Damn this is a need 😮💨 Such good writing too😟
Inspired by this lovely post, it crawled inside my brain and would not leave
warnings: afab reader, edging, unprotected sex, creampie, breeding kink and sub hyunjin if you squint but really you don't have to squint that much, light dirty talk
Smut under the cut :))
Being around Hyunjin was always hard. Dating him was difficult, and it wasn’t because of anything he was specifically doing. It’s just that. He was so distracting. Just looking at him from across the room was enough to get you going, and that had been the case long before you were together. And now that you had him? Well. It was, hard, to say the least, to keep your hands to yourself.
Today was proving to be especially difficult in that regard. The two of you had gone out to get coffee and hopefully get some work done at a local cafe. You had gotten literally no work done, and it was all because your drop-dead gorgeous boyfriend was sitting in front of you. No matter how hard you tried you couldn't keep your mind from slipping to all of the things you wanted to do to him… all of the things you wanted him to do to you.
“Jinnie?” You mumble softly
“Yes, love?” He lifts his head to look at you, and the eye contact nearly takes your breath away.
“Do you think maybe we could just head home? I’m having a really hard time focusing here and I think I could maybe get more done if we just head back?” As you spoke, you couldn’t help but glance down at his lips and then back up to his eyes quickly, hoping he hadn’t caught your gaze wandering.
His lips slowly pulled into a small smile, so no hope of him not noticing then.
“Yeah we can go, are you sure you’re gonna keep working when we get back though? Or do you maybe want to, ah, work, on something else?” His eyes were practically sparkling, he loved to tease you about things like this. It wasn’t your fault he was literally sculpted by the gods, ok?
“Hmm I don’t know, it depends on how much work you’re willing to put in, love.”
So ok. Maybe you really like to tease him back. Most of the time things start out this way, the subtle push and pull, teasing each other until one of you can’t stand it anymore and gives in. You find yourself blushing lightly at the thought of it. God, you want him so bad.
“I definitely feel like I have a lot of energy to put into the job today, if we’re lucky maybe we can make this last for hours.”
He smiles again, quickly standing up from his seat and starting to gather his laptop and notes. You follow suit, and soon the two of you are in the car, and then walking up to the door of your apartment. Mere moments after closing the front door, you find yourself pressed against it, pinned there by your boyfriend as he leans in and starts placing light kisses along the side of your neck.
You tilt your head to the side to give him better access, and he begins to bite a little bit along with his kisses. It sends delicious shivers down your spine, and you can feel your stomach tightening already at the sensation. It really was ridiculous how fast he was able to turn you on, get you wet and begging for it.
After a moment, he lifted his head from your neck to look into your eyes, and you felt another wave of arousal wash over you when you see his attraction to you written all over his face.
“Baby, do you think we could try that thing today, what we talked about last week?”
His voice was soft, almost a little shy, which was something you didn’t see on him all that often.
“Fuck yes, please,” you reply, and it comes out far more like a whimper than you originally intended. But to be fair to you, last week the two of you had talked about the idea of edging each other for at least an hour, fucking each other and stopping whenever either of you was close, going until you were both needy and squirmy and begging for it, and now he wanted to actually do it? Now? You were going to die a happy death.
He leans in, kissing your lips for just a moment before pulling back,
“Head to the bedroom?” He asks, cocking his head to the side slightly.
“Hell yes.” You giggle in response and follow him down the hallway.
Once in the bedroom, you quickly remove your shoes and socks before settling back onto the bed and waiting for him to come to join you. You’re sitting on the edge of the bed and he swiftly walks between your legs, immediately bending down to resume the kiss.
Eagerly you wrap your arms around his neck and return the kiss, and within minutes you find yourself getting impatient. You knew what was coming, you wanted it. Wanted him.
“Jinnie please, hurry up.” You whine softly.
He chuckles but moves to remove your shirt and push you back further onto the bed. He clearly wants this just as bad as you do, and that fact becomes clear when he grinds down on you lightly and you feel that his cock is already starting to get hard.
“Oh, baby you’re getting hard already? I thought the plan was to edge each other for hours how will we manage it if you’re already this sensitive?” You feign concern as if feeling him being affected by you hadn’t made you leak into your underwear.
He ignores your words and begins kissing down your neck again. This time though he’s clearly intending to leave marks, and it makes heat rush through you. You love having his marks on you, you love being his in every way possible.
You tip your head back and moan softly as he makes his way down to a nipple, licking over it gently, You know that you’re already wet enough to soak through your underwear, and it’s just getting worse the longer he stays at your chest alternating between licking and biting you all over. His long black hair brushes against your skin as he continues his ministrations, and you can’t wait to see it hanging over his face as he hovers over you, fucking you until you're begging him to cum inside you, to fill you up and make you his.
The thought makes you whine, and this makes him stop and look up at you.
“Hm? Something especially good going on in that head of yours?” He smiles softly and it's so unfair that he can be this sexy and just plain adorable at the same time.
“Yeah,” you breathe “Just thinking about you cuming inside me later once we’re both so worked up. I bet it’s gonna be a lot, after all that edging.”
Your words have the desired effect, as his eyes darken and his hips buck forward in response.
“Shit,” he mumbles, pulling away from you only to undo the buttons on your pants and begin to pull them down.
You wiggle out of them, and pull your underwear down as well, now fully naked and spread out in front of him.
He looks you over, gaze filling with want. It makes you impossibly wetter to see him watching you like that, and you shiver a little at the intense expression on his face.
“God, you’re gorgeous. I can’t wait to feel you clenching around my cock.” You whine in response and sit back up slightly.
“Hurry up then, take off your clothes, please?” He complies, rushing to remove his sweater and jeans, and then there he is in his full glory.
His cock is fully hard now, and its 8 long inches curve upwards in a way that makes your mouth water. Fuck you need him inside you, preferably right now.
You know he won’t have that though, insisting on fingering you to get you ready for him every time the two of you have sex and honestly you can’t even bring yourself to complain. His fingers feel so good.
He moves back so he’s resting between your legs, and slowly drags a finger across your cunt feeling how wet you are.
“So wet for me already love?” He smiles that charming smile again and it makes your hips buck upwards.
“Please Jinnie- can you just-”
“Yeah, I’ve got you.” He replies before gently sliding a finger into you.
It literally burns it feels so good. The moan you let out is far louder than what should be warranted by one finger but he just makes you feel so good. He begins to thrust it in and out of you slowly, adding a second finger a few moments later after you’ve adjusted to the first. He isn’t curving his fingers to find that spot within you that makes you writhe with want, at least not yet, and you’re grateful that the edging hasn’t really started at this point.
After one more finger and many more minutes of slow fingerfucking and kisses on your inner thighs, you start whining louder and louder.
“Jinnie please, I’m ready for you, I’m so ready I need you inside please.” And maybe you should be embarrassed that you’re begging already, but he always brings this out in you. Want and heat and lust, plain and simple.
He nods and removes his fingers, positioning himself over you to drag his cock along your pussy, coating it with your wetness.
He moans softly as he does so, and you feel your legs trembling with anticipation. Slowly, painfully slowly, he slides the tip into you and then stops.
Fuck. Even just the tip is enough to make you feel crazy as you squirm trying to get more of him into you.
So slowly it almost hurts he continues to slide in, and the slow speed makes you feel insane because you can feel every ridge and vein of his cock as he fucks into you.
After what feels like years he bottoms out, breathing deeply as he hovers over you. He’s already starting to sweat a little, and ok. Look. Maybe this is a little bit gross but nothing on this earth is hotter than Hyunjin when he’s dripping sweat, especially when he’s dripping sweat onto you as he fucks you hard, his hair sticking to his face with the amount of sweat covering it as he works to fuck you the way you want it. The way you need it.
“Shit, you feel so good around me. It’s gonna be so hard to keep from cumming, oh fuck,” he whines a little, and you can tell it’s taking a lot of effort for him to not start moving right away.
“You can move, Hyunjin, please move.”
And oh, does he move. He immediately sets a pace that's slow but intense, and for a second you’re worried you might cum on the spot and ruin the whole plan as he hits your g-spot on his first full thrust back in.
“Fuck..” you moan, and move your legs up to wrap around his waist.
He’s breathing hard in time with his thrusts as he continues to move, picking up speed slightly as time goes by. You’re practically out of your mind as he continues, every nerve ending in your body feels like it's sparking, and you can feel yourself getting wetter around his cock.
A particularly hard thrust makes both of you moan out, and then suddenly he’s swearing softly under his breath and hurrying to pull out of you. You can feel his hips twitching ever so slightly as he struggles to calm his breathing.
“Oh baby, were you close already?” Some of your mocking tone gets lost in how breathless you sound, the fact that you were able to get him to the point of cumming so fast is so fucking hot.
“Ah, fuck, yeah. Just, just give me a second and I’ll keep going.” He breathes, continuing to shake slightly as he hovers over you. After another minute or so he lines his cock back up with your entrance and slowly starts to push in.
He chokes out another moan as he goes, and honestly, the best part of this plan is how many times he’s going to get to push all the way into you after stopping for a while. You’re obsessed with how good it feels to be filled, the addictive feeling of his cock spreading you open just for him. He’s getting so deep with every thrust, hitting right on the spot that makes you feel like melting into a puddle of pleasure. You’re letting out little whimpers with each thrust, and it’s so good, it’s so good, and then suddenly he’s gasping again and pulling out.
“Oh shit, oh fuck oh my god.” He whines out and tips his head back, hips twitching with the want to fuck back into you and cum deep inside. He’s so beautiful like this, it’s your favorite way to see him. Gently you run your hands along his back as he takes deep breaths.
Eventually, once he’s calmed down once again, he pushes back in.
“Oh fuck, Jinnie, fuck.” You moan out loudly as he starts his fast pace again, this time thought he brings a hand down to your clit and begins to rub small circles on it as he thrusts.
Pleasure races through you, you’re not going to be able to last at all like this oh my god. He’s sweating more and his hair is beginning to stick to his face from the moisture, his skin is flushed red and he has an expression of pure bliss on his face. This man who looks like a literal Greek god looks on the verge of orgasm and all because he’s fucking you, and it’s suddenly too much and you’re gasping and pushing at him.
“I’m gonna- fuck- stop I’m gonna cum Jinnie-” he quickly stops his ministrations and pulls out, and this time it's both of you shaking with the effort to not keep going, the edge so close you can taste it.
“You’re so gorgeous darling, fuck I love seeing you like this.” He runs a hand gently along the outside of your thigh as you take deep breaths and attempt to calm down. After a moment you reach down and bring his cock closer to your pussy again.
“You’re ready?” he asks.
“Yes, get back inside me please.” Both of you let out desperate-sounding moans as he enters you again.
It’s so wet, the slide is so smooth. Getting edged always makes you literally drip with want, and you’re sure there’s already a puddle forming underneath you.
Hyunjin seems to be thinking the same thing, as he whines softly and says “Fuck you’re so wet, god, you feel so good, oh shit,” he tips his head back again and brings his hand down to your clit once again.
It only takes another minute before he is pulling out again. The next time both of you are gasping and pushing each other away at the same time, and you sit up to really look at him. He looks so gorgeous, and you tell him so.
He’s dripping sweat, breathing hard, and shaking a little. His beautiful (who would have thought you would ever call a dick something like “beautiful”) cock is red and swollen at the tip, leaking so much precum it's dripping down the side and onto the sheets. You can’t believe that this wonder of a man is all yours.
“Kiss me, please.” He complies, leaning forward and immediately connecting your lips.
You kiss for another minute, and then the two of you are calmed enough for him to slide inside of you again.
He can’t seem to stop himself from letting out these soft, high-pitched moans with each thrust, and it's so hot it makes your head spin. He reaches up a hand to run through his hair and push it away from his face and. Oh my god. Just that action has you suddenly on the edge again, begging him to stop.
“Fuck Hyunjin you’re so hot I literally think you could look at me for long enough and I would cum.” You giggle a little as you say it, finding it ridiculous, if true.
“Do you think, this time, we could actually finish? I’m dying here I think I might cum on the spot the next time I push into you.” He says a response, and you nod eagerly.
“C’mon, get back inside me and fill me up then.”
He does as he’s told, and now that he knows he’s allowed to cum it’s like a damn has broken inside him.
“Fuck baby, can I cum inside you please? Please I’ve been so good, I’ve been fucking you so good, can I cum? Get you all messy and full, please? Ah- love- please oh fuck-”
Your head is spinning, getting closer with every thrust, every word he speaks.
“Yes you can, Jinnie please cum inside me please, fill me up, oh god,” you whine, feeling your own high approaching again.
“Oh I’m- it’s happening I’m gonna-”
You watch as his features contort in pleasure as he throws his head back and cums, the feeling of his cock twitching and spilling inside you as he pumps you full of his cum is enough for you, and you follow him over the edge with a long moan of his name.
Honestly, you might black out for a second, because the next thing you know he’s collapsed on top of you softly kissing your neck.
“Are you ok there love?” He whispers.
“Yeah, you just fucked me so good I knocked out there for a second I think.” You look over to see a silly smile stretch across his face, he’s looking very pleased with himself about all of this.
You pull him in for a slow kiss, running your hands through his sweat-slicked hair.
“We have to do this again.” He murmurs against your lips.
“Oh definitely, but I wanna ride you next time.”
Why did you guys let me post this you should have booed me off the stage. Oml I'm cringing sm at this...😭
4 Times | Kim Seungmin
𝐒𝐘𝐍𝐎𝐏𝐒𝐈𝐒: This is a spin off of my wip that i posted. Seungmin knows it's wrong to jerk off to his best friend's girlfriend, but who's stopping him? Definitely not himself that's for sure.
𝐖𝐀𝐑𝐍𝐈𝐍𝐆𝐒: nudity, pornography?, public sex, masterbation, unprotected sex, fingering, cheating, multiple orgasms.
𝐀/𝐍: Hey! This took a much different route than i had in my head and it's still not even done but i thought you guys might like this!
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"Haah Jeongin, please" You whimper into his mouth, thighs shaking, not really knowing what you're begging for as his fingers plunge deeper into your needy hole. You were sure your professor had already marked you late, but with your boyfriend knuckles deep inside of you, you could care less.
To make up for this morning Jeongin insisted on dragging you straight to the football team's locker room to make you cum. He sat you on a bench and you slumped into the lockers behind you. "You're so fucking tight around my fingers angel. Does the thrill of getting your hole filled in the locker room turn you on?" He chuckled and thrusted his fingers impossibly deeper into you as you let out a particularly loud moan at his words. "Yes! Please babe I'm gonna cum.. L-let me? Please!" You pleaded as prettily as you could manage. You know your begging worked when Jeongin brought his lips to your clit and curled his fingers inside your messy pussy once more.
"Mhmm cum all over my fingers babe, I wanna taste it" But you were already cumming and your boyfriend didn't slow his ministrations on you until you were squirting on his fingers all over again. Your thighs shook and you gripped Jeongjns wrist as you made a mess of the locker room floor.
"You're way too good at that Jeongin." You whined to him and tangled both of your hands into his messy blonde hair. He hummed out a groan into your pussy and squeezed your thighs, lapping up all the cum remaining in and on you. He stood to give you a messy kiss and to pull your shorts back up along with your soaked panties. "Look at the mess you made, Beautiful. Always so good for me."
You didn't get to bask in the after waves of your orgasm for long though.
"I guess now's a good time to come out and say i heard most of that. Ugly shirt btw y/n." Seungmin laughs and sends a wink your way as he steps out of the shower area, his hair still wet and over his eyes.
Your eyes widen in shock as you realized Seungmin must have been in the showers. And your boyfriend just giggled lightly and shook his head, clearly unphased by any of this.
"Fuck you seungmin." You mutter as you grab Jeongins arm and basically hide your face in his armpit.
"I totally would pretty, but it seems jeongin made a mess out of you already" He motions at the pool of your arousal on the concrete floor and both boys giggle. You were absolutely not sticking around for this.
"Bye Jeongin!" You shout, interrupting them, as you make your way towards the door.
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As you're walking to class seungmin's words linger in your brain. "Ugly shirt btw y/n." To be honest you were never sure how Seungmin felt about you.
He always made comments about what you were wearing, how much you eat, what you liked to do. Anything he could point out to make a backhanded comment he would. He didn't act like an ass when you were first introduced but he must of had a change of heart you figured.
Even though he acted like this he still openly considered you one of his best friends and you considered him your only friend besides your boyfriend and roomate. Maybe he thought he was funny. But you're sensitive sometimes and it hurts your feelings.
You made a quick pitstop to the restroom to change into a different shirt. Once you slipped another shirt on you did a once over in the mirror and fixed the strand of hair that was sticking up. You left the bathroom dreading your next classes.
They were all with seungmin.
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Maybe you didn't know how seungmin felt about you but seungmin sure as hell did. Of course he did, he's been pinning over you for 6 months now. He knows it's fucked up wanting his best friends girlfriend but he couldn't help it. It was Jeongins fucking fault anyway.
6 months ago Seungmin was in his dorm alone, scrolling through Instagram when he got a notification from Jeongin. He figured he needed help with classwork like the idiot he was but when he opened his text he did not expect to see a video of you. Well, it wasn't just a video of you. It was a mirror video you sent to Jeongin and in this particular video you had only underwear on which you pulled to the side to reveal how soaked you were for your boyfriend while biting on your lip. You then inserted your middle finger into your heat moaning Jeongjn's name so prettily.
Seungmin had never heard moans as pretty as that and never thought he would. Just like you never thought for a second that it would end up being sent to seungmin's phone.
And seungmin didn't expect it to get send to him. He also didn't expect to get rock hard but that's not the point.
Stupid Innie
*Attachment sent*
She's so hot isnt she..
what the fuck is wrong w you does she even know you sent that to me?
Well of course she doesn't know
Dumbass now answer my question..
Yeah i guess she's hot or whatever. Fucking idiot istg.
To be quite honest seungmin wasn't annoyed at all that jeongin sent him that. In fact as soon as he seen a couple seconds of the video he saved it to his phone and stashed it in a private folder. From then on seungmin couldn't stop thinking about you and how it would feel to touch you.
On some late nights like yesterday, when he was alone and needy he would palm himself through his boxers until he was hard enough to take his cock out. He always got so hard watching you play with yourself. He would grip himself tight and stroke slow picking up his pace like he imagined you would, twisting his hand over his red, angry tip.
He would moan your name loud as his head fell back onto his headboard. He was so close. Every stroke of his cock felt so fucking amazing when he watched you. He needed you. Needed to feel that pretty pussy around him. Needed to show you how good you could feel with him under you.
"God" he sighed out along with a big puff of air, his eyes pressed tightly shut. He squeezed the base of his dick right before he was gonna cum, no way are you going to make him finish that fast. Instead he decided to slowy run his palm from his length to his stomach, and finally to his nipples. His own hand felt like fire gently licking his skin. Seungmin gasped, toes curling as he pinched his own nipple, sending another pang of arousal straight to his cock.
He wriggled in his sheets as he fought off the urge to wrap his hand around himself. Now he had his index and ring fingers in his mouth, whining as he was still tweaking his left nipple.
"Fuck y/n I'm so close to cumming please" He bucked his hips into his hand frantically when you moaned Jeongjn's name through the speaker. "S- so fucking hot baby fuck. Fuck!" He mewled out a string of curse words, body shaking as he shot his warm sticky cum all over his hand and stomach. He kept stroking his big cock with both hands for hours after that, edging himself to your video until he was a pathetic, writhing mess on his bed covered in his cum from multiple earth shattering orgasms.
"Mmm you're going to make me cum again, please it hurts, i want it so bad" He mumbles as he milks his last orgasm from his body, almost immediately falling asleep.
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"Hell nah! Fuck your boss you're going to that party!" Your roommate shouts at you while chopping carrots into sticks a bit too aggressively.
"I already told him I would work, Minho. I literally can't go" you sigh in exasperation as you lean onto the counter and top off your wine glass.
"You literally can go and you literally will go. Tell your boss you got sick." Minho continues talking with his hands which causes the knife to swing around in different swiping motions.
"JESUS MINHO PUT THE FUCKING KNIFE DOWN AND ILL GO! OH MY GOD WHY DID I LET YOU HOLD A KNIFE?" At this he slams the knife on the counter to grab your shoulders and hop off the ground like a bunny.
"Yes!! Yes!! Yes!! Wear something tight and slutty!!" he jumps as he talks making his words come out staggered and you chuckle at his drunken stupidity. Eventually you flick his forehead with a loud thwak! and push him away. Minho stumbles back into the fridge and gasps way too loudly. "You little-" Minho opts to chase you all the way to your room instead of finishing his sentence. Luckily your purpled haired roommate was way more tipsy than you from the drinks you shared. He tripped up the stairs giggling to himself as you slammed your bedroom door shut to start looking for something "tight and slutty" to wear.
After half an hour of tearing your closet to shreds you find something that matched Minhos description of what you should wear. Tight? Check. Slutty? (Only for jeongin of course) Check. Something cute underneath for jeongin when he rips the rest of your clothes off later? Absolutely.
Jeongin will love this. You think to yourself. You've given yourself a perfect opportunity to show up looking extra layable to surprise him. Once you finish your makeup and put your shoes on you descend the stairs looking for Minho only to realize he already left.
You glance at your phone for any kind of explanation to see he had already left you a voice message. You let yourself sink down into the living room couch to listen to the voice mail.
"HIII JISUNG CAME TO PICK ME UP" You hear giggling in the background and Minho hissing a not too quiet "SHHHHH" before cracking up in giggles himself. He continues "HAVE THAT SEUNGMO BOY PICK YOU UP. ALSO IM STAYING W JI TONIGHT DONT WAIT UP BUH BYE" more ear-piercing giggling and click.
"Damn that bunny faced bastard " you sighed as you dialed Seungmins number into your phone with sweaty palms. You really did not want to call him or be in the same car as him after how this morning shaked out, but it seems that Minho left you with no choice after begging you to go to the party.
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Seungmin did NOT want to pick you up after things went today. He has been an absolute mess from your shananigans this morning with jeongin. He's already came 3 times thinking about it and when you called him he was in the middle of trying for a 4th.
"Seungmin please please pick me up I'm begging you." You managed to pull your prettiest pleading voice. Seungmin noticed it was much like the one you used while begging jeongin to let you cum. Fuck. He was really struggling not to jerk his cock that was way too heavy in his hand.
"Y/n I- Fuck okay yeah I'll pick you up give me like 20 minutes."
After saying goodbye to you seungmin threw his phone onto his nightstand and grabbed his brown pillow from under his head. He placed the pillow under his length, lying on his tummy and sighed at the contact. As he began rutting his hips into his pillow he thought about your voice begging him to pick you up. Oh how cute and desperate you could sound when you really wanted something. Seungmin's breathing picked up when he thought of all the things he could give you if you asked for it. If you just asked for it.
"Mmmf- fuck!" He gripped the pillow and pressed it hard against himself. He buried his burning red face into the mattress, and imagined fucking you in his car.
Your pussy was so wet around his cock as he pounded you into the backseat. You blush and hide your face in embarrassment but moan load for seungmins cock. "Always so cute for me. Do you act this cute for your boyfriend hm?" He relishes in the way his hands look as he holds your plush thighs in place, your knees close to your head. "No Seungmin i promised only for you. Only cute for you" Your eyes squeeze shut from the intense feeling in your core. "God you're so warm. Make me feel so good y/n." With every rock of his hips the car would jostle back and forth ultimately letting everyone outside of it know how good he was fucking you. But that's if they couldn't already hear it.
He removes one hand from your thigh to give your clit a light smack making your body jerk up in search of more contact. A string of arousal connects his hand to your heat as he brings his fingers to your mouth. He wipes your own wetness aross your plush lips and plunges his fingers in.You moaned loudly and pleaded with Seungmin, fingers still stuffing your mouth. "Seungmin please please cum inside, I'm begging you."
"Shit shit shit Mmmf!" Seungmin rutted his hips roughly into his pillow a few more times before he sat up and shot his cum all over the mattress.
With his breathing still ragged and his body still shaking seungmin stripped his bedsheets and threw them to the side of the room. He can clean them later. Now he had to figure out how in the hell he was gonna last in the car with you after succeeding in cumming 4 times tonight. Why not make it 5 with you?
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I'm really nervous to post this because I'm not a writer. I read:')
This is so beautiful 😭 I'm so sensitive to cheating but i read it anyways❤️
mistake
beomgyu x reader
masterlist
a/n: yet another idea that my pea brain screamed at me to write. it’s poorly written and not proof read so ignore that. also manifesting a txt world tour with this fic. so I didn’t really specify that the group is txt, so if u wanna imagine it’s them, you can. if not, feel free to use your imagination!
disclaimer: all stories are acts of fiction and are in no way a real representation of the band or idol mentioned. nor are they a representation of how i view said idol or band, unless stated otherwise.
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Beomgyu knew he shouldn’t be doing this. He shouldn’t be here, in this hotel room with someone who wasn’t you. He shouldn’t be laying beside someone else right now. The girl who laid beside him switching the light off before she tries to snuggle into him, his body tense at the contact. His eyes looked up to the ceiling, his heart felt as if it was splitting in two. What had he done?
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Restless nights on tour stirred up the loneliness inside of him. He needed to be with you, needing to feel the warmth of your skin pressed into his as you cuddled. He hadn’t spoken to you in days, almost weeks, trying to give you space from your fight.
The news of the band going on a world tour was a huge shock to you. Especially since your own boyfriend has failed to mention it. You tried to brush it off as him just being busy but it stung the longer you thought about it. When asked why he didn’t tell you about such an important event, he laughed it off by saying that he forgot and that it wasn’t a big deal. You tried to explain to him that it was a big deal, he would be gone for months on end. This simple conversation turned into a screaming match, ending in you crying and Beomgyu slamming the door behind him. That was the last time you had spoken to each other.
The band left for tour a few days later, Beomgyu not even dropping by your place to tell you goodbye. The other guys texted you about how much they’d miss you, to which you replied that you couldn’t wait for them to return. You tossed your phone onto the bed, falling into it as you sighed. He had never gone this long without speaking to you. Adding a tour on top his radio silence felt like a death sentence to your relationship.
Beomgyu knew this silence was killing you. He couldn’t take it anymore either. But that damn pride kept getting in the way of him finally apologizing, so he buried that guilt deep down into him. Perhaps that’s how he ended up in this bar tonight. How he ended up so wasted that he made out with the first girl that approached him. Her hands draped around his neck while his rested on her hips, her lips sucking on his neck. Within minutes he found himself tumbling into a cab with the girl still attached to his hip, giving the driver the hotels address.
He knew this was wrong. He knew he shouldn’t be doing this. His thoughts vanished as the door swung upon to his room, climbing on top of the girl he had just met. All of the pent up frustration and anger he had coming out slowly as she stared down at him. His body gave up quickly at the contact, something he hasn’t felt in weeks. The girl laid beside in him the bed, desperately trying to mold herself into his side, Beomgyu tensing in response. His eyes stared up at the ceiling, his chest growing tight with regret. The vibrations of his phone on the bedside table lightening up the dark room. He grabbed the phone quickly, a single tear falling from his eye as he read the messages.
Y/N:
“I can’t take this silence anymore”
“I miss you”
“I love you”
Oh god.
What had he done?
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Chapters: Part II / Part III
Author's note: I'm in the mood for a fluff, this is actually the most sfw fic I've ever written. Part 2 will be out next Sunday!
"I have written down all the ideas, and you can start by trying to develop each one into a story," you pushed the note to him and showed him the things you jotted down during the brainstorming you did a while ago.
Seungmin nodded as you gave him detailed instructions cause it was his turn to continue working on the group project of writing a piece of fiction for the creative writing class.
You gave up guessing why he took the class in the first place because his major is Management, plus, he's a star of our baseball team, you don't see why he needs to work this hard because he's already earned his place.
"I will try my best," he said to you and took the note from you.
You gathered all of your things from the table and stuffed them into your bag.
"You got any other plans for today?" He asked, pushing his hair to the back, and it only made his hair messy, but the attractive kind of messy.
You shook your head, "I don't make plans on the weekend. I usually just stay at home and eat and sleep," you winced, regretting that you gave him too much information that he didn't need to hear.
"I don't have any plans as well," he said, slinging his backpack on his shoulder, "I was thinking if we can go somewhere together?"
You looked at him, and he looked at you with a glint of anticipation, waiting for your answer.
"Only if you want to, of course," he immediately added.
It was only 5 in the afternoon, and there was no harm in going somewhere with him, and who knows, you might enjoy spending your weekend not cooped out in your small rented studio.
You nodded, "Yeah, sure, why not?" And tried to sound coy when you gave your answer.
He beamed a smile at you, he stood from his chair, "shall we go now?" He asked.
"Do you have any ideas on where to go?" You asked him once both of you exited the library. The sun was still shining, and it felt nice to feel the warm glow of it after spending hours in the library.
"I have a place to go to have some fun," he said, fixing up the collar of his varsity jacket that he always wears almost every day, and when he is not wearing it, he carries it around by hanging it on the strap of his backpack.
You have no idea what kind of fun he has in mind, but you got curious to find out what kind of person he is outside the campus.
"Oh, that sounds nice," you responded with a smile.
It was hard to catch up on his walk because his stride is wide, and you had to walk a little faster to match your pace with him.
He was aware of it too, he suppressed a laugh when he realized you were half-jogging rather than walking, then decided to slow down, taking smaller steps as you both made your way through the crowded streets.
Seungmin took you somewhere that somehow looked like a parking lot, but once you entered the place and the constant thumping sounds you heard from the inside, you recognized that it is a batting cage.
"So, this is your idea of fun?" You asked him with eyes widened in disbelief, "more baseball?"
He nodded while grinning.
"I mean, you practice baseball all week long, and you play some more baseball to have fun?" You asked again since his first answer didn't satisfy you.
He nodded again, "this is fun," he assured you, then went checked in. The man at the front desk showed him the available slot among the row of cages.
"Come on!" He told you, and you followed him from behind. Your eyes lingered on the broad of his shoulders from the back, and his varsity jacket does nothing but accentuate it.
He opened the door to the batting cage, took a bat, and practiced a few swings before the machine started shooting balls in his direction. You winced every time Seungmin hit the ball right with the bat and made a loud popping sound.
And this is why he's the baseball star, he nailed every throw pitched at him, you knew it wasn't the same with the real game but still, watching him doing what he's good at is another level of attractive.
He lightly panted, then put down the baseball bat, opened the door, and held out his hand at you.
"It's your turn now!" He announced, stepping down a stair still with his hand held out at you.
You looked down at his hand with veins coiling on the back of his hand and down to his long, slender fingers.
"Huh?" Your eyes widen, nonplussed, "I'm not playing," you meekly said.
"I'll teach you," he said with a smile.
You shook your head, "No, no, no," you kindly refused his offer, "I'll stay here and cheer you up,"
He rolled his eyes, "my hand is getting tired here," his eyes motioned to his still outstretched hand at you.
You grimaced but caved in at the end, you took his hand, and he helped you climb the stairs into the cage.
"Just a warning, I'm so bad at sports," you whined, almost like a fussy toddler.
Seungmin handed you a wooden bat, "that's why I'm here,"
You reluctantly took the baseball bat from him, "I-"
Seungmin grabbed you by your waist and positioned yourself in front of him, facing to the side.
He placed his hands on your shoulders next, "first, line up your shoulders with your legs,"
You stood up straighter and did what he told you to do.
Seungmin looked down at your feet, "spread your legs wider," he ordered.
"Oh, wow, and you didn't even buy me dinner first," you joked and regretted saying it once it got out of your mouth.
Seungmin softly chuckled with his cheeks blushing profusely.
He cleared his throat, then put his hands on the small of your back, "keep your knees bend," he ordered.
You obeyed and bent your knees, awkwardly.
"Don't crouch or stoop," he warned, he grabbed your waist and swayed your body side to side, "it's important to have a steady and grounded stance," he added.
"Now, let me see how you hold the bat," he commanded.
You lifted the baseball bat and held it the way you know how to hold it.
"Is it right?" You asked him.
He put his hands on yours, "Don't hold the bat in the palms, it won't allow you to flex your wrist," he commented, then helped you wrap your fingers around the bat.
He traced your knuckles with his fingers, "see this?" He asked you.
You nodded.
"You should line up your knuckles," he said, so attentive as if he was training you to be a player.
When he was sure you gripped the bat the correct way, he showed you how to take a good swing. He practiced with you a few times as he whispered instructions so close to your ear.
"Keep your body in a straight line and keep your eyes on the ball," he instructed, again practicing another swing along with you.
"Relax your muscles and be ready," he finished but with his body pushed so close behind you only makes it harder for you to relax.
He put his hands away from yours and stepped back, "I think you're ready," he announced with a grin.
You suddenly felt so self-conscious that he left you on your own, "what if I'm not hitting any ball?" You asked him.
"We can always play another round," he casually said.
You roughly wiped your sweaty palms on your jeans before gripping the bat again, "what if the ball hit me in the face?"
Seungmin burst out laughing, "that won't happen," he assured you, then got out of the cage to watch you behind the chain-linked fence.
You let out a long sigh as the machine signaled that it was ready to pitch the ball, you repeated the instructions Seungmin gave you earlier in your head.
"Keep your eyes on the ball," you repeatedly said.
With a loud pop, the ball shot in your direction, and instead of swinging your bat, you dodged it.
"What am I doing??" You frantically shouted at yourself, then uneasily glanced at Seungmin.
"It's okay, just keep your eyes on the ball!" He instructed again.
You quickly got ahold of yourself, then gripped the bat so tight, you shifted your focus back ahead.
"Keep your eyes on the ball," you repeatedly said to yourself like it was a scared prayer.
When the ball came at you, you held up your bat over your shoulder just like how you practiced, then when the ball was close enough, you began to swing it, and there was a loud bang.
You successfully hit the ball with the bat, your mouth agape in surprise, then looked at Seungmin in awe.
"I did that?!" You asked him for confirmation.
He nodded while grinning from ear to ear, "look straight ahead! The next one is about to come!" He reminded you.
You succeeded in batting 6 out 10 and insisted on going for another round to make a better record.
"Not going to lie, that was so much fun!" You exclaimed with a stupid grin on your face.
Seungmin held out his hand to help you get down the stairs but ended up lifting you by your waist to get you off since you were too ecstatic to watch your steps.
"I'm glad you had fun!" He sincerely said, then put a cold canned drink in your hand, "here's to soothe your hand"
You looked at the inside of your hands and winced, "ouch!"
You didn't realize your palms were red and raw from gripping the bat too hard, you squeezed the canned drink and let the cold seep in.
"Your turn now!" You said to him.
"You want me to go again?"
You nodded, "yes," you replied while wrapping both of your hands around the cold canned drink.
"Okay then, I'll go," he said then got into the cage.
You watched as he took his stance and swung the bat over his shoulder like it was a natural thing to do, many people had been saying he looked so attractive when he plays, and that was when you knew what the fuzz is all about.
"Do you think I can make it into the team?" You half-heartedly asked him as you dipped your French fry into ketchup.
Maybe because you weren't used to using your body for sports that you got so hungry and finished the burger in under a few minutes.
"Maybe," he replied, after a moment of hard thinking.
You chuckled and dipped another fry into the ketchup then shoved it into your mouth.
"You got something..." he said to you, gesturing to your mouth.
You quickly wiped whatever was on your mouth.
He shook his head, "I'm sorry, but I have to invade your private space," he said to you before reaching up and wiping a drop of ketchup on the corner of your mouth with a tissue.
You hurriedly took the tissue from him and wiped it yourself, "thanks," you muttered and roughly wiped all over your mouth, just in case.
You looked down to avoid his gaze that somehow made you flustered. You never felt like this for a long time, the butterflies, the heart flips, and whatever it is that made the cold of your heart slowly melt. Actually, you never let yourself feel all of these things because they were all trivial and always led you to disappointment.
But something about him made your heart shift, all of these times, you thought of him as not more than just a popular guy on the campus, and that he'd act like an actual jock.
You smiled because he isn't so bad, maybe you shouldn't trust your prejudice in the first place.
"How're your hands?" He asked you.
You held out your hands with your palms up, "it wasn't as hurt," you answered.
He leaned forward to look at your hands, and his fingers trailed the bumps on your palms, "apply some ointment when you get home," he suggested.
"Can I see your hands?" You asked him, out of curiosity.
He held out his hands at you on the table.
You saw how his hands are calloused and rough, from years and years of training and holding a bat, you traced the bumps on his palm and cooed.
When you looked up, his face was so close to yours, and you could see the shine of his dark hair and imagined how soft it would feel in your hands.
He lifted his head, and his eyes met yours, you retracted yourself immediately, feeling flustered.
"My friend always said I don't have a knack for sports. I can't wait to tell her about today," you said with a grin on your face.
Seungmin softly laughed, his hand wrapped around his cup of soda.
"So, how long you've been friends with Kim?" He suddenly asked.
You got taken aback by his question but gave him the benefit of the doubt, he probably had seen you around with Kim on the campus.
"We're friends since junior high school," you answered, then reclined on your seat.
"She is quite something," Seungmin said with a snicker.
That was when the smile on your face slowly fades, not again, you said to yourself.
"She has a lot of fireworks in her," he added.
You scoffed and laughed to yourself, "yeah, she is," you half-heartedly added.
You refused Seungmin’s offer to drive you home and took the bus home instead, you felt the urge to be alone and be in your own space.
Arrived in your cramped, small studio, you face-planted onto your bed and just let your thoughts drown you in like usual.
You thought about how Seungmin almost got you with your guard down only to find out he was just like another guy who tried to get close to you, with the ultimate intention to get close to your best friend, Kim.
Kim is undeniably attractive, but apart from her physical appearance, she is the kind of person who got everything that comes easy for her and is good at everything. She knows how to get around people, in conclusion, she's everything you are not. She's always been the center of attention the moment you became friends with her, and you have always been there by her side, as the sidekick, the less attractive of the two, and last but not least, a quick gateway if anyone wanted to get close to her.
It had happened more than a handful of times already, some guys approached you only to ask you about Kim. You reminded yourself that it's not her fault, she didn't ask to be born that attractive the same as you didn't ask to be born less attractive than her.
You never felt bothered by it but sometimes, sometimes you just got so tired of explaining yourself to people that you are more than just Kim's best friend.
The next time you met Seungmin to work on your project, you worked in silence and only talked when you needed to. The silence became so deafening that Seungmin sensed something was slightly amiss.
"Are you okay?" He asked you while shuffling the papers in his hands.
"Yes," you shortly replied without looking away from the screen of your laptop.
You both continued working with the dead air hung in the space between you and him, it wasn't easy for you too but you swore to yourself never to let your guard down again.
Once you were done typing everything on your laptop, you shut it down and closed it.
"I think we're done," you informed him, gathering your notes on the table and putting your pens back into the case.
"I can do the final editing," Seungmin offered, but with the unpleasant look you gave him, he retreated himself.
"If you let me, of course," he quickly added.
You put your things back inside your tote bag, "It's okay, I can do it for us," you kindly refused.
Seungmin smiled back, "To be honest, you'll do a better job than me," he weakly said.
You felt bad for being so sour when all he did was being good to you, you forced a smile and said, "I'll email you the final edit, and you can tell me if there's something you want to change," you said to him.
He smiled back at you, and somehow it made you feel so warm inside.
"Can I treat you dinner?" He asked, scratching the back of his neck as he did.
You hummed for a while before coming up with an answer, "what about I treat you tonight?" You offered.
Seungmin got slightly surprised by the turn of the event and that he thought things were coming back to normal between you two.
"Only if you let me treat you dinner the next time," he said with an eyebrow raised.
You shrugged in defeat, "sure!" You replied, then got up from your seat.
You settled on your favorite pizza place that serves the most delicious cheese pizza, but that night you ordered half cheese and half pepperoni in large size.
"I don't think the two of us can finish this," Seungmin said when he looked down at the steaming pizza with cheese bubbling on top, the smell of it was almost aphrodisiac.
You pushed his cup of drink to the front of him on the table, "someone will be joining us soon," you told him.
And just like she was being summoned, Kim came through the door and shot you a teeth-baring smile the moment he spotted you.
You waved at her, and she half-jogged to your table, "oh my God, the pizza is here already!" She exclaimed.
She quickly sat down on the empty chair between you and Seungmin, she didn't waste time to take a slice and bit on it.
With her mouth busy chewing the food, she turned her head and jolted on her seat, "Oh, Seungmin!" She exclaimed.
You handed her your cup of drink, and she quickly swallowed her food to take a sip, "did you guys just work on that project together?" She asked.
Your eyebrows were raised in question because you never told her about it, well, you told her about the project but not about who your partner is.
You stifled a nod, "Yes, but how-"
"Always a pleasure to meet you, Kim," Seungmin cut in, then bit into his pizza.
Kim nodded in acknowledgment. So they have talked to each other before? It was obvious now because they didn't seem awkward toward each other.
"Seungmin, are you even allowed to eat pizza? Aren't you suppose to be on a strict diet?" Kim teased as she shove a piece of pizza crust into her mouth.
Seungmin snickered, "Only if you don't tell, Kim,"
"Are you aware that you'll not be 22 forever?" She asked him, taking another slice and tearing a piece.
"Yes, but I don't see how is that related to pizza," he replied.
You watched their conversation intently like watching a tennis match, Kim turned her head at you and laughed.
"Oh, have I told you that Seungmin and I went to the same kindergarten," she explained and tore another piece of pizza.
You gasped at the newfound revelation.
"Our moms are sort of besties," Kim explained more.
It was getting more obvious that they are close, closer than you thought. You nodded along and felt your appetite dissipate as you watched them talking and how good they looked together. And you saw the bigger picture, that maybe it wasn't a bad idea for them to be together and maybe they're meant to be, you never know but it was time for you to be out of that picture.
You dropped your unfinished slice of pizza and got up from your seat,
"I'm sorry, guys, but I have to go," you informed and hastily gathered all of your things, "I forgot that I have something to do with my mom and that I-" you blabbered, "I need to clean my room or else she'd give me hell," you sighed from excessive explanation you did.
"But you haven't finished your pizza yet, it's your favorite cheese pizza!" Kim said, getting up from her seat, but you pushed her back down onto her seat.
"I'm in a hurry, you know my mom," you came up with a false excuse.
"I'll go with you then," Kim offered.
"No, no, please stay," you refused and took a step back from the table,
"Stay and eat the pizza. It's my treat," you convinced her and put on a smile, "I'll be taking the bus, do not worry," you added.
"I can drive you if you're in a hurry," Seungmin offered.
You shook your head, "No, no, no, it's okay," you quickly refused.
You slowly retreated from the table, "I'll get going now, bye everyone!" You waved your hand at them then walked out of the door. You resisted the urge to look back and kept on walking.
Later at night, Kim came knocking on your door and barged in the second you opened the door.
"I know there's something wrong," she exclaimed as she plopped down on the love seat. She looked around your small studio and sighed, "you would have cleaned your desk if your mom really is coming," she said, looking up at you with squinted eyes.
"Your mom's favorite drama is playing every Saturday night, and on Sunday morning, she has that volunteer work at the nursing home," she elaborated as she put up her legs on the seat.
You probably shouldn't have lied to your friend, especially the one that had known you for years and knew every detail of your life
There was no way to escape this but to come out clean. You sighed then sat next to her, "Seungmin likes you, and I think," you paused and tried to ignore the twinge in your heart when you mentioned his name, "he's a good guy, and I think you look good together,"
Kim burst out laughing and reached for the snack you always stored under the table, opened a pack of chips, and began munching.
"I'm just trying to set you guys," you weakly said.
"You sound like a total dumbass right now," she said with her mouth full of food.
"I am not going to take that personally," you sneered at her.
Kim sat up straighter and scooted closer to you, "Listen," she began, "what I'm about to say to you is a hundred percent confidential, but since you got your panties in a twist, I have to intervene here,"
You looked at her rather confused and wide-eyed, "what are you talking about?"
She stopped munching and put down the bag of chips on the table, "Seungmin likes you," she said.
Your heart skipped a beat, "what?"
"He likes you," she repeated, "at the beginning of the term, he asked what classes you took, and you think he took a creative writing class for the grade, no honey, he did all that for you," she explained with her index finger pointed at you.
But the more she explained, the more confused you got, "wait, what?"
Kim heavily sighed, "he did all that to get close to you! that's how much he likes you,"
"But I thought he likes you," you stuttered and froze on your seat, learning the newfound truth about his real intention to you.
Kim rolled her eyes, "please, I've seen him piss his pants during a school trip, and he has seen my face got swollen from my allergy. We disgusted each other enough to have a romantic feeling," she groaned.
You stifled a laugh, surprisingly feeling so relieved that it was just a misunderstanding and also felt bad for being unpleasant to him, or worst, he thought that you didn't have the same feeling for him.
"I think I just blew my chance," you sadly declared.
Kim patted your shoulder a few times, "Hey, I never said it's too late to get him now,"
You glanced at her, "you knew?"
"Of course, I know you like him," she said as if it was obvious to her, then took the bag of chips back on her lap and started munching again.
It had been days since the last time you met after that little mishap in the pizza place, you saw him around the campus but never could get yourself to, at least, say hi to him.
Plus, the piling assignments didn't help and kept you occupied the whole week. It took its peak when you got called to your professor's office.
Your heart beating out of control as you stood in front of the door of his office, you took a deep breath before finally knocking on his door.
"Come in!" You faintly heard the voice from inside the office.
You swung the door open and saw your professor was talking to another student in his office, only when you got closer did you realize it was Seungmin.
"I called you both to let you know that I really like your writing," your professor told you both as you stood there facing his desk.
You sighed in relief and felt the knot in your stomach loosen, you glanced at Seungmin and smiled at him, glad to see him again than hearing the praises from your lecturer.
When the appreciation speech ended, and he let you both be on your way, you sighed the second you closed the door behind you.
Seungmin stood there next to you, "I think we make a good team," he said to you.
You smiled because the first thing he said to you after that unfortunate day was a positive thing.
"Yeah, I think we did," you agreed.
There was a silence awkward after all, but you quickly came up with something from letting the silence go on, "I think we should celebrate it," you said to him.
Seungmin nodded, "I'd love that,"
You thought of a place you can go to later when you are both done with your classes, "I think we can go to that cafe we-"
"But I can't, I have practice today," Seungmin added.
You closed your mouth and stopped talking, "oh," you tried not to sound sad but failed.
Seungmin pushed his hair to the back and always looked attractive doing so, "what about tomorrow?"
"Yes, sure," you immediately answered and winced for answering it too quickly.
Seungmin softly laughed, his eyes crinkled under the sunny afternoon light. He looked down at his phone screen to check the time, "I'll text you for tomorrow, I have to go now," he said, hoisting the strap of his backpack on his shoulder.
You nodded in acknowledgment, "yeah, you better get going," you said to him.
He flashed a smile that melts you from the inside, "I'll see you," he said with so much hope to see you again.
"Trust me, even though he didn't say it's a date, it is a date!" Kim said through your speakerphone.
You didn't know how long you had been trying out on some outfits for today, no matter how embarrassing it was to call your friend to help you pick on an outfit to hang out with a guy, you were just that desperate.
You slumped on the couch, "I don't think it's too late to bail on him,"
"Don't you dare!!!" Kim barked, "Put that outfit on and get your ass out there," she instructed, you could imagine her saying that while rolling her eyes.
"Then what?"
"Just be you," she said, "it sounds so cliche, but he likes you way before all this, so there's nothing to worry about," she convinced you, "and I have to go because my mom needs my help in the kitchen, good luck and bye!" She quickly ended the phone call.
You entered the cafe clutching the side of your skirt out of nerves, you spotted him right away on the table you both once worked your project on.
With hesitant steps, you walked up to him as your heart beat faster and faster.
His head tilted up when he realized you were coming his way, a bright smile rose on his face.
"Hey, you came," he said as soon as you were closing into his table.
"Yes, why wouldn't I?" You said back, you fought the urge to slap your mouth for saying it.
Seungmin chuckled, he got used to you blurting out whatever was inside your head.
"I was about to text you that I have to go somewhere," he said to you when you were already seated across the table from him.
"Huh? What?" You asked him, just in case you misheard him.
"My friends insisted on going to his party, and he won't stop until I really came," he explained.
You looked down at your lap, at your choice of skirt that took you hours to pick, and said, "oh," again, failing to not sound disappointed.
"I mean, would you come with me?" Seungmin asked again, rephrasing what he was trying to say to you.
"Going to the party with you?" you asked him in disbelief.
He nodded.
It wasn't like you never heard of a party before or had never been in one, but to be seen together with him at a party was a big deal.
"We don't have to go if you don't want to," Seungmin added with a reassuring smile.
But of course, you didn't want to disappoint him, maybe it was a party of a friend that is not from the campus. You braved yourself and nodded, "it's just a party, I say let's go," you said with such coy.
Being in a car with Seungmin and seeing him driving was something you never thought you would ever witness. But here you were, sitting on the passenger's side and stealing a few glances at him as he drove with his eyes focused on the road ahead.
You let yourself look at him for a while and saw that he is wearing a blue sky shirt underneath his varsity jacket with his hair is neatly styled and parted in the middle. Your eyes lowered to where his hands gripped the steering wheel that made the veins on his hands prominent.
You looked away when he was about to look your way, you were glad he was playing music, or else, he would hear the noises you made when he was about to catch you looking at him.
Forget about staying invisible at the party, everyone recognized you the moment you got out of Seungmin’s car and got so self-conscious, you thought of fleeing the scene and start running back home.
"We don't have to stay long," Seungmin said, he sensed that you were nervous being there with him, " I'll just say hi, and we can be on our way," he added.
His words didn't quite calm you down, but something about the way he inserted the word we as if it was something as natural. We and that we mean, you and him.
You shot a thin smile at him, "I'm alright, just take your time," you convinced.
Seungmin didn't bother to introduce you to anyone since you were already well acquainted with everyone, which is a perk from having a popular friend. You ignored the curious eyes on you and went on your way, but you decided that maybe Seungmin wouldn't like having you following him around like a puppy so you let him socialize with his peers that are mostly his baseball teammates.
But when you were about to leave his side, he grabbed you by your wrist, "I want you to meet my friends," he said to you.
You blinked a few times at him, not sure if you heard him right.
Seungmin introduced you to his friends, and you shook hands with each one of them, they didn't look as bitter as you think they would, they looked alright and welcoming instead.
"Let me get you a drink," one of his friends offered.
You kindly refused him, you knew the drink was spiked with alcohol, and you are not good at drinking.
When his friend handed you a drink, someone nudged your back and sent you tripped forward, the drink sloshing all over your white blouse.
Your mouth hung open, looked down at your blouse with a red stain on it and reeked of alcohol.
"I am so sorry," his friend quickly apologized.
You slightly shook your head at him, "it's fine, I'll excuse myself to the bathroom," you said to him and quickly made your way out of sight, out of Seungmin’s sight especially.
"It's the second door on the left," he shouted the direction to you then broke into a run.
You locked the bathroom door and hoped no one would come banging on it since you would be likely staying in there for a long time, at least until you washed off the stain on your blouse. And that too, only if you succeeded washing it off.
When you saw your reflection in the mirror, you got hopeless. The night had just started yet you were already a mess, and there was no way you could get rid of the stain on your blouse, you almost broke down crying when you heard a knock on the door, “A moment, please!” you shouted to whoever behind the door.
“It’s me,”
You recognized Seungmin’s voice right away, you reluctantly opened the door, just slightly ajar, and peeked out, “Hey, I’ll be out in a moment,” you immediately told him.
He didn’t say anything but handed you his jacket through the door, “Here, use my jacket,” he told you.
You took it from him.
“I’ll wait for you here,” he said again.
You nodded, “Okay,” then closed the door.
You stared at the varsity jacket that he always wears, draped around your hand, and hesitated to wear this saintly piece of clothing.
You reminded yourself that you have no choice but to wear it, and since there was no way for you to salvage the blouse, you threw it into the trash bin. You washed your hands, wiped the sticky juice with a wet cloth then put on Seungmin’s jacket next. It was too big that you pulled the sleeves up to not let your whole arms hands engulfed by it and buttoned the jacket since you were wearing nothing but your plain white bra underneath.
You fixed your hair and fixed your make-up, it was the least you could do to look presentable. You gained your composure back and opened the door, found Seungmin leaning against the wall waiting for you.
You smiled awkwardly at him, not feeling confident in his jacket and definitely not looking as good as him in it.
Just like he could see right through your mind, he said, “It looks good on you!”
“Thanks,” you shyly muttered to him.
“Shall we go now and continue our date?” he asked.
Your heart flipped at the word date, so Kim was right, it was a date after all. You nodded at him and began following him as he parted the sea of people filling in the place, your feet were on the floor, but you felt like you were floating.
“I’m sorry that we can’t have proper dinner meals,” he said to you as the both of you sat on the cap of the car with burgers and fries you bought from the drive-thru, looking out at the city view from the top of the parking building.
You smiled at him, “it’s more than alright! I love burgers!” you said to him with such enthusiasm.
Seungmin bit into his burger, “I’m sorry about your blouse,”
You swallowed the food in your mouth, “No worries. It’s just a blouse!”
When both of you were done with the food, you stared out at the view and enjoyed the pleasant night, despite the cold air kept blowing in your way, you were glad you were wearing his jacket.
“Kim said you were a quiet kid in kindergarten,” you told him.
“I still am,” he responded with a low chuckle.
“I’m not sure about that, you are a different kind of quiet,” you said, you shoved your hands into the pockets of the jacket.
“Yeah?” he asked, “What kind of quiet?”
You hummed, “The kind of quiet that is not because you don’t have anything to say, it’s actually the opposite, you have so many things to say but decide to only say things that people could perceive,”
Seungmin got quiet because he felt like you just saw through him.
You turned your head at him, “It’s okay to talk your thoughts out, you know, who knows you might find someone that understands you,” you finished with a smile.
Seungmin intently looked into your eyes and smiled, “I think I already did,” he said.
He was slowly leaning in at you when raindrops suddenly came pouring down on you, your hands covering your head, while Seungmin grabbed your hand and took you back into the car.
He opened the backseat door, and you hurried into the car so he could get in after you, you wiped the drops of water on his jacket with your hands and from your face, afraid that it ruined your make-up.
"I didn't know that it will rain today," he said as soon as closed the car door.
"I think it's the spring rain," you crooned and hugged yourself.
When it got quiet, the limited space of the car got a lot smaller by the second and none of you wanted to break it.
Seungmin cleared his throat and broke the heightened tension, "You know, Kim and I, we're just friends," he uttered out of the blue.
You already knew that he would say something about it at one point in the evening but didn't know he would choose this moment, were you both in the car and surrounded by the pattering of the rain.
"Yeah, I know," you told him, you shoved your hands into the jacket pockets, mostly to avoid the urge to touch him since his knee is only inches away from yours.
Seungmin got quiet again and shifted on his seat, "but you did think that I like Kim?"
You stifled a nod, "I got so used to being Kim's wingman," you joked.
Seungmin scooted closer to you on the seat, "Can I tell you something?" He asked.
You turned your head at him, "yes,"
"I like you," he said with eyes unwavering, looking deep into yours, "I like you a lot," he emphasized the last word to let you know how much feeling he has for you.
You smiled at him despite the burning feeling of blurting out how you felt about him to the tiniest details, but for now, you settled with, "I like you too," you said back, "a lot,"
A smile rose on his face, ever so softly, so gently as the sun rises. He leaned in so close, and you closed your eyes, soon after, you felt the plush of his lips on you.
Your heart palpitation and hands balled into fists inside the jacket pockets when he put his hand on your jaw. He opened his mouth and captured your lips between his, brushing his lips over yours like he was savoring a cone of ice cream.
He used his tongue to pry open your mouth until you gave in yourself, opening your mouth to him with a delightful sigh.
He didn't waste any time to taste you, invading your mouth with his tongue and twirling it with yours.
The kiss was slippery and hot, his fingers wrapped around the side of your jaw while his thumb steadily pulled your mouth down to keep it open.
You reclined on the seat and let him deepen the kiss, finally braved yourself to get your hands out of your pocket and tangled them in the soft of his hair.
The sounds of the rain hitting the roof of the car drowned out the smooching sound of your kisses and the occasional sighs you let out against his lips.
He pulled away slowly, swiped his thumb over your swollen, red lips, glistening wet with a mix of his saliva and yours.
His hand traced down your neck and stopped at the base of your throat, to where the top button of your jacket rested.
You gave him a nod of permission, and he acknowledged it, he began working to open it one by one. His eyes followed to where his hand worked while you were watching his face with his mouth slightly open.
Seungmin swallowed once he was done unbuttoning your jacket, he sighed when he put his hand underneath and slowly revealed your skin inch by inch, parting the jacket open and sliding it off one shoulder.
He whimpered as his fingers trailed your collarbone and the skin under your bra strap, "you're so soft," he softly muttered.
You bit your lower lip to fight the urge to kiss him and failed, you pulled him by the collar of his shirt then crashed your lips on his.
While your lips were connected in a long, passionate kiss, Seungmin ran his hand down your chest then gripped your waist to hoist you up onto his lap.
You gasped when your mouths unattached and straddled him with your legs on each side of his, your face hovered only inches away from each other. He reclined on the seat, with his head tilted up at you. You looked into his eyes, clouded with lust and intensely staring at you.
He placed his hands on your waist, and you shuddered when his hands moved to the small of your back, roaming on the skin, and you could feel the roughness of his fingerpads.
He withdrew one hand and reached up to cup your cheek, "you're so beautiful," he said to you, swiping his thumb over your lower lip.
You smiled at his praise, shyly looked down at his chest, that even with his clothes still on, you could feel the firm of his muscles under your touch. You put your hands on his shoulders and traced the broad of his shoulders, your breath quickened since it was something you badly wanted to do.
Seungmin slowly pulled you by your chin to plant a soft kiss on your lips, a kiss that escalated things where both of your bodies pressed close together.
Your hands were in his hair while his hands were all over your body, he dragged his lips down to your neck and began kissing the thin, sensitive skin making you softly moan into his hair.
He slid the jacket down your shoulder, slipping his finger under the strap of your bra then placed a tender kiss on your collarbone.
You put your hands around his neck as he made a trail of kisses across your chest, tilting your head up and pressing your lips together to muffle your moans.
The rain has turned into a drizzle, but the window started to fog, the space inside the car shrunken by the seconds, and all you did was pull him closer and closer until there was no gap left between your bodies.
Seungmin sank his mouth on the skin between your breasts with his hands wrapped you tightly in his embrace.
When he looked up at you, you smiled at him then gave his lips a quick peck.
Seungmin lifted his head to capture your lips into a kiss again, and you softly laughed against his lips.
For a moment, you were so caught in the moment you didn't realize your phone was ringing, and you tried to ignore it, but it kept on ringing.
You winced, "I'm really sorry," you said to him, then got off of his to get your phone from inside your purse on the front seat, you quickly punched the accept call button.
"How was it? How was the date? Where did he take you?" Kim shot you questions the second you picked up the phone, you glanced at Seungmin in unease, afraid he could hear her through the phone.
"Kim, I'll call you later," you quickly replied.
"What? Why? Don't tell me you're making out right now? Holy sh-"
You abruptly ended the call and put your phone back in the car, you sat back next to him again in the backseat.
It was so quiet and dark in the car, beads of water rolling down the car window.
Seungmin took your hand in his and held it, "I'm sorry that I couldn't take you on a proper date," he said to you.
You turned your head at him, "I like it. I like the elements of surprise," you playfully commented.
"I'm glad," he said with a low laugh.
Even in the dim light, you could see his eyes crinkled as he looked at you.
"Ready to go home?" He asked.
Deep down, you just wanted to stay with him a little longer or if you could, spend as much time with him as possible yet you nodded at him, "yes," you answered.
Seungmin reached for your jacket and pulled it close, you began buttoning them yourself. Seungmin helped you fix your hair by putting strands of hair behind your ears, "you're so beautiful," he murmured, it felt nice to hear the praise again, and you could tell that it was sincere.
When you were about to say something but his lips were already got ahead of you, kissing you briefly to leave a taste of his lips before letting it go with a sweet smile.
Arrived in front of your apartment building, Seungmin parked his car in the parking lot. He immediately got out of the car to open your car door, and it took you by surprise that something like this happen to you.
Seungmin walked you to the entrance of the building but did not get in.
You turned around to face him, "thank you for today," you said to him.
He grabbed your hand and clasped it with his, "no, thank you for not running away from the date," he joked.
You laughed, "I had a great time,"
"Me too," he said back, squeezing your hand then rubbing the skin on the back of your hand with his thumb.
"Your jacket," you jolted when you remembered you were still wearing his jacket, "if you don't mind waiting, I'll change my clothes and give it to you,"
He shook his head, "you can give it back to me tomorrow,"
"Okay," you responded.
You didn't know how long you stood there facing each other, looking at each other’s eyes, and was not quite ready to part for the day.
"I should go," he said, but his feet nailed to the ground.
"Okay,"
"Okay," he said back.
You giggled at how adorable he looked, you initiated first, stood on your tiptoe, and kissed him on the mouth.
"Goodnight!" you said to him and slowly let go of his hands.
Seungmin shyly smiled then said, "Goodnight!"
You waved your hands at him before starting climbing the stairs to get to your studio, and once again felt like you were walking on clouds.
We have to talk!
Seungmin said in his text.
You knew that nothing good ever comes out of those words, and it was the first text Seungmin sent to you that day. You got fidgety in your seat during the first class, couldn't focus on whatever the lecturer was saying at the front of the class.
Is there something wrong?
You typed a reply with your phone under the desk.
Meet me in the library after class
The class will end in fifteen minutes, and your feet bounce in anxiety under the table, counting down the seconds that lead to it. All kinds of thoughts rushed through your head, and none of them helped to calm you down. Because all you think about was if Seungmin has a second thought about dating you. When the class ended, you still couldn’t decide whether you should be excited or scared.
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Bang Chan:
Your shoulders shrugged as Chan asked if you had made up your mind as to which of the bras you wanted to buy.
“They’re both so nice,” you sighed, looking to Chan for a little bit of help to try to decide.
“Do you really only have the money for one?” Chan asked you in surprise, watching your eyes flick between them again.
“I don’t get paid until next week.”
A sigh came from him as you scratched over the top of your head. “Why don’t I buy you them?” He offered, knowing that you would continue to stand there all day unless something was done to help you decide.
“I can pay for one of them and give you the money back for the other when I’m paid.”
“Don’t be silly,” he laughed, “it’s only two bras, I can pay.”
Your smile widened as you took both of the bras that you wanted, “I can pay for this one if you want to pay for that one.”
“Give them both to me,” Chan told you. “These will probably end up being more of a treat for me than for you anyway.”
“You sound pretty confident there.”
Lee Know:
Your eyes looked between the two bras as you tried to make up your mind, not quite sure which od the colours to pick to buy.
“What do you think?” You asked Minho, taking them both and holding them up for him to see.
“O-oh,” he stuttered as you spun around to look at him, not quite expecting for you to ask him for his opinion.
“Is there one that you like more?”
It took a moment for Minho to realise what you were asking, shyly looking between the two of them. “I think they both look nice,” he told you, slightly overwhelmed to be able to decide which he preferred.
“Are you alright? You’ve been a bit distant ever since I told you that I needed to buy a bra.”
“Yeah,” Minho weakly smiled, “I’m just letting you do your thing.”
Your smile turned up as Minho looked away, “you’re not shy are you that I’ve made you come and buy a bra with me?”
“N-never,” Minho faltered once again, losing his composure quickly. “If you want my opinion, the black one is best.”
“I had a feeling you’d say that.”
Changbin:
The sound of laughter hadn’t stopped from just behind your shoulder since you walked into the store, knowing that Changbin was happy.
“You know, anyone would think that this is your first time seeing a bra,” you noted across at him.
“Just tell me one thing,” Changbin asked of you, “is this what heaven feels like?” He grinned, spinning himself around.
“You think bra shopping is heaven?”
Changbin’s head nodded in reply to you confidently. “Look at all of these, some of them are incredible,” he told you. “Take this one for example, I bet you would look like a rocket wearing this one.”
“If you had it your way, we’d leave this place with the whole shop packed up in bags.”
“Absolutely,” he chuckled, “these bras would look beautiful on you.”
Your head shook as Changbin continued to follow behind you. “We’re buying one, I only need one to replace my broken one.”
“What about two?” Changbin pushed, “I mean there’s a lacy number over there that seems to have your name on it.”
“You’re obsessed with lace, honestly.”
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THIS IS SO PERFECT
𝗦𝗛𝗘 𝗚𝗢𝗧 𝗡𝗢 𝗖𝗛𝗜𝗟𝗟 :: 𝗡𝗘𝗩𝗘𝗥 𝗧𝗥𝗨𝗦𝗧 𝗔 𝗖𝗛𝗢𝗜
You first met Choi Beomgyu when your brother, Taehyun befriended the boy back at middle school. It was mystery why you and Beomgyu would always argue at the most simplest things ever to exist. But by the time you turned eighteen, things started to change completely.
PAIRING : brother’s best friend! switch!choi beomgyu x switch!reader
GENRE : fluff, smut (not yet in this part), angst, brother’s best friend to lovers!au, crack, enemies to lovers!au, slowburn
WARNINGS : cuss words, the characters here are childish tbh🤨, beomgyu dated someone else, reader dated soobin, this part is just too cheesy for me i had a hard time to proofread it, mentions of blood, beomgyu kind of calling reader a slut on one scene
WC : 4.28k
PLAYLIST : (no chill • cheat codes ft. lil xxel) (stay • the kid laroi and justin bieber) (trumpets • jason derulo) (guess that’s love • ryan mack) (capital letters • hailee steinfeld and bloodpop), (cwjbhn • jake scott and josie dunne) (i guess i’m in love • clinton kane) (hey stupid, i love you • jp saxe), (sixteen • chelsea cutler)
AUTHOR’S NOTES : i know i’m on hiatus and stuff, but don’t worry!! i wrote this part like a week ago so i didn’t really do anything except copy paste the story from google docs here in tumblr. thank you so much for the love you all showed me on the first part of she got no chill! smut will be on the final and last part sooo stay tune ;)
PART ONE. | PART TWO. | PART THREE.
IT’S HARD TO ACT LIKE NOTHING HAPPENED AT ALL.
Beomgyu tried to act like everything’s cool—as if he never kissed his best friend’s sister just last night. But his racing heart was too much to handle, and not to mention he didn’t have that much sleep yesterday either. Your soft lips, your warmth, your sad voice, your eyes, it’s all replaying in his mind like a broken record.
He thinks that he indeed went at least a little crazy more than usual.
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hyunjin link please >.<
When hyunjin gets a little too tipsy at a paint and sip he drags you to his car to "sober up" fucking up into you in the driver's seat<3
♡˗ˏ✎*ೃ˚: 𝟭𝟴+ 𝘄𝗮𝗿𝗻𝗶𝗻𝗴.:; 𝐌𝐨𝐬𝐭𝐥𝐲 𝐥𝐢𝐧𝐤𝐬 。˚ "°𝐌𝐲 𝐬𝐜𝐚𝐫𝐬, 𝐢 𝐰𝐢𝐥𝐥 𝐬𝐡𝐨𝐰 𝐢𝐭 𝐚𝐥𝐥.♡ ".ˏˋ°
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