does he get everything…
• to investigate this, you attended one of knights’ concerts. your curiosity got the best of you
• once the stage lit up and they started performing you were blown tf away
• bro is magnificent 💀
• you couldn’t take your eyes off of the stage, their choreography kept you eagerly awaiting for the next song
• afterwards you, as professionally as possible, let tsukasa know your thoughts on his performance
• “you performed well. i was thoroughly entertained. it was adequate. well done.”
• tsukasa feels. very strange at your words
• naru elbows him in the side and makes suggestive kissy noises
• tsukasa feels Very strange now
• from that day forward, you try to be civil when conversing with tsukasa
• he is always searching for your praise and congratulations. it always feels so much warmer when you say nice things to him !!
• oh yeah. you also become a knights superfan. you have (almost!) all of their merch and stream their songs 24/7
• yes even voice of sword. knights in the studio be like this sounds boring as fuck drop it (i love them i swear)
• tsukasa notices you have a knights tote bag one day and questions you on it. your entire face goes red and you make up some fake reason to excuse yourself
• tsukasa is just ???
• as embarrassing as it is, tsukasa does become your bias…
• his charming stage personality and sweet voice got you hooked
• the day he invites you out on a Date(?) of some kind, you are over the moon
• your own pride would never have let you ask him out of your own volition, so him asking you was a relief
• you go to a quaint café with a lot of sweet treats for you to snack on !!
• knights spies on your date(?). Btw
• you notice them immediately
• surprisingly leo does not make a convincing bush
• at the end of the date(?), you give him a peck on the cheek and run away
• you guys are so wholesome actually
• he swoons
• it was definitely a date.
• “they grow up so fast!” “narukami-senpai please shut up”
arashi narukami
• YOU ARE ENEMIES WITH NARU?? HOW?? i genuinely cannot see anyone hating this wonderful angel of a person
• for the sake of this scenario, let’s just say you somehow happen to have beef with her
• you are a longterm member of valkyrie, working directly under shu, similar to mika
• however, unlike mika, you do not agree with arashi’s views on your teacher
• she would sell out izumi to get to punch shu directly in the jaw. you would sell out mika to protect shu (jk u love mika. maybe)
• everytime she goes over to mika and fawns over him with her annoying “mika-chan!”s, you just scoff and roll your eyes
• she probably looks over at you so sadly… noooooo… i will cry…
• you just continue sewing, not wanting to disappoint shu
• after this happens multiple times, she would probably confront you !
• you tell her straight up that you don’t appreciate her distractions, and that her perspective of shu is completely off
• i feel like arashi would actually be very understanding towards you, and would want to fix things asap
• it is honestly one-sided enemies to lovers
• enemy to lovers ?
• she buys you flowers and apologises for getting in the way of valkyrie’s work !!
• you begrudgingly accept
• she goes up to you after valkyrie concerts and praises you on your performance
• it does feel nice to receive compliments, especially since shu does not offer them very often.. or at all…
• he’s a 10 but loves his dress collection more than his unit mates “A ONE” “ARASHI NO”
• you go to her for makeup tips since you want to make your appearance match your valkyrie outfits !
• she squeals, grabs your hand Very firmly, and leads you to her studio
• you somehow end up modelling with her…
• preppy x goth aesthetic anyone ?!
• WAIT NO THAT SOUNDS LIKE THE BOYFRIENDS WEBTOON ABORT ABORT
• you, mika and naru go out on shopping trips together
• it is so cute. you actually become a lot closer to mika because of arashi too which you really appreciate…
• and she helps you to take care of yourself ! you often find yourself overworking to maintain valkyrie’s mage, so she helps you to relax a tad ;;
• hardworking people are her type afterall hehe
• it’s a very healthy and communicative relationship you are everyone’s otp
• knights rate you 10/10
• shu rates you 9/10 (it is actually 10/10 - madonee)
• mika rates you 15/10
• rinne rates you 10/10
• wait why is rinne here
• WAIT SHU NO
• rinne is no longer here.
WHAT’S THAT MELODY? #leo x reader smau
© tokusaatsus 2022
chapter ii—suo~ you spoilsport!
notes!
reze txt im sooo unfunny sorry guys. hopefully this chapter was coherent (minus leo ofc). i swear leoy/n will meet soon. probably. again idfk where im going w this…
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