I Just Lost The One Thing I Had

It really stings when you tell someone what you like, what you love, what makes you happy and sad and vulnerable and they just don't really remember or bother or care

I guess there’s comfort in the fact that no one will ever hate me as much as I hate myself

good to know i dont deserve any compassion, i'll think about that the next time i cut

Or just ignore me I guess, that doesn't hurt at all...

What did I do to make myself genuinely unlikable

Ok can you guys tell me in the comments but am I a bad person for not reporting my friend to a teacher like I know I would hate it but I really care for my friend and I don't want to go back to school and them not being alive because of me i just feel like a shit friend and I don't know if I did the right thing.

i need to cut i need to cut i need to cut i need to cut i need to cut